please let go

He Chuan quit the game after two rounds.

"Stop calling?" Jiang Chen followed and exited the interface.

"sore hands."

Jiang Chen put down the phone, "I'll rub it for you." He didn't know which part of He Chuan's muscles were sore, so he grabbed his arm and began to pinch it. The plum blossoms on his arm were really pleasing to the eye.

He Chuan let him massage and said with a smile, "Brother, you are so kind."

As if he was still obsessed with that sweetheart's words, Jiang Chen kissed the corner of his mouth and continued to knead his arm, "Brother is only so good to you."

"Going to the sofa?"

As soon as Jiang Chen heard the sound, he looked up, and he understood the invitation in his eyes.

The two moved to the living room, Jiang Chen threw the box on the sofa, lay lazily on the cushion, looked at He Chuan who was sitting next to him, and blinked to hint at him.

"I'm really serving your life." He Chuan propped his hands on the back of the sofa, smiled and kissed while unbuttoning Jiang Chen's clothes.

With half of his chest exposed, Jiang Chen impatiently rolled over and knocked He Chuan down, "It's too slow."

He Chuan grabbed the sides of Jiang Chen's clothes with both hands and pulled them. All the buttons on the lower row were undone, and two or three of them rolled down the leather sofa to the ground.

"Grass?" Jiang Chen buried his head in looking at his crumpled clothes.

He Chuan clamped his chin and looked at him, then smiled and said, "I will pay."

Jiang Chen stood upright, half-kneeling on the sofa, took off his clothes that were completely open, looked down at He Chuan, and asked with a smile, "How many nights will you pay for?"

"pay…"

The sudden ringing of the doorbell broke the beautiful atmosphere, and the two looked at each other in blank dismay.

"Could it be my mother?" Jiang Chen hurriedly went to the cat's eye at the door, and found that it was a green-haired girl who lived across the street. He was naked and definitely couldn't open the door, so he asked what was the matter through the door.

"Didn't I borrow eggs today? I'll send you some ready-made cakes!" The green-haired girl raised her hand, indicating the cakes in the plastic box.

"It's okay, you can just eat, we are all neighbors, so don't be so polite."

Girl: "Open the door, I'll hand you the cake and leave."

"Please wait a moment." Jiang Chen ran to He Chuan's place, took off his clothes and put them on himself, "Lie here and hide, and don't let her find that you are not wearing any clothes."

Jiang Chen ran back to open the door again, smiling politely.

The girl has loose hair and is wearing strawberry pajamas. The loose pajamas look frail. When the wind in the corridor blows, her lips are trembling. She shrugs and hands over the pink plastic box. The loose sleeves are still Sway with the wind.

"Your name is Jiang Chen, right?"

"How do you know?" Jiang Chen had just eaten a meal today, and he who doesn't usually like sweets still had a little appetite when he saw the cake.

"Looks like you really forgot about me..."

"Huh?" Jiang Chen saw that the girl's face looked familiar, tried hard to recall, but couldn't think of a name.

"I was very fat when I was young, and I was always laughed at by boys. You see, I was bullied by boys and even spoke for me. Then you moved away and didn't even have a contact method. I thought I would never meet you again." Girl Hiding his hands in his sleeves, he clutched the cuffs and rubbed them together.

Jiang Chen had an impression. He remembered the girl with wheat-colored skin when he was a child, but he couldn't match up with the shining white girl in front of him. "Hanhan?"

"Haha I remembered! I, Zhao Sihan!" She couldn't hide the joy on her face, "Don't you invite your childhood sweetheart to come in and sit down?"

He unconsciously glanced at the sofa, and saw He Chuan poking out half of his head from the sofa looking towards this side.

Grass, so good——

Jiang Chen withdrew his gaze and said nonsense, "Ah, my house is quite chaotic, let's do it tomorrow..."

"You don't look like someone who can't clean up—" Zhao Sihan followed and looked in.

"I don't think it's tidy enough, it will be better tomorrow." Jiang Chen took a step across, blocking her probing gaze.

