please let go

After the holiday, it was rare for Jiang Chen to sleep until he woke up naturally. He opened his eyes and received blessings from many friends.

[Chen Yunkai]: In the New Year, I wish you more popularity than the Virgin Mary, wealth and courage to be the mother of Bill Gates, heroism better than Saddam Hussein, handsomeness catching up to Beckham, the international superman is none other than you! (I want a red envelope)

[He Yi]: Brother Jiang, Happy New Year!

【Baiheyi】: Happy New Year~

[Zhou Haoxiang]: The Spring Festival is the starting point, full of joy and happiness.Welcoming the New Year happily, the sound of firecrackers blesses our companions.The window lanterns are so dazzling, I wish everyone a safe New Year.Friends send text messages early, wish you happy every day.Happy Chinese New Year!

[Shen Chong]: Zhao Jiali is dead.

Jiang Chen was so frightened that he read those five words back and forth several times, knowing that Shen Chong would not joke about such things, and after replying to the greetings one by one, he sent a message to Shen Chong saying that we would meet and talk.

In the afternoon, the two met at a coffee shop. When Jiang Chen entered the shop, the waiter at the door said welcome, took him to a seat, and asked with a pleasant smile, "Hello, what do you need?"

Jiang Chen didn't usually drink coffee, so he casually ordered a cup of mocha, and sent a message to Shen Chong to tell him where to sit.

When Shen Chong arrived, the waiter just brought the coffee, "Your coffee, please taste."

The waitress asked Shen Chong who had just sat down: "Excuse me, what do you need?"

"Bai Shui, thank you." Shen Chong sat opposite Jiang Chen with dull eyes, his lifeless appearance was completely different from his appearance at school.

The waiter brought the water and left in a hurry.

Shen Chong's eyes were swollen and narrowed, and his face was bloodless. Jiang Chen had also experienced what it was like crying so hard that he couldn't sleep all night, as if he was going to die that night.

"She left the night before New Year's Eve. She completely forgot the promise I made with her. We said we would watch the fireworks together..." Shen Chong kept shaking his shoulders, closed his eyes and grinned, crying and laughing Sobbing loudly, "I said clearly, I can stay by her side well, why doesn't she believe me."

"I was holding the phone and sent her dozens of messages. At that time, her body was cold..." Shen Chong wiped his tears with his wrist, and soon the cuffs were wet and stained dark.

"I really, really want to love her, but she doesn't even give me a chance..."

"She just needs someone to treat her sincerely, I have it...I have it!!"

"It's definitely in time, it's not too late, it's obviously...obvious..." Shen Chong's voice became weaker and weaker, as if he was about to lose his breath.

The people around were busy with their own affairs, few people noticed them, and the passing waiters would also linger on Shen Chong for a few more seconds.

Jiang Chen couldn't do anything, but let Shen Chong hold his hand tightly, "It's all over."

"Do you all think she is indiscreet? If she can, she would like to be like other girls, blushing and confessing to the boy she likes, and have a cautious love. She feels that her life has been stained , it's too late, she doesn't want me to save her..."

"It's not your fault..." Jiang Chen patted the back of Shen Chong's hand, "Why would she..."

"She got it... oh..." Shen Chong raised his head, "I don't care, I don't covet her, I just want to be by her side, she doesn't even satisfy me with such a small wish..."

Jiang Chen remembered the last time he saw that girl.

The thin woman curled up on the sofa, biting her lips and enduring the pain with her arms folded, still avoiding his touch, "I'm dirty."

Jiang Chen didn't understand that kind of forbearance at the time, but now he can only be thankful that he didn't make trouble.

"This world is too unfair. People always think that seeing is believing, but who knows what is behind those facts?"

The person in front of him was heartless, Jiang Chen wanted to tell about the letter many times, but when he thought about the contents of the letter, he returned to silence and listened quietly to Shen Chong's talk about the single that had no result. love.

"At three o'clock in the morning, she was already gone, and I was still looking at my phone, wanting her to reply me with a happy Chinese New Year or something..."

At three o'clock in the morning, Jiang Chen was on his way home by taxi, He Chuan was riding a motorcycle on a dark mountain road, Shen Chong was holding his mobile phone and looking at the message screen with no reply, and the girl was always stuck in that night...

Life is like this, some are happy and some are sad.

Jiang Chen thought that Zhao Jiali's dropping out of school would bring Shen Chong back to peace, but Shen Chong didn't say a word but kept her in his heart, and waited with great anticipation for the New Year's fireworks.

Zhao Jiali didn't want to give him a chance, but she refused to give herself a chance.

Jiang Chen can only do his best to help Shen Chong get out of this relationship.

"Is it stupid... I'm only 17 years old, I love a girl so much, I always say that children know what love is, but I can't control it, I really can't control it... I love this thing, You asked me what I like about her... I can't answer it, if I knew, maybe I wouldn't be in such pain."

"Everyone is persuading me, saying that time will dilute everything, I will meet other people in the future, and I will still have someone I like, but now I think... I will not like her in the future... I feel sad... ...really sad..."

Shen Chong complained until his voice became hoarse, Jiang Chen persuaded him, "Drink some water..."

Shen Chong shook his head, "I feel like vomiting after drinking water now, I haven't slept all night."

When the two walked out of the cafe, Jiang Chen was worried about Shen Chong and wanted to send him home, but was rejected, "Shen Chong, Zhao Jiali definitely doesn't want to see you like this, you adjust your emotions and take her share better."

