Nine Nights Frost

The Immortal Clan and the Jiaolong Clan sent new Kabuki and dancers, who performed very well in singing and dancing.

Although the Temple of Devouring God has beautiful scenery, it is limited in size and has a lot of free time, but there is not much entertainment, so I asked all the servants to go to enjoy it, and specifically told Fang Shunhua to come over.

Whenever I think of his expression this morning, I feel uneasy, and I have to look at him to be at ease.

Fang Shunhua was still wearing the same clothes from the morning when he came, and sat beside me following the guidance of the attendant, and then just sat without even looking at me.

During the three days before the banquet, although he didn't have any expressions or words, he knew it was deliberate at a glance, but now I only feel that there is a dead person sitting next to me.

I tried my best not to care about the young man, and tried to listen to and see the slender waist in the hall, but on the other hand, I couldn't help but pay attention to the young man's actions from the corner of my eyes, as long as he made a slight movement, or made a slight movement. I can easily detect facial expressions.

But until halfway through the banquet, the young man did not respond.

I gradually became more and more anxious, and finally I couldn't help but pretend to be casual and turned my head to tease: "How about these dancers? If you like them, I will give them to you."

The young man also looked sideways at me, but quickly turned his head away again. He thought for a while, as if he was considering what I was talking about.

Just when I thought he wasn't going to reply, he said softly, "No, thank you."

This sound made me frown.

Taiping is also too polite, completely different from the original personality of the young man.

So I said again: "What? They are not good? Your vision is high, and you don't even look down on my people?"

After a while, the young man said: "It's not that they are bad, but that I belong to myself, and I can no longer do such things with other people."

My heart skipped a beat, and I pretended to be frivolous and sarcastic: "So in the future, the relationship between you and me should be like water?"

The young man smiled faintly, lowered his head, but did not speak again.

What does it mean?

You only confessed your heart to me during the day, but now you say that your heart belongs to someone else?

I just felt that the sudden outburst of anger was like a steel knife, making my heart and lungs ache.

He raised his hand and threw the wine cup to the ground.

The chaotic singing and dancing stopped, and everyone looked over in fear.

I stood up, kicked over the table, pointed to the dancer who was leading the show just now and said, "You stay, the others go out."

My gloomy face made everyone dare not delay a step, and they all came out in a file, except that some people occasionally cast envious or jealous eyes on that dancer.The dancer girl stood where she was, looking at me with joy in her anxiety.

That person also walked out together with everyone, without any pause, or even looking back.

I watched him get further and further away, until his back completely disappeared in the dim night outside the hall.

The palm of my hand hurt, and I knew that I must have pinched it hard enough to bleed out.

The singer saw that I was just standing there without further expression, so she boldly came over and tugged on my sleeve, smiling charmingly, "Star Lord..."

"Go away."

I flicked my sleeves and let her fall to the ground.

That night, I asked the dancer girl to stay in the hall and was not allowed to leave, and drank alone until dawn.

However, no one rushed in from the gate of the hall that night.

Only the desolate moonlight filled the entire Devouring Temple.

I just remembered that this day has come again.

That comes from the long and desperate Nine Nights Shuanghua.

***

It seems that I haven't thought of Xinglin for a long time. Everything about him that I think of now is no longer the kind of broken love and surging pain, but a familiar and warm feeling.

I remember at that time he took me to see the newly created world, to see those human beings and dragons who had just been given life.Under the blue sky, young humans can only live by collecting wild fruits, and there are countless young mermaids swimming freely in the cinnabar sea.

He hugged me when I was little at that time, and pointed out to me this new land full of hope.

Share his happy mood with me.

He loves me.

Although in the tens of thousands of years before, I once doubted it, but now that I think about it, he really likes me, although it has nothing to do with love.

I think I should have let it go long ago.

The loss of Tochizuka is not a big deal to me now. I have never coveted the power in it, and what I want to miss with it is no longer necessary to mention.

Instead, Fang Shunhua...

I don't want to let him go, I don't want him to have any intimacy with others, I don't even want to see him smile at people other than me... Something is about to come out, but I still don't want to face it.

Because it is impossible to face.

Trust has been lost, so are some things over long before they started?

For the next two days, I didn't meet Fang Shunhua, and at this time, the news of the war came from the front again.

