don't like me

I didn't meet Zhao Yin yesterday, but I met him at work today.

It wasn't an accidental encounter, but he knew where I was and came to find me specially.

I haven't seen him for too many days. When I saw him, it was like seeing my own brother.

Zhao Yin's hair was shaved off, and his cropped cut looked extraordinarily refreshing.

"Is it so cool now?" I raised my hand in the past and patted him. Zhao Yin put his hand in his pocket and clapped me with one hand.

"You're not bad either, you smell enchanting." Zhao Yin said meanly, what am I expecting?He always has nothing nice to say about me.

I said braggingly: "That's no way, you can only admire Lao Tzu."

Zhao Yin laughed, saying that my shamelessness is still the same as before.

I said it was okay, he taught well.

I ordered wine for Zhao Yin, he likes to drink.

He asked me if the wine was strong or not, and he didn’t want it if it wasn’t strong. He really underestimated me, can I order him a low-strength wine?It's not my style not to poison him.

Zhao Yin rolled my eyes.

"Why didn't you get together with them yesterday?" I only heard that he was busy, but no one said what it was, so I probably didn't know.

Zhao Yin took a sip of the wine, put down the glass, and said, "Go on a blind date."

"Yo, such a big improvement?" I am amazed and said, "How's the result?" It's a good step for him to take a step forward, no wonder others don't know, Zhao Yin will definitely not say such a thing.

It's just that I didn't feel happy for him for a while, and he said, "Do you really believe it?"

I get emotional, "Fuck you."

Zhao Yin flicked his wine glass, "You want me to go on a blind date so much?"

I said, "I want you to change your ways."

Zhao Yin hit the soul directly: "Have you changed your ways?"

I shook my head and he said I was talking shit.

I glanced at him twice, and I was more and more unwilling to argue with him. I opened my hands wide, folded one leg, and said appreciatively: "Why do I think that after you shaved your head, you became a positive person?"

It really looks like a reformed honest person who came out of prison.

Zhao Yin touched his cropped hair and said, "How upright is it?"

"It's the same as a reformed labor prisoner."

"I was beaten hard inside, and I have to be upright if I am not upright." Zhao Yinshun climbed up the pole.

I clicked my tongue and said, "We don't like to hear what you say, who dares to touch you now, Mr. Zhao."

Zhao Yin nodded, he was the same as me, "It's too early to call, wait until I kill all the ground above, then you can support me."

He can always be so shameless, Zhao Yin is completely defenseless towards me.When I first joined the company, I was told that I was ambitious and had dirty eyes. At that time, Zhao Yin just loved me and was willing to have me. He picked me and asked our supervisor to send me To him, compared to a clean, simple and pure person, I love Zhao Yin's cruelty, rage, and viciousness, especially his ability in business, I have nothing to say, and all colleagues have nothing to say.

He picked me and taught me a lot of things as a newcomer, which was more useful than the experience I heard from my supervisor.

"Why are you willing to climb up now?" I still remember what he said to me before.

Zhao Yin said helplessly: "Isn't it thanks to you? Everyone who can do it has run away. If I don't climb up, wait for the company to go bankrupt?"

"You still care about the life and death of the company."

"At the very least, I want to have a job," Zhao Yin folded his legs, "I've been in one place for a long time, and I don't want to move anymore. Every day is a day, and I won't do it if I can't."

I looked at him and chuckled.

Zhao Yin fell silent, just stared at me, I was drinking, just took a sip, saw him staring intently, I said: "What are you looking at?"

Zhao Yin tilted his head, hesitated and said, "There is a newcomer in the company, very similar to you."

I said, "You must be younger than me."

Zhao Yin said: "He is very suitable for me, very suitable."

I reminded: "You have to find out whether the other person is right or not, and don't just strike if you think it's right."

"I didn't inquire, he just looks a bit like you, and his personality is not good." Zhao Yin lowered his eyes, "Too young."

I stared at him, Zhao Yin wasn't looking at me, I was staring at him, I cautiously said: "How long has it been?"

Zhao Yin smiled stiffly, "What can I do? You were brought out by me."

The topic went deeper, and I wanted to bring him up, but I couldn't. Looking at his appearance, I also felt a little bit reluctant. Generally speaking, Zhao Yin treated me well, and I was taken care of at work. Under his hands I have gained a lot of benefits, and I can't be too much, so I just let him look at me more and more deeply.

"If, I mean, if, if there is no him, if there is no such person in your youth, will you accept me?" Zhao Yin's eyes are so deep, and he can't hide his greed when he looks at me. I didn't understand what kind of magic power I had, which made him think about it for so long. Is it a common problem of human beings?What is not available is the best?I don't want to use such a sentence to explain his persistence, it's a bit superficial.

