Messenger of Yin and Yang

"Brother, why are you so late today? We have been waiting for you for a long time." As soon as Zhang Dezhi entered the door, the peddler pouted and pulled him, half-complaining coquettishly.

Zhang Dezhi looked at the pouting Xiaofan, stretched out his hand to stroke his hair, it has grown much longer now, and it is not as prickly as before.

"My brother is delayed by something, I'm sorry, I will come back early tomorrow." I don't know if it is because Lao Huang has affected my mood, but now I always feel more affectionate when I look at Xiaofan.

Xiaofan didn't seem to care, and pulled Zhang Dezhi straight to the dining table, "Grandma made ribs and shrimp today."

"Grandma." Zhang Dezhi greeted grandma and sat down.

Grandma picked up a piece of ribs for Xiaofan, "Are you busy today?"

Zhang Dezhi shook his head, "No overtime. Hey, grandma, do you know that there is an old Huang in the neighborhood next door to us?"

"The wife died and the daughter died?"

"Well, it's him, you know?" Zhang Dezhi said, biting a rib.

Grandma, "These old men and old ladies have nothing to do. It's hard for me not to know about this family and that family when I have time."

"That's right, he took me as his daughter and took me to his house."

"I heard he was stimulated, and now he is crazy?" Grandma asked.

Zhang Dezhi swallowed the food in his mouth, "Sometimes he is sober, sometimes he is confused. He even told me about him, alas, compared with him, we are so happy."

Grandma looked at the rice in the bowl, "Yes, people always compare other people's misery to feel that they are actually doing well."

Xiaofan's cheeks were bulging, and his eyes flicked back and forth between his grandmother and his brother, very curious.

"Okay, Xiaofan, eat well soon, the dishes are getting cold." Grandma smiled, "We can't discuss such a heavy topic at the dinner table."

Zhang Dezhi didn't speak anymore.

"Brother, kiss." Xiao Fan opened his hands towards Zhang Dezhi.

Zhang Dezhi looked at this man amusedly, "Little brat, I realize that you have been going too far recently!"

Xiaofan didn't care, ran up to Zhang Dezhi, hugged his neck, and was about to kiss him, suddenly frowned, sniffing at Zhang Dezhi, "Brother, where did you go today? You're fine. It smells bad!"

Zhang Dezhi: "??" Zhang Dezhi quickly smelled himself, "Is there any? No!" Anyway, he didn't smell anything.

"Yes, it smells great." Xiao Fan said very seriously.

Zhang Dezhi smelled it again, but there was still no smell?Is there something wrong with his nose?

"No, what does it taste like?"

Xiao Fan wrinkled his nose in distaste: "It's a very stinky smell."

"Smelly?"

Xiaofan nodded, "Yeah."

Zhang Dezhi pushed Xiaofan away, "It just stinks you, let you stay away from me."

"It's okay, Xiaofan's kiss will be tasteless." After speaking, he came over and hugged Zhang Dezhi's neck.

"Do you think you are a detergent? If you kiss it, it will lose the smell?"

Xiaofan had already kissed him with a "baji", and then sniffed, "It's gone now, brother is Brother Xiang again."

Zhang Dezhi, "..."

This little brat often makes him doubt himself, like now, he wonders if there is something wrong with his sense of smell, or why can't he smell the smell and fragrance he said?

"Oh, well, stop hugging, don't you get tired of hugging you during the day and at night?" Zhang Dezhi pushed away the person who was leaning on him.

"Not tired!"

Zhang Dezhi, "..."

In fact, he has never had any grand wishes in his life. He just hopes that he will have a stable job, earn more money, and his grandma will be healthy.

But now that there is one more person, his wish will be one more. I hope Xiaofan will always be so innocent and happy.

However, some things always make people so caught off guard...

After many days, Zhang Dezhi finally received news from Lao Huang again, but after reading it, he couldn't laugh anymore, dropped the chopsticks in his hand and rushed out the door.

"Brother, what are you doing?" Xiao Fan threw his chopsticks and rushed out the door.

"Xiaofan..." Before grandma could say anything, both of them disappeared.

