please let go

The day before school started, Jiang Chen went home to pack his luggage. Just as he opened the door, his mother came out of the kitchen with a spatula and said, "You know you're back?"

Instantly remembering the embarrassment of answering the phone that day, Jiang Chen scratched his head embarrassingly, "Mom, I'll go back to school tomorrow, and I'll pack my luggage."

He Chuan: "You go - I'll go to the kitchen and help Auntie cook."

Jiang Chen pretended not to see the eye contact between his mother and He Chuan and entered the room, closed the door and felt itchy, wondering what the two would say, finally opened the door quietly and listened to the conversation in the living room.

"If you say he is good-looking, there are many people who are more beautiful than him. If you say he is gentle, there are also people who are more gentle than him. I never need a reason to like Jiang Chen, I come from the bottom of my heart."

Immediately, my mother's voice sounded: "This sounds good to my ears, but if one day you don't like him, isn't there no reason?"

These words hit the nail on the head.

"I'm not Jiang Chen, it's useless for you to say these things. I was afraid he would be sad and didn't dare to ask, when did you start?"

"Dating love began in the summer vacation of the second year of high school."

"When did you like him?"

"This cannot be said."

"Is there anything you can't say?"

"Because it's been longer than you think."

Going back to the past, the heartbeat started before pretending to be drunk, how long was that?Jiang Chen still had no idea.

Mom's tone was not very good, "You are indeed more mature and stable, but you also have deep scheming."

He Chuan: "I'm a little cautious, but I will definitely not harm him. Just like the memory loss, needless to say, I will keep it from him."

Obviously in his own home, Jiang Chen twitched his feet and twisted his hands like a thief and walked out the door, leaning his back against the wall of the corridor, moving towards the living room, and heard his mother say: "I know, I still couldn't figure out why you would help I hide."

He Chuan: "I'm not helping you. Jiang Chen likes you and thinks you are a gentle and perfect mother. I don't want to destroy his feelings for you. I don't have a perfect family and I have experienced that kind of pain, so I don't want him to go through this .”

"At that time I was only 17 years old, and I did some wrong things, and he forgave me. I was very aware of my shortcomings, and relying on Jiang Chen's liking, I would never be able to eradicate them. I would never tell him Pay more or less, because I don't want to kidnap him with my love, I have been waiting for him to take the initiative to come to me."

Jiang Chen leaned his head against the white wall, his eyes were hot.

He Chuan didn't mention the past at all, from the beginning to the end, he was afraid that he would be sad, and it wasn't that he kept his mouth shut, he just hoped to get the sincerity that wasn't out of emotion.

Tang Miao: "Later he still found out, and his first reaction was to apologize to his father. Instead of blaming me, he comforted me instead. He cried like that every day, and was still afraid that I would worry, so he kept saying 'I'm sorry'. "

He Chuan responded: "Well, I broke up with him, but he didn't blame me, and even cried to persuade me not to blame myself."

The woman's sigh was loud enough to be heard clearly, "He has a bit of a glass heart—but he is obviously sensitive and fragile in his heart, and he always thinks of others, because he lived like that after a breakup. But will it scare people who see him?"

"He Chuan, sometimes Jiang Chen is naive and loves to play with his temper. Please bear with him a little more. If he bullies you, just tell us." Tang Miao added, "But I don't think this kind of situation can happen. .”

Jiang Chen: "..."

How weak is he in the eyes of his mother——

He took two steps quietly, looking at the scene in the living room with his head.

"Auntie, thank you very much." He Chuan stood in front of his mother and bowed deeply, with a sincere tone: "Thank you for teaching such a gentle and firm Jiang Chen."

He straightened up again, no longer drooping his eyes and nodding his head, as if he could shoulder everything, solemnly said: "I will love him forever."

Jiang Chen silently wiped the water off his face and retreated to the room.

Fuck, being kept in the dark by these people all the time, everyone's heart is out of his own good, and they can't complain, it's fucking annoying.

After calming down his emotions, he packed up some things casually, and began to flick his phone absently. He didn't know how long he had been thinking about it. He Chuan only came back to his senses when he opened the door and said that it was time to eat.

Jiang Chen didn't move, but when he saw the normal face, he sighed that each of these people could pretend better than the other, he smiled helplessly, and opened his arms, "Come on, hug me."