"If it wasn't for him, I might have gotten married a long time ago." Without Yang Xiao, my family is stable. I should have graduated for many years now. With my own wife and children, I don't know if my life will be happy, but it is stable.

According to my previous personality, most of the time I would not make my wife feel too much dissatisfaction. I am fairly honest and will take care of the feelings of the other half.

Yang Xiao is nothing more than making my life richer and fuller. Every emotion has been infinitely magnified. It may be because there are too many grievances and grievances between us, and there are many right and wrong, which makes our relationship stronger than others. People come more intensely.

"So your answer still doesn't accept me, does it?" Zhao Yin asked, his eyes glowing.

I sighed and kept silent, "Try to start a relationship, you may not be able to bear me when I'm with you."

Yang Xiao can bear it, that's because he loves me, he can bear it, the emotion between us has been settled for too long, it can't be blown away with a word, it's different from other people's mediocre liking.

Zhao Yin is just interested in me, and we are really together, but he may not be able to accept me, he may know my temper, and he must not understand my past.

"You look down on me." Zhao Yin said firmly.

"I did not say."

"You look down on me," Zhao Yin looked at me and said, "Wen Zhixing, you are very proud in your bones."

I didn't deny it this time, but he said that I didn't like him, no, who am I?I despise him?What kind of capital do I have?If you have to say it, you can only say that it doesn't fit.

I think this kind of feeling is hard to understand. Speaking it out will make others feel that I really look down on him, look down on him, no, I can have a good chat with Zhao Yin, but that’s only limited to this, I can’t talk to him It was a strange feeling for him to live, because I would know that even if something happened, I would not want to talk to him.

Take the simplest trivial matter, I read a book, I read a profound sentence, I would like to taste it myself, I would not like to share it with him, and then discuss and start a fierce dispute.

But Yang Xiao, I am willing.

Yes, it's very strange, but it can be explained clearly in one sentence. The desire to share small things determines who the balance in your heart is, and determines who your likes are related to.

Zhao Yin didn't understand, and I didn't explain it either. I was too lazy, and finally got the comment "You just look down on me", what's the point?I would rather remain silent, be misunderstood, speculated, despised, it doesn't matter.

Zhao Yin said: "Okay, I understand."

I still didn't make a sound, didn't make any comments.

Zhao Yin changed the subject, "Married?"

I point to myself: "Me?"

Zhao Yin said: "You."

I said, "How?"

Zhao Yin said, "Why not?"

I said, "No plan."

Although I want to have a wedding, but in reality, forget it, it is not necessary, I just want to experience the sacred ceremony, if we are not accepted, recognized, not blessed, the ceremony is not so meaningful up.

"Afraid he won't give it to you?" Zhao Yin guessed my worry.

Disappointing him, I said: "As long as I want, he can give me anything." I knew when I was a teenager that he treats me well, and those right and wrong can't erase the fact that he treats me well. Now, I can also feel that he loves me well in my daily life.

He will not miss every phone call, every unreasonable request, and will try his best to satisfy me, which he calls making up.

I don't care about those, I don't think about the reasons behind it, I just need to be sure of his love, for me who is half my life, this is enough.

Zhao Yin didn't speak for a long time, he smiled in silence, and finally, he said that he was convinced, surrendered, lost to time, lost to the starting line.

When he left, his back was handsome enough, and I was sure that he would probably not come to see me again. I was quite sad, but also relieved.

No one can keep a friend relationship with the person they like. Any reason for not caring or not feeling, etc., is not the reason why you should create a sense of crisis for the other half. If you are sure that it is impossible for you and him, then the first step is not Contact again, don't bother again.

This is your responsibility, and it is the most responsible basic practice for the lovely people you will meet in the future.

After seeing Zhao Yin off, I was about to turn around when a distinguished guest greeted me at the door. I stopped and didn't stop for a long time. I went to greet him with a smile.

Ning Yu was dressed plainly, it was such a beautiful scenery, his face was full of worries, he walked over to me and exchanged a few hasty greetings, then got to the point.

"Ask me for help?" I didn't understand, "What's the matter?"

Ning Yu looked at me and said, "One...let's do you a favor for now."

He told me what he thought, and I understood and agreed, and I helped him, and I was on my way to help.

For the prince's love, I begged him to owe me.

Yang Xiao came to pick me up in the evening, but he couldn't find me in the bar. He called me and I told him the new address. When he came, I had just finished with Ning Yu, and Gu Ming was still following him. His complexion was very bad, and I also Similarly, Yang Xiao found something tricky and asked me what was wrong.

I shook my head and said no, but with a frightened appearance, it was hard to be convincing to say no.

I told him to go home, don't ask, I don't know how to tell.