"Oh, that's fine~"

After sending people away, Jiang Chen closed the door and heaved a sigh of relief. He returned to the sofa, and when he saw He Chuan sitting on the sofa, the embarrassment he had just disappeared instantly.

He Chuan leaned on the back cushion of the sofa, "Hanhan? My childhood sweetheart? How many people have you helped?"

"I was so innocent when I was young, how could I understand that?" Jiang Chen fell into his arms and kissed the skin that was only a few inches away from his mouth.

"You knew this when you were a child."

"What?" Jiang Chen went to see He Chuan but did not get an explanation, "Say it!"

The door rang again.

It was Zhao Sihan who opened the door again, she looked awkward, "Well, I just brought you a cake, I forgot the key..."

"what?"

Zhao Sihan hurriedly waved his hands again, "I really didn't mean it! My mother will be back in a while, but it's too cold outside the corridor, so I only wore pajamas."

"It's okay..." Jiang Chen saw that the pajamas on her were quite thin, "Wait for me for a minute, I'll tidy up first..."

He closed the door, ran to the sofa and pointed to the white bottle on the coffee table, "Put that away! I'll get you clothes." He rushed into the room and grabbed a coat from the bed, then ran back to the living room to throw it To He Chuan.

Wait for someone to get dressed, open the door and let Zhao Sihan in.

"Who is he?" Zhao Sihan walked into the room and looked around, his eyes lingering on the person on the sofa.

He Chuan sat on the sofa wearing short sleeves, "Roommate."

The red marks on his two arms and neck were all exposed, with different shades and sizes. Those who didn't know it thought they had some kind of skin disease.

"..." Just as Jiang Chen opened his mouth to explain, he noticed the box behind He Chuan, winked to imply that he had hidden the things, and kept making mouth movements.

Zhao Sihan went to see Jiang Chen, "What's wrong with you?"

"No, no, no." Jiang Chen intentionally sat next to He Chuan, patted his leg with the back of his hand, and said in a very low voice, "Hide it well."

Zhao Sihan stared at the plastic box on the table, "I know you don't like sweets, I made low sugar."

"thanks…"

"Taste it quickly, evaluate it, so I can improve it." Zhao Sihan handed him the small paper cup.

Jiang Chen caught it, turned around and asked He Chuan, "Do you want to eat?"

"She gave it to you." He Chuan smiled very lightly, without a trace of joy.

Jiang Chen reached out and took another one from the table and handed it to him, "I'll give it to you."

This time He Chuan smiled and accepted the paper cup.

The red mark on the arm is too conspicuous, it is not too much to say that he was abused.Jiang Chen looked at his results and blushed again. He was too hasty just now and didn't notice that he was wearing a short sleeve.

"What's wrong with your roommate's hand?" Zhao Sihan asked.

But it is hard for a normal person to think that it is a hickey.

He Chuan turned around with the small paper cup, and after a few seconds, he lowered his arm slightly, showing the red marks on the inside, and said with a half-smile, "My roommate."

"Ah? Do you still have female roommates?" Zhao Sihan asked.

"No..." Jiang Chen covered his face and became more and more ashamed, "It's just the two of us."

This answer is implicit and simple.

Zhao Sihan opened his mouth in shock and couldn't utter a word, and finally let out a long sigh of "ah" before saying: "No wonder I don't want to come in, Jinwuzang 'man'?"

Jiang Chen: "..."

"It's all like that, you call this a roommate?"

Jiang Chen was helpless, "He was joking, we are just a couple."

Zhao Sihan leaned forward, looked over Jiang Chen to see He Chuan's arm, "I can't tell—you're so wild..."

Jiang Chen: "..."

Well, another person knows that he doesn't know how to control himself——

"He's pretty handsome, why don't you introduce him?" Zhao Sihan smiled and sat back.

He Chuan took the initiative to say, "He Chuan."

"My name is Zhao Sihan."