"I've only been in the kitchen for more than half an hour..." He Chuan went to the bed and squatted down, wrapping his arms around his waist, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I haven't seen you for half an hour, I miss you."

"I have to go home tonight, you continue to miss me—"

"You want to go home?" Jiang Chen rubbed his head, the smooth hair slipped out between his fingers, a little reluctant: "Stay too long, I have the illusion that you are marrying into my family."

He Chuan: "Hmm..."

"Soon, school starts again. I didn't go to the temple this year."

"temple?"

"I went to the temple the year before last and met a fortune teller. He said we were a match made in heaven. I went to the temple last year and I didn't see that person..." Jiang Chen's mind was full of memories, maybe his fate really didn't need He Chuan's in the first place The horoscope helps each other, but with the changes of the world and people, it is impossible now without He Chuan. He smiled and said: "Maybe the Bodhisattva saw that I was a familiar face—I made the same wish twice, and it finally came true in the third year."

He Chuan raised his head and asked, "What wish did you make?"

Jiang Chen bowed his back and kissed him, "About your wish."

After lunch, the two went to the entrance of the community, He Chuan stopped, "I think I can send a message or make a phone call."

Jiang Chen wanted to step forward and continue to follow, "It's okay, I'll take you to the subway entrance."

"You're not wearing a coat, you'll catch a cold, go back first."

Jiang Chen nodded, watching him turn around, just seeing his back made him feel uneasy, and he called out "He Chuan".

Being cast out of the shadows, they watched him off again, how long they had to be apart, and how long they had to wait.

He Chuan had already walked a few steps, and when he heard the sound, he walked back in stride, hugged him and patted his back, "I'm sorry."

"I don't want to hear this." Jiang Chen was displeased.

"Yes." He Chuan changed his words: "I love you."

"Then...see you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow."

***

After more than two months of enrollment, life in the second semester of the junior year is not so leisurely, and the future road plan is gradually clear. Both of them are preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, so they come out to play and relax.

"Nine years? Are you really an old Chinese doctor?" Jiang Chen turned his head and found that everyone in the coffee shop was looking at him. He realized that the voice was a bit loud, and lowered the volume a little. "Oh, it seems to be true. The older the better."

He Chuan said with a smile, "It's because of his rich experience in medical treatment." He then asked, "Are you sure about the interdisciplinary examination method? That's not easy."

"Try it—"

He Chuan took a sip of coffee slowly, "I remember that you are about to collapse in preparation for the college entrance examination."

Jiang Chen: "..."

It's so annoying, can you shut up this man's mouth?

He Chuan looked up and saw some speechless people, paused, and smiled brightly: "You are my number one forever."

Jiang Chen pursed his lips and smiled, "Let's go to eat."

After leaving the coffee shop, there is not only the breeze, but also the sky full of sycamore catkins.Jiang Chen couldn't open his eyes for a moment, "Grass, it's in my eyes."

"Let me see." The man approached the sycamore catkins that had blown into his eyes, and felt a cool breath around his eyes. Jiang Chen half-squinted and smiled, "Does it look like snow to you?"

He Chuan was puzzled, "It's not like, the snow is not yellow." Pressing his fingers on the skin around the eyes, he carefully examined the eyes.

"I'll ask again, does it look like it?" Jiang Chen grabbed his wrist with a threatening tone.

He Chuan blew his eyes lightly again, seeing Jiang Chen's eyelashes trembling several times, he smiled and compromised and said, "Like."

"In my freshman year, I was dragged by Chen Chao to Jiming Temple. Ji Jingnian saw that we didn't wear masks, and said that we were warriors. Later, he learned to be smart. He went to the Drum Tower in May and prepared masks in advance, but he forgot to protect his eyes. " Jiang Chen rubbed his eyes, still feeling a little uncomfortable.

"Why do you always choose this time to come out to play?"

"It wasn't my decision, I was pulled out. I came here this time thinking that the second half of the year will be very busy, and I don't think there will be many opportunities to come out to play." Jiang Chen sneezed again, took out a mask from his bag and put it on. superior.

"What to eat?"

"I don't know." Jiang Chen took out his mobile phone to look for restaurants nearby. He has been in Nanjing for so long and he doesn't feel homesick. Every time he sees a restaurant with such words, he realizes that he is in another city.

"Hanhan is a student in Beijing, and she always sees restaurants with signs like 'Sichuan-Chongqing Flavor' and 'Chongqing Hot Pot', and complains that the butter hot pot from other places is tasteless."