Yang Xiao can't ask anything, he can ask Gu Ming and Ning Yu what happened, but I won't tell, this is a secret I will bring to the grave.

Nobody will know.

After returning home, I regained my composure. Yang Xiao asked me if I really couldn’t tell. I said yes and prayed that he would never ask again. He thought about it for a long time, and seeing my firm attitude, he decided not to ask again.

He told me that his parents would come over in two days.

"Here?" I frowned.

"Well, I've made arrangements and said hello. You just have to attend with me when the time comes. You haven't seen them before. Don't be afraid. I don't care what they think or what they think. If it makes you feel I'll take you away if you're even half unwell." Yang Xiao said.

The relationship between him and his parents is more rigid than my mother and I, and I have never seen a picture of them getting along, but I can already imagine it.

"Where's Xuxu?" I asked.

Yang Xiao said, "She's going too."

I don't understand: "What is she going to do?"

Yang Xiao said, "See you."

Well, since he wanted to.

"Actually, I can guess it." Yang Xiao stroked my hand.

Before I could react, "Guess what?"

Yang Xiao looked at me with deep meaning in his eyes, I knew what it meant, and just said: "Don't say it."

If you guessed it, don't say it, this is something that makes me very uncomfortable.

"I already knew." Yang Xiao said.

"A long time ago?" I asked: "Since when?" I didn't feel it at all.

Yang Xiao said: "At school, I don't think Gu Ming was upset with me and made trouble with me...just because you were his friend."

"Then you won't tell me?" My world view has collapsed. I shouldn't be helping Ning Yu today. I should be kept in the dark for the rest of my life. I'm also fucking stupid. I can believe that Gu Ming and Ning Yu just got into trouble because of the wedding. so.

Yang Xiao looked at me with great interest, "You won't believe me when I tell you, because you were so naive back then."

He paused, rubbed my wrist, and added, "And now."

I went to observe Yang Xiao's eyes, I didn't notice anything repulsive in it, but he is not big-minded, I can't relax my vigilance and let him continue to hide things in my heart, I tentatively asked: "So... what do you think? ?”

Yang Xiao said: "Do you want to hear the truth or lies?"

I said, "Of course it's true."

He has only a little bit of mind, if he gets into trouble, who knows what he will do?I'd better ask.

Yang Xiao thought for a while to show that what he said next was true, "I don't feel anything, to be honest."

I thought I would be happy and relieved if he didn't care about it, but no, I frowned and said, "Aren't you jealous?"

Yang Xiao said: "Don't eat."

I didn't continue to ask, I showed quite disappointment, Yang Xiao saw through, he said: "What's wrong? I'm not jealous anymore, are you still not happy?"

"Why?" I couldn't understand.

"Because you won't let me eat." He said confidently.

I can't do anything with him as an excuse. I don't want him to be jealous at all, and I'm worried that he will be jealous. I should ask him why he is not jealous. .

How come he is promising, and I am not happy?

Because I couldn't handle him, I could only shake off his hand angrily and look away sullenly.

Yang Xiao was teasing me, he came to hug me only after he got what he wanted, but I wanted to push him away angrily, but he hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear: "Do you really think that me and Has Gu Ming never fought before?"

My interest was aroused, and I asked in surprise, "Have you ever fought?"

Wasn't it the only time I broke it?besides?

Yang Xiao said: "Brother Xing, there are still many things you didn't know back then."

How many things I didn't know back then, the two of them... yes, how can I believe that these two things will stop here?How could I believe that Gu Ming is really so obedient and Yang Xiao is really that simple?

"So? You guys fought behind my back?"

"It's just a one-on-one fight, no innocents were hurt."

"Who asked you this?" I didn't know anything at the time, there was no news, they even fought, I said: "Who won?"

This is what I care about. The two of them fight, either dead or injured. I know about Yang Xiao. The problem student, where is Gu Ming?I watched him fight since I was a child. I used to be very afraid of Gu Ming fighting. I always stayed away from the scene, because Gu Ming changed completely when he got into a fight. That's why Uncle Gu was always angry with him.

Yang Xiao said, "You belong to me now, who do you think wins?"

The firmness and predatoryness in Yang Xiao's eyes is a male's most blatant warning to his territory.

Gu Ming lost?

What a joke.

I believe in Yang Xiao's strength, but Gu Ming, I absolutely do not believe that he will lose.

"How did you win?" I looked at him warily.

Yang Xiao's gaze was sharp, but also had a fishy smell hidden in it. He was silent for a while, and then said darkly, "You'd better not know."

The author has something to say:

It's coming to an end, it's unknown whether or not to write the extra episode.

The reason to write a side story is to see if you have something that comes to your mind, and then to see if there is something that everyone wants to see, but you can’t see it in the main text.