I have a date with math

But what Physics said at the time really hit my sore spot.

The word "disappointment", whether it is a teacher or a parent, has been said to me many times in an insinuating way.Because I was a top student in my freshman year of high school, and I was also No.1 in the class, and now I have become a younger brother who is in the first line. Although I am also disappointed in myself, I just don’t want to hear it from others.

In the first year of high school, I really worked hard. To be honest, before high school, I was always the kind of real student who played games, played basketball and copied homework every day.

Believe it or not, the fact is that I will do better in the exam than those who bury their heads in the test every day, so even if I sleep every day in the third grade of junior high school, I don’t panic at all.

Our junior high school is the best school in the local area. At that time, the teacher said that if the grade is in the top [-], you can be admitted to the best high school in the local area. Even when I was in the worst state, I never fell out of the top [-].

Maybe it was because of this that I was a little overblown. I even bragged to the girl I had a crush on in junior high school that I could do so well in the exam without trying hard. If I worked hard, going to Tsinghua University would not be a problem.

She said at the time that although I did well in the junior high school exam, when I entered high school, I would know that No. [-] Middle School was full of top students like me.

Although I was quite happy when she admitted that I was a top student, I was still laughed at at that time.

I secretly made up my mind that I must work hard in the first year of high school and go to Tsinghua University.The grades in the first year of high school did not disappoint me either. I was in the top 50 in the middle of the semester and in the top 10 in the school at the end of the semester. The huge progress even made my father wonder if I was cheating.

God knows what kind of life I live.I often do my homework until two or three o'clock in the morning, and sometimes stay up all night, and I am full of energy during the day to attend lectures. My roommates think that I have tried too hard.At that time, the school sent a lot of preview materials, and I could learn all of them before the teacher came to class. Even if there was something I didn't understand, I could immediately feel relieved after reading the answer explanation.

The teachers did not ask for those pre-study materials, because they also bought other exercise materials, and they had to learn nine subjects in the first year of senior high school, and asking them to do that would cause too much burden on the students.

But I, not to mention the exercises, even did all the pre-study materials, and even though I decided to choose science in the second year of high school, I didn't leave the essays behind.Although I just learn to learn every day, I am never tired of it because I have a clear goal.

The point is that I worked very hard from the beginning, and I had to understand every unit of every subject, so I was able to pass the exam with ease.When others are bored and take out their mobile phones, I can only take out my homework.

I never leave my body to return the books, and I either carry a small notebook for memorizing vocabulary or test papers, and I have to do the multiple-choice questions first when I walk on the road.

——As for my mobile phone at that time?Ahem, I’m not afraid of being ashamed to say it, because I kept playing and charging during the summer vacation because I was in junior high school, and I broke the phone.

My dad has always been opposed to my use of mobile phones, so it is even more impossible to buy me a mobile phone.

The reason for my decadence is actually not sudden.

I feel like I'm a wild horse, and one day I fill myself with bags, and I think I can travel thousands of miles a day, and I think I can make it to the sky.

I walked for a long time, because the sunshine ahead made me tireless, until the sun went down, and darkness enveloped the world.A single straw is enough to crush me.

My dad was that straw.