A message from Zhao Sihan happened to pop up on the top of the phone screen, Jiang Chen clicked to view it.

[Zhao Sihan]: Jiang Jiang~ Can you fill out a questionnaire for me?By the way, let your boyfriend also fill in, Arigado!

The link sent by the other side was a survey of love views. Jiang Chen clicked in and saw the first question: Are you in love?

He quit and turned off his phone, "Let's go." After walking about [-] meters, he stopped in front of a duck blood vermicelli soup restaurant, "Eat this?"

He Chuan glanced at the signboard, "Don't you dislike duck blood?"

"I want to eat fans."

"Then go in."

Pushing open the glass door with a yellow-painted border, the overall decoration inside is based on warm yellow, the heat and fragrance blowing against the face, even if Jiang Chen doesn't like duck blood very much, he starts to swallow.

"Just now Hanhan sent a message asking us to help fill out a questionnaire, and I'll send it to you." Jiang Chen casually found a seat by the window, ordered a set meal of duck blood vermicelli, and a bowl of signature noodles.

He turned on the phone again and finished forwarding the link, "Sent to you, fill it in now."

You answered "Yes" to the first question.

Next question: What are your main requirements for a romantic partner?

There are several options such as appearance, ability, character, and personality, and He Chuan has all these conditions.

Jiang Chen thought for a while, and entered "a combination of the first few items" in the "Other" column, and then peeked at He Chuan's answer, and saw that someone had filled in "Jiang Chen" in the "Other" column.

Grass, such a comparison, he is very low-end.

Jiang Chen immediately pressed the delete button and changed it to "He Chuan", noticing that the person on the other side was laughing, he put down the phone and asked, "Did you see it?"

He Chuan still stared at the phone, even though he pursed his lips tightly, the corners of his mouth turned up, "I didn't see it."

"I really didn't see it? Whoever is lying is an idiot!"

He raised his head this time and said with a smile, "I see."

"Hey - why are you looking around! Hello..."

He Chuan interrupted: "The criterion for seeing your love partner is me."

Jiang Chen couldn't care about it anymore, he could only smile and continue to read the next question.

What was your initial head start for wanting to fall in love in college or to fall in love in college?

"Seeing other people's love and envy", "seeking excitement", "filling up the emptiness", "having a love complex"

He frowned with some disgust, "What are the options—" He couldn't help but peeked again.

He Chuan held up his phone to prevent him from looking at it, and joked, "Copy my answer?"

"Love Xueba, what's the matter if I copy it?" Jiang Chen pulled down his phone, read the answer and wrote "Like".

Fourth: You may get an ideal job when you are employed, but you must choose between a lover and a job, you will...

"Work", "Lovers", "This will not happen"

Both of them chose the third item, and Jiang Chen forced him to ask, "If I have to choose one?"

"If you have to choose one?" He Chuan asked back.

"I choose a lover." Jiang Chen added shamelessly: "Sorry, I'm in love."

He Chuan couldn't help but replied: "I looked for many jobs in high school, but I only found one Jiang Chen."

"Obviously the same answer, you can say it." Jiang Chen sighed and chose "yes" on the fifth question.

He Chuan asked: "Why did you choose 'can'? Didn't you not accept long-distance relationships before?"

"Before, I was afraid that you would empathize with others, but now I am not afraid."

The past is enough to prove that no matter how many people He Chuan has passed by in his life, he only has Jiang Chen in his eyes.

Human beings are a strange species. They can be inarticulate, eloquent, virtuous, and loyal. It is just like this that the collision of different characteristics can shape a unique relationship.

After Jiang Chen met him, no matter how many people he knew, he still couldn't have a second unforgettable relationship.

This natural characteristic is hidden in the soul, just to resonate with him.

"At this time, you will show your confidence—" He Chuan leaned forward and whispered, "I really want to kiss you."

When he came back to his senses, Jiang Chen nudged him on the shoulder, "Come on! This is a public place, write your question."

He Chuan sat back.

Sixth: May I ask if you can tolerate a very possessive object (provided that TA treats you very well)

Jiang Chen chose "Yes", and then went to see He Chuan and filled in "Wanted". He was a little speechless, he had no chance to show possessiveness at all, let alone a love affair, He Chuan's eyes were all on him, even jealous None of the conditions.

This man is simply a model of obedience to Ford.

