Never fall in love with heartthrobs again

"If you don't think it's suitable, we can break up."

This sentence was like a heavy hammer, knocking Song Zhouyu awake all of a sudden.His pupils constricted, and he wanted to hold Zhoudong's hand, but he didn't dare to touch Shangridong's indifferent expression, he only dared to hold it vainly, shaking his head with sobs, "Don't break up!...I won't break up..."

The opportunity he had so hard to get, he can't break up... He hasn't let Day Dong see his changes, and he hasn't gotten along well with Day Dong yet...

Song Zhouyu was afraid that he would make Ridong unhappy, so he carefully observed Ridong's face.He held Zhou Dong's hand, approached slightly, and put his head against Zhou Dong's shoulder, "Brother, I won't be jealous anymore."

"Sorry, don't be mad at me."

I haven't seen him for almost half a month, and Song Zhouyu seems to have grown taller again. It used to be that Tiandong only needed to look at him at the same level, but now he only needs to look at him at the same level, because Song Zhouyu bowed his head for him, as if he was only wagging his tail at his master. A fawning puppy.

Tiandong touched Song Zhouyu's earrings, and his face finally became gentle. "It's good to know you're wrong."

Ridong's tone softened rarely, Song Zhouyu thought that Ridong had forgiven him, her brows were stained with joy, and she hugged Ridong softly to apologize, "I really know I was wrong, brother, thank you for forgiving me."

Dayong didn't respond, but just hugged Song Zhouyu.

The long-lost hug, the smell of Ridong's body almost made Song Zhouyu cry, he hadn't been close to Ridong for a long time, let alone such a close hug.

The existence of Daywinter reassures him.

Even though Tian Dong never hugged him back from the beginning to the end.

Song Zhouyu rubbed against the side of Ridong's face like a puppy, choked up and wanted to cry.

But he didn't hold it for long.

Obviously they were tightly hugging each other, but with a light push from Zhoudong, Song Zhouyu let him go.

Just like the relationship they used to have.Under the strong and passionate love, there is an vulnerable bond.

Song Zhouyu was pushed away, like a child who has made a mistake, standing at a loss, carefully examining herself, "Brother, did I hug you too hard? I'm sorry, I haven't hugged you for too long, too long It's..."

The more he spoke, the more flustered his tone became, because he watched Tian Dong's eyes gradually lose their temperature.

Dayong said to him, "But why do you only know you were wrong now?"

"Why didn't you know before?"

"You still know and don't want to change?"

He said that he would teach Song Zhouyu a lesson.Looking at Song Zhouyu's frozen face, Zhou Dong felt pain in his heart, but also accompanied by a trace of joy.

Can't speak yet?How did you treat me back then?

Why not refute?

No way to refute?

He looked at the person in front of him that he had put on top of his heart, and said word by word: "Song Zhouyu, you are so ridiculous."

Song Zhouyu froze, his ears were buzzing, his throat was hoarse and tight, the pain was so painful that he couldn't speak.

Day and winter are hating him, blaming him.

His eyes were red, Song Zhouyu wiped his tears in embarrassment, and he whispered: "Brother, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

"It's boring to apologize over and over again."

Tired of his tears, Tian Dong turned around and wanted to leave.

Song Zhouyu bit his lip, held back his tears, and followed Ridong step by step. He wanted to say that he wanted to pick up Ridong from get off work in the afternoon.But he was so choked up that he couldn't speak, he could only hold the corner of Tian Dong's clothes vainly, trying to calm down his emotions.

This place is remote, almost no one passes by, and Dayong didn't care about Song Zhouyu's little tricks.

When he was about to reach a crowded place, Day Dong pushed away Song Zhouyu's hand holding the hem of his clothes, "You should remember that I said that I don't want others to know about our relationship."

Song Zhouyu chose the next best thing: "Friends, is it okay to pretend to be friends?"

But Tiandong just looked at him.

Song Zhouyu understood.

No.

Because he was also like this at the beginning, let Tian Dong accompany him to endure an underground love affair for nearly a month.

As if someone had punched his head hard, Song Zhouyu staggered back two steps, holding his heart and breathing heavily as if he was suffocating.

Song Zhouyu also knew the pain, it was ridiculous.

