delicate flowers and weeds

Flowing gold and turning stones, the summer is scorching.

The eye-catching sunlight almost melts people.

It's not a snowman, Hua is not afraid of melting, Tang Hua is only afraid of sunburn.

He came out in a hurry, and put the umbrella on the table. He felt that if he went out like this, his hands would be red and swollen, and he would be turned upside down when he returned home.

Tang Hua had no choice but to return to the hotel to get an umbrella.

Zhou Rong and Chen Ziqing had already left, and if they continued to be awkward, they should go to Fei Cao. Tang Hua didn't know, and he wasn't in the mood to know now.

The mess in the private room has not been cleared yet. Boss Li is sitting on the table alone, in a daze, wondering whether to cry or not, and talking to himself. He is not very old, but the sadness and powerlessness that is revealed now make him extremely old.

"Boss?" Tang Hua's voice interrupted the other party's trance.

Boss Li wiped the corner of his eyes: "Hey, it's classmate Xiaocao, have you found him yet?"

"No." Tang Hua shook his head, "It's too hot outside, I'll get the umbrella, otherwise I'll get sunburned."

"Ahhh." Boss Li got up and picked up the umbrella and handed it over, "You have to be careful, you look so white, it won't be good if you get hurt."

He said to himself: "Xiaocao was like this when he was young. He was very white, but he was also very skinny. Teacher Fei often told me about him. At that time, my head hurt like hell."

Teacher Fei?

Fei Cao's grandmother?

Tang Hua took the umbrella and left in a hurry: "Li...Brother Li, do you know Fei Cao's grandma?"

"Yes, yes."

Li Ge seemed to be ten years old in an instant, bowed his head and murmured: "Teacher Fei, you are a good teacher."

Tang Hua asked: "Can you tell me?"

"Teacher Fei is a teacher of the Nancheng Junior College. The junior college is no longer there. Also, what happened back then, so many students died one after another. Of course, the school can't continue."

The boss fell into the memories of the past: "Our homeroom teacher at that time was Teacher Fei. She was a very good person, gentle and would not lose her temper. She was already very old at that time and was about to retire, living with an adopted grandson."

"There are very poor students in our class. They live frugally and eat according to the amount of food. Don't think I'm joking. Ten years ago, there were many poor people. Those who do not study well, and those who have difficulties at home...Mr. Fei often brings the meals she cooks to eat with the students."

"She watched us eat, and then she would talk to us about her little grandson, Fei Cao. She said Fei Cao was a very good child, and she hoped that he would grow up well, like us. At that time, she would say something There are no regrets."

"Actually, we all know why Teacher Fei adopted him. In the early years, Teacher Fei brought a senior sister who was also the class teacher. The senior sister committed suicide while pregnant. She died alone in the rented house. When Teacher Fei arrived, Everything has already happened... She blamed herself, she felt that she didn't care enough about the students... So she adopted that child... She doesn't even have a family herself, at such an age, she still has to take care of a child... ..."

Boss Li's eyes were full of water: "Our students in that class all know Fei Cao. Teacher Fei takes good care of us, she is really nice..."

That year, Boss Li still had a happy and unrestrained youth.

There are more than 30 people in their class, and they are very cohesive. They are about to graduate, and everyone secretly discusses that they must repay Teacher Fei well in the future.

Teacher Fei was about to retire that year, and this was also the last class she led.

At that time, Fei Cao was only nine years old, and she had already learned to endure grievances, control herself not to touch her hands, and then get up early every day to run to the roadside to pick a bunch of flowers and put them at home.

He runs very fast.

Teacher Fei stood at the door to welcome him, hugged him in his arms, and smiled from ear to ear: "Oh, we Xiaocao'er woke up so early today, I can hardly hold you anymore. "

Fei Cao's childish voice said, "I'll hug grandma from now on."

They have nothing at home, and they have everything.

Although Teacher Fei has silver hair, she is still very energetic. She wears an apron and is busy in the kitchen. Fei Cao sits on the table outside and waits. There are many flowers on the small balcony outside the window. very good.

After dinner, Mr. Fei would ride his bicycle with the ringing bells. Xiao Feicao sat behind the car, holding his thin grandmother in his arms, and said distressedly, "Grandma, you need to eat more to gain weight."

Teacher Fei was full of smiles: "Okay, from now on, our Xiaocaoer will supervise my meals, okay?"

Xiao Feicao nodded seriously, "Okay."

At the gate of the school, Teacher Fei bent down and touched the child's head twice, and said carefully: "You supervised grandma, and grandma supervised you, so you should get along well with your classmates today."

Fei Cao nodded: "Okay."

They pulled the hook to hang themselves as usual, and then waved to each other.

But today, Teacher Fei never came back.

Fei Cao stood at the gate of the school, waiting until the sun went down, until it was dark, until it seemed that he was the only one in the world, and did not wait for Teacher Fei to come.

Boss Li wiped his tears, but as if he could never wipe them clean, he couldn't make a sound: "Ms. Fei is dead...she...she died to protect us..."

That was the "611" case that shook Nancheng, and it happened on June 6.

Tang Hua's uncle was the secretary of Nancheng. He vaguely remembered that during that time his uncle left early and returned late, and the atmosphere at home was frighteningly rigid.

Little did they know that the victims of this case also included Fei Cao's family members.

