no home

—— "Do you want to hear the following story?" Shen Yanxi asked.

Xia Li was stunned for a moment, a little bit of distress flashed in his eyes, he knew that the next thing must be very heavy, but he really wanted to hear it.

"Brother Yan Xi, I want to hear what you want to say."

Shen Yanxi smiled softly: "Actually, it's nothing. At that time, we were too young, and it was the first time we fell in love with each other. It was too vigorous. Once there was any disturbance, I felt that the world was falling apart. Looking back now, it was actually nothing. Big deal."

Zhou Qing is back, but he finds that men treat him differently than before.

He is no longer like before, hugging him and acting like a baby all the time, pestering him every day, whenever and wherever you catch him, see him, and don't pull him into a corner to take advantage of him, you will be fine. give up.When she hugged him to sleep at night, she no longer spoke endlessly touching love words.

Shen Yanxi was not used to it. When Zhou Qing was so clinging to him in the past, he told him to go away annoyed, but never once did he really push him away.

It is true that he likes the beauty and intimacy between lovers.

"He comes home later and later, and goes out more and more." Shen Yanxi looked at Xia Li, and seemed to be looking at something else, "I don't know what he is busy with, and he never opened his mouth to go out." Asked."

Shen Yanxi has always been like this, taciturn, and has no habit of prying into other people's privacy. Even if that person is his lover, he tries to give the other party enough space for himself.

Just because he doesn't ask doesn't mean he doesn't think about it.He couldn't help but wonder if he was too boring, but he didn't think that the man might just have a change of heart.

Occasionally, when there were only two people left in the confined space, Zhou Qing would still lean on his legs and eat the apples he put in his mouth. At this time, he would press Shen Yanxi's neck and kiss him with the apple in his mouth.

After the kiss, he stared at Shen Yanxi, and praised him like applying honey: "Brother, why are you so pretty?"

Shen Yanxi smiled gently: "Where does it look good?"

"You look good everywhere, you look good when you smile, you look good when you are crying, and you look good without expression. In short, my good brother, you are the most beautiful and charming man I have ever seen."

Whenever at this time, Shen Yanxi would feel that she was thinking too much, and the two of them were still in love with each other as before, without changing.

Zhou Qing looked at him and smiled: "Brother, if I do something wrong, will you forgive me?"

Shen Yanxi withdrew the apple that was about to be stuffed into his mouth, thought for a while, and replied: "That depends on what kind of mistake it is."

"What if, if it was to be with you, I made some compromises and concessions? Brother, will you understand me?"

Shen Yanxi touched the man's handsome face, and really didn't know how to answer: "I don't know."

Zhou Qing sighed lightly: "Brother, remember, I love you."

After that, the man came home even later, and Shen Yanxi often waited for him until midnight.When the man came back, he could always see Shen Yanxi curled up in a daze on the sofa where the two had been entangled countless times, and his heart would throb.

"Brother, why don't you go to bed?" He asked.

Shen Yanxi's eyes were dull: "Zhou Qing..."

Zhou Qing responded.

But he didn't say anything, and still called Alpha's name blankly, over and over again, with indescribable sadness: "Zhou Qing, Zhou Qing, Zhou Qing..."

Zhou Qing hurriedly hugged him in his arms, kissed his cold lips, and answered tirelessly: "Yes, I am, brother, I am. I am about to graduate, and my father found me an official position. I have a lot of things to do, I've been a little busy recently, but I'll be fine in the future."

Shen Yanxi would nod her head quickly after hearing this, not because he trusted Zhou Qing so much, but because he was too insecure, as long as Zhou Qing gave a random reason, he would believe it, he was just afraid, in the end, Zhou Qing didn't say anything to himself.

At night when the two of them were sleeping in each other's arms, Shen Yanxi raised her head from his arms and couldn't help but ask, Zhou Qing, are you tired of me?

Zhou Qing would hold him tightly in his arms, it was impossible to imagine that his so proud and beautiful brother would think so.He will patiently tell Shen Yanxi, no, absolutely not.

He said no, Shen Yanxi believed him, but the sweet smell of Omega on the man's body could no longer be concealed.