Tiandong twitched the corner of his mouth, "I said, you can break up if you can't stand it, I never forced you to agree."

The word breakup is like a restricted area for Song Zhouyu. Once it is mentioned, Song Zhouyu will explode like a cannonball. He is emotional, "I will not break up!"

Song Zhouyu's reaction was expected, and Ridong was not very emotional, he nodded: "It's up to you."

Keep going.

Song Zhouyu kept a stranger's distance and followed Ridong. When there were few people, he approached him and secretly said a few words to him. When there were many people, he would automatically restore the stranger's distance.

When he was about to leave, Song Zhouyu plucked up his courage, "Brother, can you reply to my message, you won't let me find you, sometimes I want to chat with you, but I don't know what to do."

Tiandong just said: "I told you not to bother me, didn't you come today too?"

There are thorns in every sentence of Zhou Dong, no matter where the thorns are, his goal is to make Song Zhouyu feel uncomfortable.

Song Zhouyu was at a loss for words again.Emotions surged up, his throat became hoarse and sour, almost turning his whole body into a sour emotional fermenter.

He pursed his lips, still unwilling, "Then can I pick you up today, this afternoon?"

Tiandong was annoyed, and turned around directly, "Impossible."

Song Zhouyu watched his leaving back from a distance, clenched her fists in pain.

He is like the day and winter that he left in place countless times in the past.

---

After get off work in the afternoon, Song Zhouyu still came, but instead of appearing directly at the military gate, she sent a message to Ridong and waited in the car for Ridong.

[Song Zhouyu: Brother, I'm here to pick you up! [Puppy runs away]]

Afraid that Tiandong would not know his location, he thoughtfully sent a photo and location.

[Song Zhouyu: I am here [photo] [location]]

Day and winter had 2 minutes to get off work, and Song Zhouyu waited nervously.

Two minutes later, several people came out of the military gate one after another.

Song Zhouyu grabbed his hands and almost pressed his face against the car window.

The first one is not day and winter, the second one is not, the third one is not...

After watching for 5 minutes, Song Zhouyu's eyes were dry and red, but he didn't blink. He used this feeling to remind himself to atone for his sins.

Another 5 minutes later, Daydong came out, surrounded by all kinds of Alphas and Betas, and an Omega wearing a pink barrier buckle. Separated from Yin Chen.

Tiandong laughed happily in the crowd, it seemed that they were going to have a dinner party.

But did Tiandong not remember him?

Song Zhouyu bit her finger anxiously.

Day and winter are too busy, I haven't seen his news, don't know if he will come to pick him up from get off work?

Song Zhouyu took out his optical brain and entered the message, but he was afraid to send it.

What if I saw it but didn't want to talk to him?

Song Zhouyu's fingers had already been bitten off by him, seeing that Ridong was about to leave with the group of people, he anxiously pressed the send button.

Unexpectedly, Day and Winter stopped.

Hope was ignited in Song Zhouyu's heart, he stood up suddenly, his head almost hit the roof of the car, his face was pressed against the car window, and he greedily watched Zhou Dong's movements.

Day and winter took out the optical brain.

You must be watching his news!

Dayong still cared about him... Song Zhouyu was so happy that she wanted to cry.

What will Day and Winter reply to him?He sat down a little awkwardly, like a primary school student whose homework was checked by the teacher, nervously waiting for approval.

Ten seconds, 20 seconds... 1 minute.

Song Zhouyu's optical brain never rang the ringtone of the message that he was particularly concerned about.

He looked at the day and winter outside the window, and then at the optical computer in his hand, feeling a little anxious.

Day and winter has put away the optical brain, which means that the message has been processed, why is there no movement in his optical brain?

Is it broken?

Song Zhouyu anxiously turned the data connection on and off, and turned the optical brain on and off again, but the optical brain did not display the news of Day and Winter.

There is only one possibility.

—— Dayong didn't send him a message.

It doesn't matter whether it's read or not, and Dayong didn't reply him.

Song Zhouyu seemed to have been woken up, turned her head dully, and watched Ridong and the group of people leave without any surprise.

Their direction was toward him.

The emotional ups and downs several times had already tossed Song Zhouyu into despair, but this time, Song Zhouyu's desperate heart became a little delusional.

What if?

