Lord Grimth Returns - It seems like an old friend is coming

"Sister, is everything you just said true?" She suddenly raised her face and asked me. "What disease do I have, will I die? Is it because Dad took the money from the villain and doesn't want me anymore?"

Her pure and ignorant eyes were full of sadness and innocence.I glanced at her, then hurriedly turned my face away, afraid that I would be stabbed if I took another look at her.It's just a child... It's natural for me to have resentment in my heart, but isn't it too cruel to just vent my anger on her like this?After all, she is just a child, and she didn't bite me on purpose, besides, she doesn't even know that she is sick...

I called the female police officer who came to take Xiaohe's statement that day, and she rushed to the hospital in less than a quarter of an hour.After hearing me tell about Xiao He's condition and her father's suspected affair with the criminal suspect, she immediately said that she would arrange people to come and take care of Zhang Xiao He every day, so I was relieved.

Walking out of the hospital gate, holding the mobile phone in a daze, he couldn't get rid of the conversation with Suman a while ago in his mind.My heart ached, and the thought of seeing her outweighed all my fears.Let's just go back and say goodbye to her. I calmed my restless mind and thought about the reason. I said I wanted to go home and stay for a while. This is the only and most reliable way. Going home, Suman will not be suspicious, let alone try to stop him.

After leaving the hospital in a hurry, I went to the supermarket to buy fresh vegetables and fish, and then drove home. At this time, it was only two hours before I left home.

Suman was watching TV in the living room, when he heard the movement and came over, he saw that I was carrying a lot of ingredients in big bags and small bags, and couldn't help but tense, "Sigui, how many times have I said that you should let me do things like grocery shopping?" Auntie, why don't you write her a list of what you want to buy?"

"Don't, don't, it's not clean." I hastily stopped her hand, preventing her from asking for help. "I'm free today. I usually let my aunt buy it when I'm busy."

Followed me to the kitchen, saw me put down the bag, Suman held my hand, and frowned in distress. "Dole is red."

"It's all right." I wanted to withdraw my hand, but I was so attached to her tender eyes that I was greedy, and suddenly lost the courage to withdraw.

Suman suddenly smiled and looked at me leisurely. "Sigui, it seems that during this time, the most frequent sentence you said in front of me was 'it's okay', or 'it doesn't matter'."

I was a little embarrassed, but she suddenly increased her strength in holding my hand. "Tell me, what is important and relevant to you?"

I was stunned, not understanding why she would suddenly ask this question.She stopped talking, but deepened the meaning in her eyes all the way, and the light in her eyes hit my face directly, reaching people's hearts.

There was a moment of blankness in my mind, completely and completely, just being looked at by her like this has already given up my armor, and I don't even know where to start with the excuse I brewed in the morning.

All of a sudden, she pulled me into her arms with a tight grip, her delicate chin rested lightly on my shoulder, and she said softly, "Sigui, let's go out and relax."

"I……"

"Hush, don't talk, listen to me." She interrupted me directly as if she expected what I would say. "Don't you want to go to Sanya? It's okay, tell me where you want to go, and I can accompany you there."

"Suman, I..." If you keep hugging like this, all the courage you have accumulated with great difficulty will be destroyed.I gritted my teeth, "I, I have to go home for a few days."

"Go home?" Letting go of my body, Suman stepped back a little bit, and lightly brushed a strand of hair that had fallen from her ear with her fingers, her eyes suddenly showed undisguised surprise and puzzlement. "Didn't you just go back?"

"Well, yes, but my mother hopes that I can go back and stay for a while, no, it just happens to be on vacation." I explained indiscriminately, in order to avoid guessing from her eyes, I quickly turned around and started shopping. When the ingredients come back, they need to be washed, and the ice should be melted.

Suman was silent, I couldn't see her emotion with my back turned to her, I just froze and busy with work, pretending to say unintentionally: "You and Zhong Xia and the others go out to relax, you see you have been busy these days ...Compared to me, you need to relax more."

After waiting for a while before she answered, I turned around and looked, only to find that she silently put the porridge on the dining table, raising her eyebrows and smiling. "Let's have breakfast first."

There were still water stains on my hands, so I just wiped them off and sat down opposite her.

"How long have you been back?" Her deep and beautiful voice was close at hand.

"Not sure yet." I gulped down the porridge, and a red date rolled down my throat without chewing, almost choking me to death.

