old lily no spring

The first time He Ge Hua used WeChat video was to carefully observe her colorful face, the girl's eyes were squeezed into a line by the swollen upper and lower eyelids, and she comforted Song Han solemnly, "Teacher, I'm really fine. This little pain is nothing. I will beat it and it will recover in two days." She was more worried about Ziwei's ears, and the community doctor at the village clinic was still worried, so she took her younger sister with this face I went to the hospital. Fortunately, Ziwei didn't have a perforated eardrum but a flesh injury, and her hearing was not affected.The doctor saw Ge Hua with two big bumps on his head, "Where did you fight here?"

"I said I practice Sanda." Ge Hua also knew to be joking with Song Han, she showed her white and neat teeth, and the wound on the corner of her mouth was cracked by laughing.

"This family... what will you do in the future?" Song Han was worried about this.

"It's okay, teacher." In the video, the girl's eyes were shining brightly, "The village party secretary testified, I didn't mention this to my dad, so they let Ziwei study. And teacher, I just want you to tell me I don’t need her sponsorship for university, because I can apply for student loans and grants, and there will also be competition subsidies. Sister Xiaojiu said that I might be able to take a few photos to be a plane model, I can even work as a tutor to earn money, and I can support myself.”

How come there is no ready-made funding, so I have to get a loan by myself.Song Han advised her, "You don't have to make yourself so hard, and the sponsor doesn't want you to pay back the money if the conditions permit."

"I have to pay it back." Ge Hua looked at Mr. Lu, stretched out his hand and touched the corner of his mouth subconsciously, "The serious money is earned by other people's hard work, and I can't take it for granted. I spent more than 1 yuan in high school. I will also return the expenses to the sponsor." She said firmly, as if she had considered it many times.

This is the first time that Song Han has seen such a stubborn side from Ge Hua. She looked at the girl intently, "Huh? Then... we'll talk about it later." Also, she could actually fight, Song Han blinked, "Ge Hua..." She didn't say what was in her heart, so she had to advise, "Let's not be so impulsive in the future. You are at home this time, because of the affection of your parents and villagers, let it go. Let's fight again later. , You have to pay a price. You know, if you put a penny on the file, half of your life will be ruined."

Ge Huaning lowered her gaze, and she responded softly, "I know, teacher. I don't really want to fight, I'm not that kind of person." She didn't want to appear in front of Teacher Lu with such a violent image, and she has been working hard to be a good character. Excellent students and outstanding athletes.

After knowing that a certain "beautiful" character image collapsed in front of the person he yearned for, Ge Hua naively explained, "I'm not, I just feel that I can't be bullied endlessly..."

"But you're a little proud, aren't you?" Song Han saw Ge Huamei beaming, adding luster to this face.

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Ge Hua was stunned, and she was indeed a little proud: she fought back against her father, and even made her parents agree to send Yanzi to repeat her studies.Ge Hua, who was thin and silent since she was a child, really tasted her own strength. She used her fists, logic, calculations, and momentum...to overwhelm her parents.The father who usually ignored him, the mother who beat Erkang in public in the courtyard just because he ate a hamburger, they were rapidly shrinking and becoming smaller.Ge Hua's fight back is not as simple as protecting Ziwei, she is volatile her emotions that have been suppressed for many years.She was so proud that even looking at her face in the mirror, she would feel that it was not a scar, but a medal of a soldier who had returned triumphantly after being wounded on the battlefield.

She was easily seen through by Teacher Lu.Ge Hua's studious, self-improvement is like a mask.

"Actually, I'm a little proud today." Song Han's voice was filled with warm kindness, "My parents divorced, my father reorganized the family, and I have a half-brother. I just came out of their house. They let I used my spare time to help the child who was tired of studying. I made a blind price, saying 4 yuan a month, and used this to frighten their mouths. Ge Hua, so I understand how you feel." Song Han found Ge There seemed to be tears in Hua's eyes, "This world is really disgusting sometimes, isn't it?"

Ge Hua nodded, with tears on his eyelashes.She is proud, but also sad.Natural blood ties can't let her get it, she has to use fists.Ge Hua's throat swelled slightly, tears waded across the wound on her face, she was in pain.

"In the face of injustice, you can only fight back with such determination. It's not what you think in your heart, it's just a last resort." Song Han approached the phone, "Ge Hua, don't feel that this kind of yourself is too strange. I just think , after the outbreak of necessary evil, let's restrain ourselves properly, and be careful not to slide to the other extreme." Song Han wanted to wipe away the tears of the girl on the phone, and patted her on the shoulder, "We must learn to live in a smarter way , especially after you arrive in City H. Once you get used to using force, it will be difficult for you to come back. Do you understand?"

The girl's tears rolled out in strings, and she nodded vigorously to show that she understood.Song Han's eyes were also wet, "I'm sorry, I made you sad by saying all this. We still have a few months, keep working hard. The teacher is waiting for you in H City."

