please let go

"Mom, your milk tea." It was already ten o'clock when Jiang Chen rushed home.

"Do your homework until nine o'clock? So hard?" Tang Miao asked suspiciously, taking a sip of milk tea and chewing.

Jiang Chen heard her suspicious tone, and sighed: "Really, don't you want to be a third year? I want to finish my homework quickly so that I can review the rest."

"Ah... your dad and I plan to take a five-day vacation and go on a trip—"

"You go."

"Aren't you going? It's not like you have to finish your homework in a few days, and play for a while after the exam."

"I won't disturb the world between the two of you." Jiang Chen felt uneasy before he finished his homework, and suddenly remembered that he didn't check He Chuan's homework, so he couldn't help but rubbed his shoulder.

Grass...was led away by the nose again.

Jiang Chen: "Then where are you going to play? How long will it take?"

"We plan to go to Shanghai for fun, maybe... just the nearest."

"Okay, have fun!"

Tang Miao said that recently, she really went to live a two-person world with Jiang Yiming in three days.

Before the couple left, they sent Jiang Chen a WeChat message.

Jiang Chen was staying in the optician's shop doing his homework, and when he saw it, he replied, "Have fun and be safe."

He looked up and asked, "Hey, He Chuan, do you want to travel somewhere?"

"I'm okay."

Although I told my mother that I don't want to travel, I actually thought about it in my heart, but I just fell in love with He Chuan for a few days, and I haven't gotten tired of it enough, I really don't want to separate.

He Chuan: "Why do you ask this?"

"I'm thinking... let's go on a trip? It's closer, how about going to Chongqing?" Before He Chuan agreed, Jiang Chen had already started planning the itinerary in his mind.

"I'm going to work."

"You can't do this all summer, can you? Chongqing is not far away, it's convenient to go back and forth, and the travel expenses are also cheap."

He Chuan: "I'll think about it again."

"it is good."

Jiang Chen's daily expenses were reimbursed by his parents, and he had saved up the New Year's money for several years, just in time to use it, but he quickly thought of He Chuan's situation and estimated how much the trip would cost.

In the evening, Sister Ting came to close the shop as usual, "You two handsome guys can go home."

This time, no one was in charge at home, and there was no call to remind Jiang Chen to go home. He walked out of the store slowly, wanting to take a longer walk, "How long will it take you to go home?"

"About three or four ten minutes?"

"Where do you live?"

"In the town."

"Is there a bus to the town so late?" It's not that Jiang Chen has never been to the town, but the buses are all running in the urban area, and the passenger cars stop at six o'clock.

"No, go back by motorcycle."

"Why don't you go to my house? There is no one in my house for the past few days..."

"We've only been together for a few days, so it's not good to bring your boyfriend home?" He Chuan laughed.

"I didn't say what to do."

It was troublesome to run back and forth like this, so Jiang Chen let him stay at his house for a few days, which was more convenient.

"I didn't say what I was going to do!" Jiang Chen was already tired of dealing with him, "Just say whether you will come or not."

He Chuan reported to his mother, and after being allowed, the two headed towards Jiang Chen's house.

Even if the summer evening breeze brings a little coolness, it can't blow away the sticky feeling on the skin.

Jiang Chen tugged at the fabric stuck to his back, wanting to go back and take a refreshing cold shower, "You can wear my clothes at night."

"Ah."

It was rare that the parents were not at home, and no mother checked the "access control". Jiang Chen didn't want to go back so early, so he turned his head to look at He Chuan, "How about... let's ride a bike and go to the riverside?"

"Row."

The two randomly swept two bicycles on the side of the road and rode side by side on the road.

The wind brought by the speed blows on the skin, and it feels refreshing, which makes people involuntarily speed up the frequency of pedaling.

He Chuan: "You fucking slow down! Are you chasing ghosts?"

"You can't keep up with me?"

"I'm asking you to pay attention to safety. Riding a bicycle is like driving a sports car. How many lives do you have?"

No matter how fast or slow Jiang Chen was, He Chuan was indeed shoulder to shoulder with him all the time, not being left behind.

After hearing this, Jiang Chen also slowed down, passed the intersection ahead, just in time for the red light, and braked in time.There was a black Mercedes parked in the non-motorized lane, and there were cars waiting for the green light on the left. The road was narrow, and only one bicycle could pass. He Chuan had to park behind Jiang Chen.

