inferior possession

Ji Lu didn't expect that Duan Congzhen's mother had passed away.

In his impression, that woman is the most gentle woman he has ever seen, dignified and elegant, gentle but not indecisive at all, her whole body exudes a capable and decisive temperament, and her body is always lightly scented , the hand was warm, and when it was placed on his forehead, he could feel the delicate skin.

He liked Duan Congzhen's mother, even earlier than Duan Congzhen.

At first, he just hoped that the woman would come to the orphanage often, because she always cared about him, always smiled at him, and would trim his collar and unbuttoned buttons.

That is what Ji Lu has never experienced before, like a mother's care.

Later, he gradually shifted this emotion, and became looking forward to Duan Congzhen's coming to see him every day.

Ji Lu did not expect that she would die.

"The other party was driving while drunk." Tao Ying explained, paused, and then corrected himself in denial, "Drunk driving."

It is said that when the police arrived at the scene, the male driver of the SUV on the opposite side did not wake up.

The doctor woke him up and took a tube of blood. There were basically no blood cells, and it was all alcoholic.

The male driver was seriously injured, while Duan Congzhen's mother's car caught fire. After the firemen put out the fire, there was nothing left inside.

The police said that if they could call the police earlier, they could still be saved. Unfortunately, this road is remote, there are no cameras, and there are very few pedestrians passing by. The male driver who caused the accident was drunk and unconscious.

Accidents always come so suddenly.

It was even Duan Congzhen's birthday that day. Ten minutes before the accident, his mother sent a message to Duan Congzhen, saying that he would bring him a watch as a gift.

It's a pity that Duan Congzhen couldn't wait for the gift, and he couldn't wait for his mother. Even when he rushed to the hospital, he could only see the cold body covered by a white cloth.

Life is always unsatisfactory, but some people's lives are even more unsatisfactory.

Listening to Tao Ying's heavy and hoarse talk about these things, even Lu felt a little palpitation for a moment, his lips trembled, his throat choked, and his heart throbbed violently. My veins are popping out.

Lying on the railing, his stomach churned, and the deer resisted the retching, cold sweat dripping down his forehead like beads.

This was the first time he had such strong emotional ups and downs for someone other than Duan Congzhen.

"What about the man?" Ji Lu gritted his teeth, trying not to look so groggy, but the words he said were sharp and full of hatred, "Is the man dead?"

"I went to prison." Tao Ying sighed softly, feeling a little helpless, "Sentenced to five years."

"Only five years?!" The deer almost roared out.

An innocent human life is only worth five years.

Ji Lu still remembers the first time he met Duan Congzhen, he asked his mother if the child was going to die, and his words were childish, but his mother immediately stopped him from such harsh remarks.

At that time, Ji Lu was still very afraid of her, because in his impression, people who can preach are usually good at beating, and teachers in orphanages are like this.

But later, he could feel Mrs. Duan's goodness more and more. In the first half of Ji Lu's life, he had never met anyone who was as kind as her, and he didn't even know that those beautifully dressed and beautiful people A good woman can be so gentle that when she actually meets her, she even feels unreal.

Not like his mother, not like those female teachers, not like anyone else, only hers.

Even Lu is very envious. He envies that Duan Congzhen can become Mrs. Duan's son. Sometimes he will think beyond his control. If he is Mrs. Duan's child, he will be obedient and obedient. He is willing to give everything to love her. Use your own life to repay her the grace of childbirth.

He knew he wasn't good enough.

Even Lu thought, maybe it was the kind of gratitude to Mrs. Duan that for a long time later also forged into his almost crazy and obsessive desire for Duan Congzhen.

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When the fireworks show started, the deer took to the terrace.

The top is very flat, and there are many people. Standing here, you can see the entire river, flowing from west to east. Orange fireworks burst from the ground, mixed with sharp whistles, and exploded in the dark night sky. , scattered countless ambiguous and bright flames.

That is to say, Lu Yao looked at the person standing by the railing with a gloomy face, enjoying the fireworks in silence, shrank his arms guiltily, and shivered.

There was the sound of fireworks and cheers, and everyone was excitedly welcoming the wonderful moment, but Ji Lu didn't care to appreciate it, and his mind was full of what Tao Ying had just said to him.

Taking out the phone, Ji Lu hesitantly tapped the screen and sent a message.

[Brother Duan, I'm sorry. 】

As soon as it was sent, there was no reply, and there was no response. Ji Lu watched the man take out the phone to check it, and then put it back in his pocket with a blank expression.

