inferior possession

On the night of the Zurich Carnival, they were entangled in the car before they even got back to the cabin. Under the extreme conflict between reason and desire, neither of them had the ability to keep calm.

Maybe it's because the night is too hot, or maybe it's because of the madness of the carnival, when Lu looks at the rare and uncontrollable desire in the eyes of the man in front of him, his heart feels hot.

In the small compartment, the temperature reached its peak in an instant, and the deer's heart rate soared. The clothes were kicked under the seat at some point, and when the body became cold, the deer shivered and suddenly woke up.

"Duan, Duan Congzhen!" He frowned and called out.

"What?" Duan Congzhen was panting heavily, and was instinctively displeased when he was interrupted. He frowned, looked at him deeply, and looked at his face, "Uncomfortable?"

Jilu blushed, breathed intermittently, grabbed Duan Congzhen's sleeve, and reminded in a low voice, "The car is rented and must be returned."

Duan Congzhen paused for a moment, then chuckled, "I'll buy it tomorrow."

As the deer looked at him, the frequency of blinking was much faster.

On the night of the Zurich Carnival, the lakeside was extremely lively, and the atmosphere was deafeningly heated. The warm atmosphere on the other side had not yet arrived here.

When we got back to the wooden house, the deer was already drowsy, grasping the only remaining clothes on his body with only a trace of instinct, trembling slightly in the still night.

Duan Congzhen held the steering wheel with one hand, and pressed the other hand against the warm neck of the man, occasionally turning his head to look at him, stroking his skin with his palm, and stroking Jilu's blushing cheek with his fingertips.

Driving back to the wooden houses at almost speeding speed, Duan Congzhen found a remote place to stop and carried the man out.

Ji Lu suddenly woke up and struggled to walk by himself, but Duan Congzhen didn't stop him, and handed him his coat. Ji Lu didn't speak, pursed his lips, and followed him.

After a hasty bath, the deer was so tired that he was about to fall asleep on the bed, and was dragged up by Duan Congzhen to dry his hair before stuffing him into the bed.

The night before we left Switzerland, the weather was so good that it was evening when the deer woke up from their nap, and dusk was slowly fading over the mountaintops.

Duan Congzhen was sitting on the balcony smoking a cigarette, wearing only a thin piece of clothing, and when the deer looked down, he saw the painkiller bottle on the ground.

Frowning slightly, Ji Lu clenched his fists.

Seeing that he was awake, Duan Congzhen picked up the medicine bottle and put it on the other side. With a cigarette between his fingers, he turned his head to look at him, "Come here."

Ji Lu put on his coat slowly, opened the balcony door and walked over, standing beside Duan Congzhen.

Duan Congzhen put his arms around the man's waist and pulled him closer, even if the deer was hugged by him, he could feel the coldness on the man's body through the soft sweater.

"How long have you been outside?" Ji Lu asked.

"do not know."

"Isn't it cold?" Jilu looked down at him.

"Fortunately."

Ji Lu hesitated for a moment, then slowly stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around his shoulders, giving him a little warmth.

Duan Congzhen smiled, grabbed his hand, and kissed his fingertips, "Thank you Bambi."

Ji Lu didn't speak, and turned his head away from looking at him, his eyes fell on the snow scene outside the balcony.

The wall of the balcony is neither high nor short, but it is also spacious. That is to say, the deer's eyes moved down slightly, falling on the plane of the wall, and his eyes moved slightly.

"Want to sit on it?" Duan Congzhen asked.

Ji Lu remained silent, lowered his head slightly, his eyes dim.

Duan Congzhen stood up, walked to the wall, tightened his arms, hugged him to the wall and sat down.

Behind him is the abyss, that is, the deer sits quietly on the wall, blowing the icy wind of the snow-capped mountains, his face is cold and pale, his lips are pale, but his eyes are brightly colored.

The dusk and the snow color complement each other, reflected in the man's overly beautiful eyes, like a grand ceremony.

It is more palpitating than the setting sun and the heavy snow.

Duan Congzhen looked at his side face, his eyes darkened a little, he stretched out his arms around the man's waist, and the cigarette between his lips was filled with silver-gray smoke.

Ji Lu swallowed, looked back at him, lowered his eyes slightly, "Duan Congzhen."

"Ah."

"Do you want to push me down?" Ji Lu asked.

The human heart is evil, he has always understood that Duan Congzhen is even more evil than normal people.

If someone stood on the cliff with his back to him, Duan Congzhen would push him down without hesitation, even if he had never met him before, even if he didn't have any hatred at all.

Duan Congzhen's malice has no purpose, it's just for fun, just to pursue the twisted thrill, that's the instinct engraved in his bones, the instinct is bad.

Duan Congzhen looked at him and said frankly, "I want to."

That is to say, the deer's eyebrows were drooping, and his thin lips parted lightly, "Don't push me."

"Okay." Duan Congzhen replied without hesitation, his arms tightened a bit, and he firmly held the person in front of him.

The deer is sitting on a high place, the evening wind is cold, it hurts his face, and he shrinks his shoulders. The deer turns his head and looks down at the man in front of him.

"Duan Congzhen." He whispered.

"Ah."