The battle between humans and the dragon clan of the immortal clan is still raging, but Yu Chengxia was seriously injured three days ago.Ever since Fang Shunhua came back with me, Yu Chengxia took over his position as the leader of the human army. He once posed a threat to the coalition forces, but he did not expect such news to come again now.

The relationship between Fang Shunhua and Yu Chengxia should be excellent, as can be clearly seen from the performance of the two when they separated, but it is not certain whether the relationship between the two includes something other than friendship.

The human youth said a few days ago that he already has his own heart... After thinking about it for a while, I summoned my attendants and asked them to pretend to be a coincidence to reveal to Fang Shunhua that Yu Chengxia was seriously injured.

Then I lay on the bed, waiting quietly, thinking, hoping that I could wait for nothing this night.

When I was thinking wildly, I suddenly realized that I knew too little about young people.

Apart from knowing that he had lived in Evernight City for ten years and was the leader of the human rebels, he knew almost nothing about the rest.

What kind of clothes he likes, what food he hates, what kind of friends he has, who he has met, what things he has met... He knows almost nothing about these.

I like him, maybe even love him.

But what is the name of the person I love?

Only recently figured it out.

I have lived such a long time, and I have loved two people.One never said he loved me, the other kept saying he loved me, but I couldn't believe it anymore.

Just as he was thinking, a servant came in to report that Fang Shunhua asked to see him.

The passing voice was very soft, but it seemed like cold water was spreading from my heart.

I endured it for a while before I got up from the bed and asked the attendants to ask Fang Shunhua to come in. Almost at the same time, I saw the young man push the door and enter.

It turned out that he was anxiously waiting outside the door.

The young man was wearing a heavy cloak, and when he entered the room, he shook off a thin layer of snowflakes, and the warm room was suddenly brought into a chill.He knelt down on one knee, but just lowered his head, didn't speak immediately, and looked up at me after a while, with a look of determination on his face.

Before the young man could speak, I got out of bed barefoot and came to him.

"Is it snowing outside?"

There were also one or two small snowflakes on his slender eyelashes. I reached out to pick them off for him, only to find that they had already melted under my fingertips.

The young man looked up at me, "Star Lord..."

"It's been a few days again." I interrupted the young man, "Do you still remember this time last year, it was you and I who..."

"Star Lord," as if he didn't hear my words, the young man's eyes were even a little impatient, "Shun Hua came here late at night to ask you to allow me to leave for a few days, last time I came in a hurry, and there was no time to arrange many things. Wait for me to finish these things With my wish, I will never go down Weiyu Mountain again for the rest of my life.”

The pain in my heart was churning, but the smile on my face cooled down, "Fang Shunhua, don't you remember what you said when you traded yourself for a flower? Are you going to Wei Yushan now? What do you think this is? ? Who do you think I am? You can come when you want, and you can leave when you want?"

"That's why Shun Hua came to ask Star Master."

The heavy words I uttered seemed to make the young man more determined, and the urgent and worried eyes made me almost breathless.

I said sadly: "Fang Shunhua, you mean, you are begging me?"

"Yes." The young man still looked up at me without wavering.

The roots of my teeth smelled of blood, and my chest was so painfully torn by anger, I wished I could see that Yu Chengxia die right before my eyes.

I took a deep breath, with a disdainful expression on my face, "You are begging for help like this? Are you half-sincere?"

The young man looked at me silently for a while, his gaze gradually became somewhat empty, then he stood up, untied the cloak on his body, and then took off the outer robe.Although it was a cold night in winter, he didn't wear much, which shows how eager he was when he came to see me.

I frowned and watched the young man's movements. At first, I didn't understand why. It wasn't until he took off his shirt, came over and reached out to untie my nightgown, that I realized his intentions.

He... Could it be that he wants to exchange something like this with me? !

I couldn't believe it, but the young man's fingers touching my skin were cold, his expression was numb, and only his eyes revealed his eagerness to end everything.

What does he take himself for?

What do you take me for again?

Shocked, angry and hurt, I raised my hand and slapped the young man hard on the face.

"Snapped!"

The young man turned his head away from my beating, and his beautiful face gradually became red and swollen.He looked at me silently for a while, then got out of bed, put on the clothes that fell on the ground one by one, then straightened his hair, knelt down again, and said flatly: "Since what Star Master wants is not this, Shun Hua I can't think of anything else I can give you."

