My deskmate absolutely has a crush on me

It was too late to come out from the hospital after the infusion.

The streets are silent, only the shadows of street lamps.

Sheng Ling and Xie Le'an walked side by side on the deserted street, no one spoke for a while.No one broke the silence like the surface of the lake.

Sheng Ling had something on his mind, he turned his head to glance at the people around him from time to time, moved his lips twice, as if he wanted to say something, but when he reached his mouth, he remained silent again.

Xie Le'an was exhausted.Illness is a mentally tormenting thing. He has been on the go all day and has been transfused. Now he has no strength to speak.

The two were walking slowly, when a pebble popped out from nowhere in the middle of the road, ran to the bottom of Xie Le'an's feet, did not say hello, and tripped him.

Xie Le'an took a staggered step, startling Sheng Ling.

"What's wrong with you? Are you dizzy?" He held Xie Le'an's arm and lent him support.

Xie Le'an felt a little embarrassed, and explained with a smile: "There is a small stone on the ground. I didn't notice it. I stepped on it. It's okay."

He smiled and said it was all right, but Sheng Ling frowned, remained silent for a moment, and finally made a decision.

Sheng Ling took two steps ahead, came to Xie Le'an, and squatted down.

"Come on, I'll carry you back."

Xie Le'an was surprised, and hurriedly refused: "No, it's not like I can't walk."

What does it look like to be carried on your back? I am not a child.

"Come up." Sheng Ling insisted.

The big boy's clear voice was firm, and the warm yellow of the street lamps shone on his wide but slightly thin back, silently stubborn.

Xie Le'an was still unwilling to let Sheng Ling carry him on his back, so he stood still.

Sheng Ling knew that his tablemate looked weak, but in fact he was stronger in secret, so he sighed silently, but had no choice but to throw out a bait.

"If you ask me to carry you, I will tell you something very important."

"What's the matter?" Xie Le'an asked subconsciously in a daze.

Sheng Ling was still squatting: "Come on, my legs are numb from squatting."

Xie Le'an stared at his shoulder in embarrassment, hesitating for a long time.The two were competing gently and silently, Xie Le'an hoped that Sheng Ling would get up quickly, and Sheng Ling made up his mind to squat until the person came up.

In this kind of competition, the one with softer ears will always be the first to lose.

Xie Le'an had no choice but to take a half step forward, bent down, put his chest on Sheng Ling's back, wrapped his arms around the opponent's neck, separated his legs, and let Sheng Ling lift his thighs to stand up.

Sheng Ling stood up, the two couldn't help but depend on each other tightly.

Xie Le'an also had a familiar smell coming from the tip of his nose, it was the unique smell mixed by the washing powder used by Sheng Ling and the smell of his home.

Because he always went to Sheng Ling's house to do his homework, Xie Le'an remembered the smell there, which calmed him down.

Xie Le'an likes this smell. He used to wait for Sheng Ling to get close to sniff it secretly. It is rare for him to have the opportunity to be so close to the other party like this now, and he can even breathe unscrupulously.

Xie Le'an is very thin and not particularly tall, so Sheng Ling's back is not too difficult.

After standing up, Sheng Ling estimated his physical strength and walked slowly and at a constant speed.

From time to time, warm breaths passed by his ears, and Sheng Ling was distracted.

Xie Le'an didn't know that he was dreaming, and a word called him back.

"What do you want to tell me, tell me now."

Sheng Ling is not stupid: "Recite another paragraph, and I will tell you when I get to your door."

Xie Le'an was not happy anymore, he wrapped his arms around Sheng Ling's neck and tightened his posture: "Tell me!"

"Ah! Murder!" Sheng Ling cried childishly, "Forgive me, I'll just tell you."

Only then did Xie Le'an let go of his arms, and unconsciously put his head on Sheng Ling's shoulder and neck, and carefully placed it on it, as if he was snuggling against Sheng Ling's neck.

The light from the street lamps was dim, barely illuminating the road ahead and the tension on the boy's face.

Sheng Ling thought and thought, and the wording went round and round in his stomach, and finally he broke the can and said it out.

"Xie Le'an, I'm going to transfer schools soon, and I'm going to study in Anlin City."

Originally, I thought of many euphemistic words, but when I finished, I still spoke bluntly and directly.

The street suddenly fell into a deeper layer of dead silence, and even the breathing of the people behind him disappeared without a trace.

Sheng Ling hurriedly looked back, and found that Xie Le'an's eyes were wide open, his eyes were full of disbelief, his lips were trembling slightly, and he forgot to breathe.

My heart hurts, it hurts.But Sheng Ling didn't know how to comfort Xie Le'an.

Transferring to another school is an irreversible fact, what can I say to comfort my deskmate?

Say it's okay, we can meet during the holidays?Or don't be sad, when you go to college, there will definitely be a chance to see you again?

No matter what you say, you can't erase the fact that they are about to part.

Even if we could meet each other during the holidays, it would be nothing compared to seeing each other every day now.

After a long while, Xie Le'an finally regained his breath. His voice was extremely calm, so calm that it was a little abnormal.

"Then... when are you leaving?"

Sheng Ling replied: "The 1st of next month is only two weeks away."

"Have all the schools over there been decided?"

"Well, it's decided. My dad helped me contact one of the best high schools there."

Xie Le settled for a moment, blankly: "Are we going to separate, Sheng Ling?"

Something was clogged in his throat, Sheng Ling replied: "Hmm..."

Xie Le'an completely buried his head in Sheng Ling's neck, and asked, "How far is Anlin City from here?"

Sheng Ling happened to know the answer to this question.

In the past, Sheng Ling never cared about the distance between Anlin and Jiyun, but when he was flying to Anlin that day, he accidentally opened the map and searched for the distance between the two cities.

So at this time, he can accurately answer Xie Le'an: "The straight-line distance is 1123 kilometers."

"It's so far away."

Sheng Ling: "Yes."

Xie Le'an didn't continue to ask, Sheng Ling felt that his shoulders were hot and humid, and he didn't know what was stuck on them.

The street was still silent, neither of them spoke, and this silence was magnified countless times.

Sheng Ling was a little tired, but he still didn't intend to let Xie Le'an go.He quietly slowed down a little more, saving his energy and making time pass a little slower.

Xie Le'an made another sound after walking tens of meters without words.

He said: "I will buy you a box of red bean bread, do you want to take it to Anlin?"

Sheng Ling was taken aback, then nodded: "I will take it."

"I'm so sorry for Sheng Ling, you won't be able to eat the school's red bean bread in the future." Xie Le'an said, "You save some food, tell me when you're done eating, and I'll send it to you."

"Eat it sparingly, it will expire."

Xie Le'an suddenly pursed his lips, tightened his arms, and firmly surrounded Sheng Ling.

"Will we meet again?"

"Yes, definitely." Sheng Ling replied immediately.

As if afraid that these two simple sentences were too thin, he added anxiously: "Didn't Lao He say that your grades can definitely be admitted to Anlin University? If I study in Anlin, the admission threshold will be lower. I There is hope for hard work.”

"So we can go to the same university in the future. Even if I don't live up to it and fail to get into Anlin University, there are still so many schools in Anlin, so I will only choose from schools in Anlin City."

After Xie Le'an listened to these words in silence, his eyes became hot, and he couldn't hold back his embarrassing tears.

With his chin resting on Sheng Ling's shoulder, what he said was not very clear, but it was enough for the listeners to understand.

"I regret it, Sheng Ling."

Sheng Ling understood in an instant, understood what he regretted.