Never fall in love with heartthrobs again

"Just let me go as I beg you."

Dayong's throat was hoarse, he took a deep breath and suppressed his emotions to complete the sentence: "Let yourself go too."

He looked at Song Zhouyu, "I often wonder if I mistake my gratitude for love."

"But it doesn't make any sense to dwell on it now."

In the month of Garbage Star, Song Zhouyu was unique to Ridong, and Ridong was also unique to Song Zhouyu.

In that month, the young saplings living in the dark and damp met the sun.

During the years of being isolated, Tiandong seemed to be in the bottomless sea all the time, dragged down by every malicious word and disgusted gaze.

He tried his best to ignore, ignore the unusual eyes that fell on him every time he went out, and ignore the trivial comments of those people when they looked at the birthmark under his eyes.

He doesn't care.He understood very early on that those people were not important to him, and he didn't need to care about what the unimportant people said.

But really... don't care...?

Day after day, day after day, I live under those gazes, constantly doubting and hating myself, always asking myself repeatedly—is he doing something wrong, which is why he is so annoying and unlovable .

Until he met Song Zhouyu, sick and deformed, like a raging fire, Song Zhouyu wanted to hug him even when a moth flew to the flame.

When you meet that hot gaze, it will always belong to him, and it will always be his love unconditionally.

Daywinter was redeemed.

At that time, Song Zhouyu was very smiling, sunny and cheerful, full of youthful vigor, far less gloomy and paranoid than now.

He taught him friendship, taught him how to resist, told him the meaning of his existence, and told him that someone cared about him.

Song Zhouyu would hug him, desperately count the advantages of him, and would praise him from the bottom of his heart.

He gave Daydong the meaning of existence, carried him away from the suffocating deep sea, and brought him ashore.

The same goes for Song Zhouyu.

Designed by Song Jizhi to become a garbage star.Song Zhouyu broke away from the environment full of intrigues and tricks in the past, and what she showed was the most primitive and blank character of a young man-sunny and energetic, even if she occasionally acted like a baby, she was cute.

Song Zhouyu has no mother, and no one taught him what love is.But he experienced it from Tiandong.What day and winter gave him was not only love, but also a double enlightenment of family affection and friendship.

He is like a blank sheet of paper filled with the imprints of day and winter.The beginning is day and winter, the end is day and winter, and it is day and winter from beginning to end.

In the secret base and day and winter depend on each other, food and housing are not as good as before, but it was the most relaxing month in Song Zhouyu's life.

He can be willful, he can express his emotions unscrupulously, he can say that I don't like it, and he can refuse.Because Tiandong will love him, his eyes will always be on him, watching him tenderly and tolerantly.

That month was the mutual redemption of Ridong and Song Zhouyu.But now, that relationship has fallen apart.

Song Zhouyu's white and slender knuckles were bloody and bloody, and they rested stubbornly on his hands.Dayong's voice was trembling: "Song Zhouyu, go see a doctor"

"Even if we are not together, I hope you are well."

"But you don't love me anymore."

Day and winter don't love him anymore, how can he be good?

Song Zhouyu was as confused as a child.He pressed against Tiandong's face, sticky and bloody through the warm skin, "Xu Linxing is not good. He has dated a lot of people, he is so dirty. I am cleaner than him, I have no other relationship experience, I just I love you alone, am I okay?"

Dayong didn't move, his blue eyes stared at him with sorrowful throbbing, "Song Zhouyu, don't do this."

"Let me go, and you too."

let go?Day and winter begged him to let him go.

So is this how Tian Dong sees him?In Tiandong's heart, he finally became a lunatic.

Day and winter no longer need his love.

Don't need a madman's love.

Song Zhouyu's heart was like a knife, he stood there blankly, like a child who couldn't find a home.

The large and small wounds on his body were still oozing blood, and during the pulling process, the day and winter clothes were also stained a lot.He stared at the spot of blood, tapped it with his fingertips, and muttered to himself, "This is my blood."

That's great, his blood is all over Tian Dong's body.

Song Zhouyu thought.After he dies, he will die in front of Daydong, let his blood splash on his clothes, and let the blood hug him instead.

Day and winter managed to control his extremely depressed emotions, and went to find the medicine box.After searching for a long time, I found that Song Zhouyu had also thrown away the medicine box.