He, a person who never used perfume, sprayed so much perfume on himself every day, but he couldn't cover up the pungent sweet pheromone smell.

Several times, Shen Yanxi sneaked into the bathroom and vomited in the dark.

When he got up with the support of the water platform, he looked at his pale face in the mirror in a daze, only to feel that his face was completely changed.

This, it shouldn't be him.

As everyone knows, Zhou Qing was leaning against the bathroom door at that time, looking in through the blurry and transparent glass, with great pain hidden in his eyes.

They were tacit, silent to each other, and this relationship was already on the verge of collapse, and only needed a fuse to trigger a mine.

But when that day really came, Shen Yanxi was very quiet.As usual, he bought Zhou Qing's favorite dishes and made a sumptuous dinner.

During the meal, he sent Zhou Qing a message, but Zhou Qing did not reply to him.

Of course he wouldn't return, because that night he was dating a young and beautiful girl, and Shen Yanxi had seen it more than once.

Everyone knew that Zhou Qing had "derailed", and Shen Yanxi was the last to know.

The vigor when they fell in love, Zhou Qing's persistence when he told everyone that he loved him, stung the eyes of some troublemakers in the school, they looked down upon a top Alpha who was fascinated by Beta fans, and they were jealous of Shen Yanxi , They look down on him, hoping that he will fall from the beautiful castle in the air to the dust.

Therefore, when one of them encountered Zhou Qing's "adultery", he immediately pushed the evidence in front of Shen Yanxi.

It was a thin and tall Alpha with double triangular eyes, holding his mobile phone, he wanted to slap him with the intimate picture of Zhou Qing having dinner with female O: "Here, look, Shen Yanxi, this is when my cousin and I were having dinner. I saw this beautiful Miss O by accident." He clicked his tongue a few times, "She has a prominent status, and she is the daughter of the previous Duke Howard. They are both talented and beautiful, and they are really a good match."

Shen Yanxi raised her eyelashes, looked at them lightly, her whole body was cold.

Everyone was stunned for a moment, and then laughed at each other: "That is to say, how can Alpha and Beta be together, it's a big joke, Zhou Shao is just playing~"

"It's just a Beta, not even fit to carry Alpha's shoes!"

Shen Yanxi rushed away from the crowd indifferently, and ran out of the school in stride, the bitterness in her heart became more intense.

Only then did he know how well that big boy who always liked to act coquettishly to him once protected him well. When he loved himself, he never allowed others to say a bad word about himself. He completely isolated these foul words from outside of his own world.

In the same way, he finally understood that their love was never blessed by anyone.

Later, Shen Yanxi saw Zhou Qing eating with female O in that restaurant. He felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar, so he took out his mobile phone and called the man.

"Zhou Qing, where are you?" He asked.

Zhou Qing was silent for a while, and answered him: "Brother, I'm at home, and I'm going to a party tonight, so I'll be back later."

He didn't lie either, it was just the kind of high society party that he wanted to bring his female O to.

Shen Yanxi laughed silently, his heart was about to burst with pain, he didn't listen to what Zhou Qing said, and just hung up the phone quietly.

Zhou Qing seemed to have some kind of premonition. On that day, he postponed the party and returned home early.

There was no light in the room, and the living room was dark. When he opened the door, there was a cold voice from the sofa: "Are you back?"

Zhou Qing's back was stiff, and he said leisurely: "I'm back."

He wanted to turn on the light, but Shen Yanxi refused: "Please, don't turn on the light."

Zhou Qing nodded, and then realized that he couldn't see it, so he gave a short "hmm" hastily.

He groped and came to Shen Yanxi's side, knelt down in front of him on one knee, touched his face with his wide and dry palm, and with a "click", the cold liquid fell into his palm.

Zhou Qing panicked immediately, and his heart was about to ache. He wiped Shen Yanxi's tears in a hurry, but he choked up first: "Brother, what's wrong, don't cry, please, don't cry..."

"I will feel bad when you cry, please, brother..."

It was the first time he saw this proud and cold man crying, he really panicked, he just kept begging and coaxing him, and hugged him deeply into his arms.

He just thought how desperate Shen Yanxi must be to cry in front of him.