"Did it also be borrowed?"
Gu Congjue frowned, acting very nervous.
"Can I see the information of the previous life, how?"
Shen Yanxing felt that Gu Congjue's reaction was too serious and too serious—he was the one who got the fortune-telling?
He also noticed Gu Congjue's wording: Gu Congjue said "also".Is this word enough to show that Gu Congjue has suffered similar things?
Shen Yanxing remained silent, secretly took a look at Gu Congjue, and continued to listen to He Fang's analysis of his horoscope.
He Fang took out a handkerchief from her handbag, wiped the sweat from her forehead lightly, and seemed to have spent a lot of energy in analyzing her horoscope: "Mr. Shen Xiao's fate line in his previous life is similar to yours, Mr. Gu Xiao."
Gu Congjue: "How?"
Facing the horoscope, He Fang explained it to the two young boys in easy-to-understand language.During the process of listening to the lecture, Shen Yanxing understood the reason why Gu Congjue said "yes".
The fate of ordinary people is constant, the higher you stand, the more likely you will fall hard; the better luck you experience, the more likely you are to meet the same disaster.Whether it is extremely prosperous or not, misfortune and fortune take turns.
Lucky people are not always lucky, and unlucky people cannot be unlucky forever.
"Mr. Shen Xiao, your current fate is at a low point most of the time." He Fang said.
"Like this?" Gu Congjue took Shen Yanxing's left hand and drew a function on it.
The feeling of the nib rubbing against the palm of your hand is really itchy.Shen Yanxing shrank his neck unconsciously, but did not withdraw his hand.
Although he really wanted to complain about Gu Congjue, "Why do you always bring a pen but not a sticky note", Shen Yanxing had to admit that he quite liked being written by Gu Congjue in the palm of his hand.
This itchy feeling in the palm of the hand... wonderful and intimate.
"Yes, that's right." He Fang took a look, "When we met last time, I also told you that you were borrowed luck in your previous life, which led to an imbalance of blessings and misfortunes-the misfortune you received far outweighed the blessings." ;In order to compensate you, you will have more blessings than disasters in this life."
He Fang was talking to Gu Congjue, but Shen Yanxing was stunned for a moment: What, because Gu Congjue was borrowed luck, so in this life, there will be more good luck than disaster?
Shen Yanxing suddenly realized why Gu Congjue was rich, handsome and smart - it turned out that God was compensating him!
"But in Mr. Shen's previous life, there were more misfortunes than blessings-the blessings and misfortunes were already out of balance, but in this life..." He Fang sighed, "There are still more misfortunes than blessings. The number of fortunes keeps dropping and there is no upward trend, which is very strange. Abnormal, very inconsistent with the law of numerology."
"Then—" Gu Congjue asked, "Can you tell me about the ending of Shen Yanxing's previous life? After comparing it with my previous life, what was it like? Did he suffer a lot of unfair things?"
Gu Congjue raised three questions at once, which made He Fang dumbfounded.While she felt unable to answer, Shen Yanxing was also very surprised.
Shen Yanxing didn't understand, why did Gu Congjue care so much about his past life?Why does this blunt and natural guy with a domineering face of absolute materialism believe in metaphysical fortune-telling so much?
"I can't see so much information. I just know how to divination and fortune-telling, not my eyes." He Fang said calmly, "But as far as the lifeline is concerned, the lifeline of Mr. Shen Xiao's previous life is the same as yours. It broke suddenly——judging from the length, it doesn't seem to be much longer than yours."
Gu Congjue was thoughtful: "So..."
He really wanted to know the follow-up development of Shen Yanxing's previous life, so he could only get a glimpse of the follow-up through He Xiangu and by observing the horoscope.
If Shen Yanxing in his previous life could have a rebound in his fate in the later period, and he could live a better and happier life instead of continuing to live on the margins of society, then Gu Congjue's guilt and sense of indebtedness would be reduced a lot, and he would be able to live a better life in the future. Let yourself go a little bit psychologically.
But no.Shen Yanxing in his previous life didn't get any better after he left.
Not only did it not get better, but it also broke the lifeline.In other words, just like him in a sudden car accident, he fell suddenly.
The stars have fallen.
The excruciating pain made Gu Congjue feel difficult to breathe.He drank the tea made on the tea table, and then grabbed Shen Yanxing's left hand on his knee under the table.
"What about this life?" Gu Congjue asked, while consciously rubbing and scratching Shen Yanxing's palm with his right thumb, "What's the situation in this life, is there any possibility of borrowing the luck I mentioned?"
He was rubbing the function graph on Shen Yanxing's palm.
Shen Yanxing actually felt it was a pity: "What are you doing? Okay, okay, I'll wash my hands!"
"It's very possible." He Fang nodded, "Someone absorbed Mr. Shen Xiao's luck, which caused Mr. Shen Xiao's fate to be rough."
"But... how to absorb it?" Shen Yanxing asked puzzledly.
He was really not interested in and didn't believe in these divination metaphysics, but Gu Congjue was too serious and devoted, which made it difficult for him not to be affected.
In addition, what they discussed was his "fate".Hearing what Gu Congjue said to He Fang alone, Shen Yanxing was unconsciously brought into it.
"I don't understand fortune telling, but 'borrowing luck' is not borrowing money—it's something invisible and intangible. What kind of 'borrowing' method can we use to make such a mysterious thing What about borrowing it?"
He Fang couldn't answer Shen Yanxing's question, because she studied fortune-telling and divination, not witchcraft.
However, if you consider it from the perspective of witchcraft, there are quite a few ways of borrowing luck that "may work".
