Dressed as a small waste in the movie emperor's house
Chapter 67 Innocent
Gu Congjue's bright smile actually hurt Shen Yanxing's heart.
The anger disappeared in an instant, Shen Yanxing only thought affectionately, this is a poor little boy who has lived two lifetimes - the two lifetimes add up to 35 years, only to realize what family warmth is, and to experience the joy of birthday ah.
Let’s say he is immature. Over 35 years of life experience and extraordinary reincarnation experiences have made Gu Congjue’s mind mature and stable.
The "cold feeling" that naturally emanates from him comes from these two points: he is as mature and stable as an iceberg, huge and standing still all year round; minor disasters and tribulations cannot defeat him, let alone melt him .
But to say that he is mature doesn't seem to be the case.He has lived two lives, but he has been a child—or rather, he hasn't even learned how to be a child.
Gu Congjue's emotional cognitive function was repaired and cultivated bit by bit after he came to this world.He looks more mature than anyone else, but he started too late, too late.
This is a slow-witted idiot who only recently started to understand love and understand love--a kind of emotional handicap and emotional waste that his parents have stamped and admitted, and he himself can't refute it.He had enough debuffs on him, how could Shen Yanxing dare to demand anything?
Thinking of this, Shen Yanxing's heart became very soft.
He told Gu Congjue: "Besides, I will also accompany you on your 19th, 20th... [-]th birthday."
He suddenly didn't care, Gu Congjue liked whoever he liked.It doesn't matter if Gu Congjue likes someone else, he will still like Gu Congjue as always.
Gu Congjue paused, surprise flashed in his pupils for a moment, and then his smile returned.
"You really are Shen Yanxing."
Shen Yanxing in his previous life also comforted and encouraged him in this way.
It was because Shen Yanxing was too dazzling and attractive that he felt regretful and could not forgive himself for breaking the contract for a long time.
But it doesn't seem too late now.He didn't miss it, he waited for a better opportunity.
"Let's go," Gu Congjue held Shen Yanxing's hand behind his back, and firmly grasped Shen Yanxing's wrist, pointing to the living room, "Go and see them hang up lanterns."
Seeing Gu Congjue holding his hand, Shen Yanxing was in a daze for a while, feeling possessive desire mixed with anger.He forcibly restrained himself, tried his best to let go of his chest, and nodded.
The cold winter couldn't resist the Gu family's enthusiasm for celebrating Young Master Sun's birthday, and the birthday party that night was made extremely lively and grand.Gu Xiangjue and his wife ordered a three-story birthday cake from the most famous dessert shop in the northern city; Represents the couple's expectations for the cub.
They want their cubs to remain childlike forever, preferably never to grow up.
By their side, be a "little waste" who needs to be loved by parents for a lifetime.
The three layers of the cake are filled with fruit fillings of three different flavors: sea salt, cheese, and Oreo.Afraid that there are too many people in the family, but the cake will not be enough, the housekeeper also bought pizza and fried chicken. The overall "configuration" is very similar to the celebration banquet held by Gu Congjue when he was [-] days old.
Gu Congjue held the fried chicken wings, thinking of how lonely he was at the celebration banquet - he didn't even take a bite of the fried chicken pieces, and the little man was sulking on the bed that night, Gu Congjue I just feel so stupid, I was so stupid when I was a child.
"Take the fried chicken and don't eat it, why are you laughing stupidly?" Shen Yanxing came over and asked him, "I've seen someone stupid, but I've never seen someone who is stupid with fried chicken."
Gu Congjue did not refute, and took advantage of the opportunity to tell Shen Yanxing about the past when he was a child.
After hearing this, Shen Yanxing's first reaction was to be amazed at his amazing memory: "You are too amazing, you can actually remember things from so long ago? I have almost forgotten everything about my childhood, and there are few things I remember."
"Okay?" Gu Congjue shook his head, "I don't have a good memory at all. Because I am too young, even if I consciously want to remember something, I will be limited by the baby's body and cannot remember it—like Consciousness is sealed."
"But you remember the two hundred days?"
"It must have been too angry at that time." Gu Congjue spread his hands, "On the day of the [-]-day celebration banquet, the adults ate more happily than today. Obviously I was the protagonist, but I didn't catch a sip, so I could only go back to the room to drink milk powder sleep."
