Messenger of Yin and Yang

While Zhang Dezhi was hesitating, a figure suddenly flashed in front of him. Someone grabbed his hand and asked nervously, "Brother, where have you been? I can't find you anywhere."

Looking at Xiao Fan who was frowning tightly because of nervousness, Zhang Dezhi suddenly felt guilty for a moment: "I, I'm going out for a walk."

Xiaofan breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine, just tell me next time you go out, grandma is awake and looking for you, let's go in!"

Zhang Dezhi: "...OK."

Grandma was dragged down by her illness, so she always woke up less and slept more. After a few words with Zhang Dezhi and Xiaofan, she fell asleep again.

Zhang Dezhi and Xiaofan came outside, "Brother, although I can't prolong grandma's life, I can guarantee that grandma will be born into a wealthy family in the next life and enjoy life for the rest of her life."

Xiaofan made an exception and told about his grandma's next life, just to make Zhang Dezhi happy, but Zhang Dezhi couldn't be happier at all, "Xiaofan, have you ever been to Hades?"

Xiao Fan looked at Zhang Dezhi: "Brother, why are you asking about this all of a sudden?"

Zhang Dezhi hooked the corner of his mouth: "I'm bored, just ask me."

Xiaofan smiled: "Although I remember the previous things now, I haven't returned to the Underworld. One is because I am still a human body. If I go rashly, I will definitely hurt my body. The other is Without the summoning of Emperor Hades, I can't go back casually."

"Can't ordinary people go to Hades?"

Xiaofan nodded: "Of course, the underworld is an extremely evil place, which will cause great damage to the body of the sun, and if ordinary people can enter and leave the underworld at will, then why separate the underworld from the human world Woolen cloth?"

Zhang Dezhi paused, then nodded: "Yes."

"What does the underworld look like?"

Xiao Fan: "The underworld is pitch black, eerie."

"Really?" Zhang Dezhi stared ahead, sighed, and the two returned to peace.

After a while, Xiao Fan suddenly said, "Brother, do you still remember what I told you on the overlook?"

Zhang Dezhi nodded hesitantly, and Xiao Fan smiled again: "Actually, death is a new life, and people who are on the verge of death don't feel much. Sadness, fear, loneliness and reluctance are all our emotions. Death is not a bad thing." , so brother, I don't want you to be too sad."

Zhang Dezhi's recent silence, lack of focus, and abnormalities are all in his eyes. Although he is also very reluctant to part with his grandma, he is not as sad as Zhang Dezhi, or he has, but it is just a noun.

But Zhang Dezhi smiled wryly: "It's easier said than done!" He sighed: "Grandma has been with me for almost 30 years, and I have worked hard all my life. I never let her enjoy a single day. It’s fine, I grew up thinking that it’s fine when I’m working, and I feel that it’s fine when I earn a lot of money in the future, I must be filial to my grandma, but I underestimated the power of time, always talking about later, Day after day, year after year, and in the end, nothing was achieved..."

"elder brother……"

"Even if my grandma is reincarnated, I can still see her, but at that time she will be someone else, not my grandma, her whole life has nothing to do with me, and I can no longer call her grandma, maybe on the way If I meet her, I will be regarded as a strange uncle if I look at her twice, I am just a bystander, how can I not be sad?"

Xiaofan: "..."

"Brother, I..."

"Okay," Zhang Dezhi interrupted him, wiping his face, "I will adjust my emotions, but I still have to keep this illness a secret from grandma."

Xiaofan looked at him worriedly, "I know, brother."

"Grandma should be waking up soon, let's go in!"

"it is good."

Looking at Zhang Dezhi's back, Xiaofan sighed in his heart. In fact, what he wanted to say just now was: Brother, I will always be here!

Birth and death have always been an eternal topic. Birth, old age, sickness and death are the laws of nature, and they are also unchangeable and unchangeable laws of nature.New life always represents hope and joy, while death is always covered with a black veil of terror, one for great joy and the other for great mourning, but in the final analysis it is nothing more than a reincarnation.

"Brother, you can sleep for a while, I will watch over grandma." Zhang Dezhi looked at his sleeping grandma and shook his head.

"Take a break, you haven't slept well these days." Xiao Fan said and pulled him up.

"Okay, don't refuse, I will call you when grandma wakes up."

Zhang Dezhi had no choice but to say: "Okay, remember to call me when grandma wakes up."

Xiaofan nodded: "Don't worry!"

Seeing that Zhang Dezhi was finally willing to rest, Xiaofan smiled, pulled up the quilt on the hospital bed, covered Zhang Dezhi, and when it reached his legs, he suddenly left the black corner in his trousers pocket...

I thought it would be difficult to fall asleep, but I fell into a deep sleep, and it was the doctor who came in to make rounds that woke him up.

After he regained consciousness, he hurried after the doctor to find out about his grandmother's condition, "Doctor, has my grandmother's condition changed?"

The doctor said blankly: "The recent conservative treatment didn't help. I suggest to discuss with the old man to see if he can accept chemotherapy?"

"...But, I'm afraid that my grandma's body won't be able to bear the chemotherapy."

The doctor nodded: "The chemotherapy process is very hard, and the old man is getting old, why don't you ask her for advice first."

"If there is no chemotherapy, how long will my grandma have?"

The doctor stretched out his hand and pushed his glasses, "It's possible in less than a month, up to 20 days, or more than ten days."

Zhang Dezhi suddenly let go of the doctor's hand, and took a step back.

