back edge

The first tour of the comeback is scheduled for mid-October, passing through six cities in total.

Xie Jingnian counted the numbers on the calendar - he and Chen Shi will be separated for a whole week.

There was still that red and white electric guitar in the corner of his room, right next to the helmet that Chen Xiu gave him.

The guitar was soaked in water, the wooden neck was deformed by the rain, and the circuit board was not spared.It can be played, but the sound is terrible.

Xie Jingnian sat on the floor, leaning against the wall, plucking the strings with his fingertips.

The voice was intermittent, weak, unpleasant, and not in tune at all.

Xie Jingnian held a small black pick tightly in his hand, which was stuffed into his hand by Chen Xi himself.He looked at it for a while, then moved the pick to his lips with trembling arms, and kissed it lightly.

Knowing that Chen Xi would leave him in a few days, now he has already started to miss him.

He put the pick in his mouth, his tongue was stirring, and his teeth were biting.Treat it as old, want to swallow it in your stomach, so that they can never be separated again.

The hard plastic material hurt every inch of the soft flesh in his mouth.It made his eye sockets hot, and the tip of his nose was acidic.

This feeling of grievance rushed up suddenly, and he couldn't find the reason, just rampaging between his lips and tongue, flooding in his mind, and it was out of control.

Why didn't the show include him?

Xie Jingnian didn't dare to ask, he didn't dare to speak, and he didn't dare to show even the slightest vexatious gesture in front of Chen Xie.

He was afraid that elder brother Jiu would hate him.

Brother Yu is for his own good.I want him to study hard and get admitted to a good university in the future - these are what Zhou Yantong told him.

But these are not what he wants.What he wants, from the beginning to the end, is only one old man.

Xie Jingnian sat there for a long time, until he heard the sound of the door opening when Chen Xi returned.

He forgot that he still had the pick in his mouth, and hurried out of the room without even wearing his slippers.

"What's wrong?" Chen Yugang took off his coat and put it on the sofa, and frowned when he saw Xie Jingnian's panic.

"fine--"

Xie Jingnian felt a foreign object in his mouth while speaking, shook his head at Chen Xi, and hurriedly wanted to go back to his room to take out the pick.

Chen Xi had sharp eyes, and he saw it as early as when he opened his mouth.He took a step forward, stretched out his long arms and pulled Xie Jingnian into his arms.

Xie Jingnian leaned against Chen Xi's chest, and his breath was filled with the long-lost smell of tobacco.

Chen Xi turned the person around, pinched Xie Jingnian's chin with his big hand, his brows still did not loosen: "What's in your mouth?"

Xie Jingnian lowered his eyelids, neither looked at him nor spoke.Only when Chen Xi pinched him so hard that it hurt, would he frown and raise his head to look at people.

Chen Kui lost his temper after being tortured by him, and instead pinched Xie Jingnian's cheek.

Xie Jingnian's mouth was squeezed together by him, the red soft flesh protruded from inside, pouting as if asking for a kiss from him.

Anyone who stares at those lips will feel the urge to kiss them.

Chen Xi was no exception.

He resisted, shifted his gaze to the tip of Xie Jingnian's straight nose, and coaxed people in a low voice: "Spit it out."

Xie Jingnian put both hands on Chen Xi's forearm, and shook his head obstinately.

Chen Xi stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly reached for Xie Jingnian's back with his other free hand.The warm palms traveled from the shoulder blades all the way down the spine, and finally stopped at the lower back.

Xie Jingnian's body was softened by his touch, and his clenched teeth loosened.With the tip of his tongue, the black pick fell into Chen Shi's palm.

Chen Xi let go of him, looked at the pick and frowned again: "Why are you holding it in your mouth?"

"I..." Xie Jingnian's ears and cheeks were red, and he hesitated: "I'm free."

Chen Xi laughed, and reprimanded: "I think you are also idle."

The black pick was stained with Xie Jingnian's transparent and sticky saliva, lying in the palm of his hand until his flesh became hot.

"There will be no next time." Chen Xi closed his palm and held it in his hand, "Don't put everything in your mouth."

"En." Xie Jingnian nodded repeatedly, and ran back to his room like a thief.

So exciting.

Now that Xie Jingnian closed his eyes, his mind was full of Chen Xi's warm hands.Thinking of how they hugged his cheeks, and how they stroked his back...

With a whimper, he slid back against the door, curling himself into a ball.

I really like Chen Xi.

Back Blade's tour is coming soon, and I am rushing to rehearse every day.Yu Ning is one grade lower than Xie Jingnian, in order to accommodate him, the rehearsal time of Fian Ren can only be moved to after seven o'clock in the evening.

As a result, Chen Kui didn't have time to pick up Xie Jingnian after school.

"Hey!" Chen Hanlin snapped his fingers in front of Xie Jingnian, "What are you thinking about?"

"Nothing." Xie Jingnian said.

Chen Hanlin's car is very high-profile.The driver is also very high-profile, wearing a black suit and sunglasses, like a mafia bodyguard in a TV series.

Xie Jingnian and Chen Hanlin sat side by side in the back row, and two bodyguards in black suits sat in the front row.

If it wasn't that Chen Xi didn't have time to pick them up, and there were no buses at night and it was difficult to take a taxi, he wouldn't want to accept Chen Hanlin's invitation to go home together.