"You still hold grudges." Shen Yanxing chuckled, and there was a bit of regret and pity in his words, "You were so cute when you were young... Obviously Auntie Xiaomei was working in the Gu family at that time, why didn't we know each other earlier? I really want to see You were round and chubby when you were young."
In the past, it was Gu Congjue who regretted not being able to meet Shen Yanxing earlier, but now it's the other way around, and Shen Yanxing often regrets not being able to meet Gu Congjue earlier.
Gu Congjue chuckled, and when he was about to say something more, he was called away by Yang Cuirong.The grandparents had a video call and asked the two boys to go over so that they could take a closer look.
Grandpa and grandma are finished, and grandma and grandpa want to say hello.Four old people, two international phone calls, the content of the conversation is similar: first chat with Shen Yanxing, tell Shen Yanxing to study hard and get into a good art college, and then talk to his grandson, asking him to pay attention to his health and stop talking The accident made the adults worry.
Everything is imaginary, healthy growth is real!
The four old people don't know if they have passed through the water, but they all said that they will return to China to live in China after the spring warms up in China, and they will never go abroad again.
The old people were big names in the literary and art circles in the early years. When they were young, they ran a lot of performances. At that time, the conditions were not good.
At that time, Gu Xiang and his wife had just got married, and Xiang Yuyan's belly had just started to show.The current ceiling of the entertainment circle had not yet gained a firm foothold in the circle at that time. The old people were not only worried about the careers of their sons, sons-in-law/daughter-in-law, but also their grandchildren. At that time, domestic medical equipment was not very advanced. , He insisted on staying up for a few more years.It wasn't until Gu Congjue was about two years old that he was about to go to kindergarten that he was persuaded by his juniors to go abroad for recuperation and surgery.
The recuperation environment in a small country in Western Europe is really good, and the operation was very successful; the elderly can speak foreign languages, know many great foreign directors, have many actor friends, and live happily in foreign countries.
Because they have to fly for a long time to return to China, and visas were troublesome when they did not have a green card a few years ago, so they return to China about once a year and a half or two years.Before Gu Congjue went to high school, he was not so busy with his studies. Gu Xiang and his wife would take him to fly abroad for the New Year, and take a vacation along the way.
"Your dad and I are living a good life abroad. Don't worry about us. You mistakenly think that we are being bullied outside."
Unlike Xiang Yuyan, who has a sharp mouth and a bean curd heart, Gu Congjue's grandparents, that is, Xiang Yuyan's own parents, are very kind and gentle old people. More chatter.
"We just miss home. We miss our motherland, we miss you, your sister, and your aunt, and we miss Ping Yue and Xiao Cong.
"Isn't Xiaocong and Xingxing going to take the college entrance examination? Going back after the spring of next year will just be able to cheer them on."
Xiang Yuyan's eyes turned red when he heard this, and he hummed and said with a smile: "Okay. You always want to come back, how dare my sister and I stop you?
"Come back! Pick a good day after the beginning of spring, and our whole family will pick you up at the airport!"
Shen Yanxing likes to watch this kind of happy family scene.He was still moved when he felt someone pull him.
Looking along the trend, it was Gu Congjue who was smiling, lowering his voice and whispering, "When grandma and grandpa return to China, I will introduce you to them."
Shen Yanxing snorted and replied in a low voice, "Do you need an introduction? In terms of relationship, your grandparents are actually my aunt and uncle!"
"I know, but that's not what I'm talking about." Gu Cong decided to point out, "I'm talking about 'introduction' in another sense."
Shen Yanxing was confused: "Huh?"
The party started at eight o'clock and ended after ten o'clock.As a birthday star, Gu Congjue didn't get high, he just took pictures with his mother, made small videos, and edited copywriting to post to Moments.He hated the camera before, and he could hide from things like group photos. Taking one photo is not a loss, and taking two photos is to prolong and make a steady profit.
After the car accident, the camera phobia got better, and the group photo knew that it was necessary to cooperate, so Xiang Yuyan "take advantage of the fire", dragged the boy to knead, picked a filter with a piggy headgear, and took countless photos.
