please let go
Chapter 9
Instead of being angry, Jiang Chen smiled, "I regret it, can I beat you back?"
"What do you think?" He Chuan took the lighter out of his trouser pocket again, and fumbled in his jacket pocket with his other hand, as if he was picking out a cigarette case.
Jiang Chen snatched the lighter, "We're going to the classroom soon, if you smoke now, you'll be noticed if you smell like cigarettes."
He Chuan took his hand out of his pocket and shook it, indicating that his hand was empty, and said helplessly, "I don't want to smoke anymore. I just finished smoking in the equipment room." The bangs in front of the eyes were lifted up, revealing those radiant eyes.
Even if he kept staring into those eyes, Jiang Chen felt that not only would he not get bored, but he hated that this life was not long enough.He asked in a daze: "The eyes are so beautiful, why do you have to block them?"
He Chuan looked sideways and looked at him indifferently, "Do you know why I hit you that time?"
"Why?" Jiang Chen recalled that time, he was really stunned by the beating, the bruise on his face didn't disappear for a long time, and his mother found out and questioned him for a long time.
"Your eyes are pretty, because of this sentence." He Chuan frowned, "It doesn't seem to be..."
Jiang Chen paid more attention to what was said before, and asked, "Is this sentence too flattering?"
"That's not true. Someone told me that before." He Chuan showed a look of reminiscence.
"A person you hate?" Jiang Chen recalled that He Chuan said that he looked like an annoying person. He originally thought that this sentence was a hateful person, but now it seems that it is not.
He Chuan looked at Jiang Chen calmly. Although he didn't say a word, there seemed to be thousands of words in his eyes, but he was suppressed by something. The calmness was terrifying, and finally he only uttered two words, "Dead man. "
Jiang Chen didn't ask any more questions. After all, he didn't know whether the word "dead" was a fact or anger expressed through words.After thinking about it, he was a little bit aggrieved, "No, damn it, you hate him, why do you want to take revenge on me?"
"I don't think so either. If people can restrain their emotions everywhere, are they still human?" He Chuan said.
Jiang Chen felt a little lonely, but he still felt unwilling, "This is very unfair."
"How many things are fair?" Almost at the teaching building, He Chuan raised his hand to brush his hair, and continued to cover his eyes with bangs.
"Well." There are indeed many things in this world that are not fair at all, and they are said to be fair, but who sets the boundaries of fairness, and those who say it is unfair are often vulnerable victims.
"But I still don't accept it." He could understand the injustice of most other people, but this time he was the one hated, so he couldn't think in another way, and couldn't understand this transfer from He Chuan's perspective.
"How much do I resemble him? Where are we?" Jiang Chen asked.
He Chuan frowned, "I can't remember the appearance, but I feel like it."
"Crap?" Jiang Chen didn't understand that He Chuan actually hated a person who couldn't even remember his appearance to such an extent.
"What? Do you want to change it after you know it?" He Chuan asked with a half-smile.
"Actually, every time I look into your eyes, I feel a sense of familiarity...Maybe you look like a certain star."
He Chuan was obviously taken aback, he collected his expression, and didn't speak again.
As soon as the two of them stepped up the stairs, the get out of class bell rang, and they slipped back into the class during the break.
"Where have you been?" Shen Chong asked when he saw Jiang Chen entering the door.
"Walking." Jiang Chen replied casually.
Shen Chong's eyes fell on He Chuan who was following Jiang Chen again, his eyes were stared straight, "My God? With him?"
Jiang Chen denied, "I met on the road."
"Then what are you asking about the equipment room?"
Jiang Chen casually said, "Go on an adventure."
"Hahahaha, can you lie and find a better reason?" Shen Chong followed his words, "Have you found the treasure yet?"
"No."
Have you found the treasure yet?Jiang Chen glanced at the podium and repeated the question in his heart, but he couldn't answer it either.
Shen Chong: "Brother, I'm going to confess my love. What do you think is suitable for me to hold? Chocolate, roses, or a love letter?"
"Huh? Didn't you say you confessed your love on Q|Q?" Jiang Chen turned to ask.
