AWM is yours, you are mine
Chapter 43
The two-person Lianmai game is a sharp tool to enhance and consolidate the relationship.
Lu Yu and Shi Feng lined up for a few hours, and they could feel that the relationship between the two was much closer.
He was flirting before, but when talking to Brother Feng, he always paid attention to it, lest he would be upset if he said something inappropriate.
But now it's a lot more casual when joking around, frantically testing on the edge of stepping on the line.
Shi Feng also has a good temper. If it were Xu Song, even if he couldn't beat him, he wouldn't know how many times he had sprayed him.
For Shi Feng, it's not a question of whether he has a good temper or not.
It's just that when playing games with Luyu, he unconsciously relaxes, even if Luyu occasionally skins, he can't get angry, at most he feels a little dumbfounded.
In fact, he was not in a very bright mood today.
He went back to the club to get some things last night. Originally, he only told the coach and manager, and he didn't want his teammates to know.
But his teammates are too smart, not long after the coach and manager were away at the same time, they smelled a strange smell, and followed them to find Shi Feng who went back.
Regarding his retirement, his teammates didn't say anything, they only asked how his leg was recovering, and said some words of reminiscence.
He also feels better if his teammates confront him.
The team is currently in a stage of inactivity, and this is the biggest reason why he doesn't want to retire.
His retirement now is tantamount to betrayal to his teammates.
Since returning from the club last night, his heart has been heavy.
In addition, his father was in a hurry to let him take over the company, which made him a little bored.
Originally, he was also worried that the bad mood when playing games with Luyu would affect his mentality.
But as soon as he heard Luyu's voice, he felt that all the bad emotions had escaped, and the corners of his mouth could not control the upward curve.
Playing games with Luyu really makes people feel relaxed and happy.
After three o'clock, Luyu began to bring water friends.
The name of April Beacon is still clearly listed as the number one contributor in the week. There are no unknown bosses jumping in line, and the whole game process is very enjoyable.
The last hand was over, and it was past six o'clock.
After Luyu said a few words, it was broadcast.
As soon as I entered the kitchen, I saw grandma busy.
Lu Yu hurried over and took the vegetable basket from grandma, "I'll do it, you can go and play by yourself."
Grandma patted his hand, half angry and half angry: "You should coax a child! I am old but not disabled, so I can't do this little work?"
"Hey, hey, I think you are very strong, you hit me every now and then, no one big or small can match your strength!"
Luyu was poor, but she turned away from her grandma and washed vegetables by herself with a vegetable basket.
"Stop farting, did I hit you hard? Huh?" Grandma said, and slapped him on the back again.
"Old people can't swear, did you forget what you said?" Lu Yu turned to give grandma a look while washing the vegetables.
"When did I..." Grandma remembered in the middle of her words, "I said that children should not swear, when did you change it for me!"
Lu Yu held back her laughter, grandma tends to forget things when she gets old.
After a few words with her, she forgot to rush to wash the vegetables and pointed at Luyu on the side to scold.
Pull out all the naughty and mischievous things that Lu Yu did when he was a child, and say that he was really tired of caring about him at that time.
Luyu just listened, occasionally saying a few words.
Grandma scolded him about the past, but she didn't mention anything about when he went to college in other places.
At that time, Luyu had to attend classes and work part-time to make money, so he was often too busy to go home.
Except for winter and summer vacations, I am outside all the time.
Luyu has always been guilty of not being able to spend more time with grandma.
Including when going to work, they have few holidays, and they often work overtime when something happens.
What Luyu thinks is that he worked hard for the first two years of work, and only after he has become a little bit better can he spare time to spend time with his grandma.
When I have money at that time, I can buy a car and take my grandma around.
But he didn't want to understand one thing - the son wanted to support him, but he didn't want to be loved.
He can wait, he is still young and has time to work hard, but grandma is old.
Grandma may not have so much time to wait for him.
While choosing and washing vegetables by the side of Luyu Island, I turned my head to look at my grandma from time to time, feeling very satisfied.
Being able to be with grandma like this now is the happiest thing for him.
He has always regretted his resignation, but he is also very grateful for his decisive decision at that time.
He is just regretting now, but if grandma is not around when he is not around...then he will regret and blame himself for the rest of his life.
"Oh, you bought fish?" Grandma said in surprise when she saw Luyu washing the fish.
"Well, I'm going to make sweet and sour fish."
When the fish is bought, the boss kills it and handles it well, but the fish stalls do not handle it properly.
There are still some residues in the fish belly that have not been cleaned up, and some fish scales are still hanging on the back.
Grandma stared at the fish in Luyu's hand, "This fish has a lot of spines, right?"
"Sweet and sour fish with few bones is not good. I will pick out the excess bones for you later, and you can just pay attention to the small bones." Lu Yu said.
Both grandma and he love to eat fish, but grandma is afraid of fish bones, saying that they have been stuck by fish bones before eating fish.
To make fish with soup, Luyu always buys fish with few spines such as bearded fish.
But to make sweet and sour fish, he still likes to use grass carp.
Grass carp tastes more delicious, but it also has more thorns, and many small thorns are easy to get stuck if you are not careful.
Grandma struggled for a while between eating and not eating, but she still chose to eat!
In addition to the dishes to be cooked at night, there is also ribs soup that starts to simmer slowly at noon.
At this moment, Luyu poured the prepared lotus root into the pork rib soup. When the lid of the soup pot was opened, the aroma was overflowing, and a gurgling sound could be heard vaguely.
Lu Yu was about to pour lotus root into the pork rib soup and stopped, then turned to look at grandma's stomach.
Grandma immediately turned around, pointed at Lu Yu's stomach and slapped it upside down: "Did you not eat enough at noon! I heard your stomach growling!"
An old house where a treasure.
Lu Yu suppressed a smile, put down the basket containing lotus root, took a bowl and said, "Yes, yes, I'm not full, so I'll scoop up a bowl of soup to put it on the bottom."
After filling half a bowl of soup, he turned to his grandma and asked, "Do you want ribs?"
"Yes!" Grandma answered quickly, and turned her head again, "Why do you ask me if you want pork ribs for soup? Are you still a child? It's so annoying!"
"Okay, okay, I'm annoying." Lu Yu fished out two pieces of ribs and put them in a bowl, and handed them to grandma, "Don't bother with me, help me take them outside to dry, if it gets too cold, you will get tired I drank the soup and ate the ribs."
"Hey, I'm the only one who's spoiled by you!" Grandma took the soup, turned her head and took it out.
Luyu then boiled the lotus root in it, tasted the soup with a small spoon, and did not add any seasoning if the taste was right.
The ribs are stewed in a casserole, which is a large pot specially bought by Luyu for stewing soup.
A large pot of water was filled, and it was added once later. After several hours of stewing, only half of the pot was left.
But for the four of them to eat, half a pot of soup is enough.
The thickness of the soup is also right.
All the dishes to be prepared are ready, just waiting for the pot.
Xu Song made a phone call in a pinch.
"We're getting off the highway, you're going to get some food, I'm going to starve to death!"
As soon as the phone was connected, Xu Song started to cry.
Lu Yu laughed twice, "I'm making soup here, why don't I let you smell the aroma first?"
When it comes to stewing soup, Xu Song seems to be able to hear his stomach growling twice again.
"Fuck, Lu Xiaoyu, you were waiting! See if I don't deal with you!"
"Come on, lie down and wait for you."
"Okay, you just wait to die tonight!"
Qingyuan County is not a big place, and it probably takes less than an hour to drive around the entire county.
After getting off the expressway, it takes only ten minutes to reach Luyu's house.
Lu Yu estimated that Xu Song and the others arrived at about this time, and everything was just right.
Lu Yu turned off the fire on this side of the soup pot, letting the remaining heat in the casserole suffocate for a while.
Then use a steamer to steam the fish first, and then fry the ingredients after steaming, and then heat it up and pour it on the fish.