"Give me a chance to make me jealous."

"Pei Ash chatted with me until the early hours of the morning yesterday."

The waiter brought up a steaming black casserole, "Be careful it's hot."

He Chuan first moved the pot to his face, picked up the coriander on the surface with his chopsticks, but was stopped by Jiang Chen, raised his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I didn't say no to coriander on purpose." Jiang Chen saw this in bowls on several tables as soon as he entered the door, "You can stop eating coriander for me, then I can try to accept it."

"How long have you known?"

"soon."

One size for one size. After the waiter left, he returned to the topic just now.

Last night He Chuan told him that we would meet early today, say goodnight at eleven o'clock, and chat with other men until the early hours of the morning, very good——

Jiang Chen smiled kindly, "I chatted with him until the early hours of the morning yesterday, how could this be yesterday? Did we talk until today?"

"Let me listen to the recording of the conversation." He Chuan offered his mobile phone.

After a long time of inactivity, the screen of the phone has been turned off. Jiang Chen entered "1102" to unlock it, and went to search for the recording software. "I trust you very much, but this is what you asked to see."

"Actually, you don't need to enter the password, just press your fingerprint." He Chuan said.

"Huh? I didn't record fingerprints on your mobile phone?" Jiang Chen found the recording according to the time, and listened to it for a minute or two, and then he knew that he was talking about starting a business.

"Oh, talking about this until the wee hours of the morning."

"otherwise?"

"I thought it was a late-night topic."

"What is a late-night topic? I don't understand."

"You don't pretend to be innocent, and you talk to me a lot. If you don't understand, no one in this world can understand." Jiang Chen raised his forehead, and the chat records between him and He Chuan are really like dying. delete.

After pressing the lock screen button and putting his right thumb on it, the phone could be easily unlocked. Jiang Chen was a little puzzled: "I remember that no fingerprints were recorded?"

"I recorded it while you were asleep."

"When I fell asleep? How long?"

"I went to the hotel last week, exactly when you passed out."

"Grass..." Jiang Chen returned the phone to him and rolled his eyes, "You have a sense of accomplishment?"

"Don't worry, you're not bad either."

"Stop! Keep filling out the questionnaire." He looked around, but no one noticed them.

Seventh: Do you think it is more important to be suitable or to be in love?

He never considered whether it would be suitable or not. Jiang Chen chose "Love", and he knew He Chuan would choose this without looking at it. He asked again: "Why do some couples quarrel? What do they usually quarrel with?"

"I don't know, I've only talked about being in love this time."

Eighth: Do you have high requirements for the appearance of your love partner?

Even if there is no request, in the eyes of outsiders, they will feel that the two of them are speaking against their conscience——

Ninth: Do you think both parties in the relationship need to pay equal?

Jiang Chen directly ticked "No need", and didn't care which one He Chuan would choose.

Tenth: Can you accept that the other party is very active at the beginning?

Jiang Chen chose "No", accidentally glanced at the other option He Chuan chose, a little surprised, "Do you like to take the initiative?"

He Chuan nodded, "You are quite proactive."

"Where did I take the initiative?" Jiang Chen thought carefully, before doing anything, the two were together.

He Chuan also saw Jiang Chen's answer, "Do you think I'm not active enough?"

"Yes, you are the most active when you are relatives." Jiang Chen will never forget it in his life. He was kissed four times in one day. If he just liked it, he would have beaten him back.

He Chuan smiled, "It's not just when I'm with my relatives——I'm in bed..."

"Get out!" Jiang Chen continued to bury his head and stopped talking. After thinking about it carefully, it seemed that he took the initiative in the beginning of this relationship, but it was actually He Chuan, so he quietly changed the answer to an affirmative option.

Tenth: Do you feel inferior in love?

Jiang Chen found out that He Chuan and he both chose "Yes", and unexpectedly asked, "Handsome guy, why are you so inferior?"

He Chuan had a flat face: "Family background, character, and communication."

"The outside can be won, but the inside can be changed." Jiang Chen heard this meaningless, and suddenly realized something, "You are in Nanjing, did He Yi University choose to be in the province so that you can be closer to your aunt and go home often? ?”

He Chuan nodded.

"Why did Chen Yun choose the province—" Jiang Chen smiled, before blaming other people for being emotional, "At that time you said that you would not have such a future without me, now you understand it after thinking about it."