"Before I had time to say a few more words, she deleted me! I feel that there is really no sincerity in talking about this on the Internet."
Jiang Chen: "..."
With Shen Chong's straight man's temperament, he probably doesn't know how to provoke that girl himself.
"What do you think of Zhao Jiali?" Shen Chong asked.
Jiang Chen had no memory of the name, "Who?"
"Just the one I like."
"I don't have any impression." Jiang Chen recalled carefully, the girl's facial features were blurred in his mind, but the impression it gave him was okay.
Shen Chong was surprised, Zhao Jiali was also the type with a high rate of turning heads, Jiang Chen couldn't even remember her appearance, and asked curiously: "Then what do you like?"
"I don't know." Jiang Chen was annoyed by the question, and asked him instead: "Do you only have love in your mind?"
"I don't have one!" Shen Chong quickly explained: "All I think about is about her, and it doesn't matter if I can be with her." Happy."
Jiang Chen has been single for so long and has never met someone who can make his heart flutter. He did have that kind of liking with a little affection, but it was not to the extent of being together at all, so he couldn't understand Shen Chong's love into a demon. realm.
"You are a three-good student, I reckon you would like the obedient and cute type." Shen Chong leaned over again and whispered: "Like He Chuan, I think he likes the type of Yujie, to hold him down."
Jiang Chen looked at He Chuan lying on the table, wondering if he heard, "Haha I'm stupid! Let's settle your matter first, and then speculate on other people's ideal type!"
In the last evening self-study session, Jiang Chen wrote a small quiz paper. He stood up and saw He Chuan who was still sleeping. He was a little surprised why this person didn't rush out of the classroom today.
"Jiang Chen, let's go!" Shen Chong packed his bag and stood at the door urging him to move faster.
"You go first." Jiang Chen waved his hand.
"Okay." Shen Chong disappeared at the door of the classroom in a flash.
Jiang Chen sat back on his seat, staring at the table in a daze.
"The last one to leave, turn off the lights!" The safety committee member yelled in the classroom. The students didn't want to be the last ones to leave, and they packed things faster, except for He Chuan and Jiang Chen.
The classroom fell silent, Jiang Chen hung his schoolbag on his right shoulder, walked to He Chuan's desk, "Hey! get out of class is over."
He Chuan put his head down and let out a "hmm", then didn't move any more.
"Then I'll turn off the light." Jiang Chen turned to leave, but someone grabbed a corner of his school uniform, looked down, and met He Chuan who was looking up.
He Chuan asked, "Wait for me?" His hair was messy, and with the posture of sleeping on the table, the bangs on his forehead looked like weeds.
Jiang Chen forgot to breathe at that moment, his heart was beating a little fast, and he came back to his senses and said, "It's just the two of us in the classroom, I won't wait for you, wait for ghosts?"
He Chuan got up, took out his mobile phone from the drawer, and left, not to mention his schoolbag, he didn't bring a single book.
"No schoolbag?" Jiang Chen glanced at the black schoolbag left on the seat.
"I don't read books." He Chuan said.
"Didn't you memorize it before?" He Chuan liked to throw his schoolbag over his shoulder, so when he passed by the podium, Jiang Chen bumped into Jiang Chen's desk.
He Chuan ignored him and walked out of the classroom on his own.
Jiang Chen pulled down the electric switch, and the whole classroom was instantly plunged into darkness, and the light suddenly became weaker.He turned around again and saw He Chuan standing under the light in the aisle.
The man just stood there casually, but no matter how he looked at it, he felt that he was playing handsome.The range of the light is so large, and the light falling on the floor looks like a low-end stage light. People standing in the middle have the illusion that it is brighter than the light.
He suddenly understood why He Chuan sometimes needed a backpack, probably because there was a desk lamp in his schoolbag... No wonder sometimes the desk that hit him made a "bang-dang" sound when it hit his desk.
"Does He Chuan have any conscience? Walking so fast?" Just as Jiang Chen was distracted, He Chuan had already left his sight and went down one floor.
"I ran down 3000 meters, and I don't want to run these few steps?" He Chuan didn't have the slightest intention to stop.