I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart, I just felt that it was a little difficult to even breathe.

I walked back and forth a few steps, and finally stopped in front of the young man, "You like Yu Chengxia? You said your heart belongs to him, is he?"

The young man turned his eyes away for the first time, and said shyly, "No."

"You're lying, you're lying again," I tried my best to suppress the trembling that was about to spread all over my body, and my tone was sharp, "If it was just a fellowship, would you go down the mountain in such a hurry? Fang Shunhua, are you going to lie again? Are you really Extremely hateful."

I paused, "I'll ask you again, why are you so eager to leave?"

Hearing what I said, the young man suddenly pulled the corners of his lips, showing a pale smile, "As the star master said, I love Chengxia, and something happened to him, so naturally I have to rush to see him. That's it, you can Let me leave for a while?"

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head as if he didn't want to look at me again.

I got the answer I expected, but I could only stand on the spot, as if my whole body was exhausted, and I couldn't even say a word.

The wind from the hallway blew in and brought a few petals of white snow. Only then did I realize that my hands and feet were already cold. It turned out that I had been stepping on the ground barefoot.

And this time, the young man didn't notice it as usual.

He raised his head again, as if he was about to say something again, but I found myself afraid to listen any more.

"Shut up." I stopped the young man, bit my little finger, and drew the dripping blood around the young man's wrist. The blood immediately turned into a black chain and wrapped it around the young man's wrist, and I tied the other end. at the head of the bed.

"Star Lord, you..." The young man looked at me in shock, and shook his wrist in disbelief, as if he couldn't believe that I locked him up.

"Don't think about breaking it." After confirming that the young man couldn't leave, I seemed to feel better, "You can't undo the magic power above, it's better not to let yourself suffer."

After the young man was placed under house arrest, I did not visit him for several days.

Eight days later, I gradually felt that the situation was moving in an irreversible direction.

On this day, I was still stroking the silver bracelet on my wrist while listening to the attendant's report.

"Young Master Fang hasn't eaten or even drank any water. If this continues, I'm afraid I won't be able to sustain it..."

I glanced at the attendant, "You are all dead? Let him not eat if he says not to eat?"

The attendant's legs trembled, and he immediately fell to the ground, "The Star Lord made amends. It's not that we haven't thought of a way, Mr. Fang actually didn't mean to stop eating or drinking, but... it's not that he didn't want to, but he couldn't, so ..."

"Can't eat?" I squeezed the bracelet on my hand again, "What do you mean?"

"It's because he can't eat it no matter what." The attendant seemed to think about it, but he still said boldly, "Even if he ate it, he would spit it out. The doctor also came to see it, saying that it was because of excessive worry."

"Excessive worry?"

I suddenly stood up from the chair, stretched out my hand and slapped it, and the small mahogany table next to me shattered.

The attendant was so frightened that his face paled. I ignored him and went to the bedroom where Fang Shunhua was imprisoned.

I haven't seen him for three days, he has already lost a lot of weight, his cheeks that were not plump are now even more sunken, and his eyes are deeply blue, it seems that even his sleep seems to have a problem.

Seeing me, the young man did not speak, but looked at me silently.

I looked at him, then at the untouched medicinal juice on the table beside me, narrowed my eyes, "Are you threatening me?"

The young man's tone was light, "Shun Hua didn't mean that."

"Then drink it." I only felt that the young man's dull face was extremely dazzling, and I picked up the medicine bowl on the table and handed it to him, but the young man froze for a moment, his eyes focused on my wrist.

I followed the young man's gaze, only to realize that the silver bracelet that I had been hiding in my sleeve was exposed at this moment.

The elegant and delicate patterns on it are really easy to identify.

I felt like I was going to shrink my wrist, but it was too late, so I simply showed a nonchalant expression, as if I didn't know what the young man was looking at.

"Give it back to me." He said suddenly, and pulled off the pearl he was wearing around his neck with one hand, and handed it to me, "Give this back to you too."

I took a breath, straightened my body, put the medicine bowl aside, lowered my arms, and covered my wrists with my sleeves, "Give me back what? This bead is mine? What I send out will never be taken back, you If you don't like it, throw it away."