"Fine." Jiang Chen glanced at the Mercedes-Benz on the right, and found that there was no one in the car.

"It's really lenient, and it's not your turn to punish."

As soon as the green light came on, the two continued to ride. Jiang Chen caught a glimpse of the alley on the right, which was very lively. On the colorful light board were words such as KTV bars, "It's so lively in here——"

"Red-light district, do you think it's lively?" He Chuan followed and continued to drive side by side with him.

Jiang Chen stopped: "How do you know, have you been there?"

"Almost all the locals know it, but of course you don't if you haven't lived here that long."

"Won't you be checked?"

"There are always places where the light of justice does not shine." He Chuan continued: "I took a shortcut and walked through this alley, and then saw another woman in a tight skirt standing in front of a store, facing the old people passing by. Grandpa said..."

"What did you say?" Jiang Chen glanced at He Chuan, and found that he was holding back a smile, and became even more curious, "Crap, tell me!"

"Say...brother~ come in and play~" He Chuan imitated that charming tone.

"Hahaha I'm stupid, it's really good!"

The two continued to ride, and soon reached the river, locked the car somewhere, and went down the stone steps.

"Brother, you just called it very nicely. How about calling it again?" Jiang Chen didn't lie. He listened a little, and his heart melted.

"Want me to call you?" He Chuan stopped, hooked Jiang Chen's index finger first, and then held his hand, "Have you heard a word?"

Fortunately, it's a bit late now, and there are almost no one by the river, so Jiang Chen held He Chuan at ease, "What are you talking about?"

He Chuan pulled him in front of him, and at a very close distance, said into his ear, "Call me brother during the day, brother at night." After speaking, he still didn't forget to bite Jiang Chen's earlobe.

"Fuck, I just asked where you learned these words?" Although Jiang Chen was used to this way of speaking, the moment he was bitten, his whole body was shocked.

"forget."

Jiang Chen's heart was disturbed. "I still feel a little unreal until now. How did you like me? To be honest, I feel very insecure. Before I met you, I never thought that I would fall in love with a man in my life. It's not that I haven't had a crush on other girls, but I've never been so bold. I feel that being in love with you is the craziest thing I've ever done in my life."

He looked at the rippling river surface, which contained the night scene of the city, and the emotions in his heart flowed like the river.

He stopped again, and tugged He Chuan, "Don't talk, I really can't tell the difference between a straight man and a gay, but you just sit there with your head down, and I love to see you from across the podium. You stay Long hair, I can't help but look into those eyes. I don't want to deeply analyze my sexual orientation now, every time I think about it, I doubt myself, I'm afraid I don't really like you, I'm afraid I hurt you..."

He has never experienced love, he doesn't know what liking is, but he just wants to stay by He Chuan's side, he wants to hug this person beside him when it gets dark.

"I've seen people questioning others, but I've never seen you doubt yourself like this. Jiang Chen, be bold, I, the client, can feel your love." He Chuan faced him, and gently wiped Jiang Chen's face with his fingertips. "Also, it's the 21st century, why do you still want to find a lover based on gender—"

what is like

Jiang Chen changed his opinion that he had maintained for more than ten years, crossed the boundaries of friends, and treated a strange man without asking for anything in return.

Don't you like it?

Is this like it?

When he was thinking, he was hugged by the waist, and He Chuan laughed and teased: "When I parked behind your car just now, I saw that your waist is quite thin, so I thought I must put my arms around you and kiss you once by the river."

Regardless of the honking of cars in the distance, the two lovers took advantage of the beautiful night to exchange breaths with each other, one on the shore and the other on the water.

Jiang Chen didn't dare to continue asking from beginning to end. He didn't want to delve into He Chuan's words that night. Even if He Chuan really regarded himself as a substitute, he only hoped that he could be kept a secret for the rest of his life.

The two continued to take a leisurely walk after the flirtation was over. Jiang Chen scratched the mosquito bites several times: "What do you like about me?"

"I can't tell."

"There are quite a lot of mosquitoes here." Jiang Chen felt a tingling pain in his arm, and hurriedly patted it, but he didn't know if he hit the dead mosquito.

Intermittent female voices came into the ears, um, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh.

"It's in the wild—it's awesome." Jiang Chen has seen many movies, but the live version is still shocking.

The two of them were still concentrating on exercising, not knowing that everything was being watched by others.

"Go back, don't do bad things." Jiang Chen has a thin skin, anyway, he would never do such a thing in his life.

