Clouds and water do not know the wind and moon [entertainment circle]

Baisha City has a total population of 370 million. Unlike those cities with a long history, it is a typical modern city that was newly developed more than [-] years ago.

When he was a child, Song Yunshui often went to explore the woods behind the school. After his mother passed away, the man who adopted him often took him to go fishing in Jingtan Lake, but for the purpose of developing a new industrial zone, the lake has been filled. , now there are hardly any farmlands or forests in the city, and one skyscraper after another is like a bamboo shoot piercing the horizon, reminding him of the Lego blocks he played when he was a child, magnified a hundred times, making people look like ants Small.

By the way, Song Yunshui's adopter is a staff member of the local city administration, that is to say, he was one of the first group of people who learned that it was necessary to artificially inject sediment into Jingtan Lake.Men often say that they will move to live by the lake after retirement, because the vast lake makes people feel relaxed, and the wind blowing in front of them has a magical power, which can blow away all the troubles in his heart.I don't know what the man felt when he heard the news, he must be angry and helpless.

Song Yunshui thought that there are fewer and fewer natural objects in the city, that is, forests, lakes and the like, and people's footprints will be limited to human society.There are more interactions between people, and the network of social relationships will naturally become more intricate.

Maybe the news that he helped Tang Zhizhi to repay the debt would leak out, maybe because of this complicated network of relationships.

Today, when Song Yunshui was processing documents in the office, Zhou Bingtong knocked on the door and came in, telling him that a reporter had raised the topic—the news that Song Yunshui paid back the money for Tang Wuzhi had leaked out, and someone photographed the two of them sitting in the same car photo.The entertainment reporter immediately raised a question: "I don't know what is the relationship between Song Yunshui and Tang?"

At this time, public opinion was just sprouting, Song Yunshui was indifferent, took a sip of coffee and nodded, "I see", and didn't ask any more questions.

Zhou Bingtong was at a loss. On the one hand, she didn't know why Song Yunshui was so calm, as if what he heard was a casual "today's weather is good"; on the other hand, she couldn't figure out how that incident could be exposed so quickly.Since the morning, calls from various media have been calling like bullets. Although she is used to this situation, she still has a lot of cold sweat on her forehead.Get the truth out of the way with clever words, then hang up.After dealing with these matters with ease, she couldn't help but sighed a long time, her frown still hasn't relaxed until now.

Song Yunshui put the cup on the black walnut desk, and the bottom of the bone china cup made a soft "click" when it hit the table.Two fingers took out a document from the file rack, with black characters on a white background, and more than a dozen pages were fastened with paper clips, and handed to the worried manager in front of him.

"Xiao Zhou, you should have considered the current situation when you agreed to help me. These things will happen sooner or later. I am not very surprised. This document is a solution I thought about before. You can see the feasibility How about it?"

Zhou Bingtong glanced at the information for a while, and the worry in his eyes gradually diluted.After reading it, he breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile:

"You are very thoughtful. I can't find any faults in this plan. I will try it according to the above."

From a long time ago—probably just a month after his debut, Song Yunshui had the feeling of being watched by many eyes. Those eyes were all from people he had never met. He had no sense of security in this world. There was one reason. It's just that he always feels that he is being watched by a group of strangers, and although he doesn't regard anyone as an enemy, he can't really trust anyone.

Song Yunshui brushed his temples with his hand, and said calmly:

"I handed over the money transfer to the finance department. Maybe some of them know the reporter, so they decided to betray me, a boss who doesn't deal with subordinates very much."

"It may also be that the nanny in my family accidentally told me about me when I was chatting with someone. Once I start guessing, it seems that everyone will betray me."

Now, Song Yunshui has a deeper sense of rejection towards others.

The glass panels of the shutters are half open, and there is constant cold wind blowing in from there. Song Yunshui likes a ventilated environment, so no matter how cold the weather is, he will not close the windows completely.

Zhou Bingtong heard the faint helplessness in his words, feeling helpless and sad.It's like seeing a drowning person, but you can't swim yourself.

When Song Yunshui got off work, it was already dark.

The moonlight shines on the snow, and thousands of lights in the city.

Compared with spring, summer and autumn, winter is a quiet season.Pedestrians mostly wore scarves covering half of their faces.Cold air hurts the lungs when it enters the lungs, and the low temperature makes people lazy, so everyone doesn't talk much.There are countless mouths, like countless doors, tightly closed, and each silent lip has a dark blue sense of loneliness.

When I got home, I found five or six cans of Snow Beer on the coffee table in the living room. Tang Zhizhi was sitting on the sofa. He was so tall that the cushion sank.The black jacket hugged his body tightly. Under the cuffs, a white wrist was exposed. The back of the hand holding the soda can faintly showed blood vessels, ultramarine, like the wings of cicadas unfolding in summer...summer is still far away.