Many witchcraft techniques will be spread among the people in the form of legends and horror stories.Such as sticking villains, raising little ghosts, etc., are already a kind of implementation of "skills".
Shen Yanxing wrinkled his face incomprehensibly: "Will these superstitious things really work..."
"Who knows?" He Fang couldn't give a definite answer, "There will be a paradox here: no one believes, so no one tries, and there will be no effect; if there is no effect, then no one will believe and no one will try.
"Is it true that no one believes and no one tries? If everyone calmly doesn't believe and doesn't try, then why do so many people take risks and go abroad to invite gods and worship little ghosts?"
Shen Yanxing seemed to understand but half understood, as if he was persuaded.
He Fang has other work in the afternoon, and she is going to Xicheng District to hold a wedding banquet for a couple of couples on an auspicious day, so she can't stay with Cong Xing and her.
She said that she would keep Shen Yanxing's birth date and continue to study Shen Yanxing's horoscope in her free time.Shen Yanxing had no objection and asked He Fang to please; Gu Congjue was too engrossed in thinking about things, so he didn't bother to say hello to He Fang.
"Borrowing..."
Gu Congjue rested his chin in a contemplative pose, and the small ditches between his brows could almost be irrigated and stored.
"Shen Yanxing, recall carefully, is there really no one around you who is proficient in metaphysics?"
He rested his chin on his left hand, and his right hand was still tightly clutching Shen Yanxing's left wrist.
"Really do not have."
Shen Yanxing replied helplessly, and poked the back of Gu Congjue's hand by the way.
"It's fine if you hold me, can you be lighter? My wrist hurts a little from your grasp."
Gu Congjue realized later, and quickly let go: "Sorry, I unconsciously..."
Just hold it tight.
He didn't abide by the agreement in his previous life, not only failed to become better and better together with Shen Yanxing, but also caused Shen Yanxing to suffer the same fate as him - dying at a young age.
I missed the appointment in the previous life, and I must not repeat the same mistake in this life.He didn't hold onto the last star, but he has to hold on to the star that is right next to him and he has the ability to protect.
Look closely.
"It's okay." Shen Yanxing flexed his wrist, imitating He Fang's appearance just now, and made tea for Gu Congjue, "It's just a little pain...it's not annoying."
Shen Yanxing put it tactfully, he didn't hate being held by Gu Congjue.
Gu Congjue couldn't hear such a tactful hint, and his mind was still on borrowing luck: "Are you sure?"
"I'm sure." Shen Yanxing said firmly, "My interpersonal network is very simple, almost a straight line. The closest to me is my aunt, she will definitely not do vile things to me; come again He is my neighbor, and he has a very good relationship. He often visits for dinner, and he won't play tricks on me.
"As for the others... It's definitely impossible for the teacher. They have so many students in their hands, and I'm just an ordinary student. Why did they choose me and not others?"
Gu Congjue: "Where are your classmates and friends?"
"I didn't have any regular classmates or friends - I just had the best time with my neighbor's brothers and sisters.
"The school I study has a lot of staff turnover, because most of them are children of migrant workers. After a semester, it is good to be able to remember the names of all the students in the class. How can I have the time to change my fate?"
Gu Cong never believed in evil, and his brain started to analyze: "No, it is unlikely that he is a classmate..."
He always felt that he had overlooked something, missed something, and he couldn't figure out why, so he tried to sort out his thoughts from the beginning.
"This person should be an adult, not a student, not a minor."
Minors do not yet have a mature and stable mind, and it is difficult to control and play with mysterious witchcraft.
"This person must not only be an adult, but also have a channel and a way to know your date of birth.
"—especially 'when'."
Fortunately, there are many ways to obtain the birthday, and the school teachers can see it when they process the student files.What about the time of birth?
"If you want to change your life and take advantage of your luck, you must know the exact time of birth, otherwise you will not be able to calculate your birth date. In other words, this person is either your midwife nurse, or——
"It was someone else who saw your birth certificate."
After thinking about it, Gu Congjue raised his head, and met Shen Yanxing who was sitting on the right side with his knees and legs folded.
"Who has seen your birth certificate so far?" he asked.
The development of new ideas made Shen Yanxing shudder unconsciously.
"Auntie Xiaomei must have seen it, but what she kept..." Shen Yanxing diverged his thoughts along the new line of thought, and the more he thought about it, the more terrifying it became, "It's just a copy.
"It seems to be because of my..."
When mentioning that person and that period of the past, Shen Yanxing would feel uncontrollably angry.He bit his lower lip, trying to contain his emotions.
"My biological mother wouldn't give her the original."
After Gu Congjue frowned, he never relaxed it.
He pressed Shen Yanxing: "'Birth mother'? You still have a 'Birth Mother'?"
"...Of course I have a biological mother, and I didn't jump out of a rock."
"No... what I mean is, I didn't expect your biological mother to be alive?" Gu Congjue was slightly stunned, but his brows loosened by mistake because of this small mouth, "So, do you still have a 'biological father'?"
"Yeah." Shen Yanxing nodded, "My biological father is still alive, but it's been a long, long time—it can be said that I haven't been in touch with my biological father since I was born.
"Because of me, I'm—"
Shen Yanxing swallowed, and said in a trembling voice.
"I'm an illegitimate child.
"My biological mother is a nasty male mistress. He intervened in other people's families, conceived me in ten months, and gave birth to me in order to force the palace to be superior; and my biological father happened to be an irresponsible, shameless playboy, and did not let my The birth mother managed to turn positive..."
