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This was the second time Xie Jingnian took Chen Xi's car.The street scene quickly passed by, leaving only a large afterimage of blurred colors.The wind whistled, making his eardrums ache.

Xie Jingnian's hands wrapped around Chen Xi's waist were already so cold that he couldn't feel it. The cold air penetrated through his clothes, making his freshly scabbed wound itchy.

He always wanted to scratch it.The stiff knuckles moved, tightly grasping the zipper of the leather jacket that Chen Kui hadn't closed, trying to control himself.

While waiting for the red light, Chen Xi said, don't drag him.

Xie Jingnian was very obedient, he never pulled his clothes, just pressed his forehead gently against Chen Yu's back.

When he got out of the car, the small piece of Chen Kui's leather coat had already been warmed by him.

"You live here?" Chen Kui parked the car, looked at him with his helmet between his hands, "I'll wait for you outside."

"I can't live here," Xie Jingnian probably suffered from the aftereffects of riding a motorcycle, and his legs began to feel weak when his feet touched the ground.But he was even more flustered when Chen Xi asked him, and he just opened his mouth to explain in a nonchalant manner, "I just put the suitcase here..."

Chen Xi leaned on the motorcycle and lit a cigarette, the smoke he exhaled fluttered in the direction of the wind, surrounded by the lights, it was as misty as fog.

He looked indifferent, noncommittal, and lightly urged Xie Jingnian: "Go."

Aunt Zhang is on duty in the supermarket.Her daughter is about the same age as Xie Jingnian, so she always likes to chat with him about teenage relationship issues.Said that she was afraid of her daughter's puppy love, so she previewed it in advance.

Xie Jingnian has no relationship problems.Every time, it was all kinds of high-scoring answers from Baidu search, plus my own inexperienced nonsense to prevaricate.

But seeing Aunt Zhang again at this time, Xie Jingnian suddenly looked forward to talking about something with her.

For example, how should teenagers pursue someone older than themselves...

"Oh, Xiao Xie is back from school?" Aunt Zhang poked her head out behind the counter, and when she saw Xie Jingnian, she immediately put on a friendly smile, "You can pay for what you want to buy, just let your aunt rest for a while."

"Auntie, I don't buy anything." Xie Jingnian said, "I left my clothes in the storage room—"

"Let me just say, why is there an extra suitcase in that room." Before he could finish speaking, Aunt Zhang got up and took Xie Jingnian's arm, leading him to the storage room, "Auntie put it away for you, yes This isn't it?"

"Yes, thank you, auntie."

"Why are you being polite to Auntie?" Aunt Zhang hadn't let go of Xie Jingnian, she tore off Xie Jingnian's clothes, and said in a dissatisfied tone, "It's cold at night, and you're wearing such thin clothes? No, no..."

Taking advantage of the fact that there were no customers in the store, Aunt Zhang stood at the door of the storage room and stared at Xie Jingnian, seeing that he had folded a black half-sleeve over the white T, and put on the coat before letting him go.

"Wear so much?" Chen Xi straddled the motorcycle, with his long legs slanted, and a few cigarette butts under his feet.

"I'm cold." Xie Jingnian walked over, put on his coat, and lowered his head to count how many cigarettes Chen Xi had smoked in such a long time.

"You'll be hot in the bar."

Xie Jingnian felt that he was hallucinating.

He just saw Chen Xi smiling.Although only the corners of his mouth were raised, he just smiled.

But before Xie Jingnian took a closer look, that face was hidden under the helmet.

Xie Jingnian was always reminiscing along the way, when he counted a few cigarette butts.

four?five?

Can not remember.

He couldn't remember everything that happened ten minutes ago.Only Chen Xi's smile remained, which became more and more clear in his mind.

At the bar at ten o'clock at night, the venue was full and cheers continued.Before entering the door, Xie Jingnian could already feel the warm atmosphere and the strong smell of alcohol that seemed to stick to his nose.

The bar is underground, with neon signs posted on the walls along the way.The store name also uses a neon shape, called Pub-BarLiveHouse.

And there is a very interesting little design here.They surrounded the shape of a door with neon lights and thoughtfully marked the location of the door handle.

If you don't look carefully, maybe some fools will think it is a door, and finally hit the wall miserably.

Xie Jingnian is that fool.

While he was standing there with his aching forehead, thinking about how to open the door, Chen Kui grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him aside, pushing open the door which was no different from the wall.

The charming wine-red light instantly shone on Xie Jingnian's face, and Chen Kui's hand also moved to his eyes.He was pressed back with Chen Shi covering his forehead, and the strong aroma of tobacco replaced the viscous wine.

Only the eyes are full of red.Xie Jingnian was still in a daze when leaning against the person's arms.

While rubbing the wound carelessly for him, Chen Kui pressed against his ear and scolded him with a smile: "Little idiot."

At 45:50 Beijing time, Xie Jingnian was sitting there in a daze.A seat in exchange for a [-] yuan cocktail.

Chen Xi and Zhou Yantong went to prepare, leaving him staring at the pre-set eleven o'clock alarm clock.

That's when their show started.

After Xie Jingnian finished his drink, he jumped into the crowded crowd 5 minutes earlier, and finally took a lot of effort to get a good seat.

Perhaps affected by the restless atmosphere, he looked at the empty stage, and the corner of his clothes clutched in his hands was already wet with sweat.

really hot.

The lights went out and the place was plunged into darkness.At the same time, the rioting crowd quieted down.

"Backblade."