The two-person version is not counted, the three-person version with Gu Pingyue, the four-person version with Shen Yanxing, and the five-person version with Yang Cuirong—everything, you have to have one.
The photos were taken, the cakes were eaten, and the fried chicken pizza was gone.It was half past eleven when the servants finished tidying up the living room.After washing, Shen Yanxing went downstairs lightly, ready to sneak into Gu Congjue's room and find that dull idiot to fulfill last year's "promise".
The corridor on the second floor is connected to the empty hall on the first floor, and the star lights that were not taken off after the party are still blinking slowly and rhythmically.Gu Xiang and his wife and Rong's mother went back to their respective rooms, and the servants dispersed after cleaning up. The first and second floors were quiet, only Shen Yanxing's little heart was beating wildly.
Tiptoing to the door of Gu Congjue's room, Shen Yanxing nervously twisted the doorknob, fearing that the door would be locked, or that Gu Congjue was already tired and fell asleep.But fortunately, Gu Congjue didn't lock the door and didn't sleep, he just sat at the desk, followed the sound of the door opening, and turned his head to look over.
It seemed that she had expected it long ago, waiting for his arrival.
"You are here."
Gu Congjue bent down, opened the bottom drawer of the desk, and took out the small wooden box with a lock.
"I thought you forgot."
Shen Yanxing closed the door, tightened the lock, and muttered: "I'm afraid you'd forget."
"Why did I forget?" Gu Congjue conjured a small key out of thin air and opened the small wooden box. As expected, there was a notebook inside. "It's impossible to forget such an important thing."
Shen Yanxing originally wanted to refute, "Could it be that you fell in love with someone else and gradually alienated me", but thinking that he had just made up his mind to "let go of his mind" today, he swallowed the complaint that came to his lips.
He wanted to quickly see the notes in the wooden box - that, Gu Congjue's secret.
"Before you read it, you have to promise me first," Gu Congjue pinched the notebook, asking whether to give it or not, "You won't scream when you're scared, and you won't hate me because of it in the future."
Shen Yanxing directly took the notebook and sat down on Gu Congjue's bed, puzzled: "Why do I hate you?"
Gu Congjue smiled bitterly: "I think the things inside are quite scary, very similar to the creations of idiots and perverts."
Shen Yanxing didn't understand, and looked down at the notes in his hand.
The cover only has a pattern of the notebook itself, and nothing is written on it; the entire cover looks brand new, but the edges are a little frizzy and curled up, it can be seen that it is a notebook that has been used for a long time, but it is well protected.
Turning to the first page and starting to read, within five seconds of reading, Shen Yanxing was shocked by the content recorded in the book: "This is..."
I thought it would be a memoir of my previous life, but I didn't expect that when I opened the book, it was full of things: him.
"This, is it me who wrote it?" Eyes widened, Shen Yanxing couldn't wait to take a closer look, and roughly scanned the content of each page, only extracting the key words that he saw at first glance, "So many notes, It's all about me?"
"Well," Gu Congjue nodded, "That's why I told you not to be afraid."
"It's not that I'm afraid, it's just a little..." Shen Yanxing swallowed, and suddenly couldn't think of suitable words to express his feelings, "Shock? I didn't expect this notebook to be like this.
"I thought I would spy on your past life through the notes, but I didn't expect that it was actually my shadow.
"Why do it?"
"Because I'm afraid of forgetting you."
Gu Congjue got up from the chair, and squatted down in front of Shen Yanxing.Like a loyal knight, Wei Wei looked up at his star.
"After being reborn, whether it's revenge or starting a new life, I'm not in a hurry, and I don't care that much. The only thing I care about and fear is forgetting you.
"You mean a lot to me—more than my life. 'I' wouldn't be 'me' without you."
Shen Yanxing's eyes drooped, and he clutched the notebook tightly with both hands.
Some characters in the notes are very "ugly". Although the shape of the characters is similar to Gu Congjue's current handwriting, the strokes are too soft and weak, and the whole characters are soft, like a child's handwriting.
