milk pheromone

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My name is Lee Joon, and I'm a male omega.

I have been brothers with Shen Huai since I was a child. I thought we could always be brothers. At that moment when I was ignorant, I couldn't distinguish between brotherhood and love. I thought that the person I liked was my brother who grew up.

Until the person who dragged me into the abyss but gave me light in the abyss appeared, he called Shen Bei my benefactor.

In order to save my family and myself, I sold myself to him. I thought he would get tired of it in a month or two, but we ended up being together for two full years.

I fell in love with him hopelessly, fell in love with this devil-like man, he was nostalgic for flowers, and never gave me a look.

But I still flock to him, even the clumsy one, as long as I can move him, the two of us will still have results.

until......

When I said that sentence in front of Shen Huai that day, I knew that I had lost, and I had lost completely.

At this moment, I no longer know the meaning of my life, so even when the kidnappers abandoned me, I did not leave, lying in that decaying room

I thought my life was going to end like this, but I didn't expect that demon to come again, and I'm tired of being bullied by him.

When there was no one around in the hospital, I chose to go to the rooftop. The hospital is built beside the river, and under the rooftop is the endless Xiangjiang River.

Looking at his worry and concern, I don't know whether it is genuine or fake, I only know that he has said nothing and can no longer shake my determination to die.

I jumped down from the rooftop, and I felt an unprecedented relief in my heart. I jumped down and let the water of the Xiangjiang River swallow my body. At the last moment when I was still conscious, my mind was full of him.

This life is like this, just like the fireworks, fleeting, no, like me, how can a person's life be comparable to fireworks.

But it's coming, and I did something I never thought about. When I was a child, I was manipulated by my family and grown up by God. Only at this moment, it seemed that my life really belonged to me, although it was only for a short moment.

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I am Shen Bei, Shen Huai's younger brother, I admit that I am not a good person, every time I do something wrong, I always want to blame my brother.

Every time I see his powerless defense, but no one believes him, I actually feel a little bit dark. Over time, I have developed such a character. I want to change it, but I still can't change it.

I found a good plaything, he is Shen Huai's friend, and I like stealing other people's things the most, he has become my toy as it should be, and I can only let me vent, I seem to fall in love with this feeling.

I think he is much more interesting than my other bed partners, so I keep it all the time, and then he told me that he seems to be in love with me, and I even laughed at him a little, that he would like someone like me.

I know he can't get what he wants.I've never been one to focus and give up an entire forest for just one tree.

Later when he was kidnapped, I knew what it means to be truly heartbroken and anxious. I didn’t know if I fell in love with him, or fell in love with him. I only knew that he was different from others in my heart. In other words , I will not get tired of him.

At first, I thought that I would get tired of someone like him around me for a month or two, so I could let him go, and then, in a year or two, I seemed to have gotten used to him in my life.

Even if I don't say anything, I can see his face every day, and I will feel much better. I think our life will go on like this. Although it is not sweet, it is also satisfied.

But in the end, I couldn't catch him. He followed the waves of the sea. At that moment, I regretted the most. I knew that he would make me so sad. From the beginning, I should have him Tie yourself firmly to your side.

I should treat him better and tell him that he is not going in one direction...

It's too late, who am I going to listen to when I say this...

It is true to say that lovers will get married in the end, but in the face of reality, it is true to wish him good health.

I have never found his body, and I still firmly believe that he is still alive, maybe he has lost his memory, is in an unknown corner, maybe he doesn't want to come back to see everything he and I have faced.

I hope so, because if this is the case, he is still alive, even though there is no Xiangxiang to know that he is good, then my mood will be much better. Now the guilt is flooding around me, making me unable to breathe.

Are you waiting for me in heaven?

You are such a good person, you should be in heaven, but I guess you can only go to hell after death......