"What if I fall?"

"die."

"……What will you do?"

"Call the police."

"What if I die?"

"what?"

"If I die, what will happen to you?" Ji Lu looked at him with complicated eyes.

Duan Congzhen thought for a moment, then said calmly, "I will miss you very much."

Ji Lu chuckled, his voice dry, "Why didn't you say you wanted to jump down with me?"

"Why?" Duan Congzhen asked in a calm voice, "I don't want to die yet."

That is, the deer stopped talking.

Duan Congzhen stared into his eyes, and after a while, he slowly approached, stroking the man's back with his palm, and said warmly, "I won't let you fall."

"Then what if I fall? What if I die?" Ji Lu asked repeatedly, reaching out to support Duan Congzhen's shoulder, "What will you do for me?"

"I won't let you die." Duan Congzhen said.

"why?"

"Because you are my Bambi." Duan Congzhen said, "I don't want you to die."

Ji Lu looked at him and suddenly smiled, "Duan Congzhen, you really..."

What is it, but never said again.

There was silence, only the whistling wind remained for a while.

After a long time, Ji Lu sighed softly, and slowly turned his head to look at him, his eyes were complicated and struggling, with emotions that had been entangled for a long time.

"Duan Congzhen." Ji Lu called him in a low voice, his breath seemed to be dissipated in the wind.

"En." Duan Congzhen looked up at him, and responded patiently as always, with a low and calm voice.

The four eyes met, and the deer's heart trembled, and the hand on the man's shoulder unconsciously tightened.

For a moment, he asked softly, "Will you treat me well?"

The voice was low and light, and it disappeared into the mountain wind in an instant, but Duan Congzhen still heard it.

Looking at the man's probing and struggling eyes, Duan Congzhen frowned slightly, and his breath was barely visible for a moment.

Ji Lu's eyes trembled slightly, staring at Duan Congzhen, quietly waiting for his answer.

Duan Congzhen thought for a while, then nodded calmly, "Yes."

"Why should I trust you?" Ji Lu tremblingly asked back, "Duan Congzhen, why should I trust you?"

"You don't have to believe it, I don't care." Duan Congzhen replied frankly, raising his hand to touch the man's cold face, "I rarely trust others, no, I have lived well until now."

That is to say, Lu Meifeng frowned, his eyes were reddish, his lips moved slightly, but he couldn't say a word.

Duan Congzhen put his palms on the back of the man's head, pressed him down, forced him to bow his head, and kissed him patiently.

Ji Lu lowered his head, his breathing was entangled, he gently pushed Duan Congzhen away, his voice trembling and hoarse, "I, I still can't believe you..."

Duan Congzhen didn't speak, just said "um", and kissed the man's neck softly as if to comfort him.

"Duan Congzhen, I can't..." Ji Lu's voice became smaller and smaller, with a jerky fright, "If I believe you, if you lie to me again, I will lose everything..."

"Then don't believe it." Duan Congzhen kissed him uninterruptedly, holding him tightly in his arms.

Ji Lu's shoulders trembled, and he instinctively hugged the man in front of him, his eyebrows resting on the man's shoulders, suppressing the tears that burst out of his eyes.

"If you don't want to believe it, don't believe it." Duan Congzhen calmed down, his voice tinged with an irresistible charm, "Bambi, you can choose to believe what you think is right."

Ji Lu hugged him, tears soaked Duan Congzhen's shoulders, and kept shaking his head, as if he was afraid that he would be shaken in a daze.

Duan Congzhen didn't speak any more, just hugged him quietly.

The sun is completely hidden under the mountain, and only a faint sunset can be seen from the balcony.

Ji Lu slowly raised his head, his eyes were still red, he hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face in embarrassment, his breath was unsteady, "Duan Congzhen, after I go back, I think..."

"What do you want?" Duan Congzhen raised his hand, wiping the tears from his eyes with his fingertips.

"I want to go see Auntie." Jilu pursed his lips tightly, his voice was full of sobs, and his eyes trembled, as if he was afraid that he would refuse.

Duan Congzhen's movements froze, and his eyes darkened instantly.

"No." He refused without hesitation.

"Why?" The deer gritted its teeth.

"I don't want you to see her, and I don't want her to see you."

Ji Lu wiped away the tears from his eyes vigorously, "I just want to make up for the mistakes I made before, I just..."

"Bambi." Duan Congzhen interrupted him with a gloomy and deep voice, "It's not your fault."

Ji Lu was taken aback, his pupils trembled, "...what."

"That car accident was not your fault." Duan Congzhen's eyes shifted, his indifference was astonishing, and there was a bit of imperceptible hatred, "The police said back then that even without you, that drunk driver would have hit her car .”

"But I don't believe it." Duan Congzhen lowered his eyes, "Because I hate you."

Ji Lu looked at him in astonishment, his throat choked, but at the moment when he saw the pain and sadness in the man's eyes, his heart clenched fiercely.

"I hate you," Duan Congzhen said, "When I think of my mother still thinking about you before she died, I feel extremely disgusted."

He laughed at himself, his eyes were cold, with a depth and darkness that Jilu couldn't see through, "I don't even know whether I hate her and love you more, or hate you and love her more."