city ​​garden without flowers

Xia Yang went out with his bag, and Lu Chuanhuan was standing beside the car smoking a cigarette.

"How?" Xia Yang opened the door and threw the bag in.

Lu Chuanhuan put out the cigarette and threw it into the trash can next to him: "Go home and talk."

Xia Yang could see that Lu Chuanhuan's mind was heavier than when he came, he turned to the driver's seat: "Then let's go."

Lu Chuanhuan watched the street scene in silence, and Xia Yang didn't bother him. When he got home, before he entered the door, Lu Chuanhuan suddenly hugged Xia Yang in the stairwell.

"Unhappy?" Xia Yang was hugged firmly by him, unable to move his arms, so he rubbed his face against Lu Chuanhuan's hair.

"Lin Yi is going to marry Yao Wenhao, and she's going to Beijing with him. She said she can't take care of Tongtong anymore." Lu Chuanhuan's voice was muffled.

Xia Yang was stunned for a moment, and he said empathetically, "Then let's take care of Tongtong."

Lu Chuanhuan let go of Xia Yang, then took his hand and entered the door.

"I didn't have a mother since I was a child, so after Tongtong was born, I thought, I want to give her a perfect family." Lu Chuanhuan said.

Xia Yang looked at him quietly.

"But I failed. My relationship with Lin Yi broke down. She is so young but so sensible, and now she has to accept that her mother is leaving..." Lu Chuanhuan's voice was a little unsteady, "I really ... don't know what to do."

"Chuanhuan, this is not your fault, and you can't change it." Xia Yang said rationally.

"I'm afraid that Tongtong will ask me why my mother doesn't want her when she has younger siblings." Lu Chuanhuan showed a bit of pain, "I had a fight with Lin Yi when she was six years old. Should not have been born, this sentence was heard by Tongtong..."

At that time Tongtong was very sensible, she pretended not to understand.

In fact, Lu Chuanhuan had always hoped that she would be a child who knew no worries, but Tongtong was surprisingly precocious.

Lu Chuanhuan sat down, as if he had no strength, he hugged Xia Yang's waist and buried his head in his lower abdomen.

Xia Yang accompanied him quietly, and rubbed the back of Lu Chuanhuan's neck with his fingers. He had just cut his head, and it felt short and thorny to the touch, a little painful.

The night was so quiet that even the sound of breathing was clear.

Lu Chuanhuan didn't speak, but hugged Xia Yang as hard as he was grabbing the last straw.

Adult breakdowns seem to be quiet like this.

Next Friday, Lu Chuanhuan went to pick Tongtong up from school. Tongtong had a checkpoint activity at school today, and she finally won a very cute diary. She couldn't wait to show it to Lu Chuanhuan when she got in the car.

"Dad, don't you look pretty, I'm No.3!"

Lu Chuanhuan took it and looked at it seriously: "Tongtong is so good."

Tongtong laughed with satisfaction: "I'm going to start writing a diary today!"

"Would you like to have dinner with Dad tonight?" Lu Chuanhuan asked her.

"Is brother Xia Yang going too?" Tongtong asked expectantly.

"Why do you like Brother Xia Yang so much?" Lu Chuanhuan said with a smile, "Not only Brother Xia Yang, Uncle Luo Luo, Uncle Dongzi, Uncle Zhang Rui are all here, but also my sister."

"Then I'm going!" Tongtong nodded immediately.

Because there are children, I ordered a Cantonese restaurant for this dinner, and the decoration is very elegant.

As soon as Tongtong entered, Dongzi hugged her: "Why is the little princess so beautiful again?"

"Uncle Dongzi, you have become handsome too." Tongtong kissed Dongzi.

Dongzi was elated: "It's so cute! I want a daughter in the future!"

"Get out of the order first." Lu Chuanhuan laughed at him, "Yang Yang told me that you have been dawdling and haven't confessed yet."

"What do you know! I want to find a good day." Dongzi argued.