After finishing these, I received another call from Xu Song.
"Cub, Dad is here, hurry up and greet him!"
"Understood, baby, just wait for Dad to come here."
Lu Yu took off her apron, took the keys and changed her shoes, ready to go out.
Grandma came over with a small teacup in her arms, "Has Xiaosong arrived?"
Lu Yu looked up at her, "Well, I'll find a parking space for them here."
The parking spaces in the complex are not fixed-seriously speaking, there are actually no parking spaces.
If there is a small dam in front of some buildings, they will stop in the small dam.
If there is no small dam, you can stop by the house, as long as it does not affect the traffic on the road.
After Luyu went down, he saw two cars parked on the side of the road. A man in a punk outfit and wearing big sunglasses leaned against one of the cars.
In front of the other car, stood a middle-aged man with an ordinary but kind face.
Lu Yu glanced at it, then looked away, and indifferently took out his mobile phone and dialed.
The mobile phone in the pocket of the young man in punk outfit rang, he took it out to look at it, and immediately pressed it down.
Immediately afterwards, he took off his sunglasses, walked up to Lu Yu and said with a displeased face, "No, I'm already standing in front of you, can't you see? Still calling!"
Lu Yu looked him up and down, and suddenly realized: "I was still wondering where the pretentious man came from, but I didn't expect it to be you!"
"Bah, you did it on purpose!" Xu Song was so angry that he slapped him twice with his finger holding sunglasses.
Not to mention him, Zhang Shu Luyu, the driver of their family, also knew him, did he say he didn't see it?
Pooh!Believe him!
"What's the matter with this car?" Lu Yu's chin clicked on the car behind Xu Song.
It's not that he wants to be rude, it's that Xu Song's outfit and the two cars behind him are too eye-catching!
It can be seen that both cars are new cars, or the same model, the only difference is the color.
No, there is still a place for unity in color.
Sao.
One is blue and the other is red.
Whose eyes are you trying to blind? !
"How about it? I specially picked the color, doesn't it look good?" Xu Song said proudly, "The blue one is yours, and the red one is my new one."
"So you asked me which one I prefer, blue or red, because of this?!" Lu Yu was shocked.
Xu Song only asked the question the next day after posting the pictures of the car model. After the question, Luyu asked him why he asked this, but he didn't say anything.
Who the hell thought he was asking about the color of the car!
"Is there still time to return the product?" Lu Yu asked desperately.
"No." Xu Song held his shoulders, pointed at the car and said softly, "This color is so beautiful, but it's a pity it's still a little darker, and it would be perfect if it's brighter."
No matter how bright it is, it will be even more blinding!
Lu Yu couldn't bear to look straight at him and turned his eyes away, "It looks good, park the car next to it and go upstairs."
He found two open spaces next to it, but they were not connected together.
"You park it by yourself and feel the new car first." Xu Song said.
"Key?" Luyu asked.
"In the car."
If you ignore the eye-catching color of the body, this car is quite good in terms of style and interior accessories.
Luyu got in the car and adjusted the positions of the seats and rearview mirrors first, to get familiar with it first.
This car is an automatic transmission, there is no clutch, and there are three forward and reverse gears, which is as simple as one horse.
After sitting on it for a while, he regained the feeling of driving, and it didn't take long for him to reverse the car into the parking position smoothly.
Although there is still a little distance from the house, it can be regarded as a successful side storage.
clap clap.
Xu Song stood on the side of the road and clapped his hands three times, "Brother Yu, Niubi! This side parking is perfect!"
"Don't think that I can't hear that you are mocking me. Brother Yu is in a good mood today and doesn't care about you."
Uncle Zhang over there came over after parking the car, Lu Yu said with a smile: "Uncle Zhang has worked hard all the way, go upstairs quickly, we can eat later."
Uncle Zhang smiled, and his face looked more friendly, "It's not hard work, it's Xiaosong who is tired."
Uncle Zhang and Xu Song have a good relationship. He started working as a driver in Xu Song's house when he was a child. It can be said that he watched Xu Song grow up.
The three of them were not too polite.
Luyu's house is on the third floor. There are only five floors in this building. There is no elevator, and people walk up on two legs.
At the door, Lu Yu was picking out the key, and the door opened by itself.
"Hey Xiaosong, come and let grandma take a look, I haven't seen you for a long time!" Grandma opened the door, then pushed aside the deer island in front, and held Xu Song to look up and down.
"Grandma! Long time no see, you miss me!" Xu Song showed a big smile.
"Tsk, who is your grandson?" Lu Yu said in a sour tone.
Grandma ignored him at all, brought Xu Song a change of slippers, and dragged him into the house after he changed his shoes.
Except for a few distracted greetings to Uncle Zhang, grandma was talking to Xu Song the whole time.
The little old woman was cheerful, with many creases on her face, and it could be seen that she was in a very good mood.
Xu Song's attire and temperament are very handsome, but in front of grandma, he is soft and well-behaved like a big boy, which makes grandma amused.
Luyu poured water for them, and after saying a word, he went into the kitchen to cook.
Xu Song felt his conscience and asked, "Do you want me to help you?"
"Don't!" Lu Yu hurriedly stopped, "I want you to help, I'm afraid my kitchen will be blown up!"
"Grandma, don't you care if Luyu bullies me?" Xu Song turned to complain to grandma.
"Take care!" Grandma patted his hand, which was much weaker than when she patted Luyu.
When she turned her head to face Luyu, she said ferociously again: "Hurry up and cook your food, don't starve us Xiaosong!"
"All right, all right, anyway, I don't have any status at home, so please sit down, little ones, let's cook!"
In addition to sweet and sour fish, Luyu also prepared several meat dishes.
Braised pork in brown sauce, meatballs in sauce, shredded pork with green peppers.
The meat is pre-cooked and air-dried, and the braised pork is time-consuming to cook. He cooks the meatballs on the fire at the same time.
The meatballs are cooked and the braised pork is still stewing.
When the sauce for pouring the meatballs is finished frying with the fire on the other side, the braised pork has just collected the juice.
After these two dishes are done, the remaining shredded pork with green peppers, shredded hot and sour potatoes, and stir-fried vegetables will not take much effort.
All the dishes are ready, just a little over 07:30.
After it was done, Luyu began to serve dishes to the table.
Xu Song also came to help. Grandma wanted to move, but Xu Song coaxed her to sit still with just a few words.
Uncle Zhang also wanted to help, and when he went to the kitchen, he saw that two young men were staggering in the kitchen, and there would be no room for him to join in, so he gave up.
He picked up a dish at the door of the kitchen and brought it to the table.
All the dishes and soups were served, almost filling the table.
"It's so rich? You won't be able to finish it later?" Xu Song looked at the dishes and said.
Lu Yu glanced at him, "Do you have any misunderstanding about your own and my appetite? There will be other dishes except soup left later, I will take your surname."
Xu Song giggled, "You can take my surname now, I don't dislike you."
Luyu: "Fuck off, you have a good idea!"
The taste of Luyu's dishes is quite good, but considering grandma's cooking, the rice is too soft for young people.
But a few people didn't care, and they ate very happily.
Xu Song was really hungry, and a bowl of rice soon ran out, and he didn't even eat a few mouthfuls of food.
It was not until the second bowl of rice was served that I slowed down and started eating.
"With Xiaoyu's culinary skills, your boyfriend...girlfriend will be blessed in the future!"
Xu Song bald and almost said he was a boyfriend, but Lu Yu kicked him under the table before he realized it.
Grandma didn't pay attention at all, and said cheerfully: "That's right, our Xiaoyu is good at everything, and the cooking is delicious, so I don't have to worry about finding a good girl."
"That's right, that's right, so you don't have to rush to find a partner for him, we'd rather be short than excessive!" Xu Song immediately answered.