What if Tiandong didn't reply after seeing his message, because he wanted to surprise him and introduce him to his friends?

Song Zhouyu fantasized, with a smile uglier than crying.

He is very ugly now, he can't just meet Zhou Dong's friends like this, he must dress up, he can't embarrass him.

Song Zhouyu sat in the car, facing the mirror in the car, preparing for this almost impossible event.

While he was arranging his clothes, he couldn't help looking out the window.

Day and winter are getting closer.

Song Zhouyu tightly squeezed the handkerchief in his hand.The closer the day and winter came, the more his fingers trembled.

He was not sure, not sure that Tiandong would choose him.

Obviously he and Tian Dong were not like this before.

In the past, in the past, Dayong always loved him.

When exactly did it start that he disappointed Tiandong and had no love for him anymore?

Song Zhouyu couldn't help but lean against the car window again, looking at Ridong like a pervert.There were a lot of people walking by, but his eyes seemed to be fixed, and he would always be on Tian Dong.

Even if they were close, Song Zhouyu could hear what they were discussing.

"What's for dinner tonight? Where are you going to have dinner?"

"Xi Dong, what do you want to eat?"

Dayong Hui: "I can do it, but it's up to you to decide today?"

They are going to dinner.

Maybe when I get to him, I will bring him with me... Song Zhouyu still has unrealistic delusions.

One step, two steps... getting closer.

The heart in Song Zhouyu's chest was beating wildly, as if it was about to jump out and explode in front of everyone, venting the tension and panic that could not be released.

Here they are.

None of them stopped, and Dayong also left with the crowd.

Song Zhouyu suffered a cardiac arrest.

He rolled his dull pupils like a walking dead, then opened the car door abruptly and got out of the car.

Song Zhouyu didn't know what he was doing, his rationality had been burned to ashes by the panic and fear that he was afraid that Dayong would abandon him, so he could only act on instinct.

——He wanted Tiandong to see him.

His movement was so loud that many people turned their heads to look at him, including Tiandong.

Many people are surprised.

"Song Zhouyu?"

"What is Song Zhouyu doing here?"

"Could he be...!"

Are you looking for Daywinter?

The words were not finished, but many people secretly put their eyes on Zhou Dong.

Yin Chen also panicked a lot. He looked at Song Zhouyu, who was obviously going crazy again, and Tian Dong, who had nothing to do with him, and he almost wanted to kneel.

Oh shit, what the hell is Song Zhouyu doing?

The Jiang family's twins looked at each other, and silently leaned against Ridong.

Song Zhouyu's state is not normal, they are afraid that Song Zhouyu will violently hurt others.

In the quiet and weird atmosphere, an Alpha who couldn't read the air said, "Day Dong, do you know him?"

Alpha doesn't mean anything malicious.On the contrary, he admired Daywinter very much.It's just that he is too straight and can't read the air, so he asks this kind of question that seems to embarrass Tiandong.

The second his voice fell, it was like potassium permanganate dripping into hydrogen peroxide, and there was an instant violent reaction, and then it became calm as if nothing had happened.

In fact, many people secretly set their eyes on Tiandong.

The same goes for Song Zhouyu.He looked at Tian Dong prayingly.

Admit it... admit it..., he really knew he was wrong.

But Tiandong just glanced at him lightly, and said softly, "I don't know him."

Even unfamiliarity is stingy.

Song Zhouyu's face turned pale, and he lowered his head to hide his dilapidated expression.

The twins of the Jiang family and Yin Chen were both stunned.

Alpha, who couldn't read the air, spoke again: "The news about you in the tabloids must be true, right?"

Many people looked at each other.

They are not gossiping, they just think that Alpha is really brave.

Jiang Tinghe put his arms around the straight man Alpha's shoulders, "Hey, what are you doing gossip day and winter? Why don't you come gossip about me?"

Jiang Tingyun also separated him from Tiandong, "Well, just ask whatever you want, we will answer whatever you ask."

Straight male Alpha: "???" Hello!

Ridong glanced at Song Zhouyu again, as if looking at a stranger, and then said helplessly: "It's really nothing, stop thinking about it."

His expression was calm, and no trace of lying could be seen, so no one suspected him.

"Walk around, why are you talking about this, let's go eat."