Shen Yanxing guessed that this was written by Gu Congjue when he was a child.He heard from Xiang Yuyan that Gu Congjue was smart since he was a child, and he could write a lot of words from the age when he could hold a pen.These crooked words also just show that Gu Congjue has been looking for him, recording him in the way he can think of.
He always has him in his heart.
"Am I really that important?" Shen Yanxing closed his notebook, "Am I really so indispensable to you?"
Gu Congjue was stunned: "Of course. You are my guiding star when I am in trouble and confusion, and you are also a barrier to protect me and resist the strong wind when my candle is dim.
"Without you, I would have died long ago."
"Then you..." Shen Yanxing's upper and lower teeth trembled, he bit the meat in his mouth and cheeks, and forced himself to calm down, "Then do you like me?"
Gu Congjue took a heavy breath: "Hi, like it?"
"Well, it's the liking between lovers." Shen Yanxing was a little confused, and after explaining, he muttered to himself, "Yes, he probably likes me, right? You don't like me, why do you miss me so much?
"You don't like me, why...why treat me so well."
Gu Congjue swallowed and nodded, "I like you."
Shen Yanxing's question came too suddenly, which made his confession very informal.So after finishing his answer, he still wanted to add something to explain, but he didn't want Shen Yanxing to kiss his lips as soon as he opened his mouth.
Gu Congjue's pupils constricted, he didn't even realize it was a kiss for a moment, he only knew that Shen Yanxing bumped into his arms and kissed him, causing Shen Yanxing's upper lip to hit his front teeth.
He ate a faint smell of blood.Move your tongue and savor it carefully with your taste buds, and find that it is actually sweet.
sweet.
Just as Gu Congjue wanted to close his eyes and enjoy, Shen Yanxing let go of his lips.The eyes of the beauty sitting on the bed whom he looked up to had tears in their eyes, and their pupils were as crystal clear and clear as in his spring|dream.
"Since you like me, then you should have said it earlier!" Shen Yanxing accused the dull bastard aggrievedly, "You already like me, why do you keep alienating me? I thought, thought..."
"Why?"
Gu Congjue realized later, and after he understood the meaning, the roots of his ears began to turn red and hot again, he hesitated and waved his hands.
"I, I didn't hide it deliberately, but I was very slow, and it took nearly half a year to slowly sort out my feelings for you. Although I liked you before, I always thought it was admiration...
"I didn't like anyone else, don't get me wrong!"
"You didn't hide it, and you didn't like others, but you did alienate me, didn't you?"
Shen Yanxing couldn't hide his tears and crying, which made him twitch, like a wronged little daughter-in-law.
"Don't hold hands with me and whisper, and occasionally see me and avoid me! You think you're doing it unconsciously, but I can see it!"
"that is because……"
Gu Congjue's eyes wandered, and the redness at the base of his ears gradually spread to his face.
"I had a dream, because of that dream, I found that my feelings for you are unusual - not pure admiration, but a unique liking; but also because of that dream, I found that I still have, have……"
He really didn't know what to say next!
Forgive him, his lack of language organization ability, and his too thin skin can only support him to finish these words!
Fortunately, Shen Yanxing understood.
Not only did he understand hard, Shen Yanxing even laughed out loud twice.He put his hands on Gu Congjue's shoulders, stood up suddenly and pulled his little cousin who was squatting in front of him up.
The little cousin is well-developed. When we first met at the age of fifteen or sixteen, he was a little shorter than him. In the past year, he has grown gradually, and he is almost a forehead taller than him.Taking advantage of not paying attention, he pushed the person back, sniffed, tried his best to put on airs and momentum, and bravely rode over.
"The reason for this explanation is good, I am very satisfied, and I can ignore this previous suspicion."
Shen Yanxing originally thought that Gu Congjue was just so slow and cute, but he didn't think that Gu Congjue was naturally innocent and very cute.
The cuter he is, the more he wants... the more he wants to get closer to this person.
"Now that the conversation session is over, it's time for some actual combat, right?
"Cousin, brother."
The author has something to say:
Xing: You are very good at reading, but there are some things that only your elder brother can teach you personally.
Cub: ah?
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Get an end vaccination!The main text will be written until the boys have finished their college entrance examinations, maybe there are about five or six chapters left?