"Oh, but I'm also worried." Grandma sighed and frowned.
She didn't say anything later, for fear of making Lu Yu angry again.
But they all knew what she meant, and the atmosphere was a little dull for a moment.
Even Xu Song, who is the most active, can't talk about this topic.
He told a joke to make grandma laugh, and took the opportunity to change the subject.
The four chatted while eating, and it took almost an hour to eat a meal.
When Xu Song came, he also brought a bottle of red wine, which he directly unpacked to drink with Sprite.
Grandma couldn't get used to that stuff, so she drank fruit juice.
Luyu is not very good at drinking, and it is easy to get on his face when he drinks.
The alcohol content of the red wine is not high, but even though it tastes like a drink when mixed with Sprite, it is more intoxicating.
After the meal, the heat on his face didn't go down, and his mind was dizzy.
But not to the point of being drunk, just a little drifting. Watching Xu Song talk to grandma, I was amused for a while.
"Hey, let me clean it up, don't drop the bowl later!"
After eating, Xu Song saw Lu Yu packing up the dishes and hurriedly stopped him.
"It's okay, I'm not drunk, I just got drunk on my face." Lu Yu waved his hand away and continued to tidy up.
Xu Song took a look twice to make sure that his hands were steady and he didn't feel fluttering when he walked, so he was relieved.
He still wanted to help, but where would grandma allow?Drag him to speak on the sofa.
Uncle Zhang said a few words from time to time, and the three of them watched TV and chatted about homework, but it was quite harmonious.
After Lu Yu cleaned up and wiped the dining table, she went into the kitchen and didn't come out for a while.
Grandma glanced at the kitchen, Xu Song seized the opportunity and said, "I'll go to the kitchen to see if Luyu is stealing food behind our backs."
"Go and have a look, maybe it is!" Grandma said with a smile.
When Xu Song walked into the kitchen, he saw Lu Yu holding the cistern with both hands, lowering his head as if in a daze.
"Cough." Xu Song deliberately made a little noise before walking over, "What are you doing?"
Lu Yu raised her head to look at him, but she wasn't crying like he thought, but her eyes were a little red.
It should have been crying.
Xu Song was about to say something casually, so as not to embarrass him, when he heard Lu Yu say:
"Do you think I'm not filial?"
"Just kidding! If you are not filial, there will be no filial sons in this world! What are you thinking?"
Lu Yu took a deep breath, took off her apron and hung it aside, "Go to the balcony and blow some wind."
Xu Song knew that he didn't really want to blow the air, so he just said "OK", passed by the living room and talked to his grandma, and then went to the balcony.
Lu Yu took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from the crack of the balcony window, took out one and lit it.
……
"The place where you put your cigarettes is quite unique." Xu Song couldn't help but say something.
He doesn't smoke, and Luyu didn't ask.
Luyu has no addiction to cigarettes, but when he is upset, smoking one can relieve his mood.
He leaned against the balcony guardrail and took a puff of cigarette, ignoring Xu Song's teasing.
He didn't speak, and Xu Song didn't urge him, and just accompanied him silently.
The wind at night quickly blew away the heat on Luyu's face, but the emotions that suddenly rose up did not dissipate with the wind.
"Er Song, do you know that last time grandma fainted, I'm still afraid." Lu Yu said, his voice trembling.
"Don't blame yourself, you came back the first time. Besides, grandma is fine now, and she will be fine in the future." Xu Song comforted him.
Lu Yu shook his head, "I really want to slap my former self right now, thinking about making money all day long, and leaving grandma alone at home, what the hell am I trying to do!"
He took his grandma to the county town in consideration of convenience.
When he was in high school, he lived with his grandmother, and when he went to college, his grandmother lived alone.
He thought that his uncle's family could visit grandma from time to time, and the neighbors would take care of him. There should be no problem, so he didn't let grandma go back.
But he never thought that grandma lived alone in the county, no matter how close the neighbors were, she was not a family member, and the uncle's family also had their own affairs to be busy with.
Will grandma feel lonely?What if something happens to grandma when no one is looking after her?
He hadn't considered any of this.
He thought things too simply, or in other words, he was preoccupied with work, and subconsciously didn't think deeply about it.
I just want to let grandma continue to live in the county, and it's over after the arrangement is made.
At that time, the uncle disagreed, and he had argued with the uncle because of this.
Now that I think about it, he was an asshole!
Xu Song could feel Luyu's emotions, but no matter how much others comforted him about this kind of thing, it was useless, he could only think about it on his own.
He could only try to comfort him: "You make money for grandma, and you're back now, so don't think about it so much."
The cigarette in Lu Yu's hand was still burning, but he didn't continue to smoke, he just held it in his hand.
"It's not just that, I've always felt ashamed of my grandma. She wants to see me find someone to marry and have children. I'm destined to let her down."
Xu Song didn't say anything, actually Luyu didn't need him to say anything at this time, he just wanted to say what was on his mind.
Some things have been held in my heart for a long time, and it's okay when I don't find out, but it doesn't mean that those suppressed emotions don't exist.
In recent years, no one in Luyu has been able to say these words, and Xu Song has rarely talked with him, but today's atmosphere and the effect of a little wine made him want to say all those words.
It might be better to say it.
"I've tried it too. I want to find a girlfriend, marry and have children according to grandma's wishes." Lu Yu said, his eyes were empty, not knowing where to fall.
He paused for a while before continuing: "But I can't do it, I don't have feelings for women. I thought, if I have the slightest feeling for women, I will find a suitable person to marry, but if there is no one, there will be no, Being married is also harming others and oneself.”
"I can't harm an innocent woman for my own selfishness. I always think, it's not urgent, this matter can be resolved slowly, but now I feel like death is chasing me, he and I Say 'don't be silly, time is running out'."
"I'm very scared. I'm afraid of losing my grandma, and I'm also afraid of talking to her. If she knows that her grandson will never have a girlfriend in this life, how sad will she be?"
After saying this, Lu Yu covered his eyes with his free hand and remained silent for a long time.
Xu Song waited silently beside him until he took his hand off.
"Have you ever thought about telling grandma about your sexual orientation? Maybe she can understand?" Xu Song said.
"I've thought about it." Lu Yu said, "But the elderly don't understand these things. Don't many of them think it's a disease? I'm afraid it will irritate grandma. She is not in good health now."
"Maybe you are thinking too extreme, I think grandma is quite open-minded."
Lu Yu shook his head, "No matter how enlightened a person is, he may go crazy when facing sexual orientation."
When they were in college, the parents in the same dormitory were quite open-minded, and the roommate was also quite open-minded.
But after he came out with his family, the family immediately turned upside down.
His parents also went to the school, not only finding out the man's boyfriend, forcing the two to break up, but also letting one of them drop out of school.
That incident was a big one. Although the relationship between him and his roommate was not very close, they lived in a dormitory after all, so there were no conflicts at ordinary times, and that person was quite nice.
When something happened, he helped his roommate say a few words in front of his parents, but his parents didn't listen at all.
The crazy posture is not at all like what the roommates usually describe.
Everyone has a bottom line in their hearts, and Lu Yu is not sure that grandma's bottom line includes this, but he dare not try.
He would rather continue to hide it than make grandma angry and sad about this matter.
Besides, he didn't plan to find a partner, so there was no need to use this matter to embarrass grandma.
After all, this matter is a dead end, and Xu Song can't say much about it.
Besides, talking to grandma is not necessarily a better result than hiding it.
At least for now, grandma can still have some hope, even if this hope is false and fragile, at least it will leave a thought for the old man.
After the matter was told, Luyu felt much lighter.
Although the problem was still not resolved, the heavy feeling in my heart dissipated a little.
There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, just let it be.
"Speaking of which, what's the matter with you and Fenghuo?"
Sensing that Luyu's mood was no longer depressed, Xu Song finally asked him the question that he had held back for several days.
