The high cold white moonlight is really fragrant to me

During the lunch break, Lao Jiang filled a jug of fresh hot water, and just sat down at the meeting seat, but noticed that Li Xu was looking at his phone all the time as if he was chatting with someone.

Lao Jiang took a sip of hot water, sighed comfortably, then turned to Li Xu and said, "Are you in love?"

Li Xu seemed to be busy replying to the message, so he couldn't get distracted to reply him for a while.

Lao Jiang showed a knowing smile. As usual, Li Xu would say no to his teasing no matter how busy he was, but now he was busy replying to the message and didn't reply to him. He looked so serious, tsk tsk.

Lao Jiang took another sip from the thermos cup, thinking that it is good to be young, and unknowingly began to recall his youthful past.

At this time, Li Xu on the other side was chatting with Yin Ying.

Yin Ying sent him an annoyance about the inconvenience of practicing the piano due to leg injuries. Li Xu thought of the days when he was ordered by Chen Yueru to prohibit any strenuous exercise some time ago.

When he really wants to exercise, he will do some low-intensity exercise to maintain the amount of exercise, and he will not feel annoyed because he has not exercised at all.

Thinking of this, Li Xu sent some suggestions to Yin Ying, looking for some shallower related things to do, which might relieve the anxiety at this time.

But during the conversation, he found that he had forgotten the role of stepping on the pedal for playing the piano. After asking Yin Ying, Yin Ying had a rare conversation with him, as if once he touched Yin Ying's favorite field, he could Let go of your grudges and talk a lot at once.

After Yin Ying talked a lot about the pedals, Li Xu gave some common sense suggestions in the hope of alleviating Yin Ying's anxiety.

The tone of the other party finally returned to the way it was before: Okay, thank you~ I tried it and it feels much better.

After seeing this line of words, Li Xu felt relaxed a lot, and there was a smile on his face that he didn't even notice.

He put down his cell phone, took a short rest, and was about to continue his work in the afternoon.

It's just that he glanced at the time, and there was still a full hour.

Li Xu was no longer willing to bother Yin Ying, but he was thinking about him inexplicably.

A few minutes later, Li Xu put on the earphones, and scrolled to the top of the chat history between himself and Yin Ying.After finding the audio that Yin Ying sent to himself a long time ago, Li Xu clicked on it.

Soon, Li Xu's familiar melody echoed in his ears.

Listening to it, at this moment Li Xu suddenly felt some regret in his heart. He regretted that when Yin Ying was still willing to take the initiative to play music for him, he didn't ask for more songs, but let Yin Ying play a few more.

Although this song is also very good, but Li Xu felt his own dissatisfaction, just like he is not satisfied with the status quo with Yin Ying in his heart now, he wants to get closer to Yin Ying, and wants to get back the previous love for him. Enthusiastic Yin Ying.

Maybe I shouldn't wait all the time, but should be more active to resolve it?

Li Xu always felt that there was still something he didn't do well, but he still couldn't figure it out, as if he had missed a certain most critical point.

Listening to the piece played by Yin Ying, Li Xu thought about it seriously, but he never got the answer.

Suddenly, as if thinking of something, Li Xu opened a drawer that he didn't use often, and sure enough, the packaged butterfly cake was still lying there quietly.

Li Xu picked it up, feeling a little emotional in his heart.

After looking at it for a while, Li Xu didn't open it, but put it in a more conspicuous place on the table.

I didn't want to eat it before, but now I don't want to eat it.

After looking at it and listening to Yin Ying's piano playing, Li Xu still didn't understand what to do next, he was still a bit at a loss.

On the contrary, I thought more about it.

After Li Xu recognized his current state of mind, he shook his head helplessly and amusedly, and did not take off his earphones until the lunch break was over.

...

In the next few days, Li Xu also sent a few messages to Yin Ying, but Yin Ying remained indifferent. Li Xu only knew that it might be because of what Yin Ying told him last time—anxious about not being able to practice the piano.

Later, I sent Yin Ying several times but there was no reply, and Li Xu didn't want to bother him any more, but was a little worried that when Yin Ying was anxious, whether his family would take him out for a walk for a while now that his legs and feet were a little inconvenient.

But even if Li Xu was worried, he couldn't propose to take Yin Ying for a walk now, after all, the relationship between him and Yin Ying was still very embarrassing.

So what Li Xu can do is not to bother Yin Ying who has not responded to the message any more. In this way, the two of them have not spoken for several days.

Although Li Xu could only wait, he was really anxious to wait.Li Xu, who was at home on Saturday, turned on his phone while thinking about Yin Ying, only to find that Yin Ying hadn't replied to him for several days.

Could something have happened.

Just when Li Xu was nervously going to find Yin Ying, he received a call from Sun Yue.

After eating last time, Sun Yue returned to the army after a few days of rest, and now that he was free, he thought of calling him.

Li Xu answered the phone, and immediately heard Sun Yue on the opposite side say, "Hello? Xu, what are you doing?"

Li Xu: "Nothing, what's wrong?"

Sun Yue: "Hey, why don't you feel very happy? What's the matter, didn't you catch up with someone?"

Only then did Li Xu remember that Sun Yue almost knew his current situation during the last chat.

Li Xu, who was in a bad mood because Yin Ying ignored him: "There's nothing to hang up, give the people behind you some time."

Sun Yue stopped Li Xu at once: "Hey, I said you, I didn't even call my girlfriend, I came here to care about your emotional state, you're fine, you still have to hang up."

Li Xu didn't say anything, and was about to press the hang up button.

But Sun Yue on the opposite side seemed to have predicted his actions: "Wait a minute! Don't hang up! Listen to my brother's analysis for you."

