city ​​garden without flowers

"Sorry." Lu Chuanhuan lowered his eyes, the lines at the end of his eyes were very gentle, "Am I a little too anxious?"

Xia Yang's shoulders relaxed, he let out a sigh of relief, and shook his head with a smile: "No one has ever told me this before, it feels so strange."

Lu Chuanhuan looked at him with some embarrassment: "As a boyfriend, there are many things I haven't done well, Yang Yang, but I really hope that you can always be by my side."

"Is this feeling deeper than liking?" Lu Chuanhuan reached out and touched the corner of Xia Yang's mouth lightly.

"Didn't you say you loved me just now?" Xia Yang laughed, for no reason, a surge of impulse surged from his heart, "I'll accompany you to see your father."

Only then did Lu Chuanhuan laugh: "Thank you."

"Actually, I'm not very good at dating." Xia Yang held his face, "But I know you are trying to be a good boyfriend, so I think I should also work harder."

"Then I'll call Lao Lu." Lu Chuanhuan took out his mobile phone, "Where do you think we're going to eat at night? It doesn't need to be too formal."

"Let's go eat barbecue and drink some wine." Xia Yang said.

"Both of us together can't drink Lao Lu." Lu Chuanhuan sighed.

So Xia Yang temporarily went to the store to buy a bottle of good wine. He said, "This is called bribery."

Lu Chuanhuan pressed his hand: "You can take it easy, don't you go to work tomorrow?"

"Compared with going to work, your father is more important." Xia Yang stroked his sleeves, "Don't worry, I also bought sober medicine."

Lu Chuanhuan thought Xia Yang was so cute, so he held his hand: "My dad looks like an evil mother-in-law."

Xia Yang just laughed: "After all, this is the first time I've met my parents."

Lu Chuanhuan held his hand tighter, pulled him over with a little force, and kissed Xia Yang's hair.

They chose a barbecue restaurant in Jiangbei. The first dish on the signboard was grilled brains. They ordered two of them, and then ordered some other skewers.

The three of them sat down and poured wine in a circle first. Lu Ming squinted his eyes and took a sip, looking very satisfied.

"Are you planning to have supper with me today?" Lu Ming used zigzag ears as seasoning, and sprinkled them on the roasted brains with a chopstick, just like ordinary people sprinkle coriander.

"Because I have something to tell you." Lu Chuanhuan didn't like to fold his ears, so he caged his own bowl a little, picked up a chopstick and put it into his mouth.

This brain flower has no fishy smell. The chili pepper brings a numbing taste, and the brain flower is smooth and tender, which brings an exceptional taste to the taste buds.

Lu Ming and Xia Yang clinked glasses, raised eyebrows at Lu Chuanhuan: "What's the matter?"

"I'm in love." Lu Chuanhuan said.

Lu Ming patted his thigh: "Good thing!"

"So I brought it here for you to see today." Lu Chuanhuan found Xia Yang's hand under the table.

Lu Ming froze for a moment, his trance was reflected in the fact that he used his chopsticks to pick up the mutton skewers, but he didn't pick them up.

"I know it's quite sudden..." Lu Chuanhuan refilled himself with wine with his empty hand, and he drank half a glass, "But this is how feelings are, I think you can understand."

Lu Mingjing waited for a while before speaking: "Chuanhuan, of course I understand, but this matter..."

Lu Ming also drank, his lips parted twice, and the words turned around a few times before he said, "It's not that I can't accept it, but this matter may make your life very difficult."

Xia Yang wanted to say something, but Lu Chuanhuan pressed his hand.

"But Dad, when you were a young man, didn't you become very hard because of me?" Lu Chuanhuan felt a bitter feeling in his heart, "But tell me, because of my birth, you also gained A lot of joy."

"I think the meaning of life is nothing more than that. Hard work, unsatisfactory, forced, and failed, these are the normal state of life, and I know all of them." Lu Chuanhuan's eyes were a little red, and he might be a little drunk, "But there are also many things in the middle. Happiness, I know that this is a detour, but I really really..."

Xia Yang's heart trembled when he said it: "Brother Lu..."

Lu Chuanhuan glanced at Xia Yang, and then smiled: "Old Lu, you must understand that even if reason tells you it's wrong, you still can't help but kiss this person, right?"

Lu Chuanhuan finished the wine in the glass.

Lu Ming sighed: "You are very similar to me in this kind of place. I was like this when I was 21 years old, so I have you. To be honest, I don't regret it, Chuanhuan, you are my most precious gift. "

Lu Chuanhuan wiped his eyes with his hands, covered them with his palms, and said slowly: "I am 32 years old, and I found out that I fell in love with a man. Maybe everyone will tell me that this is wrong. , people who love me will tell me it's hard work. But I still want to try it with him."

Xia Yang felt that his heart was beating so hard that it hurt his internal organs.

Lu Ming waved his hand, and said helplessly, "Why do you make me beat a mandarin duck with a club?"

Lu Ming and Lu Chuanhuan are very similar, with special eyebrows and eyes that are very gentle when they hang down. He looked at Xia Yang: "Xiao Xia, you are a good boy."

At this moment, Xia Yang suddenly became nervous. He was very afraid that Lu Ming would say disapproving words. He should not care about it, but he didn't want to hear it at all.

"I will send my blessings to you." Lu Ming smiled, and he raised his glass, "Life is a kaleidoscope, and you need to experience all the joys and sorrows in it. I think my blessings should make you happy A little bit."

After bidding farewell to Lu Ming, the two of them walked to the nearest light rail station together. Probably due to the influence of alcohol, they took a detour.

Passing by a small square, the broken stereo was playing dance music, and there were many people hugging and dancing ballroom dancing in the middle.

At first glance, the average age is about 50 years old, and the figure is naturally not graceful, but each pair is enjoying themselves, so they look very attractive.

Xia Yang took Lu Chuanhuan's hand: "Let's dance too!"

When Lu Chuanhuan was pulled by him, his footsteps became stilted, and he became even more dizzy when he entered the concrete dance floor.

"I can't at all."

Xia Yang took his hand and put it on his waist: "It's okay, I will teach you."

The song was very slow, with a hoarse and lazy female voice. Lu Chuanhuan imitated the way of the people around him, holding Xia Yang's waist, and moved his steps clumsily. Fortunately, the speed was slow enough to avoid stepping on Xia Yang's feet.

The rhythm of the song was soothing, Xia Yang slowly approached Lu Chuanhuan, and finally his body was stuck together.

But on the crowded dance floor, the two are not conspicuous at all.

"I was wrong yesterday, but when I heard you said that we would be separated in the end, I was very upset." Lu Chuanhuan sighed lightly, "Yang Yang, I am very selfish, and I don't want you to leave me."

Xia Yang tightened his arms, rested his chin on Lu Chuanhuan's shoulder, and swayed gently with the melody.

"I'm not leaving you," he said.

In the dark night, only a little light was brought by the street lamp at the side. Lu Chuanhuan could see Xia Yang's round earlobes when he turned his face sideways. The part of the ear hole was sunken, as if filled with a handful of moonlight, or the eyes of his lover.

They hug each other.

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