Lu Yu froze for a moment, and then his face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye.
It's like coming to the balcony after drinking.
Xu Song:?
Knock in? Is there even a need to ask!When Shi Feng was mentioned, his face turned red like this!
Who would believe it? !
"Then what," Lu Yu rubbed his nose embarrassingly, "I seem to like Fenghuo a little bit."
Although he expected it, Xu Song still exploded when he heard the answer from him!
Xu Song took the burnt cigarette butt from Lu Yu's hand and put it on the guardrail.
Then he held Lu Yu's shoulder and said in a deep voice, "Say it again."
Lu Yu was taken aback by him, wondering if Xu Song also likes the beacon fire in April, right? !
Thinking of this, he said with a little confidence: "I said I like Fenghuo."
Xu Song let him go, with a sad face.
"It's okay bro, if you like him too, go after him, I won't fight you." Lu Yu patted Xu Song on the shoulder and said.
Xu Song:? ? ?
"No, where did you come to this conclusion? I'm fucking straight! Even if I'm crooked, I can't like him!" Xu Song couldn't laugh or cry.
Lu Yu: "Huh? You don't like his sad expression on your face. I thought we were rivals in love."
Xu Song poohed, "What the hell have you been thinking about all day long?"
Anyway, knowing that Xu Song doesn't like Shi Feng, Lu Yu is still relieved.
After all, when good brothers fall in love with the same person, no matter how clearly they say it, they are afraid of affecting the relationship between brothers.
Xu Song didn't know what to say now, so he could only persuade Lu Yu: "Give up, April Fenghuo is a straight man, and he won't like you."
Lu Yu clicked his tongue, "I didn't think about it. Anyway, I won't find a partner in my life. Is it okay to like secretly?"
Xu Songgang was still trying to persuade Luyu to give up, but now he was upset to hear what he said.
"Why do you secretly like you when you are so good? If you like it, go after it! Those who don't like you are blind!"
Lu Yu looked at him with a half-smile, "Didn't you just say that Feng Huo wouldn't like me?"
Xu Song immediately shut up.
My fucking brain, why can't I control my mouth!
Xu Song and Fenghuo knew each other in real life, and Lu Yu had guessed for a long time, and now he is more certain.
It's just that he really has no other ideas, as long as he plays games with Fenghuo Lianmai like now, listens to his voice, teases a few words along with his words, and treats himself as a love story.
Not to mention whether Feng Huo is straight or not, he doesn't have the intention to fall in love now.
Anyway, liking someone doesn't have to have results, the mood of liking that person is also a kind of sweetness.
Luyu and Xu Song chatted a lot that night.
Of course, we went back to the bedroom to talk later.
The wind in the county town at night is still a bit fierce, it’s okay to blow for a while, but after a long time, there is a sour feeling of cold winter wind.
It was so chilling that I couldn't bear it.
The two haven't seen each other for a long time, and Luyu usually doesn't like to use chat software.
Before the chicken eating game appeared, the two didn't have much communication at ordinary times, and later they just played games together occasionally.
But this does not affect their feelings.
It has been nearly nine years since the first year of high school.Xu Song is Luyu's first and only heart-to-heart friend.
Xu Song is cheerful by nature and has many friends; Lu Yu is different from him, Lu Yu's personality is very lucky to meet a close friend.
Therefore, Lu Yu cherishes Xu Song as a friend very much. For a while, he even thought that he liked Xu Song in a trance.
During that time, Luyu was also suffering. He knew that Xu Song was a straight man, and he felt very guilty for having such thoughts.
It wasn't until later that he realized that a person is possessive of friends as well as those he likes.
Especially for a person like him, because it is rare to meet a friend, he hopes that this person has only one friend.
But that's not liking, luckily not liking.
He was really afraid that he would lose this only friend.
Lu Yu has been hiding two things in his heart, no one knows about this matter, and he dare not tell Xu Song about it.
One is that he once suspected that he liked Xu Song—but he guessed that Xu Song must have felt it, after all, something was wrong with him during that time.
Another thing is that Xu Song was lucky to be angry with his family at that time and insisted on going to this small county to study in high school.
If it weren't for Xu Song's willfulness at that time, he would never have met this person.
The two fell asleep while talking, without taking off their clothes.
Fortunately, it was not winter, otherwise they would have to wake them up in the early morning.
When I woke up, it was already noon.
Xu Song usually sleeps in on weekends, but Luyu rarely sleeps so late.
After Lu Yu woke up, he kicked Xu Song awake, "Get up, I'll take you for a walk after dinner, and if you delay, you won't be able to go back before night."
"Damn it!" Xu Song covered the kicked place and jumped up all of a sudden, "Kiss him when he needs it, and kick him when he doesn't need it, you scumbag!"
Lu Yu rolled his eyes, "Little dear, hurry up and wash up and eat!"
"Ouch, the two little piggies are up! Brush your teeth and eat!" Grandma said when she saw the two come out.
Xu Song came over and hugged grandma, lowered his head and rubbed against her face, "Little piggy has slapped me, don't you be afraid!"
Grandma laughed uncontrollably at him, and drove him to wash up.
Luyu's culinary skills were passed down from grandma, and grandma's cooking is naturally better than his cooking.
Grandma made the stuffing and steamed the buns herself. The skin is thin and the stuffing is thick, which is much more fragrant than the buns sold outside!
After dinner, Luyu drove Xu Song around the county town.
I was going to call Uncle Zhang, but Uncle Zhang said that he was too old to move, so he drank tea with his grandma at home.
Luyu has never touched a car except when he was taking the driver's license test. He is considered a novice on the road at the moment, and he drives like a turtle crawling.
Fortunately, there are not many people on this road, otherwise it is estimated that others will not be able to stand it.
The most famous scenic spot in Qingyuan County is Qingyuan Lake.
Other than that, there's not much to do.
It was winter when Xu Song came last time, so he could only watch by the lake, which was not interesting.
At the moment, the lake is very lively. There are quite a few people swimming in the lake and wearing life jackets.
"Any ideas? Go swimming for two laps, or take a boat to see the scenery?" Lu Yu asked.
Xu Song looked at the color of the lake, it was green, and it would not feel dirty, but the water looked quite deep, so there might not be anything under the water.
When he was studying here before, he took a look at it and didn't think there was anything unusual.
After leaving, I began to miss it.
"Let's take a boat, let's go, show Dad the scenery on the lake!" Xu Song waved his hand and walked forward with great momentum.
I don't know, I thought he was rushing to throw himself into the lake.
After taking a boat tour, Lu Yu took Xu Song to the supermarket to buy some food for the road.
Anyway, on the way back, the driver drove, and he sat in the back without occupying his hand, and he could take it out to eat at any time.
It was less than two o'clock when Xu Song left. After seeing his car disappear, Lu Yu looked back at his new car, shook his head and smiled.
If he buys it himself, he can choose a popular white one and be done.
It's just Xu Song who makes such a show when he buys a car.
But let's not say, this blue looks quite chic and different!The longer you look at it, the more pleasing it becomes.
From now on, when he goes out with this car, he will be the prettiest boy in the white cars!
This time Xu Song came and brought a lot of things for grandma.
In addition to food and drink, I also bought two new clothes for grandma.
When Xu Song was in high school, he often came to the house. At that time, Luyu and his grandmother still rented a house, and because they had no money, the rented place was relatively small.
Xu Song's family is not short of money, so he often brings some things with him.
At first, grandma was embarrassed to accept it, and Luyu was unwilling to accept it.
But then Xu Song came more often, and the young man was sweet and coaxing, so grandma really treated him like her own grandson.
Later, grandma made some food for Luyu, even when Xu Song was not there, grandma asked him to bring some to Xu Song at school.
Xu Song didn't push back the things he brought, and just thought about how to raise his two grandchildren to be fat and fat.