"Dry rice, dry rice!"

As the crowd walked forward, Zhou Dong paused, and looked back at Song Zhouyu calmly.

His eyes remained indifferent.

Tian Dong never knew that his acting skills could be so good.But he was very happy.

He has already said, don't come to him.Song Zhouyu just wanted to join in, why couldn't he teach him a lesson?

Even with the last glance, he was stingy, and he just stopped for less than a second before following the crowd again.

Song Zhouyu was left in place.

---

In the end, Song Zhouyu, who was in a trance, was led away by Yin Chen.

Song Zhouyu Apartment.

Yin Chen handed the sluggish Omega a cup of hot water, "Drink it."

Song Zhouyu refused to pick it up, and Yin Chen put it on the table instead.

Silence spread.

Yin Chen knew what to say to pry Song Zhouyu's mouth open.So he asked: "Do you still want to recover Day and Winter?"

Song Zhouyu moved his lips.

Yin Chen: "?"

Yin Chen asked again.

Song Zhouyu moved her lips again.

Yin Chen: "..."

It seems that he is not deaf, but Song Zhouyu is dumb.

Yin Chen took a deep breath, told himself that Song Zhouyu had a fucking bad temper, and asked again, "Are you trying to chase Ridong back? If you answer, I'll tell you if anyone is chasing Z now."

"No."

Song Zhouyu said.

Song Zhouyu's mind has become a mess, but he still remembers what Ridong said.You can't let Yin Chen know that he and Daydong have reunited, otherwise Daydong will break up with him.

Yin Chen didn't believe it, so he added some water to Song Zhouyu's cup, "If you want to chase..." you have to change your mad dog personality.

But before he could finish, Song Zhouyu's eyes suddenly lit up like a dog smelling meaty bones.

Yin Chen looked at Omega, who was ignoring others, with a withered expression as if he had lost an important treasure, and became radiant.

Song Zhouyu first stood up and walked around, then sat down again, holding the light brain and laughing foolishly.

The face is filled with the joy of the New Year.

Yin Chen: "..., what's wrong with you?"

"Jidong replied to my message." Song Zhouyu replied so quickly for the first time.

[Hi Dong: I'm sorry about tonight, but as I said, I don't want others to know about our relationship]

Adding punctuation marks, Sidong replied him with 27 characters.

Song Zhouyu felt that he was really insane, because of these 27 words, he completely forgave the behavior of Tiandong afternoon.

What's more, part of it is his own fault.

He deserved it.

There is nothing wrong with Daywinter.

Song Zhouyu didn't forget the suffocation that caused him to die from a heart attack in the afternoon, but he was reluctant to blame Zhoudong.

[Song Zhouyu: What do you want to eat tomorrow?I can do it for my brother]

【Hi Dong: I have an appointment tomorrow, you don't need to come find me】

[Ri Dong: It's better not to come to me, it's not good to be found out. 】

[Song Zhouyu: Then can I take a peek at you? 】

【Song Zhouyu: Just a glance】

Day and winter did not reply.

"It's better not to come to me, it's not good to be discovered."

The enthusiasm that was full of enthusiasm was poured cold water, Song Zhouyu put down his brain, looked dazed, as if obsessed, and repeated this sentence repeatedly.

Looking at his expression of wanting to cry or not, and wanting to laugh or not, Yin Chen felt his back tremble for a while.

"Song Zhouyu, you... are you okay?"

Song Zhouyu didn't speak, and walked back to the room like a wandering soul.

With a bang, the door closed.

---

In the next few days, Song Zhouyu spent his days in the hot and cold attitude of Dayong.

Day and winter did not allow Song Zhouyu to look for him, they were only accidental, and there was a connection between them.

As for the news from Guangnao, Tiandong always didn't reply in time.When it is fast, it will reply in seconds, but most of the time it will be replied after a day.

After three days like this, Song Zhouyu finally got the permission of Ridong to meet.

Song Zhouyu jumped up excitedly from the bed, like the reflection of a dying person.

He took a shower specially, and stood in front of the full-length mirror and changed several clothes, but he didn't think it was suitable.

In the end, he chose the one that he liked the most, and put on the earrings that he had given him, tied his long hair into a high ponytail, and went out with the lunch box he had made.