The two hired a taxi to go home.

Jiang Chen: "Do you think those two people are not afraid of insects?"

"Exciting, who cares about bugs."

"……Too."

After He Chuan entered the house, he started again: "Are you leading a wolf into the house?"

"My territory, do you dare to say that?"

Jiang Chen couldn't do anything bad in public, so he couldn't believe that He Chuan still overwhelmed him at home.

"You go to my closet to find clothes and take a shower, and I'll clean up the guest room." Jiang Chen walked towards the guest room as he spoke, but his hand was held by someone.

He Chuan: "Don't bother."

He froze for a moment, and understood He Chuan's meaning, "It's fine." "There are new toothbrushes on the sink, and there are new underwear in the drawer of the wardrobe."

"Ah."

The two have been roommates for two months, but now the atmosphere in the same room is a bit anxious.If the gun goes off, it's really hard to guarantee that nothing will happen tonight.

After taking a shower and lying on the bed, Jiang Chen played with his mobile phone calmly on the surface, but in reality he was already distracted.The fragrance of He Chuan's body entered his nostrils and stimulated his brain.

The person who was tit for tat two months ago is now using his shower gel, wearing his clothes, and lying next to him, which is hard to hold.

He Chuan looked puzzled: "What are you laughing at?"

"You smell so good." Jiang Chen couldn't bear it anymore, he pressed him down, and took a deep breath as he buried himself in the hollow of his shoulder.

"Isn't this your shower gel?"

Jiang Chen didn't return him, and started to lick the moist skin, and kissed him from time to time, as if tasting delicious food, "Use mine, wear mine, and leave some marks of me on your body, isn't it too much?"

He didn't wait for He Chuantong to disagree, he didn't give up until he knew that there were several red marks on his shoulders.

He Chuan's skin is fair, and the series of hickey marks on his shoulders are like a plum blossom, which is very beautiful.

Jiang Chen's eyes darkened, and he tapped the red with his finger, "How does this look like a strawberry? It's more like a plum blossom."

"Why are you like a dog?"

"Grass, who do you call a dog?"

He Chuan raised his eyebrows provocatively: "Whoever rubs in my arms, that's it."

Jiang Chen was in a good mood and didn't turn back. If he didn't see the pink on He Chuan's face, he would have been misled.

"I think the shower gel on Bai Heyi also smells good." He suddenly felt the person under him stiffen, and the moment he raised his head to meet He Chuan's eyes, he realized that he had said something wrong.

It's over-

"Good smell?" He Chuan took advantage of the moment when he lost his mind, and looked for an opportunity to press back.

The two changed positions instantly.

"It doesn't smell as good as my boyfriend." Jiang Chen didn't take it seriously, and his momentum was a little weaker when he spoke.

He Chuan looked at him with a half-smile, "You continue to argue" written on his face.

Jiang Chen shrank his neck and continued to explain: "I was playing cards that day, he was sitting next to me, I smelled it."

"Ah——I know, you look like his ex-boyfriend. If he makes you crazy, will you become my ex-boyfriend too?"

"Tsk." It's useless to talk too much, Jiang Chen directly pressed He Chuan's back neck, raised his head and kissed him.

Damn it, He Chuan's mouth also has the familiar smell of toothpaste.

This gave Jiang Chen a feeling, as if he possessed this person from head to toe.

"Are you satisfied? Now, man, friend." Jiang Chen let go of him, smiled and showed a row of white teeth, deliberately focusing on the last three words.

"good."

Things are hard, but this person is still stubborn and only spits out two words.

The two tossed and quarreled for a while, and after helping each other, they threw the sticky paper into the trash can.

Their faces were flushed, panting slightly, they looked at each other affectionately for a moment, and then kissed again.

"I still have to go to work tomorrow." He Chuan stopped him in time, and after planting a mark on Jiang Chen's body, he lay still and behaved like a gentleman.

Jiang Chen bit him hard on the shoulder again, causing He Chuan to yelp in pain, "Grass, you are really a dog!"

"Good night."

"……Good night."

A small desk lamp was lit in the room, so that it would not be completely dark.Jiang Chen looked at the sleeping person next to him, he originally wanted to take the opportunity to compare the size, but found that they were all about the same, and it was even more difficult to confirm the position now.

Gradually getting sleepy, forget it, let's discuss that kind of thing later——

Jiang Chen leaned against He Chuan, sniffed his familiar smell, and closed his eyes peacefully.

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