you are my monster

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry, I swore I wouldn't do it again after "How Many Years in the Country", and made this kind of double ending thing again.

"You Are My Monster" actually had this ending in mind at the beginning, but later it was considered as a magazine draft. The protagonist of this ending was not clear, and there was no integrity, so I wrote Chapter 9 and handed it over.

I originally planned to stick to the end, but I still couldn't hold back and let this out.

If I didn't get excited and posted the magazine ending today, it would be better to have an online version and a physical version like "How Many Years in the Country".

Knowing that it's a shame, I secretly posted it in the middle of the night and crawled away.

"Great, Qinghui, you have finally become a fairy!"

Shocked, I opened my eyes suddenly, and saw Jian Sui standing in front of me, his face turned into a flower with a smile, very happy.

I was at a loss, surprised, stunned.

Looking around, this place seems to be... Jiansui's Immortal Mansion...

that……

Jian Sui waved his hand, and suddenly a mirror stood in front of me: "Come, take a good picture."

I squinted my eyes and looked carefully.

Well, the one in the mirror is still me.The style is still the same, and the suaveness is still there.

Still so handsome!

Jiansui asked excitedly: "Did you see it? Have you realized it? This is the original mirror, and you look like this in the mirror!"

If it's not like this, what could it be?

"Qinghui, you are no longer a stone!"

Ah, yes, Benyuan mirror, according to Benyuan, in the mirror, I should have been a rock.

I got up straight away.

Why am I not a rock?in the end……

Jiansui rubbed his hands together: "Qinghui, it's not easy for you to get rid of the mortal body. Fortunately, I calculated it accurately. But I didn't expect you to be so self-sacrificing. Lingyuan is very important. If you are not careful, you will be wiped out." Do you understand? Don't do this next time."

The waves in my sea of ​​consciousness were turbulent, and gradually he patted me on the shoulder: "Come on, don't worry, sit down, and I'll talk to you in detail. You know, the biggest step to becoming an immortal is to get rid of the mortal womb. It is very easy for a mortal to escape from a mortal body. If you cultivate well, your physical body will ascend, if you do not cultivate well, you will die. But you..."

Well, I am a rock, a hard rock, not born, old, sick, or dead.

"At that time, I had no choice but to use a stupid method to coax you to be the clock, thinking that I would ring day and night, and I would succeed one day no matter what."

"It turns out that you wanted me to be the clock because you wanted to break me."

Jian Sui chuckled, and said again: "But after knocking for so long, it was still useless. I knew I couldn't pass this way, so I calculated it with my fingers. If you return to the mortal world, you will have a calamity. The so-called no break, no stand. Calamity is also a great opportunity."

So when I left your broken fairy mansion, I smashed things and slammed the door, and you didn't even pull me.

Jiansui smiled again, put his hand on my shoulder, and said in a very relieved tone: "In short, the calamity is over, the merits and virtues are complete, Qinghui, you are a fairy. By the way, I am going to go far away recently. Can you help me in the cave?" can't help me..."

I pushed his hand away and asked, "Where is Wei Yuan?"

Jian Sui was stunned: "That mortal? He was the lead of your calamity. You saved his life, pecked and drank, and the past is over. Although you saved him with Lingyuan, he went against the sky and committed a lot of crimes. You must pay with your life, probably re-entering reincarnation."

I got up and walked out the door.

Jiansui stopped me: "Where are you going?"

I said: "Go back to the mortal world and be a monster."

Jian Sui looked helpless again: "One day in the sky and one year in the ground, do you know how long you slept after I brought you back, the world has already..."

I turned him and kept walking.

Jiansui stopped me again: "Qinghui, you are already a fairy, you can no longer cling to mortal thoughts."

I said: "So it is more suitable for me to be a monster."

Jian Sui stared at me for a while, but didn't stop me again.

I searched the mortal world for a long time, but I couldn't find Wei Yuan's reincarnation.

I felt a little bit regretful that I was tough with Jian Sui, if I hadn't gone that way and asked him to apply for my immortal status, at least I could have gone to the underworld to find out what exactly Wei Yuan had reincarnated into.

I cheekily went back to Jiansui's cave to look for him, only to see the gate closed, lonely and cold.Maybe he went wandering somewhere again, and even the group of disciples disappeared.

After so many years in the mortal world, I was a little tired, so I went back to that hillside, and most of the old demon friends were gone.Only one or two dryads still recognize me.

The Xuanguang sect is gone, and it is said that it was destroyed by demons. Later, some ascetics re-opened a sect on the mountain, named Xuanlan.

I turned back into a stone and lay on the hillside watching the little Taoist priests come and go with their swords in the air, thinking about what Weiyuan would become.

He may have been in reincarnation for several lives, maybe he has a wife and children in this life, and he is already an old man full of children and grandchildren.

Am I really too persistent?

But I just want to see him, no matter what he looks like now.

"Are you a monster?"

One day, I was basking in the sun and dozing off on the hillside when I suddenly heard a question.

I suddenly came to my senses, and saw a child who was at most ten years old, with the cuffs and trousers rolled up in a baggy priestly robe, staring at me with shining eyes.

I shook off the bird droppings, weeds and moss on my body, turned back into a human form and sat up.

"Yes."

He said, "No."

I said: "This seat looks like an ordinary stone. How do you know that I am a monster?"