The young man extended his hand holding Mingzhu, but he never waited for my response.

After a while, he smiled and shook his head, put the pearl on the side of the pillow, and said to me: "I'm talking about the silver bracelet on your left wrist, the star master probably forgot how it is. It's one thing, so give it back, it has a special meaning to me."

Speaking of this point, there is no room for turning back, and it turned out that he really made up his mind to take the bracelet back.

Is he going to give it to Yu Chengxia again?

Jealousy eats my heart like poison.

Such heartache, such unwillingness, seemed to be seeing the tochidosaurus in Su Yilan's hand at that time.

I snatched the true god's natal flower that time, am I going to do the same thing this time?

What did I get after that?

Will it fall to the same ending this time?

I closed my eyes, almost numb with heartache, and finally reached out and took off the bracelet on my left wrist.

Fang Shunhua silently watched my movements until he took the silver bracelet and put it in his arms carefully.

After a long while, he spoke again, "How long will Xingzhu keep me? A person like me is just a rare decoration. Even if you like someone else, it will only make you lose face. Why bother?" how about this?"

"Speaking so much, you just want to leave quickly." I panicked with tightness in my chest, "I'll exchange you with a whole twig of Tochipoca japonica, do you want me to lose both ends?"

The young man smiled again and said, "I said I would come back. I don't have the power of a true god. If this continues, I'm afraid I will end up like Bai Shang."

"What did you say?"

My voice suddenly darkened, and I could hardly believe what he just said.

He understands my past with Xinglin, and the tragedies of Congyuan and Baishang, but these are mysteries that must never be revealed. They are secrets from the bottom of my heart. out.

Is he threatening me?

To prod me?

Or... just stating a fact?

I stared at the young man's thin face, he was smiling weakly, with a look of indifference on his face, "I have no intention of letting Star Lord fail, but this body doesn't seem to be my own now, and I don't know if it is what happened."

"Even if you die, I have a way to bring you back to life." I managed to suppress my panic.

"Yeah, um, that's right."

The young man nodded, his lips were also dry and pale.

I remembered the amazement when I saw his true face for the first time, and when I saw him smile for the first time, I seemed to see a thousand trees in full bloom, but now... I forcibly separated him from the person he loved, and I let them By separating the two places, I prevented them from getting together, and I was even about to take the lives of young people.

Turns out I did it again!

Do this to someone you love.

My heart seemed to suddenly become frantic, and I suddenly didn't dare to look at the figure of the young man who seemed to disappear at any time, and ran out alone.

It was moonlight and snow outside again.

The cold moon, and the cold snow.

Thousands of years, ten thousand years, tens of millions of years have passed, but this world is still like this.

Why am I still unable to get out?Step out of this snow and moonlight.

Why am I here again?Why are you here again?Why did you lose yourself here again?

nine nights.

From that day on, I imprisoned Fang Shunhua for exactly nine nights.

Another nine nights of frost, is it going to bury all my love again?

I shouldn't make that mistake again.

The same mistakes should not be repeated.

But how can I be willing?How can you let go so easily?

This is what I found with great difficulty...I finally found someone who said he loves me, and I love him too.

I used to comfort myself in the mirror like that.

It doesn't matter, no, he must love you.

After such long and hopeless years, fate is still so cruel.

It turns out that nothing has changed.

I clenched my empty wrist, gradually fell to my knees in the pallor, and made that decision in the trance and sobriety like death.

……

After a long time, I stood up again, my legs were tingling sharply, and I walked back slowly, until the original painful place was completely numb.

I came to the youth bed.

He didn't sleep, just looked at me, very quiet.

I slowly said: "When you came to Weiyu Mountain, I once said that every person who leaves here, before leaving, I will take from them one of the most precious things to them. Now, You can leave, you don't even have to come back, and what I want to take from you is your love."

"My love?" The young man looked at me inexplicably.

"I will strip love from your heart. Since you left here for love, then this is what I want to take away." My heart was roaring, but my tone became calmer, "I can give It's time for you to think about it."

"No, no need." The young man still showed a smile, "This love is indeed my most precious thing, but... I am willing to leave it to you."

The voice gradually lowered.

His last smile bloomed quietly and deeply in the moonlight, as beautiful as a memory that can only be missed, and a sincerity that cannot be reproduced.

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