"I know, Hanhan." He Chuan took a bite of the cupcake in his hand.

Jiang Chen: "..."

Zhao Sihan guessed that her mother should be back, knocked on the door of her house, and was grabbed by her mother and asked: "Why are girls running around in pajamas? Don't bring a mobile phone? Go to a man's house?"

"Oh—Mom, he's Jiang Chen!" Zhao Sihan rubbed the flesh on his arm, "Didn't you chat with Aunt Tang when you were young?"

The middle-aged woman turned her head and greeted with a smile, "Jiang Chen? Why did you move back? Where's your mother?"

"Auntie, I'm on vacation. My mother asked me to move here because she thought I was noisy... My mother lives in the house near the company."

"When you were young, you two often played together. You moved in junior high school, and Hanhan missed you for a long time. Do you have any friends now?"

Jiang Chen nodded, "Yes."

The woman looked regretful, "It's a pity, otherwise I would have given you my useless daughter."

Jiang Chen: "..."

"Ah-Mom! I'm useless!" Zhao Sihan went to shake the woman's arm.

Jiang Chen responded with a smile: "Hanhan's cakes are delicious."

"Hey! I will do it for you often in the future!" Zhao Sihan tilted his head and smiled happily.

Jiang Chen shook his head and declined politely, "I'm afraid it won't work, the one at home is jealous."

"What are you doing? He has a girlfriend! Where's your boyfriend!"

Zhao Sihan was poked on the forehead by his mother a few more times, his face and facial features wrinkled in pain, "I'm only 20, don't worry! It's not like no one wants me!"

"Who wants you, a green turtle?" The woman went to pluck her green hair again.

"This is called Green Grass! Green Grass!"

The bickering between the mother and daughter was very interesting, Jiang Chen interrupted their conversation, "Auntie, it's cold outside, Hanhan is wearing thin clothes, shall we go back first?"

"Running around in pajamas, if you don't catch a cold, who will catch a cold?" The woman dragged him back to the house, and said to Jiang Chen with a smile on her face, "Thank you!" She was about to close the door, but was stopped by Zhao Sihan: "Hey, I I haven't added him on WeChat yet!"

"He won't move out tomorrow."

"Jiang Chen, add friends tomorrow!"

Jiang Chen smiled and said "Okay", and went back after seeing the door closed, and rubbed against He Chuan's arms again, trying to warm up, "Long time no see, I miss you so much."

He Chuan touched his hand, "It's been a long time, my hands are cold outside."

"Then let's do some exercise to warm up?" Jiang Chen lifted the hem of his clothes, touched the warm skin with his fingers that were as warm as ice cubes, and obviously felt the person next to him tremble.

"You're still interested even after being interrupted?"

"I've always been interested in you—"

The next day, Zhao Sihan knocked on the door early in the morning and brought some cookies along the way.

Jiang Chen chatted with her in the living room.

"Where's He Chuan?"

"sleeping."

"Did I disturb your sleep?"

This sounded awkward no matter how he heard it, Jiang Chen quickly denied it and said, "No..." Then he was questioned about his relationship with He Chuan, skipping over the breakup, he confessed everything about that year.

"I don't know why I chose him. I have received a lot of confessions in my life, including love letters and gifts. When I found out that I liked him, he obviously didn't give me anything."

Jiang Chen paid so much just to gain favor, hoping to have a love.

"Hahahahaha Jiang Chen, I found out, you like He Chuan's."

"Ok?"

"Look! When I knew you, there were so many girls chasing and playing with you, you are like a central air conditioner, and you treat boys who like you equally, but!" Zhao Sihan paused, deliberately showing off, "Why? How did Chuan treat you?"

"He said you didn't have eyes, called you a dog, and beat you up!" Zhao Sihan grabbed a cookie and ate it, "When 100 people praise you and 99 scolds you out of 1 people, you say you are Do you remember the 99 compliments, or the 1 insult?"

"It makes sense, but what you said shows that I don't know what's good and what's wrong. I refuse to treat people who see me, and choose the one who hates me the most."