When Luyu went back, grandma was on the sofa in the living room holding clothes and gesticulating on her body.
Lu Yu and Shi Feng lined up for a few hours, and they could feel that the relationship between the two was much closer.
He was flirting before, but when talking to Brother Feng, he always paid attention to it, lest he would be upset if he said something inappropriate.
But now it's a lot more casual when joking around, frantically testing on the edge of stepping on the line.
Shi Feng also has a good temper. If it were Xu Song, even if he couldn't beat him, he wouldn't know how many times he had sprayed him.
For Shi Feng, it's not a question of whether he has a good temper or not.
It's just that when playing games with Luyu, he unconsciously relaxes, even if Luyu occasionally skins, he can't get angry, at most he feels a little dumbfounded.
In fact, he was not in a very bright mood today.
He went back to the club to get some things last night. Originally, he only told the coach and manager, and he didn't want his teammates to know.
But his teammates are too smart, not long after the coach and manager were away at the same time, they smelled a strange smell, and followed them to find Shi Feng who went back.
Regarding his retirement, his teammates didn't say anything, they only asked how his leg was recovering, and said some words of reminiscence.
He also feels better if his teammates confront him.
The team is currently in a stage of inactivity, and this is the biggest reason why he doesn't want to retire.
His retirement now is tantamount to betrayal to his teammates.
Since returning from the club last night, his heart has been heavy.
In addition, his father was in a hurry to let him take over the company, which made him a little bored.
Originally, he was also worried that the bad mood when playing games with Luyu would affect his mentality.
But as soon as he heard Luyu's voice, he felt that all the bad emotions had escaped, and the corners of his mouth could not control the upward curve.
Playing games with Luyu really makes people feel relaxed and happy.
After three o'clock, Luyu began to bring water friends.
The name of April Beacon is still clearly listed as the number one contributor in the week. There are no unknown bosses jumping in line, and the whole game process is very enjoyable.
The last hand was over, and it was past six o'clock.
After Luyu said a few words, it was broadcast.
As soon as I entered the kitchen, I saw grandma busy.
Lu Yu hurried over and took the vegetable basket from grandma, "I'll do it, you can go and play by yourself."
Grandma patted his hand, half angry and half angry: "You should coax a child! I am old but not disabled, so I can't do this little work?"
"Hey, hey, I think you are very strong, you hit me every now and then, no one big or small can match your strength!"
Luyu was poor, but she turned away from her grandma and washed vegetables by herself with a vegetable basket.
"Stop farting, did I hit you hard? Huh?" Grandma said, and slapped him on the back again.
"Old people can't swear, did you forget what you said?" Lu Yu turned to give grandma a look while washing the vegetables.
"When did I..." Grandma remembered in the middle of her words, "I said that children should not swear, when did you change it for me!"
Lu Yu held back her laughter, grandma tends to forget things when she gets old.
After a few words with her, she forgot to rush to wash the vegetables and pointed at Luyu on the side to scold.
Pull out all the naughty and mischievous things that Lu Yu did when he was a child, and say that he was really tired of caring about him at that time.
Luyu just listened, occasionally saying a few words.
Grandma scolded him about the past, but she didn't mention anything about when he went to college in other places.
At that time, Luyu had to attend classes and work part-time to make money, so he was often too busy to go home.
Except for winter and summer vacations, I am outside all the time.
Luyu has always been guilty of not being able to spend more time with grandma.
Including when going to work, they have few holidays, and they often work overtime when something happens.
What Luyu thinks is that he worked hard for the first two years of work, and only after he has become a little bit better can he spare time to spend time with his grandma.
When I have money at that time, I can buy a car and take my grandma around.
But he didn't want to understand one thing - the son wanted to support him, but he didn't want to be loved.
He can wait, he is still young and has time to work hard, but grandma is old.
Grandma may not have so much time to wait for him.
While choosing and washing vegetables by the side of Luyu Island, I turned my head to look at my grandma from time to time, feeling very satisfied.
Being able to be with grandma like this now is the happiest thing for him.
He has always regretted his resignation, but he is also very grateful for his decisive decision at that time.
He is just regretting now, but if grandma is not around when he is not around...then he will regret and blame himself for the rest of his life.
"Oh, you bought fish?" Grandma said in surprise when she saw Luyu washing the fish.
"Well, I'm going to make sweet and sour fish."
When the fish is bought, the boss kills it and handles it well, but the fish stalls do not handle it properly.
There are still some residues in the fish belly that have not been cleaned up, and some fish scales are still hanging on the back.
Grandma stared at the fish in Luyu's hand, "This fish has a lot of spines, right?"
"Sweet and sour fish with few bones is not good. I will pick out the excess bones for you later, and you can just pay attention to the small bones." Lu Yu said.
Both grandma and he love to eat fish, but grandma is afraid of fish bones, saying that they have been stuck by fish bones before eating fish.
To make fish with soup, Luyu always buys fish with few spines such as bearded fish.
But to make sweet and sour fish, he still likes to use grass carp.
Grass carp tastes more delicious, but it also has more thorns, and many small thorns are easy to get stuck if you are not careful.
Grandma struggled for a while between eating and not eating, but she still chose to eat!
In addition to the dishes to be cooked at night, there is also ribs soup that starts to simmer slowly at noon.
At this moment, Luyu poured the prepared lotus root into the pork rib soup. When the lid of the soup pot was opened, the aroma was overflowing, and a gurgling sound could be heard vaguely.
Lu Yu was about to pour lotus root into the pork rib soup and stopped, then turned to look at grandma's stomach.
Grandma immediately turned around, pointed at Lu Yu's stomach and slapped it upside down: "Did you not eat enough at noon! I heard your stomach growling!"
An old house where a treasure.
Lu Yu suppressed a smile, put down the basket containing lotus root, took a bowl and said, "Yes, yes, I'm not full, so I'll scoop up a bowl of soup to put it on the bottom."
After filling half a bowl of soup, he turned to his grandma and asked, "Do you want ribs?"
"Yes!" Grandma answered quickly, and turned her head again, "Why do you ask me if you want pork ribs for soup? Are you still a child? It's so annoying!"
"Okay, okay, I'm annoying." Lu Yu fished out two pieces of ribs and put them in a bowl, and handed them to grandma, "Don't bother with me, help me take them outside to dry, if it gets too cold, you will get tired I drank the soup and ate the ribs."
"Hey, I'm the only one who's spoiled by you!" Grandma took the soup, turned her head and took it out.
Luyu then boiled the lotus root in it, tasted the soup with a small spoon, and did not add any seasoning if the taste was right.
The ribs are stewed in a casserole, which is a large pot specially bought by Luyu for stewing soup.
A large pot of water was filled, and it was added once later. After several hours of stewing, only half of the pot was left.
But for the four of them to eat, half a pot of soup is enough.
The thickness of the soup is also right.
All the dishes to be prepared are ready, just waiting for the pot.
Xu Song made a phone call in a pinch.
"We're getting off the highway, you're going to get some food, I'm going to starve to death!"
As soon as the phone was connected, Xu Song started to cry.
Lu Yu laughed twice, "I'm making soup here, why don't I let you smell the aroma first?"
When it comes to stewing soup, Xu Song seems to be able to hear his stomach growling twice again.
"Fuck, Lu Xiaoyu, you were waiting! See if I don't deal with you!"
"Come on, lie down and wait for you."
"Okay, you just wait to die tonight!"
Qingyuan County is not a big place, and it probably takes less than an hour to drive around the entire county.
After getting off the expressway, it takes only ten minutes to reach Luyu's house.
Lu Yu estimated that Xu Song and the others arrived at about this time, and everything was just right.
Lu Yu turned off the fire on this side of the soup pot, letting the remaining heat in the casserole suffocate for a while.
Then use a steamer to steam the fish first, and then fry the ingredients after steaming, and then heat it up and pour it on the fish.