Gu Congjue's heart felt dull when he heard it. Even with his poor perception ability, he could still feel the grievance and sadness of being torn apart by his life experience from Shen Yanxing's trembling words.
The mistress who intervenes in other people's family deserves to die, and the patriarch who loves to cheat deserves to die, but what about the child who was born in ignorance because of the interests of adults?
Damn it too?
"I am different from you. You must have a good family and parents who love you very much, right? They treat you very well, but you lie to them that you have a puppy love, and you are going to enter the entertainment industry for the sake of your puppy love, and they also No blame on you.
"You must be the little angel of Mom and Dad, the lucky star that Aunt Fang said, more blessings and good luck than disasters. And me?
"I was born wrong - to be spurned."
After being opened up, Shen Yanxing confided to Gu Congjue, venting his dissatisfaction and grievances.
Just like Gu Congjue, who lived out of place for 15 years with the burden of his previous life, Shen Yanxing also held back his words for a long time—he has also stored up his words for 16 years.
I used to dare not tell my "mother" that it was my mother who didn't like to cry and was a disobedient child.
Later, I didn't dare to tell Aunt Xiaomei, because I didn't want to make Aunt Xiaomei sad, and I didn't want to increase the burden on Aunt Xiaomei who was already struggling.
But he is just a 16-year-old kid?Since he was forced to hold back his tears when he was a child, he has been sensible for a long time.
Why doesn't he deserve the favor that ordinary children can get?
Under the surge of emotions, Shen Yanxing explained to Gu Congjue the reasons that he had no chance to explain clearly: he had a part-time job, he received a call from his aunt, he had nowhere to go, and he asked Gu Congjue for help.
He learned that his biological mother wanted to pick him up for money, so he dared not go home.
Gu Congjue was silent for a long time after listening, and finally used his not so much emotional intelligence, and gave Shen Yanxing two pieces of tissue.
"I'm sorry." He apologized to Shen Yanxing, "I showed up too late."
Shen Yanxing took it speechlessly, and wiped away tears: "What's the matter with you? It's just my bad luck. Sigh, thinking about it this way, Aunt Fang's calculations are quite accurate.
"I've wanted to tell you these things for a long time... It's you who always act indifferent."
"From your description, your biological father is very strange." Gu Congjue concluded first, "He has offspring, right?"
"Well, there is a son." Shen Yanxing tried hard to recall, "He seems to have cheated during pregnancy. When my biological mother was pregnant, Mrs. Zhenggong hadn't given birth yet.
"Because Zhenggong gave birth to a son, so he was determined not to let my biological mother take over."
The corners of Gu Congjue's mouth twitched when he heard this: "... cheating during pregnancy and patriarchal?"
It can be said that the five poisons are complete.
"Well. After the incident got serious, Mrs. Zhenggong proposed a divorce on her own initiative, and my disgusting biological father also readily agreed, but he didn't let Zhenggong take away the custody of his son." Shen Yanxing spread his hands.
These gossips were all overheard by him from adults.Aunt Xiaomei would not mention his biological parents in front of him, but she would curse a few times angrily when eating and drinking with her neighbors.
"It's very strange. He has offspring, and he is a male. He didn't accept you before, which also shows that he doesn't care about you as an illegitimate child after he has a son; but he took a lot of trouble to get your biological mother who knows your whereabouts to pick you up. Home……?"
Gu Congjue started brainstorming again.
If someone else said that Shen Yanxing was "you bastard", even if Shen Yanxing didn't lose his temper, he would feel aggrieved and depressed for a while, but Gu Congjue said it was completely fine, and Shen Yanxing didn't care at all.
Maybe it's this dull bastard, a science and academic madman-he's really too bland and too serious in his speech!
It's so plain and emotionless, it's as serious as talking about an eternal chemical equation and a universal mathematical theorem.
"You must be careful.
"If you can get over the hurdle of your biological mother, it would be great to investigate the information of your biological father; he is the most suspected and dangerous, and we must pay more attention to it."
Shen Yanxing nodded obediently, and put the cold tea in front of Gu Congjue.
"What about you?" When Shen Yanxing was serving the tea, he sneakily turned his back on the customer and asked, "I've already told you about me, so should you also tell me more about yourself?"
From Shen Yanxing's point of view, Gu Congjue is a complete weirdo.
His expression rarely changed, and he was taciturn.He is not surprised and calmer than ordinary people, making him look indifferent, indifferent, and difficult to get along with.
He appeared in front of Shen Yanxing out of nowhere and said that he wanted to "make friends"; he responded to Shen Yanxing's every request and gave everything regardless of rewards or benefits.
At first Shen Yanxing thought he was a womanizer, an arrogant rich man with distracting thoughts; maybe he liked his face, or maybe it was a novelty for a while, and he felt that he could play with his humble status.But now after getting along for a while, Shen Yanxing knew it was not, and Gu Congjue was not at all.
Gu Congjue's emotion towards him is a very inexplicable, but also very resolute and powerful attachment.
Gu Congjue was trying his best to make him better.But as for why and what was the starting point, Shen Yanxing couldn't tell.
But he thought it wasn't liking.
At least not at this stage, it's just a vague... indescribable affection.
"Why on earth are you so nice to me?" Shen Yanxing softened his tone, and asked Gu Congjue imploringly, "Can you tell me, I also want to know more about you."
Gu Congjue paused, a little embarrassed: "This..."
Shen Yanxing: "Don't want to say?"
"No, it's just..." It was a little hard to say.
Gu Congjue rubbed the center of his brows with his index finger in distress, thinking whether or not to say it and how to say it?