It was on that day that Xiaofeicao lost her home forever.

Three frenzied gangsters broke into the school with knives and embarked on a journey of revenge against the society. They lost their humanity, and they chopped up anyone they saw, blood red one after another.

It was in such a situation that Teacher Fei protected two students and was hacked to death.

She was gentle and kind when she was alive, but she didn't even leave a complete body after death.

It may be because the female teacher was still reprimanding them when she was about to die. A gangster stabbed in again and again. After she died, he felt that it was not enough. He destroyed the body, cut off the female teacher's hands and feet, and shredded the flesh into pieces. .

"Before she died, she pushed me and let me go..." Boss Li choked up, "I'm still stained with her blood. After so many years, I can't wash it off..."

Teacher Fei didn't have to die.

She rode her bicycle from the north gate of the school after class, and the criminals entered from the south gate.

She is too old to use a mobile phone. She only saw the students yelling and fleeing for their lives, while two students in her class were playing basketball on the south gate court.

Boss Li is one of them.

Teacher Fei desperately rushed to the south gate. She was the only one who went against the trend in the crowd.

Others looked at her with puzzlement.

Two other students gave her a hand: "Mr. Fei, we just came from the south gate, it's dangerous over there."

Teacher Fei asked, "Student, have you met my students? How are they? Are... are they okay?"

The student shook his head: "There are too many people, I didn't pay attention, teacher, let's go."

Teacher Fei resolutely moved forward.

Although there are tens of millions of people, I will go too.

……

Even though it was the scorching heat of midsummer, Tang Hua felt like falling into an abyss.

A person who is gentle even when angry, why did he end up like this in the end?

Tang Hua felt her throat was very astringent: "He..."

The boss calmed down: "I met Xiaocao later. He was very young, and he was crying fiercely at that time. I...I have never seen a person who can cry like this, as if he was about to cry out blood..."

"He stayed in the morgue for a long time. He didn't eat or sleep. He kept crying. Then he couldn't cry, so he just stood there in a daze. When you get up, it looks like you are going to fight like a human."

Tang Hua heard herself asking: "And then? What happened after Fei Cao?"

Boss Li sighed: "Even if his body is so hard, he can't stand it, not to mention he is just a child! After a few days, Xiaocao passed out... I want to adopt him in the future. Teacher Fei told the whole class Everyone is grateful, especially me. At that time, we combined, and it was easy to support a little boy with the strength of more than 30 people."

"However, there were too many things that happened later, really too much." Boss Li stroked his forehead, "A lot of people died in the school that year, more than 30 lives, and the whole school went in to take notes over and over again. Among them, the one who died the worst, the police once suspected that she was seeking personal revenge to vent her anger, and we are her students, so we have entered and exited the police station a lot."

Actually more than that.

When Boss Li was taking notes, the young policeman on the opposite side asked a lot: "Did the gangsters come here to seek revenge? The other students died because of this female teacher surnamed Fei. Pond fish."

"What are you talking about!" Boss Li patted the table and picked up the policeman's collar, "What nonsense are you talking about?! She is a hero, do you understand?"

The little policeman was not in vain: "If it wasn't for seeking revenge, why did that female teacher come back when she was clearly alive? Isn't it a guilty conscience?"

They huddled together.

It was precisely because of this that Boss Li stayed at the police station for a while longer.

Attack the police!

This time he stayed in a multi-person room, eating three meals a day, and when he thought of Teacher Fei, he couldn't help crying.

When he came out, Fei Cao was already in the orphanage.

That child grew up overnight, and when we met again, there was frost and snow on his eyebrows and eyes. He was obviously under ten years old, but he was surprisingly hostile.

Boss Li felt infinitely guilty towards him, and later saw him several times, but Fei Cao was still unwilling to go with him.

A little older, Fei Cao moved into Teacher Fei's residence.

He would still run to pick flowers in the morning every day, and the layout of the house remained the same. Everything in the old furniture smelled decayed. He wiped and wiped it, but he never thought of changing it.

However, no one stood at the door to greet him.

No one gave him a hug, no one said to him: "Oh, our little grass is getting heavier and heavier, and I can't hold it anymore!"

In fact, Teacher Fei really can't hold him anymore.

However, no one gave him a chance to hug Teacher Fei.

Boss Li went on and on about a lot, from novels to adulthood, it was about Fei Cao's childhood in more detail that Chen Yunjiao had never written in the book.

In the end, he was a little nervous: "I know he's not doing well, how could he be doing well... That kid is very stubborn, and he never asked me, I don't know if he's thirsty or not, I don't know I don't know what to do when he has no money..."

"I always feel that Xiaocao, he treats us as people who don't exist. After Teacher Fei died, he couldn't see anyone in his eyes... But the past must pass. Those things have happened for so many years. I don't want Xiaocao to live under the influence of the past..."

"I know I have no position to say this, but little classmate, you are the only one Xiaocao is willing to accept. When he called me yesterday, I was so happy... At that time, I thought, I must come See you."

Boss Li stood up and bowed deeply: "If it is possible, I hope you can treat Xiaocao better... It doesn't have to be nice, he is Teacher Fei's child, he knows how to be content, and he is very kind... ...really good."

"Do not."

Boss Li heard that noble boy say every word.

"He deserves the best."