The broken medicine kit lay alone in the trash can, like their broken relationship.

The nameless fire that Tiandong forcibly suppressed surged into his heart again.

What else is he doing?When he was at the door, he should have told Yin Chen the password and let Yin Chen handle everything. From now on, Song Zhouyu's life or death has nothing to do with him.

Day Dong hurried back to the living room, and found that Song Zhouyu was still standing at the original place, as if unable to move, his face became paler, looking at him dully.

The normally shiny long golden hair was dull, stained with blood and glued together in an ugly way, and those pure black pupils soaked in tears were also gray and lifeless.

Tiandong took a look and then moved away. With a rare expression on his face, he picked up the coat on the sofa and wanted to leave.

He turned his back to Song Zhouyu, and the moment his fingertips touched the coat, he heard the sound of a knife piercing the skin in the quiet air.

The anger reached its peak at that moment, and Ridong's heart sank. He turned around, walked over quickly, and held Song Zhouyu's hand holding the knife.

Song Zhouyu had suffered too many injuries. Originally, his hand had lost all strength, but the blow just now was so cruel that it directly hit the bone.

bang.

The blade falls.Tian Dong kicked the blade away, his hands were shaking with anger.

"That's great, you're not leaving."

Seemingly unaware of Ridong's anger, Song Zhouyu smiled foolishly.He wanted to hold Zhou Dong's hand, but his hand had no strength, and he couldn't lift it up, he could only lightly touch Zhou Dong's fingers.

She said coquettishly: "If you stay with me, stay with me, I will stop making trouble."

Day and winter stood still.

Song Zhouyu pursed her lips, "Ridong, you ignore me."

Dayong's voice was suppressed: "Are you threatening me with self-harm? If I don't accept this time, will you commit suicide next time?"

Song Zhouyu leaned her head on his shoulder lightly, and said softly, "I'm dead, you will be happy, no one will pester you anymore."

Absurd, outrageous.Still thinking about forcing him to die.Sidong smiled softly, but his smile was uglier than crying.

Song Zhouyu didn't make any progress.

The anger stopped abruptly, he pushed Song Zhouyu away, avoiding Song Zhouyu's panic, trying to grab his hand.

Song Zhouyu watched Ridong leave helplessly, there was no more love in those eyes.

"You are right. It has nothing to do with me if you want to die. I hope you don't come to me again."

"I will ask Yin Chen to send you a treatment cabin, and you can recover from your wounds after lying in it for two days."

"Until you change your extreme personality and thoughts, I will have no further contact with you."

No more contact, he doesn't want it!Daywinter is too cruel.Day and winter has always known what he is most afraid of, and he has always known how to make him most sad.

Song Zhouyu's face was full of tears.

"I just want you to love me! What's wrong with me!" He has exhausted all methods to keep Tian Dong.

He just wants that little bit of love.

Song Zhouyu wanted to catch Ridong, but Ridong walked so fast that he missed it, and the huge impact made the wound bleed profusely.He fell to the ground and looked up at Day Dong with tears in his eyes.

"Xu Linxing is so dirty, so dirty, you don't want him, okay? If you want me, I'm clean, brother, I'm clean."

"Day and winter, what should I do?"

"You always say that I am childish and annoying, but you never teach me how to correct it. I will correct it, as long as you tell me, I will correct it."

Day and winter non-stop.

The door is closed.

Song Zhouyu was left in the dark again.

No use, no use at all.

He cried and laughed, staring at the door in despair.

Half an hour later, Yin Chen put the treatment cabin and the medicine box away, then moved Song Zhouyu, who did not speak or move, into it, pressed the button, and talked a lot.

He knew that Song Zhouyu was listening, and he also knew that Song Zhouyu would definitely not listen to what he said.

But Yin Chen still wanted to say it.

Song Zhouyu has been crazy for too long, and it is unrealistic for him to return to normal in a short time.So Yin Chen's purpose of speaking is just to make Song Zhouyu feel that he is not alone.

"Don't be like this, it's scary, no one likes to be loved like this. This kind of love is too deformed and too scary."

"When I came in, I saw blood all over the place... I almost thought you were fighting with Dayong."

When Dayong came out, there was also a lot of blood on his body, so scared that Qi Ji turned around to look at him several times.

Only then did I realize that the blood on her body belonged to Song Zhouyu.