It's fine if you ask him to brush up on the exam questions, but it's fine if you ask him to let go of his resistance and walk around the fashion party.Do you want him to make a long speech, explaining the past life and reincarnation?
It can be possible, but it is very difficult.How to say it so that it can be understood easily and understandably, without being regarded as crazy by Shen Yanxing?
After deliberation, Gu Congjue decided to speak in the form of a dream.
"Actually... I can dream about my past life.
"In my dream, I am not like this, and the world is not like this. You and I met and became friends on the way of part-time jobs; we struggled together on the margins of society, and we agreed to become better and stronger together."
Shen Yanxing's face overlapped with the face in his previous life memory again.Those hidden bits and pieces that don't appear easily in daily life will start to flash before Gu Congjue's eyes one by one again, making Gu Congjue feel cold hands and feet.
Why are you so confused and scared?
"I wanted to die when I was 17 years old, but you stopped me, and you used your hands to guard my weak, dying candle.
"I am very grateful to you and trust you. I promise you that I will work hard to live—for you, I will also work hard to live, but I missed the appointment."
A sudden car accident made him miss the appointment.
"I'm sorry, I'm ashamed, I feel like I...
"I'm too weak. I can't save myself, and I can't save you."
In the Zen room, there is full of Zen sutra music, which is long and long, which not only soothes people's emotions, makes people feel calm and relaxed, but also reduces people's perception of the passage of time, and isolates the inside and outside of the museum. Out of two worlds.
When he walked out of the tea art experience hall and returned to the bustling shopping mall, Shen Yanxing felt light on his feet and dizzy, like a long dream.
Because it was too real and substituting, he...couldn't believe it.
The two walked out of the shopping mall side by side, just in time to see the golden afterglow in the west scattered all over the ground.
"Can you go back?" Gu Congjue asked Shen Yanxing worriedly, and pointed in a direction, "Go straight, turn right, and go straight for another [-] meters, and you will see the hotel."
"Well, of course I know how to get back."
Shen Yanxing raised his head in response, and saw that Gu Congjue was covered half of his body by the golden glow.The slender figure was projected onto the ground, casting a long shadow.
He was in a daze for a moment, thinking how handsome he was.
This weird guy is so strange, he looks really handsome.
"Go back quickly. If you're a little late, your nanny will call you again."
"Hmm..." Gu Congjue picked up the phone and glanced at the lock screen interface, "I will. I will take a taxi very quickly, you go first, I will watch you."
In the name of going to his partner's house to play, he left Rong Ma and ran away for several days.Rong's mother was wronged, and as an equivalent exchange, she asked him to go home for dinner.
Because Rong's mother said, "If you don't go home for dinner, there is a high probability that you won't come back that night."
It was late today, it was already past six o'clock and almost seven o'clock, he was rushing home, unable to send Shen Yanxing back to the hotel, he had to watch him off instead.
Thinking of the words poured out in the afternoon, he was very disturbed and couldn't help apologizing: "I'm sorry, I said a lot of inexplicable things. If you find it strange, difficult to accept, or fear, or chills down your spine, then...
"Forget about it and act like nothing happened."
Shen Yanxing chuckled: "You, don't you think it's strange to take me to divination and fortune telling, but you feel strange after telling me your sincerity?
"If you want me to say, the standard you measure is strange!"
Gu Congjue didn't know how to react, so he could only bow his head and hesitate: "I..."
"There's nothing to apologize for!"
Shen Yanxing took a big step and came in front of Gu Congjue.
"Actually, I'm quite happy, because you really said a lot to me today. I remember you, you have never said so much and revealed so much sincerity at once.
"Although what you said is so mysterious that I can't quite understand it, but I'm really, really happy!"
Gu Congjue: "Happy...?"
"Well, I feel closer to you this way."
Shen Yanxing opened his arms and gave Gu Congjue a hug.
"Whether the past life you mentioned was just a dream, real existence, or experience, that's all in the past——that's all gone.
"You don't need to blame yourself, and you don't need to be sad because you failed to keep the promise. The present is the present, and the present can be grasped; your so-called 'fate', your 'promised person' is actually standing in front of you now .”
Shen Yanxing broke into a bright smile.
"It's too late to get better together and go to the light! You see, you are already standing in the light, and I——
"Under the 'torture' of your tutoring, I will definitely catch up!"
The sun in the west is more slanted, and the afterglow of the setting sun, which was originally mixed with a bit of white light, has now become orange-red.
Gu Congjue looked at Shen Yanxing's face that was also illuminated by the setting sun, and for a moment didn't know whether the light Shen Yanxing said was reality or a symbol.
"Although I was almost pissed off by you on the way, my experience today is still very good."
Shen Yanxing waved his hand, smiled and ran away.
"Say good night in advance!"
Gu Congjue stood stupidly, watching the brisk and energetic figure run away until it disappeared.
He crossed his arms unconsciously, touched the arm touched by Shen Yanxing just now, and smiled blankly.
So warm, so warm.
My heart was full, and the uneasiness and confusion that had been lingering in my heart were temporarily dissipated because of this warmth.
What is this emotion and can it be held forever?
Unable to figure it out, Gu Congjue came back to his senses and went to the side of the road where taxis could be parked.The cell phone in his trouser pocket rang suddenly, and he picked it up without looking at it, his tone rising.
"Mother Rong, I'm going home now.
"My parents are at home tonight? Ah... Got it. I will take my 'object' back as soon as possible and let them see it."
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Gu Congjue frowned, acting very nervous.
"Can I see the information of the previous life, how?"