Zhoudong asked Song Zhouyu to meet today, but because Song Zhouyu was too annoying, he asked him almost every day if he could meet.

He happened to be free today, so he agreed.

But what he didn't expect was that He Song also found him.He Song applied for the job he recommended.

Knowing that He Song was short of money, what Tiandong recommended to He Song was a job in charge of equipment in the research institute.Because of the research on the new mecha, the research institute has been understaffed recently. He heard that Gu Yinchen was going to recruit people publicly, so he immediately recommended He Song.

Day and winter did not recommend He Song for no reason.When he chatted with He Song earlier, he knew that He Song liked mechas, and he also knew that He Song's basic knowledge about mechas was solid, so he recommended He Song.

He Song's expression was very excited, but his face was still very red, like an excited and restless little rabbit.

"I succeeded in the interview. Hiroshi, thank you... If it wasn't for you, I really don't know what to do..."

Recently, He Song's mother's condition has deteriorated and she has been transferred to a hospital for intensive care. There are more places to spend money.He Song couldn't afford an escort, so he had to quit his part-time job at [Ancient Food] and take care of his mother at night, thus losing a source of income.

But fortunately, because of Tian Dong's recommendation, He Song got another job with a higher salary.

After all, the research institute is the largest research institute on the main star, and the salary and remuneration are many times better than other part-time jobs.

The job introduced by Tiandong not only solved He Song's urgent need, but also made He Song not have to worry about his mother's medical expenses in the next few months.

He Song was very grateful to Zhoudong, he stuttered incoherently with excitement: "Zidong, I, can I treat you to dinner? But I don't have much money now, no, it doesn't mean I don't want to treat you to dinner..."

"I just thought, can I bring you my own bento?"

Under the eyes of Tiandong, He Song lowered his head and his voice became smaller and smaller, "If you don't mind, I can bring it to you every day."

"This is the result of your own hard work, and it has nothing to do with me." Dayong smiled, "If you want to thank me, just make me bear biscuits again."

"I haven't eaten for a long time, I miss it."

Knowing that He Song has successfully applied for the job, Dayong is no less happy than He Song.He understands what it's like to lose a loved one, so he wants He Song's mother better than anyone else.

He asked: "If you have any difficulties later, you can tell me."

He Song cautiously said, "Then can I have dinner with you today? I made two."

Facing Shang Tiandong's gaze, He Song waved his hands frantically again, "I don't mean to disturb you, I'm just very grateful to you."

His liking will cause trouble for Daywinter.He Song has decided to bury his love for Ridong deep in his heart.

"is it okay?"

"It's not that you have to agree. If it's just two meals, I can finish it myself. That's, that's..."

He Song's eyes were getting redder, he mumbled, "It's okay to refuse."

"What are you so nervous about?" Judging by He Song's appearance, if he doesn't agree, he will feel uncomfortable all day.

Dayong laughed, "Let's go."

He Song raised his head suddenly, his face surprised, "Really?"

He Song really looks like a small animal sometimes.

Tiandong nodded helplessly: "It's just a meal, I'm not going to refuse you."

As for Song Zhouyu?

He only said that he would meet Song Zhouyu, but he didn't say that he would have dinner with Song Zhouyu.

---

Afraid of the embarrassment of the day and winter, He Song specially chose a cafeteria with a lot of people, and sat down with him by the window.

He handed the new, clean and beautiful lunch box to Tiandong, but he took a longer one, because it was used too many times and the edges were severely worn.

As soon as Tiandong took it, the optical computer in his pocket sounded a ding-ding-dong-dong notification sound.

He made a gesture with He Song, and turned on the optical brain to read the news.

It was Song Zhouyu's news.

[Song Zhouyu: I'm leaving [Puppy Runs]]

[Song Zhouyu: Brother, what are you doing?I'll be there soon]

The color of the face does not change during the day and winter.

【Hi Dong: still busy】

Once he told the truth, he would provoke more questioning. He was tired of Song Zhouyu's questioning.

【Hi Dong: You go to eat first, don't worry about me】

Song Zhouyu did not reply.It doesn't matter whether it is day or winter, put away the optical brain, and eat quietly.

Outside the cafeteria of the research institute, Song Zhouyu looked at Ridong and He Song through the completely transparent glass.