"I think you're going to ruin the almanac." Zhang Rui teased him.

The younger sister sat next to Zhang Rui and yelled inarticulately, "Sister Tongtong, come and sit with me."

"Where's Xia Yang? I didn't come with you today." Dongzi asked.

"He has something to do today, so he will come over later, let's eat first." Lu Chuanhuan said.

Several people were chatting, but Luo Luo was late.

"Luo Luo! Is there any good news!" Luo Luo was preparing for pregnancy recently, and Dong Zi asked straight away.

"It's not about shopping, you can get what you want?" Luo Luo knocked him on the head.

Luo Luo obviously already knew about Lin Yi, so he moved to Lu Chuanhuan's side after speaking.

"Brother Lu..." Luo Luo didn't know what to say, and didn't know how to ask.

"Life is still going on, don't worry." Lu Chuanhuan patted him on the shoulder.

"Dad! I want to go outside to see that beautiful fan!" The younger sister looked up at Zhang Rui and tugged at his sleeve.

"Come on, Uncle Dongzi will take you there, okay?" Dongzi turned to Tongtong again, "Will Tongtong go?"

So Dongzi led the two children out, one in each hand.

"Brother Lu, Lin Yi said he was leaving Chongqing?" Zhang Rui frowned.

Lu Chuanhuan nodded.

"What about Tongtong?" Zhang Rui lit a cigarette, obviously a little irritable.

"She was kidnapped that day, which means she can't take care of her. And Yao Wenhao..." Lu Chuanhuan shook his head, "He may be serious about Lin Yi, but it doesn't mean he will treat Tongtong as his own child."

"Of course it's better to stay in Chongqing, we can take care of it." Luo Luo said a little unhappy.

"We still have to respect Tongtong's ideas." Lu Chuanhuan said.

"Seriously, Brother Lu, in this case, would you consider finding someone else after the exam?" Zhang Rui looked serious, "It's inconvenient for you to be a man with a little girl. She's still young, no matter how old she is. what time?"

Lu Chuanhuan was silent for a while, and then said flatly: "I can't find it, I have someone in my heart."

Luo Luo leaned forward: "Isn't this just right? How is the girl?"

Lu Chuanhuan raised his head and looked at them quietly. It took so long that Luo Luo felt that something was wrong.

"I'm with Xia Yang." Lu Chuanhuan said calmly, and added after two seconds, "I love him."

Zhang Rui stood up abruptly, Luo Luo was still blindfolded, seeing Zhang Rui's expression was wrong, he thought he was going to make a move, so scared that he hugged Zhang Rui: "Brother Rui, I have something to say."

Zhang Rui took a deep breath and tried his best to control his emotions: "Lu Chuanhuan, do you know what you are talking about?"

Lu Chuanhuan was unusually calm: "I'm sorry Brother Rui, but I do like him and want to love him well. Being with him makes me very happy. I haven't been this happy for a long time."

Zhang Rui sat down with some breakdown: "This is not a question of whether we can accept it."

Luo Luo finally turned the corner, his hands trembling as he reached out to hold the teacup.

"I'm sorry Brother Lu, I..." Luo Luo covered his face, "Fuck, fuck, what is this?"

"So it's impossible for me to find a stepmother for Tongtong." Lu Chuanhuan said, "I'm already this age, and I know exactly what I'm doing."

"Then have you thought about the future?" Zhang Rui looked at him wearily.

"I used to plan to wait until Tongtong was older, but the situation has changed now." Lu Chuanhuan smiled wryly, "But there is always a way."

Lu Chuanhuan touched the cigarette subconsciously, but thinking of Xia Yang's face, he let go of his hand again.

On the night of collapse a week ago, Xia Yang said to him: "Chuanhuan, I will be with you."

Lu Chuanhuan lowered his eyes and smiled: "I think there will be him in the future, there is really no way around this."

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Sorry, I went to sleep first when I got home, so it was late.