He looked at the shiny soup dumplings that had just been served on the table, and his thoughts were steaming, "Without you, no matter how good my future is, my future would not be the best."

Everyone has to make trade-offs when faced with choices, but fortunately, they get more than they lose.

No. 11 Questions: Do you need to be honest about everything in love?

Jiang Chen chose yes, and when he saw He Chuan chose no, he asked resentfully, "What are you trying to hide from me?"

"...Wrong order." He Chuan changed the answer.

No.12: As you fall in love, you discover each other's shortcomings, and you will...

"Help the other party to correct", "Tolerate him", "Unbearable, break up"

Jiang Chen chose "tolerate him", and He Chuan wrote in the "Other" column: no shortcomings.

Each of the following questions is worth discussing. Jiang Chen said: "I think couples who take this questionnaire may really have a fight."

He Chuan put down the phone, "Whatever you are not satisfied with, I will change it."

"No, I chose this option because I haven't discovered your shortcomings. I may have tolerated your shortcomings and ignored them."

"Didn't you just say that couples can quarrel after taking the questionnaire? Are you dissatisfied with my answer to any question?"

"..." Jiang Chen: "Satisfied."

No.13: If your parents are not satisfied with your love partner, you will...

Jiang Chen smiled, "The last question is of no value to us—"

They fill in "family satisfaction" in the "Other" column without looking at the options, and finally submit the questionnaire.

"Okay, eat quickly." He Chuan put down his phone and picked up the small bowl in front of Jiang Chen, avoided the coriander floating on the soup surface and provoked a few pinches of vermicelli, and finally hesitantly put a small coriander in the chopsticks go up.

Jiang Chen smiled and took the small bowl and put it on the table, "I was interviewed on the street in the first semester of my sophomore year, and the boy asked 'what do you think your love is like'."

"How did you answer?"

"You weren't with me at the time, so I couldn't answer."

"what about now?"

"Now I will say..." Jiang Chen's eyes fell on He Chuan's left hand on the table, and he slowly moved his index finger close to his. When the fingertips met, he said softly, "This is my love."

This action was green and ambiguous, Jiang Chen moved his hand away pretending to be calm, and when he saw He Chuan's expression, he understood that the words pleased him, and asked, "Then what do you think your love is like?"

He Chuan handed over the wooden chopsticks with a smile, "My love has already answered this question just now."

Jiang Chen took the chopsticks in a daze, and looked at the person opposite who was drinking the soup with his head down.

The pink lips touched the spoon, sucking the transparent soup in the spoon, and finally the shiny oil stains stuck to the upper lip, like lipstick.

It's that mouth that will do whatever it takes! !

Grass! !

The more understated He Chuan's tone, the more uneasy Jiang Chen became. When he thought about it, he blushed even more, and said with a coquettish accusation: "You are so annoying——"

After finishing speaking, he could only lower his head and eat the coriander in the bowl obediently.

Very sweet coriander.

The two of them had just stepped out of the store after eating, and before they had walked a few steps, Jiang Chen's hair was touched by someone. He stopped and asked, "What are you doing?"

"The sycamore catkins fell on your head." He Chuan raised his hand to signal, with the sycamore catkins between his fingertips.

"Don't take it off. After we've walked this distance, the sycamore catkins fell on my head, which is equivalent to whiteheads." Jiang Chen sneezed again, and immediately took out the mask in his pocket and put it on.

He Chuan threw away Wutong, "To some extent, you are really romantic."

Jiang Chen also helped him get rid of the yellow-brown hair on his head, "Then tell me how to get gray hair, realism."

His hand was held up, and He Chuan said, "It's very simple, spend sixty four seasons with me."

The two of them strolled in the street full of sycamore trees, and when the spring breeze blew, it was like a heavy snowfall.

The yellow-brown that fell on the head will eventually fade to snow-white, but at that time it will no longer be a bud or fruit fluff, but a seemingly illusory but within reach, which the world calls time.

It is never the snow in the south that makes people grow gray, but their love.

"Oh, by the way, Shen Chong originally said that there will be a class reunion in the third year after graduation. Many students have no time to go to school in various places, so they said it will be postponed until next year." Jiang Chen leaned towards He Chuan, deliberately touching his arm, " are you going?"

"You go and I go."

The author has something to say:

Love makes people grow.

The next chapter will solve the case...

感谢在2022-01-0716:26:20~2022-01-1200:34:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: why did you kill me;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!