His lips trembled, and the hand hanging by his side was clenched tightly.

Liar... liar! !

Day and winter lied to him!

What is busy?Is this busy?What are you busy doing?Busy eating with others?

Why lie to him?

Song Zhouyu was overwhelmed by jealousy and upsurge of sorrow, he was like a jealous woman who was neglected in the deep palace, day and night she could not hope for the luck of her heartbroken man.

After finally looking forward to it, I got the promise of the heartless man, but the heartless man turned around and ran away with other concubines.

How does this make him not jealous or crazy?

Song Zhouyu stared at He Song with gritted teeth, and stepped angrily, wanting to question Ridong and He Song.

But after taking two steps, from the shadow to the sun, that bit of reason quietly returned.

He seemed to be woken up by the sun hitting his head, and his whole body was cold.

Day and winter said that they don't want others to know their relationship.And, after revealing that Tiandong lied to him, what can he gain?

Song Zhouyu bit her lip, gathered her trembling fingers into fists, and retreated back into the shadows.

---

It was already afternoon when Ridong met Song Zhouyu.

Song Zhouyu sat under the shade of a tree with a very bad complexion, beside him was an open, cold meal.

He looked at Tiandong, his dark pupils were unfathomable, "Brother."

Dayong, "Yes."

There are no ups and downs in pitch.

Song Zhouyu couldn't breathe.He covered his red eyes with trembling fingertips, his voice trembling and hoarse, "Brother...I..."

Day and winter kept an appropriate distance from the beginning to the end, and refused to go one step further from him.

Why?Why are you willing to get so close to He Song?

Obviously he and Dayong are in a relationship!

Song Zhouyu couldn't hold back his tears anymore, he sobbed, got up staggeringly, and crashed into Ridong's arms.

He hugged Tiandong tightly, "I have seen it all...you have dinner with him."

"Brother, why did you lie to me?"

"You said you were busy, but I saw you, and saw you eating with him."

Song Zhouyu cried intermittently, the tears fell on the vicinity of Ridong's collarbone like money.

He choked up in despair: "Brother, can you explain it well? As long as you explain it to me, I will believe it."

Song Zhouyu really couldn't take it anymore, and lived in this kind of uneasy life of worrying about being abandoned day after day.

He is like a mistress who can't see the light, a hidden third party in Tiandong's life.

Does it hurt?Song Zhouyu finally knew the pain.Ridong's eyes were also red, he didn't hug Song Zhouyu back, but replied with a nonchalant attitude: "I have nothing to do with him."

Only one sentence.

Song Zhouyu tightened her embrace again, "I believe it."

"What do you believe?" Ridong turned his face to the side, facing Song Zhouyu's broken eyes, his face was gentle but indifferent. "Song Zhouyu, I don't like others, but I won't like you either."

"I've stumbled once, why do you think I'll stumble a second time?"

Ridong turned his resentment towards Song Zhouyu into a blade and stabbed Song Zhouyu fiercely.

Song Zhouyu's soul seemed to be broken and reassembled, tears fell uncontrollably, he opened his lips, but he couldn't make a sound, his fingers were shaking, and his whole body was shaking.

It hurts...it hurts...

Is that how it felt at the time?

Song Zhouyu had already bit his lip to bleed, his shoulders shrugged, he choked up and sobbed in despair.

Dayong remained indifferent, "I've said it many times, stay away from me if you don't want to get hurt."

"I'm not normal anymore."

Song Zhouyu shook his head desperately. He was almost speechless, but he insisted on opening his mouth. The horrible smell of blood was already welling up in his throat.

"Brother, you are not abnormal. If you are unhappy, you can scold me or beat me if you are unhappy. Dayong, don't hide it in your heart... I... I, I'm sorry..."

Day and winter calmly, as if watching a drama that has nothing to do with him.He asked back, "What about you? Why did you hide everything in your heart before?"

"Do you want me to forget the past? Song Zhouyu, I'm not you, I can't forget it."

"It's hard to use something you hate to redeem me, doesn't it? Then why do you still use it? Don't imitate it. Don't let me have no last impression of you. Don't let me hate you completely."

"You imitate really badly."

Day and winter are mocking.

Mocking his lost memories, mocking him like a fake imitation.

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