"She doesn't want to see me like this, so why did she leave?" Shen Chong clenched his fists tightly to the seam of his trousers, and the pain of the person who couldn't squeeze a single tear was no less painful.

Jiang Chen silently took out a tissue and handed it to him.

Shen Chong smiled wryly, and the hands that connected the tissue were shaking, "Jiang Chen, thank you anyway. I dare not tell other people these words. It's not without reason that Zhao Jiali likes you."

Unknowingly, he was issued a good person card again, but Jiang Chen was not in a good mood this time, and when he watched Shen Chong leave, his emotions were also driven by sadness, and he could not calm down for a long time.

As Shen Chong said, it was too late.If I had known Zhao Jiali earlier, I would definitely have saved her.

He also saw all this from the perspective of God, but he couldn't make any changes, even a long sigh couldn't relieve the stuffiness in his chest, so he took out his mobile phone and made a call.

"He Chuan."

"Ok?"

A word from the opposite side also made Jiang Chen feel relieved, "I just want to hear your voice..."

He Chuan asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"No, I miss you."

He Chuan is always practicing the doctrine, "Then meet up."

"Well, I'm at the cafe opposite the school."

An hour later, He Chuan came to the coffee shop and saw Jiang Chen sitting on the low leather sofa meditating, so he approached and sat beside him.

Jiang Chen quietly held the cold hand under the table, buried his head and said nothing, the mention of breaking up had almost killed him, and he couldn't imagine what would happen to him if He Chuan really left.

"I think I…"

"Hi, this is the menu of our coffee shop, please choose." The waitress came up again, "May I still order Mocha?"

"Did you drink coffee just now?" He Chuan asked him with his head tilted and frowning.

Jiang Chen pursed his lips, sensing He Chuan's displeasure, "Drank a few sips..."

"You have insomnia, do you still want to drink?"

The waiter stood upright, crossed his hands on his abdomen, and leaned forward slightly, "We also have milk, freshly squeezed fruit and vegetable juices, etc..."

"What would you like to drink?"

Jiang Chen casually ordered a glass of juice, and when the waiter left, he began to say: "I think it's really not easy to fall in love. Some people can be together, but the time is wrong."

"The wrong time is a matter of fate, but the wrong person is regrettable and painful."

"What about me? Did it make you suffer?" Jiang Chen is now sentimental, magnifying his sadness infinitely when he catches a few words.

"What are you thinking about?" He Chuan put his index finger against the pulp of the other hand, rubbing it constantly, "You bring me light, I'm too late to be happy."

"Huh? In your eyes, I'm just a tool for charging the desk lamp?" Jiang Chen looked at him resentfully.

"It's not the light from the desk lamp." He Chuan asked again, "So can you tell me what happened?"

"Hello, the juice is ready, please taste it." The waiter looked at the two handsome guys and couldn't help but deepen his smile, but they didn't pay attention to her.

Jiang Chen told He Chuan the general story, and began to sigh again: "It's a bad fate... He Chuan, you must leave earlier than me. I saw Shen Chong in such pain, and I don't want you to be like this."

"Others want their partner to live a long life, are you forcing me to die early?"

"How come...I wish you and I could live to the end of time."

"It's okay, if you die first, I will never live."

Just hearing these words made me feel uncomfortable, Jiang Chen frowned and reprimanded He Chuan for his incorrect thinking, "If you think so, the family will be sad."

"People who really love me want me to be happy. How can I be happy when you are gone?" He Chuan looked at the orange juice in front of him and murmured, "If you are gone, who will refill the lamp for me?"

He said a desk lamp, but he didn't mean a desk lamp.

Talking about separation is not necessarily painful, but if he must be separated from He Chuan, then Jiang Chen must not be relieved.

He understood the deep meaning of the words, but still pretended not to understand, "Is it better for you to recharge the desk lamp for you?"

"Is the word order reversed? I like you who filled my desk lamp." He Chuan laughed.

The lamp can be filled by anyone, but He Chuan's words show that that person can only be Jiang Chen.

He Chuan asked: "Sleeping with the light on at night, are you used to it?"

"Get used to it!" He is too used to it, and now he can't sleep comfortably without turning on the light.

"The person who moved into my dormitory before moved into my dormitory because he was not used to it, so he changed dormitory within three days after moving in." He Chuan said.

"It's a good thing he's not used to it." Jiang Chen gave He Chuan a puzzled look, "If he gets used to it, then there's nothing wrong with me."

"No, we are so destined."

"Fate? I failed to express my love on behalf of others, and you bumped into me, and you still asked me to make room for it. Is this predestined?"

He Chuan shook his head with a smile and said, "Did you give in?"

"Give it up, isn't it blocking someone from the sun?"

No one would have expected that the person who didn't want to have anything to do with him in the summer would feel like three autumns away if he didn't see him every day.

"Let's let... let's be my boyfriend?"

Jiang Chen thought about it carefully, it seems that he really took the initiative to provoke He Chuan, from the first conversation to the appointment, then the secret kiss and the bed, this fate was created by himself, picked up the glass in front of him , smiled embarrassingly: "There is a destiny."

He Chuan also raised his glass to touch Jiang Chen's, and said with a smile, "It's a pleasure to meet you."

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Xiao Jiang is a little fool

感谢在2021-10-1323:25:59~2021-10-1511:55:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of little yellow duck;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!