We all regret it after we broke up

Pei Sheng taught Xia Zhixun twice a week, took two and a half afternoons to work at SF Express, and stayed in the laboratory for the rest of the time, continuing to work on new projects with his instructor, and had to find time to do his own projects.

Pei Sheng's tutor is named Zhang Qinghui, who is well-known throughout the country and has considerable academic resources behind him. Ten years ago, due to some undisclosed reasons, he resigned from a top university in the atmosphere major and returned to his hometown school.

Pei Sheng is his closed disciple.

During the period when Pei Sheng was hit, he was in a bad state of mind. After the results of the postgraduate entrance examination came out, he thought about dropping out of school, and called the admissions office to ask if he could voluntarily give up his qualification for re-examination.

Considering that it would be a pity to lose such a high-quality student, the director of the admissions office decided to make amends, so he cheekily asked Zhang Qinghui if he would mind accepting another unlucky student who might have filled in the application wrongly.

Zhang Qinghui had long wanted to go home early to play with flowers and plants, but he was not yet the retirement age, and the application to stop enrolling students had never been approved. After reading Pei Sheng's information, he immediately decided to work hard for another year and contacted him.

In the second semester of senior year, one day in April, when the temperature was just right, Pei Sheng came to Qingcheng from an inland city in the north to take part in the re-examination.

Zhang Qinghui took Pei Sheng to visit the laboratory.

There are two branches under the main laboratory, respectively studying precipitation physics and storm phenomena, and synoptic dynamics in the monsoon region, both of which happen to be his interests.

Pei Sheng glanced at the brand-new equipment one by one, and saw Ji Weimiao who was concentrating on typing the code, she turned her face to greet them, showing a contagious grin.

Zhang Qinghui invited Pei Sheng to his home again.

He has no children. Apart from the students, there is only one deaf part-time worker who regularly comes to clean the house.

Pei Sheng had no intention of prying into the teacher's privacy, but Zhang Qinghui slowly started talking about himself during dinner.

He said that his lover died unexpectedly in a car accident when he was visiting a foreign school in his early years. At first, he was heartbroken. Although the US police had identified the main person responsible for the accident, he insisted that the tight schedule of visits arranged by the school was the cause of the accident. One of the requests is to apologize to the family of the deceased.

However, he endured grief and communicated with him many times, not only to no avail, but was demoted by the school. Later, he simply quit and resigned and returned to his hometown.

"Little Pei, I guess it was an accident that you reported to W University. Although I don't know the reason, you have to understand that life is always moving forward and will not go backward because of your regrets. Some pains are like monsoons, no matter what They will visit at a certain time, but the wind is like time, even if it cannot completely take away the pain, it can always bring something new."

Zhang Qinghui read countless people, and he could see that Pei Sheng was in a low mood, guessing that the quiet child in front of him had suffered a setback in his studies.

"I only accept one student a year, and I don't have a lot of airs. I always talk to all the children. If you have any difficulties, you can tell me."

Pei Sheng was chomping on a chicken leg when his eyes suddenly became foggy.

He hurried to the bathroom to wash his face, and when he came out, he saw the teacher looking at a picture in a daze.

The yellowed photo shows a young Zhang Qinghui and another young man, with their shoulders crossed, holding up their graduation certificates and laughing under a banyan tree.

The scholarly temperament and affinity of Zhang Qinghui made Pei Sheng extra bold once.

He opened his mouth to ask the meaning of the photo, and learned that the mentor was like him in some ways.

They are the kind that are not accepted by society.

"Xiao Pei, is there anything you want to tell me? About yourself."

Pei Sheng chose to reveal part of his pain to Zhang Qinghui.

Including the feeling of betrayal that does not conceal the protagonist's gender, the mother who suffered a sudden disaster, and the economic pressure of a comeback.

Pei Sheng lived in the poorest urban village in Qingcheng since he was a child.

Her father, Pei Dong, was addicted to violence and alcohol, and her mother, Chen Xiaowan, was a simple girl from a small town. She was deceived by Pei Dong's superficial gentleness and stepped into a quagmire that she couldn't get out of.

Since Pei Sheng was born, there hasn't been a single day that he hasn't tried to be a silent and transparent person, so as to avoid angering the moody Pei Dong because of his unintentional actions.

Once he was furious, Chen Xiaowan, who was already exhausted, would bear the brunt of the injury, followed by him.

Pei Dong's attack was never serious, it all depended on his mood that day.

Pei Sheng has never been to kindergarten. When he was six and a half years old, he went to the primary school for migrant workers' children with deep and shallow bruises, trying to minimize the time he stayed at home.

At that time, he unexpectedly found that not only did he not lag behind his peers, but he was able to understand many things that they did not understand.

When Pei Sheng was nine years old, a powerful typhoon landed in Qingcheng.

At that time, the weather warning measures were not timely, and the typhoon landed earlier than expected, so the school only had time for a temporary half-day holiday.

At noon, the teacher wore a loudspeaker and read the typhoon safety warning for 10 minutes in the class, telling every child not to run around and go home obediently.

