My nemesis begged me after my death

Xie Guici looked back and saw Xue Zhaowei standing there in a trance, as if suddenly enlightened, his hands clenched into fists under his sleeves; , he finally came back to his senses a little bit, staring at Xie Guici firmly.

——The man on the verge of extinction finally grasped his life-saving straw.

Xie Guici didn't understand the many obscure and complicated meanings in his eyes, but Xue Zhaowei's overly revealing eyes still inevitably made his heart tremble slightly, and his heart twitched rapidly.

Cangxuejun's temperament and magnanimity allow him to always maintain a calm and self-sustaining level that is difficult for others to match. Even when Xue Zhaowei wanted to draw his sword to kill him when they first met, he did not lose control so much.

Xie Guici felt some indescribable subtle emotions in his heart, so he asked, "Mr. Cangxue seems to be deeply touched after hearing this story?"

"Yes." He looked at Xie Guici's face, as if he wanted to see the silent past buried under the sand and snow through him, his voice was as light as the moonlight, "...someone once said I mentioned it, but unfortunately I was dull and didn't understand it."

Xue Zhaowei has nothing to do with the word "stupid". If we say that he is extremely dull, there is no one in the world who can be regarded as savvy.He is too self-effacing——Xie Gui said kindly, "It's just a story, let alone whether you can understand it or not?"It wasn't until the snow and moon spread out in the desolate and bitterly cold place of the extreme north again, and Xie Guici recalled the scene of today again, that he understood Xue Zhaowei's understatement of resentment and helpless self-blame.

It's a pity that he doesn't know anything at the moment, so he just smiled and said to the blue bird: "You go to your own affairs first, and I will tell you after the selection is made."

Perfunctory dismissal.

Xue Zhaowei pressed his finger against the edge of the libretto of "The Butterfly Lovers", his fingertips became bloodless due to the force, "Just this one."

Xie Guici looked at him in surprise, but he didn't refute Xue Zhaowei's words. He nodded dispensably: "That's it."

Blue Bird and Caique looked at each other, then turned and left holding other books.

So the hall fell silent again in an instant.

After a long while, Xue Zhaowei said in a difficult voice: "Have you ever thought about taking the initiative to retrieve the lost memory?"

When he asked this question, his mood was not as calm as his expression showed.

In fact, he was afraid of getting a negative answer.

He was afraid that Xie Guici would choose to completely forget and abandon the past—in fact, he was the only one who was forgotten, and it had no effect on Xie Guici's life at all.He remembered his friends, his master and everything else in the world.

... It's just that I don't remember him.

His question caused Xie Guici to fall into a rare moment of thought, and then smiled slightly: "Actually, I haven't thought about this matter carefully. It's good to find it back, but it may not necessarily be a bad thing if I don't remember it."

——He is used to speaking like this, and he is not very frank enough.Some things, maybe he didn't have the answer in his heart.

"..." After hearing what he said, Xue Zhaowei's expression did not relax, but became even more tense.The dark pupils were covered by half-down eyelashes, concealing the turbulent and deep emotions in them.

... There is something wrong with Xie Guici's state.

He didn't have time to catch something that flashed by, so he could only hold everything firmly in his heart, and said in a soft and cold voice, "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if you forget it....It doesn't matter if you don't remember it."

There's still time to start over.

As long as he's around.

Xue Zhao thought slightly.

His voice was so low that Xie Guici, who was a little distracted, couldn't hear clearly: "What?"

Xue Zhaowei has already returned to calmness: "Senior Phoenix asked you today if I need to invite teachers, friends, relatives and friends from the Central Plains to watch the ceremony."

"...No need." Xie Guici twitched the corners of his mouth. Anyway, in his heart, this marriage was completely messed up by his master's whim. Both he and Xue Zhaowei were unwilling, and it would definitely not work out in the end.

Xue Zhao nodded slightly: "I know."

After finishing the words, his eyes finally moved half an inch away from Xie Guici's white porcelain face, which made Xie Guici heave a sigh of relief.

It's not that he's afraid of Xue Zhaowei, it's just that he always feels palpitations for no reason when he meets the other's gaze.

The fingertips touched the chest, and the beating heart accelerated, so intense that it almost burst out of the flesh.

Xie Guici closed his eyes and tried his best to control his emotions.

"Then why don't you send me the sword to be repaired?" He said softly, "I'm a little tired today, so I won't stay with Mr. Zang Xue."

Words are still distant and restrained.

Xue Zhaowei's memory suddenly returned to a long time ago for a moment. When Xie Guici was still carrying the identity of Heyuejun Jiangdengnian, he would often call "Zang Xuejun".

It's just that the tone of voice is joking and smiling, hiding a bit of careless teasing, which is completely different from today's alienation and indifference.

Obviously he should not be so unfamiliar with him.