Jiang Chen also quickened his pace to catch up with him, and after walking side by side, he wanted to talk to him, but found that he couldn't even find a topic.It was impossible to talk about study, the only thing he was curious about was the people He Chuan hated, but He Chuan had already refused to answer his question.
In the end, the silence of the two people made only rhythmic footsteps remain in the entire stairwell.After leaving the teaching building, when Jiang Chen was about to enter the dormitory with He Chuan, He Chuan stopped and said, "Why are you following me? Go back to your house."
Jiang Chen suddenly felt like a stray dog being driven away, and was a little speechless, "Desk lamp! Brother."
After hearing this, He Chuan silently turned and went into the bedroom.
This is the first time Jiang Chen stepped into the dormitory of this school.The men's dormitory is just a place for teenagers to live in groups, nothing new, the sound of laughter and squabbling comes from each dormitory, and there are a few dirty words mixed in, which makes it sound like youth in people's ears.
They grow up here, and they call their roommates under the same roof brothers and sisters. Even if there is friction, they may punch each other a few times and it may be settled.
"Do you have a power bank? My phone is out of battery." The boy rushed into the next bedroom with the phone data cable.
"Okay! You eat alone in the dormitory!"
"Hurry up and take a bath! The lights will be turned off later." Another male voice came from another bedroom.
What trivial words make up is life itself.A closed door is a small group, but an open door is a large group.
Jiang Chen looked around and followed He Chuan into the bedroom.
With a "bang", as soon as the door was closed, Jiang Chen felt that his ears were quiet for a moment, the sound outside suddenly became quieter, and the noise became much more blurred.
In the dormitory, except for the bed next to the door, which was covered with cotton batting, the other five beds only had bare wooden boards. It was obvious that He Chuan was really the only one in this dormitory.
He Chuan propped himself up on the bed with one foot half-kneeling on the edge of the bed, and the board made an old "squeak" sound.He bent down as usual, stretched his other hand a little further, picked up the desk lamp from his pillow, and handed it to Jiang Chen with a calm face.
The dormitory itself was not big, but He Chuan stood there alone, it seemed that the place was too spacious, and it was in stark contrast to the other dormitories I saw just outside the corridor.
Only then did Jiang Chen understand that sentence.
The excitement is all theirs.
He took the white desk lamp and asked, "I took it home, so what are you going to do tonight?"
"I still have one more." He Chuan said.
"Your cell phone has no battery..." Jiang Chen wanted to suggest to charge his cell phone as well.
"My power bank still has electricity."
Two desk lamps, a mobile phone, and a power bank are actually in short supply.
"How long can the power bank be used?" After all, the desk lamp had to be turned on all night, Jiang Chen felt that no matter what, it wouldn't last long.
He Chuan reckoned and said, "About two or three days?"
"Then I come once every two days?" Jiang Chen asked, looking down at the desk lamp in his hand.
He Chuan stood there as if he was thinking whether to agree or not. After a while, he walked to the cabinet, took out a power bank from it, and said bluntly, "Please help me charge this too."
"Then your mobile phone?" Jiang Chen took the power bank, felt the obvious weight on his arm, and was a little curious about how many mAh it was.
"I still have a power bank." He Chuan brushed his hair.
Jiang Chen: "..."
Looking at it this way, the preparations are really complete.
Jiang Chen put the things in the bag and said, "Okay, then I'll go, I'll give you the self-study tomorrow night." He turned the handle and was about to go out, when he heard He Chuan behind him say "thank you".
"Our friendship, why are you being polite?"
"What kind of friendship do we have?" He Chuan looked at Jiang Chen suspiciously.
Their friendship really wouldn't allow Jiang Chen to help him like this, but Jiang Chen wanted to do this.Jiang Chen stood there thinking seriously, and said, "My brother may be your future brother-in-law's friendship?"
Can't think of anything else but this.
He Chuan: "..."
As soon as the door was opened, there was another burst of noise, which was clear and real.This door is like a boundary, in front of Jiang Chen's eyes is the endless smoke and fire, and behind him is the loneliness that only existed before the beginning of the world.
He stepped over the threshold with one foot, then turned and closed the door, and saw He Chuan with his hair up.
