please let go

Jiang Chen closed his eyes after dawn, and suddenly woke up from the dream again. Looking at the time, he found that he had only slept for two hours, and he couldn't fall asleep again when he lay down, so he just got up and went out of the room.

Breakfast was put on the table. Jiang Chen sat down at the table after washing up. Seeing that He Chuan sitting across from him looked normal, he didn't want to mention what he saw last night, so he naturally grabbed the deep-fried dough sticks and took a bite, "I I had a dream last night."

"What dream?" He Chuan pushed the paper cup containing soy milk in front of him.

"Forgot." Jiang Chen knew it belonged to the boss downstairs when he drank a mouthful of bean dregs.

He Chuan glanced at him speechlessly.

"I really forgot, I really want to remember." Jiang didn't lie, he felt that the dream was real, but he couldn't remember it when he woke up.

"You've forgotten nothing less than this."

Jiang Chen nodded: "That's right, the dream I had before was also the same, I forgot it after a while."

"Heartless."

"The lungs are fine, but the heart is indeed gone." Jiang Chen blinked at He Chuan, waited for him to give him a suspicious look, then cast a wink back and said, "The heart is with you—"

He Chuan was drinking soy milk, he choked and coughed violently, "I'm stupid, cough cough, who did you learn from? Cough..."

"Following you—" He Chuan just liked to take advantage of his behavior before, but now he even takes advantage of his words after getting along for a few days. As a target, it is reasonable for him to say something like this.

"You can only show off in front of me, and you don't dare to look at me more when you go out." He Chuan coughed until his face turned red, and he combed the bangs in front of him with his hands.

Jiang Chen saw that he was arranging his bangs all the time, "Have you gone to cut your hair this afternoon?"

The two ordered some food at the Sichuan restaurant downstairs at noon, and went to the nearby barber shop after eating.

He Chuan lay there and closed his eyes, and the little brother with yellow hair started to wash his hair.

Jiang Chen sat on the sofa, folded his arms around his chest, and looked at the scenery comfortably.

The employees of the barber shop are somewhat socially aggressive, chatting non-stop, "What shampoo do you use? Handsome guy."

He Chuan: "Ordinary."

"No card, we have a discount next time you come here."

"No."

The boy who washed his hair rubbed his hair and massaged his scalp, "How old are you?"

"Seventeen."

"Is it seventeen already?"

"No."

"Are you a sophomore in high school?"

"Yeah." He Chuan didn't explain that he was in his third year of high school in order to save a word.

"Are you studying nearby?"

"Ah."

One socially awesome, one socially indifferent, Jiang Chen was sitting next to him, and it was a bit embarrassing to hear such a hot-faced-cold-ass conversation.

Brother Huang Fa: "Is this your brother sitting next to you?"

Seeing He Chuan's impatient expression, Jiang Chen helped to answer: "Yes."

Brother: "No wonder you are so handsome, you two are brothers?"

Jiang Chen hesitated for a while, but still nodded: "Uh...yes."

He Chuan has said the longest sentence since entering the store: "What is it? I am his boyfriend."

Bro:"……"

Jiang Chen: "..."

The little brother smiled stiffly: "Ahaha, it looks good, you two are a good match."

Next, Jiang Chen felt like he was sitting on pins and needles. After He Chuan finished cutting his hair, he hurriedly dragged people out of the barber shop.

He Chuan frowned and asked, "I can't do it, can I?"

"That's not it."

After He Chuan's words, the boy in the barbershop's eyes changed. After washing his hair, the man secretly gossiped around and passed it around. The young receptionist also gave them several suspicious looks.

He Chuan moved closer to Jiang Chen.

Jiang Chen subconsciously thought what he was going to do, and he looked alert again: "What are you going to do?"

He Chuan sighed, just gently patted the back of Jiang Chen's head, and said, "Coward."

what happened?Why are you so gentle today?Jiang Chen looked at him in disbelief.

He Chuan seemed to understand his confusion, and changed his words: "You idiot."

This aftertaste is right.

Jiang Chen raised his eyebrows and smiled comfortably.

He Chuan laughed: "Are you in debt?"

"I'm used to it." Jiang Chen found that no matter whether He Chuan was gentle, mean-spirited, or petty-tempered, he liked it very much.

It seems that as long as it is the person in front of him, no matter whether his personality is good or bad, he can accept it.

"Jiang Chen?" The disadvantage of living near the school is that it is easy to run into classmates, but Jiang Chen never expected to run into Shen Chong and see another familiar face, Zhao Jiali.

Jiang Chen: "Why are you here? Isn't your home quite far away?"

Shen Chong glanced at the girl beside him, and said with a shy smile, "I'm going out on a date with Lili."

Lili...that's a good name...

Jiang Chen twitched the corner of his mouth, but just glanced at Zhao Jiali lightly.

At first glance, she had been carefully dressed, with a small pale yellow flower pinned in her hair, wearing a white dress, and a ribbon tied into a bow tied around her snow-white neck.

Zhao Jiali's eyes began to dodge, she seemed shy, Jiang Chen knew she was guilty.

No matter how beautiful this woman is, when Jiang Chen thinks of her playful nature, he doesn't want to see her, "Who are you?"

Shen Chong scratched his head embarrassingly, and said with a chuckle: "We were together the day before yesterday."

"Did you break up? Are you just with him?" Jiang Chen said this to Zhao Jiali.

He couldn't figure out how this woman could pretend so well, she knew better than anyone else, so she insisted on pretending to be a pure white lotus.

"I..." Zhao Jiali blushed, and she was stopped by Shen Chong just after she uttered a word.