For Zhang Dezhi's reaction, the doctor has long been used to it. As a doctor, he is used to seeing too many life and death, so he has already exercised calmness: "You guys think about it again!"

"...Thank you doctor." Zhang Dezhi said mechanically.

He stood there for a long time before returning to the ward. Grandma was talking to Xiaofan with a smile. Grandma seldom has a good time recently, let alone laughing. She is in pain or asleep most of the time. Yes, but in order not to make Zhang Dezhi and the others worry, she would not say anything when it hurts. If the pain was too much, she would make excuses to let Zhang Dezhi and Xiaofan go out and bear it alone.

Zhang Dezhi always felt that his grandmother might have guessed his illness, but both parties were hiding it, and he was hiding it from the other party as well as from himself.

Today's grandma is so thin that only a handful of bones are left, and Zhang Dezhi's hand holding her is a bit painful, and it has only been a few days.

In addition to being particularly obvious in young people, time is also particularly obvious in seriously ill old people.

"Grandma, I'm back!" Zhang Dezhi opened the door with a smile and said.

Grandma smiled: "What did the doctor say? Can I be discharged from the hospital?"

Zhang Dezhi pretended to be helpless and said: "Every day I talk about being discharged from the hospital, we will stay for a few more days to recuperate and recuperate."

Grandma immediately pulled her face down, "I want to go home, I have lived for so many days, I want to go home!"

Zhang Dezhi: "Grandma~"

Xiao Fan also hurriedly said: "Grandma won't go home, she will go home when she recovers."

Grandma patted Xiaofan's hand, "Grandma is fine, can grandma cook something delicious for you and brother when you get home?"

Xiaofan looked at Zhang Dezhi.

Zhang Dezhi sat down and said patiently: "Grandma, your health is the most important thing. Let's stay in the hospital for a few more days, shall we?"

Grandma was instantly upset: "..."

"Be good," Zhang Dezhi coaxed, "I promise, as long as your health recovers completely, we will go home, okay?"

Grandma looked at him reluctantly, "Really?"

Zhang Dezhi nodded, "Really."

Grandma forced a smile.

After coaxing grandma to sleep, the two came outside the hospital again, and now is the time when they can release their emotions every day.The dense night is illuminated by dots of light, and the lights of thousands of houses in the distance reflect the lonely person here, "Xiao Fan, grandma's condition is deteriorating, and she doesn't have much time left."

Xiaofan: "..."

"Chemotherapy can buy her some more time, but the process will be very painful. Xiaofan, tell me, what should I do?"

"Brother, what do you think grandma will think?"

Zhang Dezhi didn't speak, Xiaofan continued: "I don't think grandma will want chemotherapy, she should want to go home and leave quietly."

"But," Zhang Dezhi suddenly choked up, "but in this case, she will only have 20 days at most, and it may even be shorter."

Xiao Fan quickly grabbed Zhang Dezhi's shoulder, "Brother, have you ever thought about telling grandma about her condition?"

"No, absolutely not." Zhang Dezhi reacted very fiercely.

"Brother, it's up to grandma to decide on her own."

Zhang Dezhi: "..."

Xiao Fan suddenly hugged him gently, "Brother, I will always be with you."

Just as Zhang Dezhi was about to stretch out his hand to hug Xiaofan back, he suddenly remembered something, and pushed him away, "Xiaofan, I want to think about it by myself, you go ahead and accompany grandma!"

Xiao Fan hesitated, but still said: "Okay, brother, hurry up and come in."

Zhang Dezhi nodded: "OK."

As soon as Xiaofan left, Zhang Dezhi immediately changed his face, walked a little further, and called the ghost king in white.

"Have you figured it out?" asked the ghost king in white.

Zhang Dezhi looked a little distressed, "Ghost King, is there any other way to save my grandma? Can I just give my life to my grandma?"

The ghost king was silent for a moment, "You can't bear it? Or is there some other reason?"

Zhang Dezhi's expression froze.

The ghost king in white caressed Zhang Dezhi's hand, "This is no longer your business alone, it concerns the lives of many innocent people."

"But Xiaofan didn't do anything to harm humans!"

The white-clothed ghost king's expression froze, "Have you forgotten what happened to those people before? Although they died without guilt, they have already exposed the fact that he murdered and tortured. How can you guarantee that he will not attack innocent humans?"

Zhang Dezhi: "..."

White-clothed ghost king: "If he commits another crime, it will damage your morality."

"...Is there a milder way? Is this too vicious?"

The white-clothed ghost king sneered, "You are kind-hearted, but you poisoned other people's lives."

"Forget it, as far as I know, your grandma doesn't have a few days left, this bell," he took out a bell to Zhang Dezhi, "this bell can control him, as long as you ring the bell, I will appear and take him back home." Uninterrupted Purgatory, but the talisman I gave you before, you have to secretly put it on him, understand?"

Zhang Dezhi looked at the small red bell in his hand, shook it, but there was no sound. He looked at the ghost king, who explained, "Now it has no sound, only at that time, he will ring."

He was talking about controlling Xiaofan.

"Then will this hurt him?" Zhang Dezhi asked anxiously.

The ghost king in white, "This is just to control him, it won't hurt him for the time being."

"temporary?"

"When I bring him back to Hades, Emperor Hades will execute him. However, it has nothing to do with you at that time."

Zhang Dezhi: "..."

The ghost king in white put his hand on his shoulder, "I hope you won't let me down this time."

"..." Zhang Dezhi couldn't guarantee it.