Ji Lu was slightly disappointed, his eyes darkened, he held his phone tightly, thought for a long time, then gritted his teeth and walked over.

Duan Congzhen's side was not very crowded, probably because the people around him looked like he was not easy to mess with, and there happened to be a piece of land beside the railing.Duan Congzhen had a cigarette in his mouth, but he didn't light it. He just held it in his mouth and looked up aimlessly at the night sky where fireworks were constantly rising.

Ji Lu leaned over, walked around him lightly, and called out in a low voice, "Brother Duan."

The man's shoulders stiffened for a moment, his brows furrowed immediately, the disgust and impatience visible in his eyes, he raised his hand to take down the cigarette, but he didn't intend to talk to him.Ji Lu had a panoramic view of the changes in his expression, and pursed his lips bitterly.

"I'm sorry, bro." Ji Lu didn't dare to stretch out his hands to pull him, and only apologized in a low voice, "I didn't know before..."

"If you didn't know before, you can just say it and hurt someone? Don't you understand other people's private affairs? If you are really sorry, you won't make excuses!" Duan Congzhen interrupted coldly, raised his voice a few times, and stared at him full of disgust .

Even Lu sighed inwardly, blaming himself secretly, but couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, at least, he was willing to take care of himself, right?

"It's my fault. I'm sorry. I won't do that again." Ji Lu hummed, hoping to get his forgiveness.

Duan Congzhen didn't speak, but just looked at him silently, and didn't say anything.

Under the night, the man's thin shoulders seemed to be trembling slightly, and the exposed neck was a little pale by the cold wind, and the bluish-purple blood veins buried under the skin could be vaguely seen.

Ji Lu's face was a little haggard, showing exhaustion that could not be ignored, his lips were pale and bloodless, and he was still trembling slightly due to the cold.

Duan Congzhen lowered his eyes, and happened to see the man's slightly flattering and guilty eyes, misty, but with a glimmer of hope when looking at him.

A bunch of fireworks bloomed in the air, blue, like bursting bubbles in the ocean, reflected in the man's eyes, like ripples on a pool of stagnant water.

Seeing that his expression seemed to be a little loose, Ji Lu dared to reach out, gently grasped Duan Congzhen's wrist, took out a lighter from his pocket, lit the cigarette between his fingers, and prayed in a low voice, "I will never make you sad again. Now, forgive me, okay?"

Looking at him silently, Duan Congzhen turned his eyes away and looked down at Jiang's face. After a long time, he shook his head, "I'm not sad, I just miss her a little."

The voice in the ear was low, revealing a faint sadness, different from the previous indifference or teasing, it seemed more hoarse and lonely.

Ji Lu looked at him quietly, only feeling a little numb from the pain in his heart.

Raising his hand slowly, Ji Lu tentatively hugged him, his fingertips trembled slightly, feeling the momentary stiffness of the man, Ji Lu's heart jumped violently, but fortunately, Duan Congzhen didn't push him away.

Duan Congzhen didn't speak, didn't move, didn't push him away, and didn't respond to him.After a long silence, he breathed a sigh of relief and resumed his cold tone, "Forget it, it's not your mother, and you don't understand."

"I understand, really." Ji Lu said hurriedly, the hands holding his waist tightened slowly again, his voice was low and hoarse, "...I miss her very much too."

"I know I'm not worthy, but I really miss her. She taught me to be kind, to live with hope, to read and write, and she let me know you. I really appreciate her... I'm sorry Duan Brother, I really don't know, sorry..."

Duan Congzhen was slightly taken aback, slightly surprised, and looked down at the man who was holding him carefully, his eyes darkened, and after a long time, he stretched out his hand to grab Ji Lu's waist, pulling him closer, preventing him from going up The previous step gap is filled.

A warm feeling enveloped his body, that is, the deer opened his eyes and was stunned for a moment, his eyebrows rested on Duan Congzhen's shoulder, and hugged him tightly.

This is the first hug Duan Congzhen gave him, without selfish desires, so soft, so warm, just as he expected, warm and happy.

"I love you, I love you."

Ji Lu kept talking until his voice became hoarse and deep, until his tears were all soaked on Duan Congzhen's collar, until his kiss fell.

He didn't regret it at all, even Lu thought, he would never make Duan Congzhen sad again.

He had already lost his mother, and the deer would not, nor would he be willing, to let him suffer any, any pain.

Duan Congzhen is a person who wants to live in pride and glory.

If, if the pain is destined to come, then the deer is willing to bear it for him.

The author says:

Distressed bad man is the beginning of tragedy.