Fanwai has a bit of daily life in college + entertainment show love, and if line. After waking up, I found that the other half has become smaller. Two small chapters~
The anger disappeared in an instant, Shen Yanxing only thought affectionately, this is a poor little boy who has lived two lifetimes - the two lifetimes add up to 35 years, only to realize what family warmth is, and to experience the joy of birthday ah.
Let’s say he is immature. Over 35 years of life experience and extraordinary reincarnation experiences have made Gu Congjue’s mind mature and stable.
The "cold feeling" that naturally emanates from him comes from these two points: he is as mature and stable as an iceberg, huge and standing still all year round; minor disasters and tribulations cannot defeat him, let alone melt him .
But to say that he is mature doesn't seem to be the case.He has lived two lives, but he has been a child—or rather, he hasn't even learned how to be a child.
Gu Congjue's emotional cognitive function was repaired and cultivated bit by bit after he came to this world.He looks more mature than anyone else, but he started too late, too late.
This is a slow-witted idiot who only recently started to understand love and understand love--a kind of emotional handicap and emotional waste that his parents have stamped and admitted, and he himself can't refute it.He had enough debuffs on him, how could Shen Yanxing dare to demand anything?
Thinking of this, Shen Yanxing's heart became very soft.
He told Gu Congjue: "Besides, I will also accompany you on your 19th, 20th... [-]th birthday."
He suddenly didn't care, Gu Congjue liked whoever he liked.It doesn't matter if Gu Congjue likes someone else, he will still like Gu Congjue as always.
Gu Congjue paused, surprise flashed in his pupils for a moment, and then his smile returned.
"You really are Shen Yanxing."
Shen Yanxing in his previous life also comforted and encouraged him in this way.
It was because Shen Yanxing was too dazzling and attractive that he felt regretful and could not forgive himself for breaking the contract for a long time.
But it doesn't seem too late now.He didn't miss it, he waited for a better opportunity.
"Let's go," Gu Congjue held Shen Yanxing's hand behind his back, and firmly grasped Shen Yanxing's wrist, pointing to the living room, "Go and see them hang up lanterns."
Seeing Gu Congjue holding his hand, Shen Yanxing was in a daze for a while, feeling possessive desire mixed with anger.He forcibly restrained himself, tried his best to let go of his chest, and nodded.
The cold winter couldn't resist the Gu family's enthusiasm for celebrating Young Master Sun's birthday, and the birthday party that night was made extremely lively and grand.Gu Xiangjue and his wife ordered a three-story birthday cake from the most famous dessert shop in the northern city; Represents the couple's expectations for the cub.
They want their cubs to remain childlike forever, preferably never to grow up.
By their side, be a "little waste" who needs to be loved by parents for a lifetime.
The three layers of the cake are filled with fruit fillings of three different flavors: sea salt, cheese, and Oreo.Afraid that there are too many people in the family, but the cake will not be enough, the housekeeper also bought pizza and fried chicken. The overall "configuration" is very similar to the celebration banquet held by Gu Congjue when he was [-] days old.
Gu Congjue held the fried chicken wings, thinking of how lonely he was at the celebration banquet - he didn't even take a bite of the fried chicken pieces, and the little man was sulking on the bed that night, Gu Congjue I just feel so stupid, I was so stupid when I was a child.
"Take the fried chicken and don't eat it, why are you laughing stupidly?" Shen Yanxing came over and asked him, "I've seen someone stupid, but I've never seen someone who is stupid with fried chicken."
Gu Congjue did not refute, and took advantage of the opportunity to tell Shen Yanxing about the past when he was a child.
After hearing this, Shen Yanxing's first reaction was to be amazed at his amazing memory: "You are too amazing, you can actually remember things from so long ago? I have almost forgotten everything about my childhood, and there are few things I remember."
"Okay?" Gu Congjue shook his head, "I don't have a good memory at all. Because I am too young, even if I consciously want to remember something, I will be limited by the baby's body and cannot remember it—like Consciousness is sealed."
"But you remember the two hundred days?"
"It must have been too angry at that time." Gu Congjue spread his hands, "On the day of the [-]-day celebration banquet, the adults ate more happily than today. Obviously I was the protagonist, but I didn't catch a sip, so I could only go back to the room to drink milk powder sleep."