He and He Chuan just looked at each other until the last moment when the door closed.
"What do you think?" He Chuan took the lighter out of his trouser pocket again, and fumbled in his jacket pocket with his other hand, as if he was picking out a cigarette case.
Jiang Chen snatched the lighter, "We're going to the classroom soon, if you smoke now, you'll be noticed if you smell like cigarettes."
He Chuan took his hand out of his pocket and shook it, indicating that his hand was empty, and said helplessly, "I don't want to smoke anymore. I just finished smoking in the equipment room." The bangs in front of the eyes were lifted up, revealing those radiant eyes.
Even if he kept staring into those eyes, Jiang Chen felt that not only would he not get bored, but he hated that this life was not long enough.He asked in a daze: "The eyes are so beautiful, why do you have to block them?"
He Chuan looked sideways and looked at him indifferently, "Do you know why I hit you that time?"
"Why?" Jiang Chen recalled that time, he was really stunned by the beating, the bruise on his face didn't disappear for a long time, and his mother found out and questioned him for a long time.
"Your eyes are pretty, because of this sentence." He Chuan frowned, "It doesn't seem to be..."
Jiang Chen paid more attention to what was said before, and asked, "Is this sentence too flattering?"
"That's not true. Someone told me that before." He Chuan showed a look of reminiscence.
"A person you hate?" Jiang Chen recalled that He Chuan said that he looked like an annoying person. He originally thought that this sentence was a hateful person, but now it seems that it is not.
He Chuan looked at Jiang Chen calmly. Although he didn't say a word, there seemed to be thousands of words in his eyes, but he was suppressed by something. The calmness was terrifying, and finally he only uttered two words, "Dead man. "
Jiang Chen didn't ask any more questions. After all, he didn't know whether the word "dead" was a fact or anger expressed through words.After thinking about it, he was a little bit aggrieved, "No, damn it, you hate him, why do you want to take revenge on me?"
"I don't think so either. If people can restrain their emotions everywhere, are they still human?" He Chuan said.
Jiang Chen felt a little lonely, but he still felt unwilling, "This is very unfair."
"How many things are fair?" Almost at the teaching building, He Chuan raised his hand to brush his hair, and continued to cover his eyes with bangs.
"Well." There are indeed many things in this world that are not fair at all, and they are said to be fair, but who sets the boundaries of fairness, and those who say it is unfair are often vulnerable victims.
"But I still don't accept it." He could understand the injustice of most other people, but this time he was the one hated, so he couldn't think in another way, and couldn't understand this transfer from He Chuan's perspective.
"How much do I resemble him? Where are we?" Jiang Chen asked.
He Chuan frowned, "I can't remember the appearance, but I feel like it."
"Crap?" Jiang Chen didn't understand that He Chuan actually hated a person who couldn't even remember his appearance to such an extent.
"What? Do you want to change it after you know it?" He Chuan asked with a half-smile.
"Actually, every time I look into your eyes, I feel a sense of familiarity...Maybe you look like a certain star."
He Chuan was obviously taken aback, he collected his expression, and didn't speak again.
As soon as the two of them stepped up the stairs, the get out of class bell rang, and they slipped back into the class during the break.
"Where have you been?" Shen Chong asked when he saw Jiang Chen entering the door.
"Walking." Jiang Chen replied casually.
Shen Chong's eyes fell on He Chuan who was following Jiang Chen again, his eyes were stared straight, "My God? With him?"
Jiang Chen denied, "I met on the road."
"Then what are you asking about the equipment room?"
Jiang Chen casually said, "Go on an adventure."
"Hahahaha, can you lie and find a better reason?" Shen Chong followed his words, "Have you found the treasure yet?"
"No."
Have you found the treasure yet?Jiang Chen glanced at the podium and repeated the question in his heart, but he couldn't answer it either.
Shen Chong: "Brother, I'm going to confess my love. What do you think is suitable for me to hold? Chocolate, roses, or a love letter?"
"Huh? Didn't you say you confessed your love on Q|Q?" Jiang Chen turned to ask.
"Before I had time to say a few more words, she deleted me! I feel that there is really no sincerity in talking about this on the Internet."