Sitting in the car, he only felt an inexplicable sense of oppression, and he felt uncomfortable everywhere.

On the contrary, Chen Hanlin, not only didn't think it was high-profile, but was proud of it: "How handsome! I am the mafia prince who calls the wind and rain, and the whole city is pinched by me!"

The bodyguards in the front row couldn't sit still, and they couldn't see their emotions wearing sunglasses. They turned around eagerly: "Master, we have to be careful with our words."

"Our husband's business is serious and has nothing to do with the mafia." He turned to Xie Jingnian and said, "This is your business card."

Xie Jingnian took the business card in a daze, feeling even more depressed.

Chen Hanlin asked the bodyguard to turn back, and suddenly said to Xie Jingnian: "Mr. Xie, do you still remember that idiot who reported you for cheating in the exam?"

Xie Jingnian responded and nodded.

He has an impression of this person, especially his cowardly look.

In fact, this person never saw Xie Jingnian and Chen Hanlin cheating at all, but just talking nonsense.Xie Jingnian was punished for being a blind cat and a dead mouse.

Xie Jingnian did cheat at the time, but afterwards he didn't complain much about being reported.On the contrary, it was Chen Hanlin who shared the same hatred with the enemy, mouthed a fool, and called him that every day, as if he secretly found someone to beat him up in the last semester.

"I just don't like his mother's eye!" Chen Hanlin said, "He seems to be sick, and I'm afraid of being infected if I'm in the same class as him."

"Why did he mess with you?" Xie Jingnian couldn't understand why Chen Hanlin hated that person so much.

"He didn't mess with me, I just hated his cheap look." Chen Hanlin said, "It's okay this time, he finally transferred to another school, so I won't be annoyed by looking at him every day."

Xie Jingnian didn't understand the thoughts of their wealthy young master, so he got out of the car under the eyes of Chen Hanlin who wanted to chatter about another five yuan.

Xie Jingnian stood downstairs, and habitually raised his head to glance at the windows on the fourth floor.It is still black today.

Chen Xi hadn't come back for several days.

They had to rehearse until ten or eleven, and Chen Xi and Zhou Yantong lived in the practice room.Maybe sometimes Chen Xi would go home during the day, but Xie Jingnian was in school, so the two of them couldn't meet each other.

Xie Jingnian was very upset.He got up from the sofa, touched a cigarette in his schoolbag, lit it, sat back and leaned there to smoke.

Anyway, Chen Xi didn't come back, so he didn't care about smoking.

As soon as he thought about it, Xie Jingnian heard the sound of a key unlocking the lock——Chen Xi must have returned.

How could Chen Xi come back?

Xie Jingnian hurried to the bathroom and threw more than half of the remaining cigarettes into the toilet to flush away.As for the strong smell of cigarettes in the living room, there was nothing to be done about it.

Sure enough, as soon as Chen Kui entered the door, he asked, "Smoking again?"

He came over without even putting down the fruit in his hand, and said in a fierce tone, "Did I tell you not to smoke?"

"Yeah, I said it." Xie Jingnian's head was almost buried in his chest, his voice was very low, "I made a mistake, bro, I will never smoke again."

Xie Jingnian lowered his head, leaving only the back of his head for Chen Xi.The latter also lowered his head to look for a while, didn't speak, just sighed suddenly.

"Did I make you apologize?"

Xie Jingnian raised his head: "No."

"Then you're sorry." Chen Kui threw a bag of fruit on the coffee table almost violently, making a muffled sound when it hit the glass tabletop.

Xie Jingnian did not speak.

Chen Xi sat down on the sofa, looked at Xie Jingnian, and said indifferently: "It's not your fault. It's my fault."

Xie Jingnian felt that Chen Xi's tone was not right, and when he raised his head, he saw the man who had always been rebellious lowered his head, silently lighting a cigarette for himself, even the white smoke from his cigarette was floating very low.

"Brother Rotten..."

"It was my fault." Chen Xi repeated this sentence with a low voice, holding a cigarette, "I shouldn't care about you."

Xie Jingnian's heart suddenly went cold.He panicked completely, full of uneasiness occupying his whole mind.

"It's all me, I was wrong Brother Jiu." Xie Jingnian ran over and squatted beside Chen Jiu's legs, "You, you can't leave me alone..."

Chen Kui turned his head to look at him, covered Xie Jingnian's face with his palm, and stroked his skin lovingly with his thumb.He looked at the red corners of Xie Jingnian's eyes, and couldn't raise his temper at all.He always has nothing to do with him.

"Don't cry."

The more Chen Yu talked, the more tears were brewing in Xie Jingnian's eyes.Chen Xi watched it fill up little by little, and finally fell whole, hitting his palm.

Chen Xi threw away the cigarette, cupped Xie Jingnian's face with both hands, and casually wiped away the sour tears that filled him.

But at this time he couldn't think of anything else, only one sentence, don't cry.

"Brother Xiu...you can't leave me alone...you have to take care of me." Xie Jingnian cried so hard that he almost couldn't open his eyes, but he still stubbornly stared at Chen Xi.

Chen Xi seemed to see his own reflection in his dark pupils.

He moved closer to Xie Jingnian's face, and finally couldn't hold back and kissed it lightly.He kissed the places where the tears rolled down one after another, feeling Xie Jingnian's body that became stiff little by little.

He also saw the shock in his eyes.

"I don't care who else can you control?"

Chen Xi said.