Shen Yanxing felt that Gu Congjue's reaction was too serious and too serious—he was the one who got the fortune-telling?
He also noticed Gu Congjue's wording: Gu Congjue said "also".Is this word enough to show that Gu Congjue has suffered similar things?
Shen Yanxing remained silent, secretly took a look at Gu Congjue, and continued to listen to He Fang's analysis of his horoscope.
He Fang took out a handkerchief from her handbag, wiped the sweat from her forehead lightly, and seemed to have spent a lot of energy in analyzing her horoscope: "Mr. Shen Xiao's fate line in his previous life is similar to yours, Mr. Gu Xiao."
Gu Congjue: "How?"
Facing the horoscope, He Fang explained it to the two young boys in easy-to-understand language.During the process of listening to the lecture, Shen Yanxing understood the reason why Gu Congjue said "yes".
The fate of ordinary people is constant, the higher you stand, the more likely you will fall hard; the better luck you experience, the more likely you are to meet the same disaster.Whether it is extremely prosperous or not, misfortune and fortune take turns.
Lucky people are not always lucky, and unlucky people cannot be unlucky forever.
"Mr. Shen Xiao, your current fate is at a low point most of the time." He Fang said.
"Like this?" Gu Congjue took Shen Yanxing's left hand and drew a function on it.
The feeling of the nib rubbing against the palm of your hand is really itchy.Shen Yanxing shrank his neck unconsciously, but did not withdraw his hand.
Although he really wanted to complain about Gu Congjue, "Why do you always bring a pen but not a sticky note", Shen Yanxing had to admit that he quite liked being written by Gu Congjue in the palm of his hand.
This itchy feeling in the palm of the hand... wonderful and intimate.
"Yes, that's right." He Fang took a look, "When we met last time, I also told you that you were borrowed luck in your previous life, which led to an imbalance of blessings and misfortunes-the misfortune you received far outweighed the blessings." ;In order to compensate you, you will have more blessings than disasters in this life."
He Fang was talking to Gu Congjue, but Shen Yanxing was stunned for a moment: What, because Gu Congjue was borrowed luck, so in this life, there will be more good luck than disaster?
Shen Yanxing suddenly realized why Gu Congjue was rich, handsome and smart - it turned out that God was compensating him!
"But in Mr. Shen's previous life, there were more misfortunes than blessings-the blessings and misfortunes were already out of balance, but in this life..." He Fang sighed, "There are still more misfortunes than blessings. The number of fortunes keeps dropping and there is no upward trend, which is very strange. Abnormal, very inconsistent with the law of numerology."
"Then—" Gu Congjue asked, "Can you tell me about the ending of Shen Yanxing's previous life? After comparing it with my previous life, what was it like? Did he suffer a lot of unfair things?"
Gu Congjue raised three questions at once, which made He Fang dumbfounded.While she felt unable to answer, Shen Yanxing was also very surprised.
Shen Yanxing didn't understand, why did Gu Congjue care so much about his past life?Why does this blunt and natural guy with a domineering face of absolute materialism believe in metaphysical fortune-telling so much?
"I can't see so much information. I just know how to divination and fortune-telling, not my eyes." He Fang said calmly, "But as far as the lifeline is concerned, the lifeline of Mr. Shen Xiao's previous life is the same as yours. It broke suddenly——judging from the length, it doesn't seem to be much longer than yours."
Gu Congjue was thoughtful: "So..."
He really wanted to know the follow-up development of Shen Yanxing's previous life, so he could only get a glimpse of the follow-up through He Xiangu and by observing the horoscope.
If Shen Yanxing in his previous life could have a rebound in his fate in the later period, and he could live a better and happier life instead of continuing to live on the margins of society, then Gu Congjue's guilt and sense of indebtedness would be reduced a lot, and he would be able to live a better life in the future. Let yourself go a little bit psychologically.
But no.Shen Yanxing in his previous life didn't get any better after he left.
Not only did it not get better, but it also broke the lifeline.In other words, just like him in a sudden car accident, he fell suddenly.
The stars have fallen.
The excruciating pain made Gu Congjue feel difficult to breathe.He drank the tea made on the tea table, and then grabbed Shen Yanxing's left hand on his knee under the table.
"What about this life?" Gu Congjue asked, while consciously rubbing and scratching Shen Yanxing's palm with his right thumb, "What's the situation in this life, is there any possibility of borrowing the luck I mentioned?"
He was rubbing the function graph on Shen Yanxing's palm.
Shen Yanxing actually felt it was a pity: "What are you doing? Okay, okay, I'll wash my hands!"
"It's very possible." He Fang nodded, "Someone absorbed Mr. Shen Xiao's luck, which caused Mr. Shen Xiao's fate to be rough."
"But... how to absorb it?" Shen Yanxing asked puzzledly.
He was really not interested in and didn't believe in these divination metaphysics, but Gu Congjue was too serious and devoted, which made it difficult for him not to be affected.
In addition, what they discussed was his "fate".Hearing what Gu Congjue said to He Fang alone, Shen Yanxing was unconsciously brought into it.
"I don't understand fortune telling, but 'borrowing luck' is not borrowing money—it's something invisible and intangible. What kind of 'borrowing' method can we use to make such a mysterious thing What about borrowing it?"
He Fang couldn't answer Shen Yanxing's question, because she studied fortune-telling and divination, not witchcraft.
However, if you consider it from the perspective of witchcraft, there are quite a few ways of borrowing luck that "may work".
Many witchcraft techniques will be spread among the people in the form of legends and horror stories.Such as sticking villains, raising little ghosts, etc., are already a kind of implementation of "skills".