Li Xu said in his heart that he could analyze the fart, and at the same time said to the phone: "Is there really nothing else?"

Unexpectedly, Sun Yue has already started to analyze on his own: "Based on what you told me last time, I think it's that person who gave you the cold shoulder."

Li Xu, who had been thinking of hanging up Sun Yue's call, was stunned at this moment.

Sun Yue didn't care whether he replied or not, and continued to analyze on the other end of the phone: "Just what you said last time, because you were not sure, and because of Lin Qingrui..."

Here Li Xu interrupted Sun Yue: "I didn't mean that to him a long time ago."

Sun Yue: "Okay, okay, you don't, but you have a psychological shadow, no."

Li Xu couldn't come up with any words to refute for a while: "..."

Sun Yue continued: "You said it yourself, you actually liked the meeting, but you didn't have confidence in yourself, and you were afraid of delaying him, so you took the initiative to reject it."

"Think about it for yourself, slap people in the face more, they want to be nice to you with good intentions, but as a result, you are hot and cold, and you suddenly force him to leave, saying that you don't like him."

Hearing this, Li Xu finally couldn't help it anymore, and frowned, "There's no such thing as coercion, stop talking nonsense."

But Sun Yue said: "Hmph, I don't know your virtues. When it's cold, it makes people feel that they can't get close. When you are hot and cold like that, you suddenly draw a clear distance. To be honest, it's definitely more difficult for that person than being forced into a pocket." People are uncomfortable."

Hearing this, Li Xu suddenly became dumb, and felt guilty for a moment: "I..."

Indeed, after being reminded by Sun Yue, Li Xu really realized how sad his sudden rejection might be to Yin Ying.

Now Sun Yue spoke again: "Ok, I think you understand that to solve a problem, you have to start from the root of the problem, don't you know? The party has said this, it must be true."

Li Xu: "That's not what I said."

Sun Yue: "You just need to understand what I mean, okay, okay, I won't talk to you anymore, the brothers behind me will also use the phone, by the way, don't forget my credit if you catch up with me, These few lessons for you can be sold online for at least 188 yuan a lesson.”

Li Xu: "What an exaggeration, hang up."

Sun Yue: "You are ungrateful, go back and digest the knowledge points, you know?"

Li Xu: "Don't bother, come back and treat you to dinner."

Sun Yue finally felt at ease: "That's right, hang up, Comrade Li Xu, I hope you've already succeeded when I call you next time."

After hanging up the phone, Li Xu looked at the phone, carefully recalled Sun Yue's words, and realized that his hurt to Yin Ying might be deeper than he imagined.

At the beginning, he thought that it would be enough to be nice to Yin Ying, correct his previous wrong attitude, and directly express his heart to Yin Ying.But in reality, this is far from enough.

Li Xu found that Yin Ying didn't know why she was suddenly indifferent to him before, and she didn't know why she suddenly wanted to draw a line with him.And it is this kind of unknown that gives Yin Ying uncertainty, fear, and harm to Yin Ying.

Like a leaky bucket, it is useless to pour any amount of water into it until the broken hole caused by previous mistakes is repaired.

Li Xu thought carefully for a long time, finally, he picked up the phone and decided to explain the previous matter to Yin Ying.

If it is said that Lin Qingrui was a hidden scar to him that could not be exposed to the air before, and it would be painful to reveal a little bit, but now, Li Xu found that Yin Ying had already broken into his life with a warm light, I don't know when he has healed that ugly wound, and eliminated all the discord and filth inside, leaving only a scar that is so shallow that it is almost invisible.

Like his injured leg, the wound has already healed.

Li Xu knows that if he wants to give Yin Ying the most sincere apology for his behavior at that time, he must show this scar in front of Yin Ying and explain the reason to him clearly. Only in this way can the relationship at this time be completed. a breakout.

What surprised Li Xu was that he didn't feel the slightest embarrassment in exposing his scars to Yin Ying. On the contrary, he very much hoped that he could do this, because in this way he could clearly explain his behavior and mood at that time.

He couldn't wait to explain to Yin Ying.

With such a mood, Li Xu called Yin Ying.

It's just that the phone has not been connected for a long time, and when the other party hangs up because it shows that he is busy, Yin Ying sent a message.

[:D]: What's wrong?

Li Xu quickly turned back.

【Li_】: Are you free to answer the phone now?

Li Xu waited for a while before Yin Ying sent a reply, but Li Xu couldn't help being a little stunned after reading it.insomnia flight zl

【:D】: I'm free, but I don't want to pick up.

[:D]: What's wrong?

The moment Li Xu was surprised, he laughed again. He seemed to be able to imagine Yin Ying's angry appearance and ignoring him, just like when he was in the hospital a few days ago.

Yin Ying is still angry.

Li Xu thought for a while, and dialed another call. This time, the other party answered after a while. Yin Ying's crisp voice rang on the other end of the phone, which made Li Xu's heart move, as if he could imagine it just by hearing the voice. Seeing Yin Ying's bright eyes are agile:

"what's up?"

It was the cold tone forced out of anger. Instead of feeling disappointed, Li Xu felt a little distressed, and even blamed himself for not thinking clearly before.

Li Xu heard Yin Ying's voice that he had been missing for many days, he stabilized his somewhat disturbed mind, suppressed the longing in his heart, and then spoke:

"How are you doing recently?"

Yin Ying on the other end was stunned for a while, as if thinking about something, but Li Xu made up his mind and said to Yin Ying:

"I have something to tell you."

The author has something to say: Happy Lantern Festival everyone! ! !