Jiang Chen: "..."
With Shen Chong's straight man's temperament, he probably doesn't know how to provoke that girl himself.
"What do you think of Zhao Jiali?" Shen Chong asked.
Jiang Chen had no memory of the name, "Who?"
"Just the one I like."
"I don't have any impression." Jiang Chen recalled carefully, the girl's facial features were blurred in his mind, but the impression it gave him was okay.
Shen Chong was surprised, Zhao Jiali was also the type with a high rate of turning heads, Jiang Chen couldn't even remember her appearance, and asked curiously: "Then what do you like?"
"I don't know." Jiang Chen was annoyed by the question, and asked him instead: "Do you only have love in your mind?"
"I don't have one!" Shen Chong quickly explained: "All I think about is about her, and it doesn't matter if I can be with her." Happy."
Jiang Chen has been single for so long and has never met someone who can make his heart flutter. He did have that kind of liking with a little affection, but it was not to the extent of being together at all, so he couldn't understand Shen Chong's love into a demon. realm.
"You are a three-good student, I reckon you would like the obedient and cute type." Shen Chong leaned over again and whispered: "Like He Chuan, I think he likes the type of Yujie, to hold him down."
Jiang Chen looked at He Chuan lying on the table, wondering if he heard, "Haha I'm stupid! Let's settle your matter first, and then speculate on other people's ideal type!"
In the last evening self-study session, Jiang Chen wrote a small quiz paper. He stood up and saw He Chuan who was still sleeping. He was a little surprised why this person didn't rush out of the classroom today.
"Jiang Chen, let's go!" Shen Chong packed his bag and stood at the door urging him to move faster.
"You go first." Jiang Chen waved his hand.
"Okay." Shen Chong disappeared at the door of the classroom in a flash.
Jiang Chen sat back on his seat, staring at the table in a daze.
"The last one to leave, turn off the lights!" The safety committee member yelled in the classroom. The students didn't want to be the last ones to leave, and they packed things faster, except for He Chuan and Jiang Chen.
The classroom fell silent, Jiang Chen hung his schoolbag on his right shoulder, walked to He Chuan's desk, "Hey! get out of class is over."
He Chuan put his head down and let out a "hmm", then didn't move any more.
"Then I'll turn off the light." Jiang Chen turned to leave, but someone grabbed a corner of his school uniform, looked down, and met He Chuan who was looking up.
He Chuan asked, "Wait for me?" His hair was messy, and with the posture of sleeping on the table, the bangs on his forehead looked like weeds.
Jiang Chen forgot to breathe at that moment, his heart was beating a little fast, and he came back to his senses and said, "It's just the two of us in the classroom, I won't wait for you, wait for ghosts?"
He Chuan got up, took out his mobile phone from the drawer, and left, not to mention his schoolbag, he didn't bring a single book.
"No schoolbag?" Jiang Chen glanced at the black schoolbag left on the seat.
"I don't read books." He Chuan said.
"Didn't you memorize it before?" He Chuan liked to throw his schoolbag over his shoulder, so when he passed by the podium, Jiang Chen bumped into Jiang Chen's desk.
He Chuan ignored him and walked out of the classroom on his own.
Jiang Chen pulled down the electric switch, and the whole classroom was instantly plunged into darkness, and the light suddenly became weaker.He turned around again and saw He Chuan standing under the light in the aisle.
The man just stood there casually, but no matter how he looked at it, he felt that he was playing handsome.The range of the light is so large, and the light falling on the floor looks like a low-end stage light. People standing in the middle have the illusion that it is brighter than the light.
He suddenly understood why He Chuan sometimes needed a backpack, probably because there was a desk lamp in his schoolbag... No wonder sometimes the desk that hit him made a "bang-dang" sound when it hit his desk.
"Does He Chuan have any conscience? Walking so fast?" Just as Jiang Chen was distracted, He Chuan had already left his sight and went down one floor.
"I ran down 3000 meters, and I don't want to run these few steps?" He Chuan didn't have the slightest intention to stop.