Shen Yanxing wrinkled his face incomprehensibly: "Will these superstitious things really work..."
"Who knows?" He Fang couldn't give a definite answer, "There will be a paradox here: no one believes, so no one tries, and there will be no effect; if there is no effect, then no one will believe and no one will try.
"Is it true that no one believes and no one tries? If everyone calmly doesn't believe and doesn't try, then why do so many people take risks and go abroad to invite gods and worship little ghosts?"
Shen Yanxing seemed to understand but half understood, as if he was persuaded.
He Fang has other work in the afternoon, and she is going to Xicheng District to hold a wedding banquet for a couple of couples on an auspicious day, so she can't stay with Cong Xing and her.
She said that she would keep Shen Yanxing's birth date and continue to study Shen Yanxing's horoscope in her free time.Shen Yanxing had no objection and asked He Fang to please; Gu Congjue was too engrossed in thinking about things, so he didn't bother to say hello to He Fang.
"Borrowing..."
Gu Congjue rested his chin in a contemplative pose, and the small ditches between his brows could almost be irrigated and stored.
"Shen Yanxing, recall carefully, is there really no one around you who is proficient in metaphysics?"
He rested his chin on his left hand, and his right hand was still tightly clutching Shen Yanxing's left wrist.
"Really do not have."
Shen Yanxing replied helplessly, and poked the back of Gu Congjue's hand by the way.
"It's fine if you hold me, can you be lighter? My wrist hurts a little from your grasp."
Gu Congjue realized later, and quickly let go: "Sorry, I unconsciously..."
Just hold it tight.
He didn't abide by the agreement in his previous life, not only failed to become better and better together with Shen Yanxing, but also caused Shen Yanxing to suffer the same fate as him - dying at a young age.
I missed the appointment in the previous life, and I must not repeat the same mistake in this life.He didn't hold onto the last star, but he has to hold on to the star that is right next to him and he has the ability to protect.
Look closely.
"It's okay." Shen Yanxing flexed his wrist, imitating He Fang's appearance just now, and made tea for Gu Congjue, "It's just a little pain...it's not annoying."
Shen Yanxing put it tactfully, he didn't hate being held by Gu Congjue.
Gu Congjue couldn't hear such a tactful hint, and his mind was still on borrowing luck: "Are you sure?"
"I'm sure." Shen Yanxing said firmly, "My interpersonal network is very simple, almost a straight line. The closest to me is my aunt, she will definitely not do vile things to me; come again He is my neighbor, and he has a very good relationship. He often visits for dinner, and he won't play tricks on me.
"As for the others... It's definitely impossible for the teacher. They have so many students in their hands, and I'm just an ordinary student. Why did they choose me and not others?"
Gu Congjue: "Where are your classmates and friends?"
"I didn't have any regular classmates or friends - I just had the best time with my neighbor's brothers and sisters.
"The school I study has a lot of staff turnover, because most of them are children of migrant workers. After a semester, it is good to be able to remember the names of all the students in the class. How can I have the time to change my fate?"
Gu Cong never believed in evil, and his brain started to analyze: "No, it is unlikely that he is a classmate..."
He always felt that he had overlooked something, missed something, and he couldn't figure out why, so he tried to sort out his thoughts from the beginning.
"This person should be an adult, not a student, not a minor."
Minors do not yet have a mature and stable mind, and it is difficult to control and play with mysterious witchcraft.
"This person must not only be an adult, but also have a channel and a way to know your date of birth.
"—especially 'when'."
Fortunately, there are many ways to obtain the birthday, and the school teachers can see it when they process the student files.What about the time of birth?
"If you want to change your life and take advantage of your luck, you must know the exact time of birth, otherwise you will not be able to calculate your birth date. In other words, this person is either your midwife nurse, or——
"It was someone else who saw your birth certificate."
After thinking about it, Gu Congjue raised his head, and met Shen Yanxing who was sitting on the right side with his knees and legs folded.
"Who has seen your birth certificate so far?" he asked.
The development of new ideas made Shen Yanxing shudder unconsciously.
"Auntie Xiaomei must have seen it, but what she kept..." Shen Yanxing diverged his thoughts along the new line of thought, and the more he thought about it, the more terrifying it became, "It's just a copy.
"It seems to be because of my..."
When mentioning that person and that period of the past, Shen Yanxing would feel uncontrollably angry.He bit his lower lip, trying to contain his emotions.
"My biological mother wouldn't give her the original."
After Gu Congjue frowned, he never relaxed it.
He pressed Shen Yanxing: "'Birth mother'? You still have a 'Birth Mother'?"
"...Of course I have a biological mother, and I didn't jump out of a rock."
"No... what I mean is, I didn't expect your biological mother to be alive?" Gu Congjue was slightly stunned, but his brows loosened by mistake because of this small mouth, "So, do you still have a 'biological father'?"
"Yeah." Shen Yanxing nodded, "My biological father is still alive, but it's been a long, long time—it can be said that I haven't been in touch with my biological father since I was born.
"Because of me, I'm—"
Shen Yanxing swallowed, and said in a trembling voice.
"I'm an illegitimate child.
"My biological mother is a nasty male mistress. He intervened in other people's families, conceived me in ten months, and gave birth to me in order to force the palace to be superior; and my biological father happened to be an irresponsible, shameless playboy, and did not let my The birth mother managed to turn positive..."
Gu Congjue's heart felt dull when he heard it. Even with his poor perception ability, he could still feel the grievance and sadness of being torn apart by his life experience from Shen Yanxing's trembling words.