During that time, Chen Xiaowan was sick and hospitalized, so naturally no one would come to pick Pei Sheng home.

He could only hold his schoolbag tightly in fear, take a deep breath and run all the way home, not wanting any accidents.

Before the typhoon arrived, the sky in Qingcheng was already dark.

Birds flew around, trees swayed wildly, and the swift wind passed through the narrow gaps between the large tube buildings in the village in the city.

The last few steps Pei Sheng walked home were blocked by exposed wires all over the floor, so he had to hide in the door of the unit in Building [-] and sit down on the steps covered with garbage and dust.

The strong wind kept beating on the outer wall, and the abandoned iron plates outside the building were blown down one after another, hitting the ground and making a heart-wrenching noise.

Somewhere the glass shattered, and there was a loud noise, and the voice-activated lights in the corridor turned on. Pei Sheng found another person at the cramped and damp door of the unit.

Pei Sheng met Zuo Yingchen here.

Zuo Yingchen is different from the socially awkward Pei Sheng.

He didn't have the shyness or cautiousness of poor people, but he talked about it familiarly.

He told Pei Sheng that these dilapidated houses here would be demolished, and that they might all get rich by then. He also told Pei Sheng what new things had happened in the school, and where was there a small door for skipping classes.

Doesn't look like a good student.

Zuo Yingchen didn't know where to pick up a radio with a broken corner, and a female voice began to announce the typhoon's official landfall warning on the buzzing speaker.

Seeing Pei Sheng's tightly clenched fists, he said carelessly not to be afraid, and casually asked why the wind was so frightening, where did it come from, and where would it go in the end.

Pei Sheng didn't know the answer at that time.

After escaping the bad weather brought about by the torrential rain and raging wind, Pei Sheng went to the dilapidated computer room of the school to look up knowledge related to the typhoon, and went back to tell his only friend Zuo Yingchen.

Later, the two began to walk hand in hand in the village in the city.

When Pei Sheng was kicked out of the house by Pei Dong, Zuo Yingchen would find a place for him to hide. Pei Sheng was injured by Pei Dong, Zuo Yingchen couldn't stand it, and dragged him to the hospital.

Pei Sheng is one grade older than Zuo Yingchen, in order to repay his friend's help, he always finds time to give him extra lessons, trying to help him improve, so that we can get rid of the stagnant life together in the future.

In Pei Sheng's third year of junior high school, Pei Dong suddenly moved on and agreed to the divorce that Chen Xiaowan had been begging for so long. After signing the agreement, he immediately went to another city to chase his new love.

Thankfully, Chen Xiaowan went to work alone in the provincial capital city with higher wages, and sent her living expenses on time.

Pei Sheng was glad that he could continue to study in high school.

At about this time, Pei Sheng's bones were shaped over time, and his appearance gradually became his strength comparable to his IQ. Many people, both male and female, began to express their affection inside and outside the school.

Pei Sheng didn't know how to refuse, he always went home with a small card or flowers.

But Zuo Yingchen knew that Pei Sheng didn't like women, and he also knew that Pei Sheng had no intention of dealing with these messy people, driving away all kinds of people who came to harass him for him.

In a day that no one could tell, Zuo Yingchen also began to look carefully at his somewhat silent friend, and his eyes were no longer as pure as before.

Pei Sheng noticed that his friend had crossed the line, but he still let his sudden intimacy go.

He is always fulfilling the demands of others.

This is true for his father who would fight without warning, his mother who is always crying and apologizing, and especially true for Zuo Yingchen who helped him a lot and was the only bright color in his childhood.

Pei Sheng learned things quickly and firmly. In the third year of high school, he no longer needed to follow the class for the second round of unified review, so he applied for a part-time job instead of evening self-study.

Qingcheng does not recruit child labor in normal places, and the only chance he gets to earn extra money is to sing in a small bar.

During the interview, he anxiously planned to sing a song a cappella, but the boss agreed before he even heard him speak. The only requirement was to ask him to dress up nicely before coming back.

But Pei Sheng didn't have any clothes that could be called beautiful.

After Zuo Yingchen found out, he did not know where to find a high-necked white shirt, a pair of black jeans and a pair of brand new leather shoes.

The big boy said with a evasive look that he bought it in a store, and he didn't know if it was the right size.

Pei Sheng wore that suit and sang on stage.

At that time, Zuo Yingchen had made his mark in the basketball team of Railway Middle School. He came to the bar to watch Pei Sheng during a game break, and made a sign to Pei Sheng in the middle of the game, asking him to find him after singing.

Pei Sheng looked over and was forced to learn how to kiss under the dim light.

After the college entrance examination, Zuo Yingchen said that he wanted to fall in love with him, and Pei Sheng agreed.

Because this person is Zuo Yingchen, Pei Sheng has no reason or need to refuse.

But this is a complete mistake.

Pei Sheng fell in love after graduating from high school, and broke up again in his junior year, as if he had gone through a long typhoon, leaving a mess.