After finishing these, I received another call from Xu Song.
"Cub, Dad is here, hurry up and greet him!"
"Understood, baby, just wait for Dad to come here."
Lu Yu took off her apron, took the keys and changed her shoes, ready to go out.
Grandma came over with a small teacup in her arms, "Has Xiaosong arrived?"
Lu Yu looked up at her, "Well, I'll find a parking space for them here."
The parking spaces in the complex are not fixed-seriously speaking, there are actually no parking spaces.
If there is a small dam in front of some buildings, they will stop in the small dam.
If there is no small dam, you can stop by the house, as long as it does not affect the traffic on the road.
After Luyu went down, he saw two cars parked on the side of the road. A man in a punk outfit and wearing big sunglasses leaned against one of the cars.
In front of the other car, stood a middle-aged man with an ordinary but kind face.
Lu Yu glanced at it, then looked away, and indifferently took out his mobile phone and dialed.
The mobile phone in the pocket of the young man in punk outfit rang, he took it out to look at it, and immediately pressed it down.
Immediately afterwards, he took off his sunglasses, walked up to Lu Yu and said with a displeased face, "No, I'm already standing in front of you, can't you see? Still calling!"
Lu Yu looked him up and down, and suddenly realized: "I was still wondering where the pretentious man came from, but I didn't expect it to be you!"
"Bah, you did it on purpose!" Xu Song was so angry that he slapped him twice with his finger holding sunglasses.
Not to mention him, Zhang Shu Luyu, the driver of their family, also knew him, did he say he didn't see it?
Pooh!Believe him!
"What's the matter with this car?" Lu Yu's chin clicked on the car behind Xu Song.
It's not that he wants to be rude, it's that Xu Song's outfit and the two cars behind him are too eye-catching!
It can be seen that both cars are new cars, or the same model, the only difference is the color.
No, there is still a place for unity in color.
Sao.
One is blue and the other is red.
Whose eyes are you trying to blind? !
"How about it? I specially picked the color, doesn't it look good?" Xu Song said proudly, "The blue one is yours, and the red one is my new one."
"So you asked me which one I prefer, blue or red, because of this?!" Lu Yu was shocked.
Xu Song only asked the question the next day after posting the pictures of the car model. After the question, Luyu asked him why he asked this, but he didn't say anything.
Who the hell thought he was asking about the color of the car!
"Is there still time to return the product?" Lu Yu asked desperately.
"No." Xu Song held his shoulders, pointed at the car and said softly, "This color is so beautiful, but it's a pity it's still a little darker, and it would be perfect if it's brighter."
No matter how bright it is, it will be even more blinding!
Lu Yu couldn't bear to look straight at him and turned his eyes away, "It looks good, park the car next to it and go upstairs."
He found two open spaces next to it, but they were not connected together.
"You park it by yourself and feel the new car first." Xu Song said.
"Key?" Luyu asked.
"In the car."
If you ignore the eye-catching color of the body, this car is quite good in terms of style and interior accessories.
Luyu got in the car and adjusted the positions of the seats and rearview mirrors first, to get familiar with it first.
This car is an automatic transmission, there is no clutch, and there are three forward and reverse gears, which is as simple as one horse.
After sitting on it for a while, he regained the feeling of driving, and it didn't take long for him to reverse the car into the parking position smoothly.
Although there is still a little distance from the house, it can be regarded as a successful side storage.
clap clap.
Xu Song stood on the side of the road and clapped his hands three times, "Brother Yu, Niubi! This side parking is perfect!"
"Don't think that I can't hear that you are mocking me. Brother Yu is in a good mood today and doesn't care about you."
Uncle Zhang over there came over after parking the car, Lu Yu said with a smile: "Uncle Zhang has worked hard all the way, go upstairs quickly, we can eat later."
Uncle Zhang smiled, and his face looked more friendly, "It's not hard work, it's Xiaosong who is tired."
Uncle Zhang and Xu Song have a good relationship. He started working as a driver in Xu Song's house when he was a child. It can be said that he watched Xu Song grow up.
The three of them were not too polite.
Luyu's house is on the third floor. There are only five floors in this building. There is no elevator, and people walk up on two legs.
At the door, Lu Yu was picking out the key, and the door opened by itself.
"Hey Xiaosong, come and let grandma take a look, I haven't seen you for a long time!" Grandma opened the door, then pushed aside the deer island in front, and held Xu Song to look up and down.
"Grandma! Long time no see, you miss me!" Xu Song showed a big smile.
"Tsk, who is your grandson?" Lu Yu said in a sour tone.
Grandma ignored him at all, brought Xu Song a change of slippers, and dragged him into the house after he changed his shoes.
Except for a few distracted greetings to Uncle Zhang, grandma was talking to Xu Song the whole time.
The little old woman was cheerful, with many creases on her face, and it could be seen that she was in a very good mood.
Xu Song's attire and temperament are very handsome, but in front of grandma, he is soft and well-behaved like a big boy, which makes grandma amused.
Luyu poured water for them, and after saying a word, he went into the kitchen to cook.
Xu Song felt his conscience and asked, "Do you want me to help you?"
"Don't!" Lu Yu hurriedly stopped, "I want you to help, I'm afraid my kitchen will be blown up!"
"Grandma, don't you care if Luyu bullies me?" Xu Song turned to complain to grandma.
"Take care!" Grandma patted his hand, which was much weaker than when she patted Luyu.
When she turned her head to face Luyu, she said ferociously again: "Hurry up and cook your food, don't starve us Xiaosong!"
"All right, all right, anyway, I don't have any status at home, so please sit down, little ones, let's cook!"
In addition to sweet and sour fish, Luyu also prepared several meat dishes.
Braised pork in brown sauce, meatballs in sauce, shredded pork with green peppers.
The meat is pre-cooked and air-dried, and the braised pork is time-consuming to cook. He cooks the meatballs on the fire at the same time.
The meatballs are cooked and the braised pork is still stewing.
When the sauce for pouring the meatballs is finished frying with the fire on the other side, the braised pork has just collected the juice.
After these two dishes are done, the remaining shredded pork with green peppers, shredded hot and sour potatoes, and stir-fried vegetables will not take much effort.
All the dishes are ready, just a little over 07:30.
After it was done, Luyu began to serve dishes to the table.
Xu Song also came to help. Grandma wanted to move, but Xu Song coaxed her to sit still with just a few words.
Uncle Zhang also wanted to help, and when he went to the kitchen, he saw that two young men were staggering in the kitchen, and there would be no room for him to join in, so he gave up.
He picked up a dish at the door of the kitchen and brought it to the table.
All the dishes and soups were served, almost filling the table.
"It's so rich? You won't be able to finish it later?" Xu Song looked at the dishes and said.
Lu Yu glanced at him, "Do you have any misunderstanding about your own and my appetite? There will be other dishes except soup left later, I will take your surname."
Xu Song giggled, "You can take my surname now, I don't dislike you."
Luyu: "Fuck off, you have a good idea!"
The taste of Luyu's dishes is quite good, but considering grandma's cooking, the rice is too soft for young people.
But a few people didn't care, and they ate very happily.
Xu Song was really hungry, and a bowl of rice soon ran out, and he didn't even eat a few mouthfuls of food.
It was not until the second bowl of rice was served that I slowed down and started eating.
"With Xiaoyu's culinary skills, your boyfriend...girlfriend will be blessed in the future!"
Xu Song bald and almost said he was a boyfriend, but Lu Yu kicked him under the table before he realized it.
Grandma didn't pay attention at all, and said cheerfully: "That's right, our Xiaoyu is good at everything, and the cooking is delicious, so I don't have to worry about finding a good girl."
"That's right, that's right, so you don't have to rush to find a partner for him, we'd rather be short than excessive!" Xu Song immediately answered.
"Oh, but I'm also worried." Grandma sighed and frowned.