The mistress who intervenes in other people's family deserves to die, and the patriarch who loves to cheat deserves to die, but what about the child who was born in ignorance because of the interests of adults?
Damn it too?
"I am different from you. You must have a good family and parents who love you very much, right? They treat you very well, but you lie to them that you have a puppy love, and you are going to enter the entertainment industry for the sake of your puppy love, and they also No blame on you.
"You must be the little angel of Mom and Dad, the lucky star that Aunt Fang said, more blessings and good luck than disasters. And me?
"I was born wrong - to be spurned."
After being opened up, Shen Yanxing confided to Gu Congjue, venting his dissatisfaction and grievances.
Just like Gu Congjue, who lived out of place for 15 years with the burden of his previous life, Shen Yanxing also held back his words for a long time—he has also stored up his words for 16 years.
I used to dare not tell my "mother" that it was my mother who didn't like to cry and was a disobedient child.
Later, I didn't dare to tell Aunt Xiaomei, because I didn't want to make Aunt Xiaomei sad, and I didn't want to increase the burden on Aunt Xiaomei who was already struggling.
But he is just a 16-year-old kid?Since he was forced to hold back his tears when he was a child, he has been sensible for a long time.
Why doesn't he deserve the favor that ordinary children can get?
Under the surge of emotions, Shen Yanxing explained to Gu Congjue the reasons that he had no chance to explain clearly: he had a part-time job, he received a call from his aunt, he had nowhere to go, and he asked Gu Congjue for help.
He learned that his biological mother wanted to pick him up for money, so he dared not go home.
Gu Congjue was silent for a long time after listening, and finally used his not so much emotional intelligence, and gave Shen Yanxing two pieces of tissue.
"I'm sorry." He apologized to Shen Yanxing, "I showed up too late."
Shen Yanxing took it speechlessly, and wiped away tears: "What's the matter with you? It's just my bad luck. Sigh, thinking about it this way, Aunt Fang's calculations are quite accurate.
"I've wanted to tell you these things for a long time... It's you who always act indifferent."
"From your description, your biological father is very strange." Gu Congjue concluded first, "He has offspring, right?"
"Well, there is a son." Shen Yanxing tried hard to recall, "He seems to have cheated during pregnancy. When my biological mother was pregnant, Mrs. Zhenggong hadn't given birth yet.
"Because Zhenggong gave birth to a son, so he was determined not to let my biological mother take over."
The corners of Gu Congjue's mouth twitched when he heard this: "... cheating during pregnancy and patriarchal?"
It can be said that the five poisons are complete.
"Well. After the incident got serious, Mrs. Zhenggong proposed a divorce on her own initiative, and my disgusting biological father also readily agreed, but he didn't let Zhenggong take away the custody of his son." Shen Yanxing spread his hands.
These gossips were all overheard by him from adults.Aunt Xiaomei would not mention his biological parents in front of him, but she would curse a few times angrily when eating and drinking with her neighbors.
"It's very strange. He has offspring, and he is a male. He didn't accept you before, which also shows that he doesn't care about you as an illegitimate child after he has a son; but he took a lot of trouble to get your biological mother who knows your whereabouts to pick you up. Home……?"
Gu Congjue started brainstorming again.
If someone else said that Shen Yanxing was "you bastard", even if Shen Yanxing didn't lose his temper, he would feel aggrieved and depressed for a while, but Gu Congjue said it was completely fine, and Shen Yanxing didn't care at all.
Maybe it's this dull bastard, a science and academic madman-he's really too bland and too serious in his speech!
It's so plain and emotionless, it's as serious as talking about an eternal chemical equation and a universal mathematical theorem.
"You must be careful.
"If you can get over the hurdle of your biological mother, it would be great to investigate the information of your biological father; he is the most suspected and dangerous, and we must pay more attention to it."
Shen Yanxing nodded obediently, and put the cold tea in front of Gu Congjue.
"What about you?" When Shen Yanxing was serving the tea, he sneakily turned his back on the customer and asked, "I've already told you about me, so should you also tell me more about yourself?"
From Shen Yanxing's point of view, Gu Congjue is a complete weirdo.
His expression rarely changed, and he was taciturn.He is not surprised and calmer than ordinary people, making him look indifferent, indifferent, and difficult to get along with.
He appeared in front of Shen Yanxing out of nowhere and said that he wanted to "make friends"; he responded to Shen Yanxing's every request and gave everything regardless of rewards or benefits.
At first Shen Yanxing thought he was a womanizer, an arrogant rich man with distracting thoughts; maybe he liked his face, or maybe it was a novelty for a while, and he felt that he could play with his humble status.But now after getting along for a while, Shen Yanxing knew it was not, and Gu Congjue was not at all.
Gu Congjue's emotion towards him is a very inexplicable, but also very resolute and powerful attachment.
Gu Congjue was trying his best to make him better.But as for why and what was the starting point, Shen Yanxing couldn't tell.
But he thought it wasn't liking.
At least not at this stage, it's just a vague... indescribable affection.
"Why on earth are you so nice to me?" Shen Yanxing softened his tone, and asked Gu Congjue imploringly, "Can you tell me, I also want to know more about you."
Gu Congjue paused, a little embarrassed: "This..."
Shen Yanxing: "Don't want to say?"
"No, it's just..." It was a little hard to say.
Gu Congjue rubbed the center of his brows with his index finger in distress, thinking whether or not to say it and how to say it?
It's fine if you ask him to brush up on the exam questions, but it's fine if you ask him to let go of his resistance and walk around the fashion party.Do you want him to make a long speech, explaining the past life and reincarnation?