"Don't scare her." Shen Chong hurriedly changed the subject, "Why did you and He Chuan stay together? After you two lived in the same dormitory, you two got so close that you came out to play?"

He Chuan was watching a play, when he was suddenly caught by the cue, he turned to look at Jiang Chen.

"Ah... It's inconvenient for He Chuan to go back and forth with a part-time job. My house happens to be empty recently, so I'll just stay here for a few days." Jiang Chen didn't lie, but only told half the truth, without blushing or heartbeat.

"Ah, oh. Then you go ahead—she wants to drink milk tea, and I'll take her to buy it." Shen Chong didn't look at the two of them for a few seconds, and smiled shyly at Zhao Jiali, "Let's go."

"No..." Jiang Chen watched the two pass him, turned around and wanted to say a few more words.

He Chuan circled him and covered his mouth with his hand, "When will your nosy temper change?"

Jiang Chen shook off his hand, broke free from his embrace, looked at the back that was fading away, gritted his teeth and said, "Damn it, Shen Chong is a fucking dog."

He Chuan patted him on the back and comforted him: "Okay, okay, don't be angry."

"You can't let him jump into the fire pit! That woman is really not a good thing, didn't you see it last time? She and a man are still drinking the same drink."

"No impression."

"Tsk, that's when we went to the canteen! You asked me if I liked that one?"

"Ah."

Jiang Chen gave up, knowing that He Chuan didn't care about these at all, he didn't expect him to remember anyone, and it was useless to discuss these with him, let's talk to Shen Chong another day—

Jiang Chen turned his gaze back and met He Chuan's deep eyes. Even though he had looked at each other countless times, his heart still moved, and he said in a daze, "Tell me the truth, did you cut your hair for me before?" ?”

He Chuan looked sincere: "No."

"Don't move, I'll take a photo for you." Jiang Chen said, stretching his index finger and thumb together to form a square as a camera, placing it in front of his left eye, and closing his right eye tightly.

A momentary image flashed in his mind, like a dream he had last night, he froze in place, continued to look at He Chuan through the square, and met those beautiful eyes.

It was an unprecedented familiarity, as if it had long existed in the depths of memory.

"Hurry up, I don't want to cooperate with you to do these stupid things on the street." He Chuan urged him.

Jiang Chen wasn't angry either, and hadn't recovered from the shock just now, he mechanically put his index finger and thumb together, and said "click" in a daze.

He felt something tugging at his heart, making him desperately want to get close to He Chuan, but resisted instinctively.

It was only after Jiang Chen let go of his hand that he felt back to reality, and realized: "Did you just say that I was acting like a fool?"

"Ah."

It's a little childish, but Jiang Chen didn't admit it, he smiled and put his hands in his pockets, "Say it again."

"Show me the picture?"

People who were still saying idiots one second, followed by idiots the next second.

Jiang Chen couldn't help laughing: "I can't give it, it's in my eyes."

He Chuan pulled the distance away and looked intently at Jiang Chen's left eye: "Then you can still see the photos."

Jiang Chen saw himself in the dark eyes, and blushed before scolding himself for being unresponsive.

A person is like a camera, and the eyes are the lens. When you watch him carefully, you are secretly taking pictures of him.

I don't know where I heard it when I was a child. If you take pictures of the moon 99 times, you can fulfill a wish.

Jiang Chen didn't believe it, and he had never tried it, but now he wanted to take pictures of He Chuan 99 times with his eyes, wishing that this person would stay by his side forever.

He Chuan: "I look so pretty in your eyes."

"Want to show some face?" Jiang Chen turned his head away, suddenly realized that he was on the street, and even took half a step back.

He Chuan smiled, already used to Jiang Chen's evasive gesture.

The two walked side by side on the street, not holding hands, just occasionally touching shoulders for a moment.

Tang Miao finished her honeymoon trip and opened the door at two o'clock in the morning.

Jiang Chen received the news that his mother was coming back early in the afternoon. He Chuan said he wanted to stay one more night, so Jiang Chen had no choice but to tidy up the guest room and let him sleep there tonight.

It was a little unaccustomed not to sleep together on the fifth day, Jiang Chen had insomnia until his mother came home.

Hearing the door opening of the next room, he guessed that He Chuan would have a face-to-face meeting with his mother when he came out. He just wanted to get up, but since He Chuan was sure he could handle it, he lay back down again.

He couldn't help but put his ear to listen to the movement outside the door. It stands to reason that the sound insulation effect of the house is not so good that he can't hear any sound at all, but after listening for a long time, there was no movement, and he wanted to open the door to have a look.

As soon as the door opened, he bumped into He Chuan who was returning to the guest room. Jiang Chen caught the astonishment in He Chuan's eyes, "Did you say hello to my mother?"

"Ah."

"How is she?"

"It's okay." He Chuan closed the door after finishing speaking.

Jiang Chen walked towards the living room, and saw his tired-looking mother lying on the sofa, frowning and looking at the ceiling.

"Are you so tired from traveling?"

Tang Miao: "Yeah...so tired——"

Jiang Chen didn't see Jiang Yiming, "Where's him?"

Tang Miao laughed, "Did your father disturb you when he comes back later?"

Jiang Chen shook his head and said that he got up to drink water. He went to the water dispenser to get a glass of water, raised his head and took a sip, and asked tentatively, "Did you talk to He Chuan just now?"

"Ah."

"What were you talking about?"

"Nothing, just say hello."

"Oh." Jiang Chen saw that his mother was too tired, so he didn't ask any more questions, and let her go to bed early before going back to the room.

When he closed the door, he always felt that something was wrong, and the surrounding seemed to be shrouded in a strange atmosphere, but he was in it, and he couldn't find the problem.

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