She didn't say anything later, for fear of making Lu Yu angry again.
But they all knew what she meant, and the atmosphere was a little dull for a moment.
Even Xu Song, who is the most active, can't talk about this topic.
He told a joke to make grandma laugh, and took the opportunity to change the subject.
The four chatted while eating, and it took almost an hour to eat a meal.
When Xu Song came, he also brought a bottle of red wine, which he directly unpacked to drink with Sprite.
Grandma couldn't get used to that stuff, so she drank fruit juice.
Luyu is not very good at drinking, and it is easy to get on his face when he drinks.
The alcohol content of the red wine is not high, but even though it tastes like a drink when mixed with Sprite, it is more intoxicating.
After the meal, the heat on his face didn't go down, and his mind was dizzy.
But not to the point of being drunk, just a little drifting. Watching Xu Song talk to grandma, I was amused for a while.
"Hey, let me clean it up, don't drop the bowl later!"
After eating, Xu Song saw Lu Yu packing up the dishes and hurriedly stopped him.
"It's okay, I'm not drunk, I just got drunk on my face." Lu Yu waved his hand away and continued to tidy up.
Xu Song took a look twice to make sure that his hands were steady and he didn't feel fluttering when he walked, so he was relieved.
He still wanted to help, but where would grandma allow?Drag him to speak on the sofa.
Uncle Zhang said a few words from time to time, and the three of them watched TV and chatted about homework, but it was quite harmonious.
After Lu Yu cleaned up and wiped the dining table, she went into the kitchen and didn't come out for a while.
Grandma glanced at the kitchen, Xu Song seized the opportunity and said, "I'll go to the kitchen to see if Luyu is stealing food behind our backs."
"Go and have a look, maybe it is!" Grandma said with a smile.
When Xu Song walked into the kitchen, he saw Lu Yu holding the cistern with both hands, lowering his head as if in a daze.
"Cough." Xu Song deliberately made a little noise before walking over, "What are you doing?"
Lu Yu raised her head to look at him, but she wasn't crying like he thought, but her eyes were a little red.
It should have been crying.
Xu Song was about to say something casually, so as not to embarrass him, when he heard Lu Yu say:
"Do you think I'm not filial?"
"Just kidding! If you are not filial, there will be no filial sons in this world! What are you thinking?"
Lu Yu took a deep breath, took off her apron and hung it aside, "Go to the balcony and blow some wind."
Xu Song knew that he didn't really want to blow the air, so he just said "OK", passed by the living room and talked to his grandma, and then went to the balcony.
Lu Yu took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from the crack of the balcony window, took out one and lit it.
……
"The place where you put your cigarettes is quite unique." Xu Song couldn't help but say something.
He doesn't smoke, and Luyu didn't ask.
Luyu has no addiction to cigarettes, but when he is upset, smoking one can relieve his mood.
He leaned against the balcony guardrail and took a puff of cigarette, ignoring Xu Song's teasing.
He didn't speak, and Xu Song didn't urge him, and just accompanied him silently.
The wind at night quickly blew away the heat on Luyu's face, but the emotions that suddenly rose up did not dissipate with the wind.
"Er Song, do you know that last time grandma fainted, I'm still afraid." Lu Yu said, his voice trembling.
"Don't blame yourself, you came back the first time. Besides, grandma is fine now, and she will be fine in the future." Xu Song comforted him.
Lu Yu shook his head, "I really want to slap my former self right now, thinking about making money all day long, and leaving grandma alone at home, what the hell am I trying to do!"
He took his grandma to the county town in consideration of convenience.
When he was in high school, he lived with his grandmother, and when he went to college, his grandmother lived alone.
He thought that his uncle's family could visit grandma from time to time, and the neighbors would take care of him. There should be no problem, so he didn't let grandma go back.
But he never thought that grandma lived alone in the county, no matter how close the neighbors were, she was not a family member, and the uncle's family also had their own affairs to be busy with.
Will grandma feel lonely?What if something happens to grandma when no one is looking after her?
He hadn't considered any of this.
He thought things too simply, or in other words, he was preoccupied with work, and subconsciously didn't think deeply about it.
I just want to let grandma continue to live in the county, and it's over after the arrangement is made.
At that time, the uncle disagreed, and he had argued with the uncle because of this.
Now that I think about it, he was an asshole!
Xu Song could feel Luyu's emotions, but no matter how much others comforted him about this kind of thing, it was useless, he could only think about it on his own.
He could only try to comfort him: "You make money for grandma, and you're back now, so don't think about it so much."
The cigarette in Lu Yu's hand was still burning, but he didn't continue to smoke, he just held it in his hand.
"It's not just that, I've always felt ashamed of my grandma. She wants to see me find someone to marry and have children. I'm destined to let her down."
Xu Song didn't say anything, actually Luyu didn't need him to say anything at this time, he just wanted to say what was on his mind.
Some things have been held in my heart for a long time, and it's okay when I don't find out, but it doesn't mean that those suppressed emotions don't exist.
In recent years, no one in Luyu has been able to say these words, and Xu Song has rarely talked with him, but today's atmosphere and the effect of a little wine made him want to say all those words.
It might be better to say it.
"I've tried it too. I want to find a girlfriend, marry and have children according to grandma's wishes." Lu Yu said, his eyes were empty, not knowing where to fall.
He paused for a while before continuing: "But I can't do it, I don't have feelings for women. I thought, if I have the slightest feeling for women, I will find a suitable person to marry, but if there is no one, there will be no, Being married is also harming others and oneself.”
"I can't harm an innocent woman for my own selfishness. I always think, it's not urgent, this matter can be resolved slowly, but now I feel like death is chasing me, he and I Say 'don't be silly, time is running out'."
"I'm very scared. I'm afraid of losing my grandma, and I'm also afraid of talking to her. If she knows that her grandson will never have a girlfriend in this life, how sad will she be?"
After saying this, Lu Yu covered his eyes with his free hand and remained silent for a long time.
Xu Song waited silently beside him until he took his hand off.
"Have you ever thought about telling grandma about your sexual orientation? Maybe she can understand?" Xu Song said.
"I've thought about it." Lu Yu said, "But the elderly don't understand these things. Don't many of them think it's a disease? I'm afraid it will irritate grandma. She is not in good health now."
"Maybe you are thinking too extreme, I think grandma is quite open-minded."
Lu Yu shook his head, "No matter how enlightened a person is, he may go crazy when facing sexual orientation."
When they were in college, the parents in the same dormitory were quite open-minded, and the roommate was also quite open-minded.
But after he came out with his family, the family immediately turned upside down.
His parents also went to the school, not only finding out the man's boyfriend, forcing the two to break up, but also letting one of them drop out of school.
That incident was a big one. Although the relationship between him and his roommate was not very close, they lived in a dormitory after all, so there were no conflicts at ordinary times, and that person was quite nice.
When something happened, he helped his roommate say a few words in front of his parents, but his parents didn't listen at all.
The crazy posture is not at all like what the roommates usually describe.
Everyone has a bottom line in their hearts, and Lu Yu is not sure that grandma's bottom line includes this, but he dare not try.
He would rather continue to hide it than make grandma angry and sad about this matter.
Besides, he didn't plan to find a partner, so there was no need to use this matter to embarrass grandma.
After all, this matter is a dead end, and Xu Song can't say much about it.
Besides, talking to grandma is not necessarily a better result than hiding it.
At least for now, grandma can still have some hope, even if this hope is false and fragile, at least it will leave a thought for the old man.
After the matter was told, Luyu felt much lighter.
Although the problem was still not resolved, the heavy feeling in my heart dissipated a little.
There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, just let it be.
"Speaking of which, what's the matter with you and Fenghuo?"
Sensing that Luyu's mood was no longer depressed, Xu Song finally asked him the question that he had held back for several days.
Lu Yu froze for a moment, and then his face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye.