It can be possible, but it is very difficult.How to say it so that it can be understood easily and understandably, without being regarded as crazy by Shen Yanxing?
After deliberation, Gu Congjue decided to speak in the form of a dream.
"Actually... I can dream about my past life.
"In my dream, I am not like this, and the world is not like this. You and I met and became friends on the way of part-time jobs; we struggled together on the margins of society, and we agreed to become better and stronger together."
Shen Yanxing's face overlapped with the face in his previous life memory again.Those hidden bits and pieces that don't appear easily in daily life will start to flash before Gu Congjue's eyes one by one again, making Gu Congjue feel cold hands and feet.
Why are you so confused and scared?
"I wanted to die when I was 17 years old, but you stopped me, and you used your hands to guard my weak, dying candle.
"I am very grateful to you and trust you. I promise you that I will work hard to live—for you, I will also work hard to live, but I missed the appointment."
A sudden car accident made him miss the appointment.
"I'm sorry, I'm ashamed, I feel like I...
"I'm too weak. I can't save myself, and I can't save you."
In the Zen room, there is full of Zen sutra music, which is long and long, which not only soothes people's emotions, makes people feel calm and relaxed, but also reduces people's perception of the passage of time, and isolates the inside and outside of the museum. Out of two worlds.
When he walked out of the tea art experience hall and returned to the bustling shopping mall, Shen Yanxing felt light on his feet and dizzy, like a long dream.
Because it was too real and substituting, he...couldn't believe it.
The two walked out of the shopping mall side by side, just in time to see the golden afterglow in the west scattered all over the ground.
"Can you go back?" Gu Congjue asked Shen Yanxing worriedly, and pointed in a direction, "Go straight, turn right, and go straight for another [-] meters, and you will see the hotel."
"Well, of course I know how to get back."
Shen Yanxing raised his head in response, and saw that Gu Congjue was covered half of his body by the golden glow.The slender figure was projected onto the ground, casting a long shadow.
He was in a daze for a moment, thinking how handsome he was.
This weird guy is so strange, he looks really handsome.
"Go back quickly. If you're a little late, your nanny will call you again."
"Hmm..." Gu Congjue picked up the phone and glanced at the lock screen interface, "I will. I will take a taxi very quickly, you go first, I will watch you."
In the name of going to his partner's house to play, he left Rong Ma and ran away for several days.Rong's mother was wronged, and as an equivalent exchange, she asked him to go home for dinner.
Because Rong's mother said, "If you don't go home for dinner, there is a high probability that you won't come back that night."
It was late today, it was already past six o'clock and almost seven o'clock, he was rushing home, unable to send Shen Yanxing back to the hotel, he had to watch him off instead.
Thinking of the words poured out in the afternoon, he was very disturbed and couldn't help apologizing: "I'm sorry, I said a lot of inexplicable things. If you find it strange, difficult to accept, or fear, or chills down your spine, then...
"Forget about it and act like nothing happened."
Shen Yanxing chuckled: "You, don't you think it's strange to take me to divination and fortune telling, but you feel strange after telling me your sincerity?
"If you want me to say, the standard you measure is strange!"
Gu Congjue didn't know how to react, so he could only bow his head and hesitate: "I..."
"There's nothing to apologize for!"
Shen Yanxing took a big step and came in front of Gu Congjue.
"Actually, I'm quite happy, because you really said a lot to me today. I remember you, you have never said so much and revealed so much sincerity at once.
"Although what you said is so mysterious that I can't quite understand it, but I'm really, really happy!"
Gu Congjue: "Happy...?"
"Well, I feel closer to you this way."
Shen Yanxing opened his arms and gave Gu Congjue a hug.
"Whether the past life you mentioned was just a dream, real existence, or experience, that's all in the past——that's all gone.
"You don't need to blame yourself, and you don't need to be sad because you failed to keep the promise. The present is the present, and the present can be grasped; your so-called 'fate', your 'promised person' is actually standing in front of you now .”
Shen Yanxing broke into a bright smile.
"It's too late to get better together and go to the light! You see, you are already standing in the light, and I——
"Under the 'torture' of your tutoring, I will definitely catch up!"
The sun in the west is more slanted, and the afterglow of the setting sun, which was originally mixed with a bit of white light, has now become orange-red.
Gu Congjue looked at Shen Yanxing's face that was also illuminated by the setting sun, and for a moment didn't know whether the light Shen Yanxing said was reality or a symbol.
"Although I was almost pissed off by you on the way, my experience today is still very good."
Shen Yanxing waved his hand, smiled and ran away.
"Say good night in advance!"
Gu Congjue stood stupidly, watching the brisk and energetic figure run away until it disappeared.
He crossed his arms unconsciously, touched the arm touched by Shen Yanxing just now, and smiled blankly.
So warm, so warm.
My heart was full, and the uneasiness and confusion that had been lingering in my heart were temporarily dissipated because of this warmth.
What is this emotion and can it be held forever?
Unable to figure it out, Gu Congjue came back to his senses and went to the side of the road where taxis could be parked.The cell phone in his trouser pocket rang suddenly, and he picked it up without looking at it, his tone rising.
"Mother Rong, I'm going home now.
"My parents are at home tonight? Ah... Got it. I will take my 'object' back as soon as possible and let them see it."
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I'm coming, I'm coming~ Here is an update of nearly [-] words!
I promised everyone that V will be on the 33th day after tomorrow, so this is coming~ It’s just that my hand speed is relatively slow, and I can’t update it on time when I write [-], so cuties, don’t wait deliberately~=[-]=
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