"You still hold grudges." Shen Yanxing chuckled, and there was a bit of regret and pity in his words, "You were so cute when you were young... Obviously Auntie Xiaomei was working in the Gu family at that time, why didn't we know each other earlier? I really want to see You were round and chubby when you were young."
In the past, it was Gu Congjue who regretted not being able to meet Shen Yanxing earlier, but now it's the other way around, and Shen Yanxing often regrets not being able to meet Gu Congjue earlier.
Gu Congjue chuckled, and when he was about to say something more, he was called away by Yang Cuirong.The grandparents had a video call and asked the two boys to go over so that they could take a closer look.
Grandpa and grandma are finished, and grandma and grandpa want to say hello.Four old people, two international phone calls, the content of the conversation is similar: first chat with Shen Yanxing, tell Shen Yanxing to study hard and get into a good art college, and then talk to his grandson, asking him to pay attention to his health and stop talking The accident made the adults worry.
Everything is imaginary, healthy growth is real!
The four old people don't know if they have passed through the water, but they all said that they will return to China to live in China after the spring warms up in China, and they will never go abroad again.
The old people were big names in the literary and art circles in the early years. When they were young, they ran a lot of performances. At that time, the conditions were not good.
At that time, Gu Xiang and his wife had just got married, and Xiang Yuyan's belly had just started to show.The current ceiling of the entertainment circle had not yet gained a firm foothold in the circle at that time. The old people were not only worried about the careers of their sons, sons-in-law/daughter-in-law, but also their grandchildren. At that time, domestic medical equipment was not very advanced. , He insisted on staying up for a few more years.It wasn't until Gu Congjue was about two years old that he was about to go to kindergarten that he was persuaded by his juniors to go abroad for recuperation and surgery.
The recuperation environment in a small country in Western Europe is really good, and the operation was very successful; the elderly can speak foreign languages, know many great foreign directors, have many actor friends, and live happily in foreign countries.
Because they have to fly for a long time to return to China, and visas were troublesome when they did not have a green card a few years ago, so they return to China about once a year and a half or two years.Before Gu Congjue went to high school, he was not so busy with his studies. Gu Xiang and his wife would take him to fly abroad for the New Year, and take a vacation along the way.
"Your dad and I are living a good life abroad. Don't worry about us. You mistakenly think that we are being bullied outside."
Unlike Xiang Yuyan, who has a sharp mouth and a bean curd heart, Gu Congjue's grandparents, that is, Xiang Yuyan's own parents, are very kind and gentle old people. More chatter.
"We just miss home. We miss our motherland, we miss you, your sister, and your aunt, and we miss Ping Yue and Xiao Cong.
"Isn't Xiaocong and Xingxing going to take the college entrance examination? Going back after the spring of next year will just be able to cheer them on."
Xiang Yuyan's eyes turned red when he heard this, and he hummed and said with a smile: "Okay. You always want to come back, how dare my sister and I stop you?
"Come back! Pick a good day after the beginning of spring, and our whole family will pick you up at the airport!"
Shen Yanxing likes to watch this kind of happy family scene.He was still moved when he felt someone pull him.
Looking along the trend, it was Gu Congjue who was smiling, lowering his voice and whispering, "When grandma and grandpa return to China, I will introduce you to them."
Shen Yanxing snorted and replied in a low voice, "Do you need an introduction? In terms of relationship, your grandparents are actually my aunt and uncle!"
"I know, but that's not what I'm talking about." Gu Cong decided to point out, "I'm talking about 'introduction' in another sense."
Shen Yanxing was confused: "Huh?"
The party started at eight o'clock and ended after ten o'clock.As a birthday star, Gu Congjue didn't get high, he just took pictures with his mother, made small videos, and edited copywriting to post to Moments.He hated the camera before, and he could hide from things like group photos. Taking one photo is not a loss, and taking two photos is to prolong and make a steady profit.
After the car accident, the camera phobia got better, and the group photo knew that it was necessary to cooperate, so Xiang Yuyan "take advantage of the fire", dragged the boy to knead, picked a filter with a piggy headgear, and took countless photos.