His eyes were dim, and his emotions surged in a corner that Xie Guici couldn't see, and finally turned into an understatement of the word "good" when he spoke.

…………

After he left, Xie Guici finally took a breath and rubbed his forehead.He always felt that something happened to Xue Zhaowei that caused him to have a different personality than before, making it even more difficult for him to resist.

Xie Guici could calmly deal with the insinuation and ridicule of the disciples of Duyue Mountain, but he really didn't know how to deal with Xue Zhaowei, who he couldn't read.

But he was out of breath too early, within two hours, Xue Zhaowei reappeared in Xie Guici's field of vision with a sword in his hand, and at the same time his master—Phoenix was in the form of a human male today, He was half taller than when he was a girl, and when he saw Xie Guici, he said, "The place where he lived was accidentally burned down by me with the phoenix fire, and there is nowhere to go right now."

Xie Guici was expressionless, and it can be said that he really didn't know what kind of expression to put on: "It's not like there is only one palace."

Phoenix likes gorgeous and spacious Langxuan, so countless spacious and luxurious palaces were completed at the beginning of construction.Burn down one room and replace it with another one.

"It's troublesome for Qingniao and the others to clean up the room. Anyway, your place is spacious, and the two of you are going to get married soon, why don't you just live together early." Fenghuang said with a smile, and did not give Xie Guici a chance to refuse: "I will bring you here As for how to arrange it, it’s up to you.”

As soon as he finished speaking, he turned around and left, leaving Xie Guici and Xue Zhaowei looking at each other.

... It is impossible to really shut Xue Zhaowei out.Xie Guici rubbed the center of his eyebrows, lowered his eyes and sighed: "You come in first."

"What happened to the fire?" Xie Guici asked without any hope.

"Something went wrong when I was taking the sword, the sword energy exploded, Senior Phoenix thought something was wrong, so he used the Phoenix Fire." Xue Zhaowei explained.

It was a surprise to say the least.He thought calmly, and then naturally took the saber covered with fine and dense cracks from Xue Zhaowei's hand.

"Then you will temporarily live in my side hall... The damage to this sword is more serious than I thought." He looked at the sword carefully, "It is almost impossible to restore the original, I don't know Cangxue Do you mind reforging it? This way can save one or two."

"can."

Xue Zhao nodded slightly.

This is also Xie Guici's own thing, not to mention re-forging, even if Xie Guici said he wanted to destroy the sword, he is fully qualified to do so.

"Okay. I'll do my best to fix it."

"Nothing, no rush."

Xue Zhaowei's voice was soft.

Xie Guici thought for a while, and then mentioned to Xue Zhaowei: "You can also see that my master wants to facilitate this marriage. Although I don't know what you think, but to be honest, I don't want to rashly tie my life to other people. Sure, so I should be leaving in a few days."

Since he can't be persuaded, he will leave.

Xue Zhaowei moved his eyes, looked down at him, and suddenly asked: "You don't want to marry me, is it because you still remember He Yuejun?"

Xie Guici was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect Xue Zhaowei to say that, but it was indeed a ready-made good reason for coming to his door, he decisively adjusted his expression, and followed his words: "You think so...it's true..."

He purposely spoke vaguely, allowing others to guess.If Xue Zhaowei didn't know, it would be easy to fool people with his appearance.

At the end, Xie Guici raised his eyes and asked Xue Zhaowei: "Actually, I am very curious about the reason why Mr. Cangxue agreed to stay and get married. It goes without saying that you and I have already been engaged, and getting married is a matter of course. We all know it well. What was it like to be engaged that day."

——It was Xue Zhaowei who held his sword against his neck and forced him to agree.

Hearing his question, Xue Zhao smiled, a very light smile, like a snow field after a snowstorm, silent, quiet, and even rare tenderness.

"You want to know my real reason?"

Seeing him at first, Xie Guici was still not used to him, and it took him a while to regain consciousness and nodded.

The next moment, Xue Zhaowei's voice rang in his ears: "Because I admire you."

There has never been only one person who can make him stay willingly.

He spoke every word clearly and forcefully, causing Xie Guici to raise his eyes in astonishment, only then did he realize that his field of vision was completely occupied by the young people in front of him.

It's a dangerously close distance.

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The closer a lover is to kiss, the closer a life-and-mortal enemy is to stab a knife into each other's heart.

But he and Xue Zhaowei were neither of them, but Xue Zhaowei looked at him seriously from such a close distance, and handed over the right to choose to him.

Blade or E. Desire?

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[Climbing back with difficulty, I haven’t had such a serious cold for a long time, and the universal method of drinking more hot water doesn’t work (x), I hope everyone will pay attention to their health in winter.I will try my best to get back to normal for the next update, but it is still not scheduled for the time being. ]