Seeing my embarrassed face, Suman clearly took out a tissue and handed it over, then frowned and watched as I covered my mouth and coughed. "You, you can choke on porridge."

Although it was teasing, the tenderness in the words could not be concealed and came oncoming.I smiled shyly, and wanted to say something but was overwhelmed by her eyes that were obviously ready to talk, so I turned my face away and continued to drink porridge.

"When are you leaving?" She sipped some porridge and asked suddenly.

"Just, just today." My heart was almost torn into two, I resisted the pain and reluctance that surged like a tsunami in my heart, "I'll buy a plane ticket after I cook the dishes."

"In such a hurry? You haven't even packed your luggage yet." Su Man was obviously surprised, his eyes were flickering, and he just looked at me.She even put down the spoon. "Sigui, tell me the truth, did something happen at home?"

Seeing that I didn't answer, she guessed: "Did Mom go back on her word and want you to go back?"

"No, don't think about it." I didn't want her to worry indiscriminately, so I quickly denied it. "Mom just misses me. She only stayed for two days when she went back last time. She was a little unhappy."

This reason seemed to be enough, Suman's expression relaxed a little, and she picked up the spoon again, and she stirred the porridge absently, "Then I'll book you a plane ticket later."

"I'll do it myself." While talking, I had already finished my porridge, got up and put away the bowl, smiling faintly. "I'm not a child."

Yuan didn't mean anything else, but he thought he could do what he could do by himself, so why bother Su Man?But Suman was slightly stunned, and there was a trace of inexplicable boredom in his eyes.Seeing me get up, she actually pushed the bowl away.

"Don't eat?" I looked at the bowl of porridge that had barely touched a few mouthfuls in surprise, "Don't you want to eat this? May I make you something else?"

"No, I'm full." She said sullenly.Looking up to see me put away her bowl with a frown, she suddenly sighed, followed into the kitchen again, leaned against the sliding door and looked at me.

"Go out and play with Chu Xia and the others tomorrow, don't be bored at home, it's rare to have a rest." Put the bowl into the disinfection cabinet, and when I turned around, I saw her looking at me with deep eyes, I couldn't help but startled.

"Let's see." She said lightly.

I didn't dare to persuade her, how could I not understand that the news that I was going home suddenly must have spoiled her interest, and I was afraid of saying too much, so I had to pretend I didn't know and turned around to get two fried eggs.

As usual, it is fried into the shape of a heart. "How about eating an fried egg?" How can you be full with just a few mouthfuls of porridge?Pulled her to sit down again at the dining table, and put the plate in front of her. Fortunately, Suman didn't obey my wishes, and ate slowly.

"Is there anything you want to eat in particular? I bought a lot of vegetables, I will cook some at noon, and put the rest in the refrigerator. When my aunt comes, you ask her to cook it for you." I talked to her pretending to be relaxed , a pair of eyes looked left and right, but they dared not look at her.

"It's nothing, just do whatever you want." She ate the fried egg, seemingly absent-minded, but as soon as I met her eyes, I could immediately feel her attention-she was always looking at me, her beautiful eyes were fixed Overwhelmingly heavy for me.With her temperament, at this moment, her heart may have already been turned upside down, only the persistent resentment in her heart is hard to reach her mouthpiece, and her emotions are forced to be suppressed.

Unable to bear it for another second, I hurriedly got up and went back to the kitchen.

Washing and chopping vegetables is a familiar task, but because of my preoccupation, I accidentally cut my finger. The pain made me groan softly, and throw away the kitchen knife all at once.

"Sigui?" Suman heard the movement, ran in, grabbed my trembling hand in pain, and the distress and panic in his eyes poured down like water. "Why are you so careless!"

"No, nothing!" Seeing her grabbing my bleeding finger, I couldn't care less about the pain, fearing that the blood would get on her, I broke free almost immediately. "I'll do it myself!"

I turned on the faucet and rushed to flush it, but I didn't realize how much the act of splitting my hands and breaking away just now hurt the woman I love the most standing beside me at the moment.Deliberately loosening his nerves so as not to infect the atmosphere around him, he dawdled for a long time before retracting his hand, throwing away the blood-stained vegetable, and when he picked up the kitchen knife again, his arm was suddenly grabbed by a palm that was gentle and yet strong up.