The two-person version is not counted, the three-person version with Gu Pingyue, the four-person version with Shen Yanxing, and the five-person version with Yang Cuirong—everything, you have to have one.
The photos were taken, the cakes were eaten, and the fried chicken pizza was gone.It was half past eleven when the servants finished tidying up the living room.After washing, Shen Yanxing went downstairs lightly, ready to sneak into Gu Congjue's room and find that dull idiot to fulfill last year's "promise".
The corridor on the second floor is connected to the empty hall on the first floor, and the star lights that were not taken off after the party are still blinking slowly and rhythmically.Gu Xiang and his wife and Rong's mother went back to their respective rooms, and the servants dispersed after cleaning up. The first and second floors were quiet, only Shen Yanxing's little heart was beating wildly.
Tiptoing to the door of Gu Congjue's room, Shen Yanxing nervously twisted the doorknob, fearing that the door would be locked, or that Gu Congjue was already tired and fell asleep.But fortunately, Gu Congjue didn't lock the door and didn't sleep, he just sat at the desk, followed the sound of the door opening, and turned his head to look over.
It seemed that she had expected it long ago, waiting for his arrival.
"You are here."
Gu Congjue bent down, opened the bottom drawer of the desk, and took out the small wooden box with a lock.
"I thought you forgot."
Shen Yanxing closed the door, tightened the lock, and muttered: "I'm afraid you'd forget."
"Why did I forget?" Gu Congjue conjured a small key out of thin air and opened the small wooden box. As expected, there was a notebook inside. "It's impossible to forget such an important thing."
Shen Yanxing originally wanted to refute, "Could it be that you fell in love with someone else and gradually alienated me", but thinking that he had just made up his mind to "let go of his mind" today, he swallowed the complaint that came to his lips.
He wanted to quickly see the notes in the wooden box - that, Gu Congjue's secret.
"Before you read it, you have to promise me first," Gu Congjue pinched the notebook, asking whether to give it or not, "You won't scream when you're scared, and you won't hate me because of it in the future."
Shen Yanxing directly took the notebook and sat down on Gu Congjue's bed, puzzled: "Why do I hate you?"
Gu Congjue smiled bitterly: "I think the things inside are quite scary, very similar to the creations of idiots and perverts."
Shen Yanxing didn't understand, and looked down at the notes in his hand.
The cover only has a pattern of the notebook itself, and nothing is written on it; the entire cover looks brand new, but the edges are a little frizzy and curled up, it can be seen that it is a notebook that has been used for a long time, but it is well protected.
Turning to the first page and starting to read, within five seconds of reading, Shen Yanxing was shocked by the content recorded in the book: "This is..."
I thought it would be a memoir of my previous life, but I didn't expect that when I opened the book, it was full of things: him.
"This, is it me who wrote it?" Eyes widened, Shen Yanxing couldn't wait to take a closer look, and roughly scanned the content of each page, only extracting the key words that he saw at first glance, "So many notes, It's all about me?"
"Well," Gu Congjue nodded, "That's why I told you not to be afraid."
"It's not that I'm afraid, it's just a little..." Shen Yanxing swallowed, and suddenly couldn't think of suitable words to express his feelings, "Shock? I didn't expect this notebook to be like this.
"I thought I would spy on your past life through the notes, but I didn't expect that it was actually my shadow.
"Why do it?"
"Because I'm afraid of forgetting you."
Gu Congjue got up from the chair, and squatted down in front of Shen Yanxing.Like a loyal knight, Wei Wei looked up at his star.
"After being reborn, whether it's revenge or starting a new life, I'm not in a hurry, and I don't care that much. The only thing I care about and fear is forgetting you.
"You mean a lot to me—more than my life. 'I' wouldn't be 'me' without you."
Shen Yanxing's eyes drooped, and he clutched the notebook tightly with both hands.
Some characters in the notes are very "ugly". Although the shape of the characters is similar to Gu Congjue's current handwriting, the strokes are too soft and weak, and the whole characters are soft, like a child's handwriting.
Shen Yanxing guessed that this was written by Gu Congjue when he was a child.He heard from Xiang Yuyan that Gu Congjue was smart since he was a child, and he could write a lot of words from the age when he could hold a pen.These crooked words also just show that Gu Congjue has been looking for him, recording him in the way he can think of.