It's like coming to the balcony after drinking.
Xu Song:?
Knock in? Is there even a need to ask!When Shi Feng was mentioned, his face turned red like this!
Who would believe it? !
"Then what," Lu Yu rubbed his nose embarrassingly, "I seem to like Fenghuo a little bit."
Although he expected it, Xu Song still exploded when he heard the answer from him!
Xu Song took the burnt cigarette butt from Lu Yu's hand and put it on the guardrail.
Then he held Lu Yu's shoulder and said in a deep voice, "Say it again."
Lu Yu was taken aback by him, wondering if Xu Song also likes the beacon fire in April, right? !
Thinking of this, he said with a little confidence: "I said I like Fenghuo."
Xu Song let him go, with a sad face.
"It's okay bro, if you like him too, go after him, I won't fight you." Lu Yu patted Xu Song on the shoulder and said.
Xu Song:? ? ?
"No, where did you come to this conclusion? I'm fucking straight! Even if I'm crooked, I can't like him!" Xu Song couldn't laugh or cry.
Lu Yu: "Huh? You don't like his sad expression on your face. I thought we were rivals in love."
Xu Song poohed, "What the hell have you been thinking about all day long?"
Anyway, knowing that Xu Song doesn't like Shi Feng, Lu Yu is still relieved.
After all, when good brothers fall in love with the same person, no matter how clearly they say it, they are afraid of affecting the relationship between brothers.
Xu Song didn't know what to say now, so he could only persuade Lu Yu: "Give up, April Fenghuo is a straight man, and he won't like you."
Lu Yu clicked his tongue, "I didn't think about it. Anyway, I won't find a partner in my life. Is it okay to like secretly?"
Xu Songgang was still trying to persuade Luyu to give up, but now he was upset to hear what he said.
"Why do you secretly like you when you are so good? If you like it, go after it! Those who don't like you are blind!"
Lu Yu looked at him with a half-smile, "Didn't you just say that Feng Huo wouldn't like me?"
Xu Song immediately shut up.
My fucking brain, why can't I control my mouth!
Xu Song and Fenghuo knew each other in real life, and Lu Yu had guessed for a long time, and now he is more certain.
It's just that he really has no other ideas, as long as he plays games with Fenghuo Lianmai like now, listens to his voice, teases a few words along with his words, and treats himself as a love story.
Not to mention whether Feng Huo is straight or not, he doesn't have the intention to fall in love now.
Anyway, liking someone doesn't have to have results, the mood of liking that person is also a kind of sweetness.
Luyu and Xu Song chatted a lot that night.
Of course, we went back to the bedroom to talk later.
The wind in the county town at night is still a bit fierce, it’s okay to blow for a while, but after a long time, there is a sour feeling of cold winter wind.
It was so chilling that I couldn't bear it.
The two haven't seen each other for a long time, and Luyu usually doesn't like to use chat software.
Before the chicken eating game appeared, the two didn't have much communication at ordinary times, and later they just played games together occasionally.
But this does not affect their feelings.
It has been nearly nine years since the first year of high school.Xu Song is Luyu's first and only heart-to-heart friend.
Xu Song is cheerful by nature and has many friends; Lu Yu is different from him, Lu Yu's personality is very lucky to meet a close friend.
Therefore, Lu Yu cherishes Xu Song as a friend very much. For a while, he even thought that he liked Xu Song in a trance.
During that time, Luyu was also suffering. He knew that Xu Song was a straight man, and he felt very guilty for having such thoughts.
It wasn't until later that he realized that a person is possessive of friends as well as those he likes.
Especially for a person like him, because it is rare to meet a friend, he hopes that this person has only one friend.
But that's not liking, luckily not liking.
He was really afraid that he would lose this only friend.
Lu Yu has been hiding two things in his heart, no one knows about this matter, and he dare not tell Xu Song about it.
One is that he once suspected that he liked Xu Song—but he guessed that Xu Song must have felt it, after all, something was wrong with him during that time.
Another thing is that Xu Song was lucky to be angry with his family at that time and insisted on going to this small county to study in high school.
If it weren't for Xu Song's willfulness at that time, he would never have met this person.
The two fell asleep while talking, without taking off their clothes.
Fortunately, it was not winter, otherwise they would have to wake them up in the early morning.
When I woke up, it was already noon.
Xu Song usually sleeps in on weekends, but Luyu rarely sleeps so late.
After Lu Yu woke up, he kicked Xu Song awake, "Get up, I'll take you for a walk after dinner, and if you delay, you won't be able to go back before night."
"Damn it!" Xu Song covered the kicked place and jumped up all of a sudden, "Kiss him when he needs it, and kick him when he doesn't need it, you scumbag!"
Lu Yu rolled his eyes, "Little dear, hurry up and wash up and eat!"
"Ouch, the two little piggies are up! Brush your teeth and eat!" Grandma said when she saw the two come out.
Xu Song came over and hugged grandma, lowered his head and rubbed against her face, "Little piggy has slapped me, don't you be afraid!"
Grandma laughed uncontrollably at him, and drove him to wash up.
Luyu's culinary skills were passed down from grandma, and grandma's cooking is naturally better than his cooking.
Grandma made the stuffing and steamed the buns herself. The skin is thin and the stuffing is thick, which is much more fragrant than the buns sold outside!
After dinner, Luyu drove Xu Song around the county town.
I was going to call Uncle Zhang, but Uncle Zhang said that he was too old to move, so he drank tea with his grandma at home.
Luyu has never touched a car except when he was taking the driver's license test. He is considered a novice on the road at the moment, and he drives like a turtle crawling.
Fortunately, there are not many people on this road, otherwise it is estimated that others will not be able to stand it.
The most famous scenic spot in Qingyuan County is Qingyuan Lake.
Other than that, there's not much to do.
It was winter when Xu Song came last time, so he could only watch by the lake, which was not interesting.
At the moment, the lake is very lively. There are quite a few people swimming in the lake and wearing life jackets.
"Any ideas? Go swimming for two laps, or take a boat to see the scenery?" Lu Yu asked.
Xu Song looked at the color of the lake, it was green, and it would not feel dirty, but the water looked quite deep, so there might not be anything under the water.
When he was studying here before, he took a look at it and didn't think there was anything unusual.
After leaving, I began to miss it.
"Let's take a boat, let's go, show Dad the scenery on the lake!" Xu Song waved his hand and walked forward with great momentum.
I don't know, I thought he was rushing to throw himself into the lake.
After taking a boat tour, Lu Yu took Xu Song to the supermarket to buy some food for the road.
Anyway, on the way back, the driver drove, and he sat in the back without occupying his hand, and he could take it out to eat at any time.
It was less than two o'clock when Xu Song left. After seeing his car disappear, Lu Yu looked back at his new car, shook his head and smiled.
If he buys it himself, he can choose a popular white one and be done.
It's just Xu Song who makes such a show when he buys a car.
But let's not say, this blue looks quite chic and different!The longer you look at it, the more pleasing it becomes.
From now on, when he goes out with this car, he will be the prettiest boy in the white cars!
This time Xu Song came and brought a lot of things for grandma.
In addition to food and drink, I also bought two new clothes for grandma.
When Xu Song was in high school, he often came to the house. At that time, Luyu and his grandmother still rented a house, and because they had no money, the rented place was relatively small.
Xu Song's family is not short of money, so he often brings some things with him.
At first, grandma was embarrassed to accept it, and Luyu was unwilling to accept it.
But then Xu Song came more often, and the young man was sweet and coaxing, so grandma really treated him like her own grandson.
Later, grandma made some food for Luyu, even when Xu Song was not there, grandma asked him to bring some to Xu Song at school.
Xu Song didn't push back the things he brought, and just thought about how to raise his two grandchildren to be fat and fat.
When Luyu went back, grandma was on the sofa in the living room holding clothes and gesticulating on her body.
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