Jiang Chen also quickened his pace to catch up with him, and after walking side by side, he wanted to talk to him, but found that he couldn't even find a topic.It was impossible to talk about study, the only thing he was curious about was the people He Chuan hated, but He Chuan had already refused to answer his question.
In the end, the silence of the two people made only rhythmic footsteps remain in the entire stairwell.After leaving the teaching building, when Jiang Chen was about to enter the dormitory with He Chuan, He Chuan stopped and said, "Why are you following me? Go back to your house."
Jiang Chen suddenly felt like a stray dog being driven away, and was a little speechless, "Desk lamp! Brother."
After hearing this, He Chuan silently turned and went into the bedroom.
This is the first time Jiang Chen stepped into the dormitory of this school.The men's dormitory is just a place for teenagers to live in groups, nothing new, the sound of laughter and squabbling comes from each dormitory, and there are a few dirty words mixed in, which makes it sound like youth in people's ears.
They grow up here, and they call their roommates under the same roof brothers and sisters. Even if there is friction, they may punch each other a few times and it may be settled.
"Do you have a power bank? My phone is out of battery." The boy rushed into the next bedroom with the phone data cable.
"Okay! You eat alone in the dormitory!"
"Hurry up and take a bath! The lights will be turned off later." Another male voice came from another bedroom.
What trivial words make up is life itself.A closed door is a small group, but an open door is a large group.
Jiang Chen looked around and followed He Chuan into the bedroom.
With a "bang", as soon as the door was closed, Jiang Chen felt that his ears were quiet for a moment, the sound outside suddenly became quieter, and the noise became much more blurred.
In the dormitory, except for the bed next to the door, which was covered with cotton batting, the other five beds only had bare wooden boards. It was obvious that He Chuan was really the only one in this dormitory.
He Chuan propped himself up on the bed with one foot half-kneeling on the edge of the bed, and the board made an old "squeak" sound.He bent down as usual, stretched his other hand a little further, picked up the desk lamp from his pillow, and handed it to Jiang Chen with a calm face.
The dormitory itself was not big, but He Chuan stood there alone, it seemed that the place was too spacious, and it was in stark contrast to the other dormitories I saw just outside the corridor.
Only then did Jiang Chen understand that sentence.
The excitement is all theirs.
He took the white desk lamp and asked, "I took it home, so what are you going to do tonight?"
"I still have one more." He Chuan said.
"Your cell phone has no battery..." Jiang Chen wanted to suggest to charge his cell phone as well.
"My power bank still has electricity."
Two desk lamps, a mobile phone, and a power bank are actually in short supply.
"How long can the power bank be used?" After all, the desk lamp had to be turned on all night, Jiang Chen felt that no matter what, it wouldn't last long.
He Chuan reckoned and said, "About two or three days?"
"Then I come once every two days?" Jiang Chen asked, looking down at the desk lamp in his hand.
He Chuan stood there as if he was thinking whether to agree or not. After a while, he walked to the cabinet, took out a power bank from it, and said bluntly, "Please help me charge this too."
"Then your mobile phone?" Jiang Chen took the power bank, felt the obvious weight on his arm, and was a little curious about how many mAh it was.
"I still have a power bank." He Chuan brushed his hair.
Jiang Chen: "..."
Looking at it this way, the preparations are really complete.
Jiang Chen put the things in the bag and said, "Okay, then I'll go, I'll give you the self-study tomorrow night." He turned the handle and was about to go out, when he heard He Chuan behind him say "thank you".
"Our friendship, why are you being polite?"
"What kind of friendship do we have?" He Chuan looked at Jiang Chen suspiciously.
Their friendship really wouldn't allow Jiang Chen to help him like this, but Jiang Chen wanted to do this.Jiang Chen stood there thinking seriously, and said, "My brother may be your future brother-in-law's friendship?"
Can't think of anything else but this.
He Chuan: "..."
As soon as the door was opened, there was another burst of noise, which was clear and real.This door is like a boundary, in front of Jiang Chen's eyes is the endless smoke and fire, and behind him is the loneliness that only existed before the beginning of the world.
He stepped over the threshold with one foot, then turned and closed the door, and saw He Chuan with his hair up.
He and He Chuan just looked at each other until the last moment when the door closed.
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