He always has him in his heart.
"Am I really that important?" Shen Yanxing closed his notebook, "Am I really so indispensable to you?"
Gu Congjue was stunned: "Of course. You are my guiding star when I am in trouble and confusion, and you are also a barrier to protect me and resist the strong wind when my candle is dim.
"Without you, I would have died long ago."
"Then you..." Shen Yanxing's upper and lower teeth trembled, he bit the meat in his mouth and cheeks, and forced himself to calm down, "Then do you like me?"
Gu Congjue took a heavy breath: "Hi, like it?"
"Well, it's the liking between lovers." Shen Yanxing was a little confused, and after explaining, he muttered to himself, "Yes, he probably likes me, right? You don't like me, why do you miss me so much?
"You don't like me, why...why treat me so well."
Gu Congjue swallowed and nodded, "I like you."
Shen Yanxing's question came too suddenly, which made his confession very informal.So after finishing his answer, he still wanted to add something to explain, but he didn't want Shen Yanxing to kiss his lips as soon as he opened his mouth.
Gu Congjue's pupils constricted, he didn't even realize it was a kiss for a moment, he only knew that Shen Yanxing bumped into his arms and kissed him, causing Shen Yanxing's upper lip to hit his front teeth.
He ate a faint smell of blood.Move your tongue and savor it carefully with your taste buds, and find that it is actually sweet.
sweet.
Just as Gu Congjue wanted to close his eyes and enjoy, Shen Yanxing let go of his lips.The eyes of the beauty sitting on the bed whom he looked up to had tears in their eyes, and their pupils were as crystal clear and clear as in his spring|dream.
"Since you like me, then you should have said it earlier!" Shen Yanxing accused the dull bastard aggrievedly, "You already like me, why do you keep alienating me? I thought, thought..."
"Why?"
Gu Congjue realized later, and after he understood the meaning, the roots of his ears began to turn red and hot again, he hesitated and waved his hands.
"I, I didn't hide it deliberately, but I was very slow, and it took nearly half a year to slowly sort out my feelings for you. Although I liked you before, I always thought it was admiration...
"I didn't like anyone else, don't get me wrong!"
"You didn't hide it, and you didn't like others, but you did alienate me, didn't you?"
Shen Yanxing couldn't hide his tears and crying, which made him twitch, like a wronged little daughter-in-law.
"Don't hold hands with me and whisper, and occasionally see me and avoid me! You think you're doing it unconsciously, but I can see it!"
"that is because……"
Gu Congjue's eyes wandered, and the redness at the base of his ears gradually spread to his face.
"I had a dream, because of that dream, I found that my feelings for you are unusual - not pure admiration, but a unique liking; but also because of that dream, I found that I still have, have……"
He really didn't know what to say next!
Forgive him, his lack of language organization ability, and his too thin skin can only support him to finish these words!
Fortunately, Shen Yanxing understood.
Not only did he understand hard, Shen Yanxing even laughed out loud twice.He put his hands on Gu Congjue's shoulders, stood up suddenly and pulled his little cousin who was squatting in front of him up.
The little cousin is well-developed. When we first met at the age of fifteen or sixteen, he was a little shorter than him. In the past year, he has grown gradually, and he is almost a forehead taller than him.Taking advantage of not paying attention, he pushed the person back, sniffed, tried his best to put on airs and momentum, and bravely rode over.
"The reason for this explanation is good, I am very satisfied, and I can ignore this previous suspicion."
Shen Yanxing originally thought that Gu Congjue was just so slow and cute, but he didn't think that Gu Congjue was naturally innocent and very cute.
The cuter he is, the more he wants... the more he wants to get closer to this person.
"Now that the conversation session is over, it's time for some actual combat, right?
"Cousin, brother."
The author has something to say:
Xing: You are very good at reading, but there are some things that only your elder brother can teach you personally.
Cub: ah?
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Get an end vaccination!The main text will be written until the boys have finished their college entrance examinations, maybe there are about five or six chapters left?
Fanwai has a bit of daily life in college + entertainment show love, and if line. After waking up, I found that the other half has become smaller. Two small chapters~
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