Song Han was in a low mood when he returned home, but Lu Mengfei was worried, "Isn't there something unpleasant? Why did you come back so early?"

Song Han waved her hand, "It should not be unhappy, but the business has not been agreed upon." She told her mother the request of Kong Weitong and Zhao Jing, and also how she refused.

Just as Lu Mengfei was serving the dishes on the table, the last pot of salted Duxian was placed heavily in the middle, overflowing with soup. "Why is this? What do you think of my daughter?"

Song Han took a rag to wipe it clean, "Mom, don't tell them about me in the future. I don't want to go to their house anymore. Really, this is not only asking for trouble, but also causing trouble."

When she was a child, she studied the dance taught by the kindergarten teacher very seriously, and she wanted to show it to her grandparents when she got home, but the old lady blocked her with one hand, "Okay, okay, don't be shy. Go to the side." Different treatment from cousins, There are also words that they intentionally or unintentionally hurt their mother in front of themselves and instigate a divorce.On the day the father left home after divorce, he pushed away Song Han who was crying and chased him away, and then roared, "Why are you crying? Didn't you have a good time with her?" I can't see myself. E big himself is just a tool that can help in emergency, and he has to calculate the cost performance.

Picking the rice one by one, Song Han was unhappy, and Lu Mengfei was also unhappy.

There was only the slight chewing sound of the mother and daughter in the room, Lu Mengfei served Song Han soup, "If you don't like it, I won't go there in the future. It's not that your mother forced you, after all, you have a blood relationship with that place."

Song Han nodded and swallowed the food, "Mom, let me tell the truth, they don't treat me as a relative." If there is any instrument, she really wants to run her whole body, and the part of her body that belongs to the "hole" will have blood, blood and skin. Give them back their muscles.

"I think the most correct thing you did was to change my surname." Song Han liked the surname "Lu" very much. In history, Lu Ji, Lu Xun, and Lu You might belong to her family.

Lu Mengfei smiled wryly, "What else did your father say?"

"I also asked me if I was in my senior year, and politely asked how you and your grandparents are doing. Later, it was transferred to his son." Song Han pouted, "I just wanted to scare them, saying that I earn money a month. [-]. He said twice in a big tone, so he should pay. It turned out to be stingy."

"Kong Weitong is that kind of person. If you really ask him to take more money, he will have a stomachache. I asked him for your monthly support before, but he had to postpone it for several months before giving it together. Later, I didn't bother I want it, it makes me unable to support you and you beg him for food." Lu Mengfei sometimes didn't understand why he chose this man despite the suitors from similar families.

"That's right, he's a person with a clear background. He said that the divorce was due to pressure from his parents. Who knows if he has the heart?" Song Han spoke quickly, and when he said this, his mother's expression changed. .

Songhan suddenly understood why his mother still didn't agree to Old Uncle Li's marriage proposal.She brought food for her mother, and after a while, "Mom, seriously, don't say that Kong Wei gave birth to me. You have to figure it out, you gave birth to me and raised me. He just provided a sperm biologically." Just get into bed."

"It's good that you know." Lu Mengfei suddenly changed her position again, and she put the question that she had endured for a long time on the table, "What about your own business?"

"What's the matter with me?" Song Han looked up, "Oh, I don't plan to marry a man."

"Nonsense, not with men but with women?"

"I don't think about it anymore." Song Han pointed at himself, "Mom, I think I've seen through it. I'm not suitable for love and marriage. It's really good to be alone."

Lu Mengfei thought her daughter was fooling her, and shook her head, "Childish. What will you do if you don't have children in the future? Who will take care of you?"

"If I really want to have a child, I'll buy a sperm. The birth will be mine, and I won't involve those shitty fathers, grandparents, etc. Also, if I want to have a baby, I'll have a daughter." Song Han said like a cannonball Finished, added a sentence, "I like girls."

Seeing that her mother's face was stiff again, she explained, "It's not that kind of girl, it's a daughter."

"It doesn't mean that my daughter is a little padded jacket." The mother gave Song Han a blank look.

"Mom, if you gave birth to a daughter just to get a small padded jacket, it's better to invest in a garment factory. You can wear all kinds of padded jackets." Song Han stuffed two pieces of meat into his mouth in dissatisfaction, making his face embarrassing , "I've been wearing a little padded jacket since I was a child, but what about them, how did they treat me? Is it true that I don't open my eyes and have a long memory when I am young?"

"You child is too vengeful." Lu Mengfei always interrupted Song Han when she said something extreme, and taught her daughter to be generous.

"I don't hold grudges, mom, don't you understand? It's the pits I fell through when I was young. If I don't have a long memory and don't remember the pain, who will protect me?" Song Han put down his chopsticks, "You can also say I hold grudges, there's nothing wrong with holding grudges. It's better than walking all the way to Heiqiang without eyes." Song Han smiled.

Lu Mengfei looked at her, "Songhan, I found that you have really changed a lot, you have become..." a bit mean.She sighed and didn't say the next two words.