"Does he hate you?" Zhao Sihan asked while chewing a biscuit.

"Maybe it was annoying at the time?" He Chuan's various behaviors were repelling him.

"Really?" Zhao Sihan patted the biscuit crumbs on his hands, "Did you see that He Chuan talked to other people at school?"

"No."

"Arguing or fighting?"

"nor."

"Then why are you alone?"

Jiang Chen pondered over this question.

If it is because of boldness, there are many people who are braver than him. If it is because of enthusiasm, there are many people who are more ruthless than him.

Why did he get close to He Chuan? Jiang Chen answered, "Maybe because he recognized me as Jiang Shan?"

"Then I have to ask him~" Zhao Sihan glanced at Jiang Chen again, "It's a pity - if I knew I would have scolded you when I was young, maybe I would be your date now."

She frowned and pouted, "I really like you. You were gentle and beautiful when you were young, like a little angel. Jiang Chen, do you have any relatives or friends who are the same type as you?"

"Don't talk about it—he hears it, and I'm done."

"Hahahaha! But your type is really likable! When I was a child, I was stoned by boys because I was dark, fat and ugly. You stood in front of me. I saw that you have a little inferiority complex. In order to match you , started to lose weight and exercise, learned to make up, in order to become whiter, I applied body lotion, drank lemonade every day, and always wore a sunshade when I went out... Now I am more beautiful, I have many boys chasing me, and the rate of turning heads on the street is also high." Zhao Sihan lowered his head and smiled as he spoke.

"It's good to be able to become what you want." Jiang Chen nodded, "But you don't have to feel inferior—"

He was a little surprised to be missed by someone for a long time.

"I'm very confident now! The day before yesterday, when you took the takeaway, you didn't look at me more, but just smiled politely. You didn't recognize me, so your words and deeds expressed your alienation from me."

"You won't give any preferential treatment or discrimination to people because of your appearance, and you won't even be surprised when you recognize me. It gives me the feeling that I've always been like this in your eyes."

"Yes, in my eyes you have always been lively and beautiful." Jiang Chen looked at her with a smile, very glad to let a girl regain her confidence.

"Can you say what you said just now?" Zhao Sihan took out his phone.

"what?"

"I want to record it for He Chuan to listen to."

"Ahaha—then I can't say it."

After the two added WeChat, Zhao Sihan left contentedly. Before leaving, he added, "My life is better because of you. You must be happier than me!"

"Thank you for your blessings, then I hope you can also find the next person who can make your life better."

"must!"

Jiang Chen closed the door and rethought that question.

If He Chuan's actions were due to Jiangshan, he would have lost his memory and would only be unfamiliar with it.

He Chuan also said that he couldn't let go of the past at all, and the one he liked so much was the little boy who gave roses.

He just got a chance to get close to He Chuan.

so miserable——

Even if Jiang Shan and Jiang Chen are the same person, no matter how you look at it, Jiang Chen is living in Jiang Shan's shadow.

When he returned to the room, he saw that He Chuan was still fast asleep, and for fear of waking him up, he sneaked into the bed, not daring to get too close, and then whispered, "I really, really like you."

As soon as he finished speaking, he was hugged suddenly. When he looked up, he saw He Chuan with a smile in his eyes and said, "I beg you, please speak louder."

"Don't you hear that?"

"Fortunately, I have good hearing. No matter how softly you speak, I can hear you."

Jiang Chen hesitated again and again and said: "He Chuan, I want to clarify one thing. Will you find that I am different from the past and disappointed with the present? Would you...just like the past... "

He didn't know what to do, no matter how much favor He Chuan had, it seemed like he didn't deserve it.

It took a long time to hear the answer.

"I liked you in the past, I love you in the present, time has changed 'like' into 'love'—" He Chuan kissed him, and continued:

"But we're still us."

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Why haven't I finished it yet, because there are still foreshadowings to finish

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There are reasons for He Chuan's actions~