Yin Chen tidied up his things and continued to chant:

"You probably won't be able to come out if you don't lie in the treatment cabin for three days and three nights this time. Of course, I won't let you out so early."

"Don't think about dismantling it violently, I bought the best treatment cabin."

After speaking, he looked back at Song Zhouyu and found that Song Zhouyu had closed his eyes.

Sometimes he also felt that Song Zhouyu was pitiful.There is Qi Ji in the day and winter, but Song Zhouyu has nothing.The extreme mad dog personality is destined to have no one around him who can be completely trusted.

There was no mother at birth, only a useless scumbag father, struggling in such an environment, it would be good to survive, and I begged him to grow into a sunny and healthy boy.

If Song Zhouyu really died today, he would really come and go alone.

But the fallen in love with Tiandong is equally pitiful, forced to bear such a heavy emotion.

Z is very tired.

Yin Chen sighed, and he whispered: "Go to sleep, wake up, everything will be fine."

---

Four days later, Song Zhouyu woke up and seemed to be back to normal.

It's so normal that Yin Chen can't believe it.

Yin Chen followed behind the patient who had just left the treatment cabin, "Ah, no, do you want to cook by yourself?"

"Well, I want to try."

Song Zhouyu's expression, body language and movements were all normal.

Normal to weird.

Yin Chen sounded the alarm in his heart. He didn't dare to provoke Song Zhouyu, so he could only ask cautiously, "You know how to cook?"

"I'm studying." Song Zhouyu put on an apron, her delicate profile was pale, and her too long blond hair was pulled back into a beautiful ponytail.

That face, even if it is sickly, is too beautiful to be real.

But Yin Chen's focus was not on Song Zhouyu's face.He asked nervously: "Hey, don't you think about frying the kitchen."

In the past few days, the research on the new mecha has been on the right track, and he and Tiandong are very busy in the research institute.But when he heard that Song Zhouyu had woken up during the lunch break, he still hurried over worried.

Song Zhouyu's tone was indifferent and speechless: "I'm not abnormal, so you don't have to stare at me."

This sentence is finally normal.Yin Chen breathed a sigh of relief, "Then you do it, and I will watch you do it."

So Yin Chen really just watched Song Zhouyu cook a meal in style.

Yin Chen was shocked.

Is this the Song Zhouyu he knows who doesn't touch the spring water with his ten fingers?

Throughout the whole process, although Song Zhouyu's movements were rusty, there were no major problems in the operation.

After cooking the meal and putting it in a lunch box, Song Zhouyu looked at Yin Chen with a gloomy gaze.

Yin Chen: "??"

"what happened?"

Song Zhouyu: "Take me to see Ridong, can you?"

Yin Chen was shocked again.This tone, is this the Song Zhouyu he knows?

He hesitated: "But I don't know if Z wants to see you."

Z... Is there already a unique title between them?Song Zhouyu's eyes were dark, and the venom of jealousy burned his heart.

He wants to be jealous, wants to go crazy.

But he can't.

He wants to become [normal], and Dayong likes [normal]. As long as he becomes normal, Daydong will forgive him.

He will be normal, he will be normal, he will be normal, he will be normal... he will become what Dayong likes.

Song Zhouyu can easily find out where the day and winter are, so there's no need to hide it.Yin Chen took the next best thing, "I'll take you there, but you have to find Tiandong by yourself."

"it is good."

Song Zhouyu said, not forgetting: "Thank you."

Yin Chen: "..."

What's going on in his heart?

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"arrive."

Yin Chen got out of the car, and Song Zhouyu followed.

Before going out, Song Zhouyu dressed up carefully, with beautiful blond hair, very noble and glamorous Omega style.

Carrying the lunch box, he thanked again: "Thank you."

Hey, is it really scary to say thank you with a paralyzed face, okay?Yin Chen made an uh, "Do you need me to take you in?"

Song Zhouyu pulled back her broken hair, revealing her shining earrings.

It was a birthday present from Dayong.

"Need not."

After thinking about it, Yin Chen still felt uneasy, "I'd better go in with you, otherwise..."

He didn't finish his sentence because he saw Dayong who was sandwiched between the Jiang family's twins.

walking towards them.

The author has something to say:

The plots of these two chapters are not very good, don’t imitate Song Gou