The Rationalist's Marriage

I can't let go of my words.

end.Sorry for the bad state, I am not satisfied with this article, and even feel that writing is very strange later on, and I can't find a natural feeling.There is also a small plot point that I plan to release, but I don't know if I can write it smoothly.

I've been writing BL for several years, but I haven't found any progress. The constraints are getting heavier and heavier, which come from my own constraints.To put it bluntly, I don't understand men, or I don't want to understand.Emotional flow should start from people, don't know how to write?Write realistically?I'm not interested in digging into the psychology of real men; writing the perfect fairy tale?I feel like I'm daydreaming, fake.Why do I have the theme of the crematorium, because I know that the prodigal son is self-deceiving.But the perfection I like from beginning to end is another kind of self-deception?Can you really write what you don’t even believe?Does it make sense to write it?Affected by a similar mentality, it loses its true feelings and becomes difficult to write.

It will be slowly adjusted and revised, and it will take time.The subcp of this article and the pre-received short article "Rainy Night" may be written after a while.Next, I will write the saved manuscript of Lily Wen first, and I also plan to write about the heroine Xiangwu CP, so I will suspend BL writing before adjusting my mentality.

Thank you friends who follow the update, if this clumsy little article has touched you a little, I am still very happy.See you again.