The light came on with Chen Xi's voice, it was a brighter and more dazzling red than before, followed by enthusiastic applause and screams like a tide.

Chen Xie took off his leather jacket and wore a black vest. His muscular arms were covered with tattoos that Xie Jingnian had never seen before.

"The first song, "Working with Wolves"."

not rich second generation

No one puts a lot of money into their mouths

If you don't want to work hard, then be a waste

look at other people's faces

Even being stabbed with a knife can only laugh and cry

she said you were like a dog

nodding

drinking wine

Slightly drunk

i can fuck you

you are the dog

……

The extremely sad lyrics, coupled with the decadent and gloomy melody, look like a trash can full of negative energy.

But what is in this trash can is not rubbish, but the glowing sun.

The strength of Chen Jiu's deep and textured voice when he roared was more hearty than a violent rainstorm.Every time the drumbeat falls, there is a surge like anti-gravity, and it keeps going upwards and grows wildly.

The so-called negative is positive.

There are no words to describe Xie Jingnian's indescribable thoughts, because his mind is blank, and even Chen Xi's figure is beginning to become blurred.

From the first time he met, he felt that Chen Xi was a special person, with an aura that was incompatible with this small broken city.He still thinks so until now.

She said you were like a dog, fuck you.

Chen Xi is not a dog.

He is a wolf.

The three songs end quickly.When Chen Xi stepped down from the stage, he was still panting heavily, and his throat was so dry that it hurt, but at this time he wanted to smoke even more.

The drummer who came to help temporarily said goodbye to him, picked up the phone in a hurry and left.

"Brother Xiu, do you think that is my younger brother?" Zhou Yantong handed Chen Xi a bottle of water and asked with his jaw raised.

Chen Xi looked in the direction and saw the boy in the black and white shirt at a glance.He lowered his head, only showing his hair twirling, and was pulling a man, murmuring and didn't know what to say.

The man was haunted by this drunk for a long time, and his face showed displeasure. Seeing that he was a child, he didn't lose his temper. He just threw it all on Chen Xi, who came to pick him up.

"I'm sorry, my child has caused you trouble."

The man wanted to say a few more words, but he turned off his fire as soon as he met Chen Xi's eyes, hugged his girlfriend and managed to find some excuses for himself to get off the stage, bit the bullet and squeezed into the crowd with all his might.

The person in the arms seemed to be unconscious and very restless, and kept moving and sticking to his body, his hair rubbed against his collarbone and itched very much.

"Be honest."

The next band to play is opening, full of nonsense, talking for a long time.

Chen Xi tugged at him, his brows almost knit together.He didn't bring people here so he could be drugged.

Three people gathered in front of the sink in the bar toilet.Zhou Yantong supported Xie Jingnian, while Chen Xi fetched water to wash his face.

"I don't think he's been drugged. Is my brother drinking too much?" Zhou Yantong said.

"Where does he get the money to drink?" Chen Yu wiped Xie Jingnian's face twice, "I only ordered a few degrees for him."

"Then what should we do, can't you throw this to him?" Zhou Yantong had the strawberry candy from the female music fan in his mouth, and his speech was a little vague, "Take it back first, we have to take responsibility if something happens, and then send it to the hospital .”

Chen Xi still had a motorcycle to ride back, so Zhou Yantong had to take Xie Jingnian to take a taxi.

Xie Jingnian was really dishonest, shouting hot for a while, cold when he opened the window, pulling Zhou Yantong's hair for a while, insisting that he was Chen Xi.

When Zhou Yantong said that he was not Chen Xie, Xie Jingnian went all out and didn't say anything, and made him admit it by arguing.

Zhou Yantong had no choice but to follow him.

Unexpectedly, Xie Jingnian suddenly held his face solemnly, with a serious tone.For a moment, Zhou Yantong felt that he was actually sober.

Of course, it was only for a moment.

"Chen Kui," Xie Jingnian spoke awkwardly, stumbling, and his voice was softer than usual, "You, you are not, not a dog!"

After finishing speaking, he repeated it again: "Yes! You are not a dog!"

God damn Chen Xi is not a dog.

Zhou Yantong was laughing so hard that he almost died, chasing Chen Xi and repeating it to him several times, so that the joy turned into sorrow, and he was almost beaten.

"You sleep on the sofa." Chen Kui threw Xie Jingnian onto the bed, pushed Zhou Yantong out, and closed the door.

Zhou Yantong was banging on the door outside, no matter how thick the door was, it couldn't stop his loud voice: "I tell you Chen Xi! If you dare to hurt my little brother! I'll—"

"What are you?"

The two were relatively silent for a while.Zhou Yantong thought for a while and said, "Look at him, and call me if you need anything."

Chen Xi took off his clothes and was naked to the waist. He wanted to smoke a cigarette by the window, but when he lit the fire, he heard mosquito-like buzzing.

"cold……"

Chen Jiu inexplicably remembered Xie Jingnian's coat, probably left it in the bar and forgot to take it back.So he threw away the cigarette and was forced to close the window, and sat by the bed to study how to spend the night.

"Chen Xie." Xie Jingnian called him.

"What are you doing, you little idiot." Chen Xi felt that his patience in this life was given to Xie Jingnian except music.

Xie Jingnian said, "You are not a dog."

Chen Kui laughed angrily at him, stretched out his hand and pushed the man inside, lying on the side.

"Well, I'm not a dog."

The author has something to say:

The lyrics are all my own nonsense, there is no technical content, everyone can take a look.