He said seriously: "You have aura in your body."

But I obviously lost my breath.

He said again: "But the aura in your body is different from the monster aura I know. Why do you want to be a monster?"

I didn't answer, just asked: "What's your name?"

He said solemnly: "The name of Xiaodao is Chuhan."

I nodded, and with a snap of my fingers, the yellow paper and pen in his sleeve flew out.

While he was still in a daze, I unfolded the yellow paper and started writing.

"My name is Qinghui, which is the two words written on the paper. Take it, from today onwards, I will be your monster."

The yellow paper shattered and turned into two flamboyant big vermilion characters, which fell into his palm.He continued to stare blankly, and I continued: "I'm a big man, very good at fighting, and will definitely make you become a fairy soon."

He lowered his head: "Master said, I made a lot of mistakes in my previous life because of obsession, so it is unlikely that I will become a fairy."

I said: "It doesn't matter, destiny is not irreversible. With me here, I will guarantee you immortality!"

He looked up at me again: "Then why didn't you become a fairy yourself?"

I was startled, and after a while, I said, "Because it's too lonely to become an immortal alone, it's better to be with others."

He blinked and opened his mouth with one tooth missing.

I lifted up the light of the cloud, hugged Xiao Huoya to the head of the cloud, and the Songyun mountain peak in the distance pierced into the sky, surrounded by clouds and mist.

Countless years have passed, but fortunately it is still there, and it has not yet become a sea.

Suddenly there was a voice below: "Wow, there are people on the cloud, have we seen a god? Hurry up and worship!"

"He must be an expert of the Xuanlan sect who has attained the Tao."

Another voice came into my ears, and I couldn't help but stop and look down.

It should be a few scholars traveling together.

A man in blue looked up at my cloud and clicked his tongue: "I can ride the clouds and step on the sword, call the wind and rain, and live forever. Compared with them, you and I have worked so hard for fame and fame. It's really vulgar and not worth mentioning. "

Another scholar, who seemed to be the youngest, smiled lightly: "Cultivating immortals is much harder than studying for us. The way is different and incomparable. Each has its own attachments."

The man in blue said: "Brother Yan Wei is right. Just thinking about eating vegetables and radish skins every day, I can't bear it. Sigh, it's better not to have that dream and prepare for the exam."

Several scholars talked and laughed and continued to move forward.

I stared at the scholar named Yan Wei, and somehow felt a little...familiar.

I was in a turmoil, and then turned my head to look at the little tooth that was holding my cuff, and he stared at me blankly.

I'll look at Yunxia again, and then at him.

No, this kid is not...

Am I...

The figure on the ground was getting farther and farther away, I urged Yunfei to fly, and in the blink of an eye, the mountain top of the Xuanlan sect was in sight.

I put Xiaogaoya on the ground and rubbed the top of his head: "Cultivate hard, I will definitely show up when you need it, and I will come to see you often when I have nothing to do."

He seemed to realize something, but didn't make a sound.

I said softly, "I'm a monster, so you can't let your master see me."

He lowered his head: "Yes."

I flicked my sleeves, disappeared, and turned back to the nearby city.

Those scholars were walking, so they must have come out of this city.

For scientific research, it is probably passing through here, so I should live in an inn.

I sat at the table closest to the road in the tea shed near the only inn in this small town. After a few cups of tea, several familiar figures appeared.

Since I became a fairy, it seems that I really have a heart, no longer a hole is opened, the feeling of the wind passing through, it is more real, the left chest is suffocated, it hurts.

I put down my teacup and wanted to stand up and go forward, but for some reason, I didn't move.

He watched the scholar named Yan Wei pass by the table with several others, chatting and laughing.

From the beginning to the end, he never looked at me.

Cars, horses, donkeys and mules on the road, people coming and going, crowded and suffer.

But I feel like I am in the wilderness, where the vegetation is flourishing and dying, birds and animals are coming and going, and the sun and the moon are turning. Only I, a rock, remain motionless and stay in place forever.

I didn't get up until the owner of the tea stall couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to drive me away with a stick.

The moonlight is clear, high on the top of Songyuan Mountain, and the shining stars seem to be pluckable.

In the empty patriarch hall, Xiao Huoya was kneeling with his head bowed.

I got closer and found that his eyes were closed, snoring lightly, the corners of his mouth were oily, and there was a smell of pastry.An invisible stick supported his chin.

When pregnant, the mother dreamed that the world was dark, and the broom star was in her arms. When she was about to give birth, a thousand-year-old tree in the mansion was dead, and the backyard was full of corpses of snakes, rats, and ants.

Following his grandfather's loss of office, the family business was ruined.The city gate built by my uncle collapsed before halfway through, my father’s concubine ran away with others, and my uncle’s fighting cocks could no longer fight.

The whole family collected the rest of the family property as an offering, and begged the Taoist priest who was passing by Yunyou to pack the cursed star and put it on Songyuan Mountain.

The head of the sect personally gave the order, and the odds cannot be counted.They dare not fax the scriptures, but only teach a few small spells, and they are scattered in the door.

After growing up like this, it's hard for him to still live as cheerfully and witty as he was when he was a fairy.

I touched him and he woke up with a start, staring at me.

"You didn't leave?"

I wiped the corner of his mouth: "I promised to become immortal with you, how can I break my promise?"