Xiao Fan chased after him and shouted, "Brother, wait for me, brother..."

Zhang Dezhi just ran faster and faster, and finally came to the scene of the commotion, "Brother..."

Zhang Dezhi didn't hear Xiaofan calling him, his heart and eyes were full of the bloody scene at this moment—Old Huang still jumped off the building!

"I really can't bear it any longer. If the beasts that killed my daughter are caught, please tell me by burning a piece of paper, and I can rest in peace!" The message from Lao Huang on the mobile phone is still hot Yes, but people are already cold.

Looking at the bright red that seemed to be poured out of a basin, he seemed to have seen the appearance of Lao Huang when he was young. He was extremely resolute, his back was straight, and his face was calm and steady. He stepped onto the edge of the roof. Zhang Dezhi saw He seemed to be walking towards him from the wind and snow, and the hand he stretched out didn't even touch his wind and snow, but saw him shaking off the frost...

Didn't you say you've already thought about it?Didn't you say you won't commit suicide?He still couldn't let go, still couldn't hold on...

That's right, his parents, wife and daughter are no longer alive, and he has been alone for so long, and he gave up when he couldn't bear it anymore. He is already very brave and amazing...

"Brother..." Xiao Fan tugged at his sleeve, only then did he realize that Xiao Fan was coming, he hurriedly covered his eyes, and took him aside, "Why are you here?"

"I called my brother for a long time, but you ignored me!"

"I came out because of something..."

"Xiao Fan," Zhang Dezhi suddenly called out in the middle of his sentence.

"Ok?"

Zhang Dezhi, "Did you see everything just now?"

Xiao Fan glanced over there, nodded, "I see."

When Zhang Dezhi was about to comfort him, he found that he just glanced over there with a flat face, and there was no other expression. Zhang Dezhi's hand suddenly froze in mid-air, and his expression seemed to be just a glance and He was just a passer-by on the street.

"Brother, what's the matter?" Xiao Fan looked at his hands that were frozen in mid-air and asked in a daze.

Zhang Dezhi looked at him with complicated emotions for a long time before asking, "Xiaofan, aren't you afraid?"

Xiaofan's eyes were weird for a moment, as if he didn't understand, but also seemed to disdain, "What are you afraid of?"

Even a three-year-old child will not be indifferent when he sees someone jumping off a building and seeing so much blood.

"Brother, why do you keep looking at me?" Xiao Fan pulled Zhang Dezhi who had been staring at him for a long time.

Zhang Dezhi, "...it's all right."

"Brother, let's go home, I'm hungry."

Zhang Dezhi, "..."

Seeing Zhang Dezhi standing still, Xiao Fan wanted to reach out and pull him away.

"Xiao Fan,"

"Ok?"

"One person died just now."

Xiao Fan nodded, "I know, brother."

"Then you," Zhang Dezhi tentatively asked, "then you won't be afraid or sad?"

Xiao Fan turned around strangely, "Why are you afraid, he has nothing to do with me, why should I be sad?"

Zhang Dezhi, "..." That's what I said, but people are emotional animals, and they should react more or less to these things.

"Don't you think he must have encountered something very sad and pitiful when he jumped off the building?" Zhang Dezhi tried to arouse Xiaofan's sympathy.

Xiao Fan frowned, shook his head, "No, he must have done too many bad things, he is a bad person, that's why..."

"Enough." Zhang Dezhi shook off Xiaofan's hand, disappointed, "You are not stupid, you are cold-blooded."

Xiao Fan stared blankly at Zhang Dezhi, as if he didn't understand why Zhang Dezhi was suddenly angry, "Brother..."

"You don't understand anything. Old Huang is pitiful enough. He lost his father, mother, wife and son in his life, but he ended up in such a fate in middle age. I don't allow you to say that about him!" He didn't know why So angry, who is angry with?

Xiaofan was frightened by Zhang Dezhi, his mouth puckered, and he called out aggrievedly, "Brother,"

"Don't call me brother!" After Zhang Dezhi finished speaking, he left alone, leaving Xiaofan alone.

Xiao Fan trotted to keep up with him, crying "Brother" at the same time...