Turning around, her lips were slightly pursed, her eyebrows were furrowed tightly, and a pair of pupils as silent as a deep pool were reflected in her eyes.With a cold look in her eyes, she stared straight at me. "What's wrong with you? Sigui, tell me the truth."

I took a step back nervously, and the back of my waist immediately hit the counter, slumping hard. "Suman..."

"to be frank!"

Her voice was already condensed, and I could only lower my head immediately, staring blankly at the ground below me.The urge to hug her surged in my heart, screaming and wanting to break the cage I had built, but the rationality that had never been so strong became an invincible general, fighting the impulse with her again and again. Emotions are crushed.The severe pain that reached the lungs rushed up to the throat uncontrollably, but fell back heavily at the moment when the throat was about to fill——

In the end, I couldn't reach out.

"You know that I hate people lying in front of me the most." Suman suddenly reached out and pinched my chin, deceiving me: "But from last night until now, you have been lying to me. Sigui, tell me the truth ,What happened to you?"

He closed his eyes heavily, and then opened them slowly. The unparalleled beauty in front of him didn't even change his expression from the beginning to the end. His calm face was stained with a faint halo of anger, and her eyes were cold with a little anger. .

Their eyes met, her eyes shook slightly, and her long eyelashes trembled uncontrollably. "Thinking back!"

My fingers curled up into a ball, I thought I would lose control and even cry, but it turned out——

"I have to go home and stay for a while, about a month or so." As I said these words subconsciously, I rehearsed them many times in my heart early in the morning. Separation is interpreted as the joys and sorrows of others.

Suman let go of me in shock, "More than a month?"

"Ah."

"Why did it take so long?" She asked puzzledly, "Did something happen at home? Sigui, tell me, no matter what happened, can't we face it together?"

"I can solve it by myself, besides you are so busy, how can you have time to run back and forth." I tried my best to squeeze out a smile, afraid that her heart would be disturbed, and gently pulled her down with the uninjured hand Palms at sides.It was such a familiar warmth and softness at the beginning, and a heart gradually calmed down in such a relative. "I'll be back on your birthday, but I'm afraid you won't have time to accompany me that day." I laughed at myself. If Su's mother came, Su Man's birthday would definitely be decided by her. It's possible for me to come forward.

"What about after you come back? Are you going to continue to leave?" Suman keenly grasped the contradiction in my words.

"Um……"

With her eyes half down, she seemed to be meditating, "Sigui, you've never lied to me before." She smiled lightly. "So, even if you are lying this time, I will believe you."

"Suman, I..." My heart was anxious and painful, and I couldn't force back the tears even after I endured it.

"Let's just assume that you have encountered a very difficult matter. If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. But, you have to remember, no matter what happens, you must keep in touch with me." After a brief pause, she deeply exhale. "Also, if you can't solve it, come back to me immediately."

"Okay..." I covered my mouth, I couldn't say any more, and tears fell down on the back of my hand in big drops.

"Why are you crying?" Suman asked, but smiled knowingly without waiting for my answer. "Reluctant?"

"I...I never want to lie to you." With a sob, he opened his mouth, as if his heart had been thrown into a filter and squeezed fiercely, and the feeling of despair encroached on the entire chest.

Sighing lightly, she stared at me blankly, and after a while she closed her eyes and spoke softly. "I only give you this one chance to lie." She stretched her hand across my cheek and looked at her, she calmly said: "Sigui, you can lie to me, but you must never lie to me!"

My heart trembled, and I was almost shaken for a moment, and I blurted out to express the deep ailment in my heart, but the thought of this negative emotion would destroy Suman in an instant——no, it can't!Rather than let her live with me in the countdown to the sentencing, I would rather have such a misunderstanding at this moment, and let her just be so confused and angry at me!

Love for her has already become a habit as natural as breathing, invisible and untouchable, but it exists every second, binding my body and soul.Even this afternoon I took my simple luggage and left the home where I lived with her; even if, in the next month or so, I could only miss her in my sleep; Living in the fear and unwillingness of possible infection...

Even, I lied to her, I never came home.

But, so what?The thing of love, to me, is not a raging fire, but warm to the bone.It's not pure wine, but three glasses or two have made me intoxicated for years.Because it is her, I will willingly fall straight into the world of mortals. From now on, I will draw my eyebrows lightly for her, and my heart will be heavy for her.

Today, I just realized that letting go requires far more courage and trust than companionship.

Because of love, we love each other.

Because I love you so much, I decided to leave.

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