Start with an assistant [entertainment circle]

I thought it would be sad when I said it, but in fact it seemed okay, not as sad as I imagined, but Hai Wenqing hugged him tightly, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I shouldn't bring it up, let's not talk about it OK?"

Shen Sang patted his head and raised the corner of her mouth: "It's okay, aren't you still here?"

Hai Wenqing touched his head and said nothing.

Shen Sang went on to say: "When I went back, I was even more silent, but no one bullied me anymore, maybe they pity me."

"Finally, Brother Yiran came back to see us. I looked at him blankly, and suddenly had an idea in my heart. I want him to take me away. As for how to take me away, where to go, and what kind of life to live, I have no idea." I thought about it, I just wanted him to take me away. I grabbed his clothes and tried to show myself as pitiful as possible. I begged him to take me away. Now that I think about it, it was really difficult for others at that time. He had just stabilized in society. Life was not good, maybe because of my sincerity, or maybe because of my pity, he agreed. But at that time, Brother Yiran didn't have the conditions for adoption, so he asked the dean, that mercenary old woman." Said After finishing, I smiled to myself, "We call her that in private. I don't know how much Brother Yiran paid her, so she reluctantly agreed to Brother Yiran to take me away. Now I know that this kind of behavior is illegal. Brother Yiran It must have been a big risk."

"But it was really sad at the time. I didn't want to stay in that place for a moment. I just wanted to escape."

Hai Wenqing leaned over and kissed him, and then let go after a long time.

Shen Sang touched him and comforted him, "I'm fine."

Hai Wenqing kissed his earlobe again: "Yes."

Shen Sang leaned on him to borrow strength: "Brother Yiran really treats me like my own brother. I'm very glad that although I don't have parents, I have Brother Yiran. He finds a school for me, begs for gifts in a low voice, no matter the night or night." Busy during the day, when I was in my adolescence, I was sensitive, selfish and rebellious, and I often made Brother Yiran worry about me. After I arrived in high school, I finally heard Brother Yiran called to apologize to my head teacher one night, saying that it was him It was my fault that I didn’t discipline me well, because that day I hit a boy with good academic performance, and his parents found the head teacher. Seeing him come to question me and scold me, I even thought about how to refute him, but after he hung up the phone, he came in with a glass of milk and asked me if I was tired from studying? How was school? I guess he would definitely He would talk about me fighting, but he didn't, he just patted me on the shoulder and said don't go to bed too late, I'm still growing."

"I was already ready to have a big fight with him, but he suddenly came out like this, I don't know what to do? I wanted to say something, but it seemed like something was stuck in my throat. It was hard and hard, and I couldn’t say a word. After he left for a long time, I went from resentment at the beginning to panic and then to fear. I was afraid that he would not want me, and I was afraid that he would ignore me from now on. Then I What shall I do? Where else shall I go? How shall I live?"

Seeing that he was suddenly excited, Hai Wenqing hugged him tightly, "You have me, you have me..."

Shen Sang gradually calmed down under his reassurance, "Later, I tried not to talk to or communicate with others. I thought, I should be good, and I can't let Brother Yiran worry about me anymore. But, others don't like that. I thought, after they bullied me for the first time, I endured it, so they had the second and third times, and more times, they talked harder and harder than the first time, but they were very smart, and they were in the orphanage when they were young. The people who bullied me were just as smart and never hurt my face. During that time, Brother Yiran thought that I had really corrected myself. He would cook dinner every afternoon with a smile on my face and wait for me to come back, telling me to get along well with my classmates. study well…"

"In this way, I don't know how many numb and desperate days passed, how many times I listened to study hard, and after getting along with my classmates, I finally couldn't stand it anymore. He was no longer the smart and wise brother Yi Ran, nor was he The Yiran brother who took me away from the orphanage, but endlessly chattered behind me, didn’t understand me, and forced me, a stranger who talked endlessly, that night, I said as if to vent Out of all the words in my heart, saying that I will no longer go to school, and I will not listen to him again. I saw his eyes gradually become incredible, and finally even sad. At that moment, I felt very happy. The well-known embarrassment and unspeakable dirty thoughts all have an excuse to vent, I frantically showed him my viciousness, biting his flesh and blood, I even felt that I heard his heartbroken cry."

"me……"

Hai Wenqing hugged him quickly, "It's all over, it's over..."

Shen Sang crazily sucked the breath from Hai Wenqing's body, which was enough to reassure him, "Since then, I didn't even dare to see him again. I shrank in the corner of the room and trembled. I was just an outdated clown. I squandered my temper recklessly, and finally dared to hide. He still knocked on my door, the voice was as usual, and asked me to come out for dinner. I didn’t dare to go out in the room, I didn’t dare to look at his face, even I didn't dare to listen to his voice, but I badly hoped that he could take the initiative to come in and tell me that it was all over. As I expected, he really came in. He sighed and said that he would not go if he didn't want to. Help him out at the shop."

"In the dark corner, I said softly, I'm sorry, he should have heard it, but he just said softly, Xiao Sang, I know you have had a hard time."

"I tried my best to hold back my tears, but it was useless. I buried my face in my knees and sobbed restrainedly. He came over and covered my back with hot hands, burning them all the way to my chest. The restraint has been reduced to ashes, I hugged him and cried for a long time, I don't know what he said, it should be something like sorry!"

"Since then, I started to live a muddle-headed life. I counted the time every day. I felt that life was hopeless and meaningless. I even thought about it, but I saw people who worked hard to make money and said they would take me to live in a big house As soon as Brother Ran, I dismissed this idea, I thought, if I am here, at least I can accompany him, and I will leave after he finds someone he likes and has his own family."

Hai Wenqing's heart tightened when he said it was over and he left, and she unconsciously increased her strength, Shen Sang's voice came slowly again: "But I saw you."

Hai Wenqing: "Me?"

Shen Sang: "Well, I saw you on TV and saw so many people like you, so I searched your introduction and photos out of curiosity, so I thought, can I also be like you ? In this case, Brother Yiran won't have to work so hard."

"In fact, I also have a selfish intention. I want those who have abandoned me, insulted me, beat me, abused me, and looked down on me to see that I am not that bad. When I grow up, I'll be fine too."

Hai Wenqing: "Well, you did it, and you did it very well."

Shen Sang: "Qingqing, do you think I'm bad and selfish, and don't you want me?"

Hai Wenqing: "No, even if you agree, I won't let you go."

Shen Sang: "When I was young, I asked for a family. Now, I only ask for you. You, please, don't let me down again."

"No, no, I won't let you down!"

Shen Sang: "Brother Hai, I love you the most, but in my heart, Brother Yiran will always come first..."

Hai Wenqing patted him on the back and said softly: "I understand..."