Tang didn't know that he turned his head to look at Song Yunshui, his eyes seemed to be open and closed, as if he was a little tired, "You're back."

Song Yunshui sat down opposite Tang Wuzhi, met his gaze, inexplicably felt a lot less loneliness in his heart, "Why did you suddenly buy so much beer, did something unsatisfactory happen?"

Don didn't know that one of his friends had left.

"Even with the telephone and the Internet, I know that our relationship will slowly fade away. It's the same with high school classmates and college classmates. No matter how good friends are, we still have to go our separate ways in the end... Ah, it's so sad to think about it." annoyed."

Song Yunshui was silent for a while after listening.Indeed, the hands of time and distance will ruthlessly tear everything apart, leaving only memories in the end.Song Yunshui picked up a can of beer, opened it, and touched Tang Zhizhi, "I also understand... how it feels to part with a precious person. I haven't had a drink for a long time, so let's drink with you tonight. But, after drinking, We still have to look forward.”

Tang Zhi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Song Yunshui to say that.Then he smiled lightly:

"Okay, look ahead after drinking."

In fact, Song Yunshui didn't understand what "looking forward" meant, and he didn't know whether it was right to do so.The smell of bluegrass emanating from the clothes reminded him all the time that something that is lost is lost.But over the years, someone has been telling him to "look forward". He thought that this sentence was suitable for comforting any frustrated person, so he blurted it out to Tang Zhizhi.

Tang Zhizhi's character is casual and unrestrained, as if he can communicate with anyone in a simple way. Song Yunshui is a little envious of his personality, and feels easier to get along with him than with other people.

Although what happened in the morning deepened Song Yunshui's vigilance towards others, but when he returned home, he had a feeling of "here is safe". There is a sense of security here.So the cold partition wall in his heart collapsed little by little, and he didn't realize it himself.

"The alcohol content of Snow Beer is not high, and it tastes like slightly bitter carbonated water. The alcohol content of domestic beer seems to be getting lower and lower," Tang Zhizhi said.

Appropriately, snowflakes kept falling from the sky outside the window, probably because of the temperature difference, water droplets hung on the window glass.

"Really, it's so bland that it doesn't have any taste at all." Song Yunshui agreed after tasting a few mouthfuls.

Song Yunshui rarely told Tang Zhizhi what was in his heart, and rarely mentioned his past experience. Tang Zhizhi always felt that although their relationship was closer than before, Song Yunshui still kept a distance from him intentionally or unintentionally.

There was a similar scene when I took the train home for two days and two nights.Both sides of the straight aisle are full of men, women and children. For two days and two nights, strangers chatted with each other in the carriage. A little alienation, after all, it is a meeting by chance, it is difficult to form a deep friendship, there is a layer of veil between people, and there is only a short, hazy, reserved intimacy with each other.

Song Yunshui probably had this kind of attitude towards him.But wine has the effect of enhancing the friendship between men. At this moment, Tang Bubu felt that the distance between them had shortened a bit, as if they were buddies, the layer of veil seemed to disappear.

After a while, Tang Zhizhi coughed suddenly as if he had been choked.The cough continued for a long time, and some blood even leaked from the corners of his dry and peeled mouth.Song Yunshui frowned and asked him if he was okay, why did he cough up blood?A trace of doubt flashed in Tang Buzhi's eyes, but he shook his head and said that I was fine, but my gums were bleeding a little.Then stood up and said I'm going to the bathroom.

……

There is a large rectangular mirror in the bathroom. Toothbrushes, towels and other toiletries are neatly placed on the metal shelf next to it. So what's the advanced one doing?).

Tang Zhizhi stood in front of the white-bellied washstand and rinsed his mouth with water. He had just lied. His gums did not bleed, but the blood actually flowed from his throat.

Tang Zhi didn't know that he had hurt his stomach from drinking, but he didn't feel any discomfort in his abdomen. Instead, he felt pain in his heart, as if he was tightly grasped by a hand, and his nails pierced deeply into his organs.

Tang Zhizhi spit out the mouthwash, it was red, accompanied by a faint smell of blood, the water vapor rose from the table, flashed under the light above his head, like white fine sand, and rushed into his eyes ——His pupils are very dark, extremely dark, but it makes people feel bright.

Tang didn't know that he always felt dizzy and tired recently, and now he even vomited blood. He squinted his eyes, thinking that I must not be suffering from some kind of illness.But I didn't go to the hospital either, because I felt that it was too troublesome to queue up for registration.