don't like me

When I came to the hospital at night, there were still so many people.

How many unfortunate people are still lying in the hospital at such a late hour? I am definitely not qualified to say anything about others. I myself often go here, but the scene here is as lively as a discounted supermarket. Although I don’t want to Such a metaphor, but the most appropriate right now is this.

"Come here so late?" The nurse just came out and bumped into me. I know many people here quite well, because my mother has been lying here for many years.

"Come and see, are you still off work?"

The nurse complained: "Get off work? I don't even dare to think about it. Look at the people in the hospital today. I don't know what happened. They all came in one day."

"It shows that your hospital is reliable, regular, and the common people believe in it." I said politely.

The nurse quickly waved her hand: "Come on, I hope that there will be as few patients as possible. I was given a headache by a few children today."

"Rest well." I told her.

The nurse said: "Okay then, go and see the old man, I'll go and rest for a while."

"sorry to bother you."

"It's okay." She smiled at me, angels in white are sometimes not pure compliments.

I went in and my mother just woke up.

There was a smell of medicine in the ward, which was very pungent, and the bottles and jars were hung on my mother's bedside, which always made me feel that she was bound to the hospital bed. When she saw me, it was talking about me again. .

"Why are you here so late, don't you have a good rest." My mother wanted to get up, and I went to help her. She lost a lot of weight, ate less, and all the medicines entered her body. It's strange to be healthy.

I touched her wrist, which was extremely fragile like human flesh in wartime.

"I asked for leave today, and I went out for a while, thinking I haven't come to see you yet." I took the water glass on the table and poured some hot water. There was not much water in the pot, so I handed the glass to her and took it. Bring some water to boil.

This place is like our home, everything is arranged like a home, everything you need.

"Has Xuxu brought it back?"

"She's home, she sent me a message." I sat down by the bed, the quilt was wrinkled, and I smoothed it out with my hand.

"You bring her with you. I haven't seen her for a few days."

"I have an exam recently, so I didn't let her come over, and I'm also a little busy."

Speaking of this, my mother's mood sank, she held my hand, "Mom doesn't want to drag you down."

"Don't say such things," I showed dissatisfaction, "otherwise I will never see you again."

After hearing my threat, my mother frowned. She was afraid that I would do this, but she really cared about me, "How are you and Jin Jin?"

"It's all good, she's going to work today," I said with relief, "don't worry about me. Taking care of yourself is like anything else."

My mother stopped talking, she always couldn't talk to me.

She stopped talking about my topic, and asked me what I went to do on vacation today, and I told her about Gu Ming, and she tsk-tsk and became worried about Gu Ming.

"Can he still be broken in love? Which girl is not willing? What's wrong with Gu Ming? He has a good family background and is so sensible." In my mother's impression, Gu Ming must have perfect marks. He's louder than me, it's hard for my mother not to like him.

"He's not bad, he's not inferior to Gu Ming, there must be a conflict between the two of them."

"You young people, I always don't understand. You broke up because of some small problems. Who in our era didn't have one heart and one mind? You didn't leave after beating and cursing."

"Yes, people of your generation have a good temper."

After catching this matter, her old man said a lot. I heard that the older people are, the more they like to chatter. Parents who are short-lived always want to chatter with their children.

She said she didn't want to lie in bed anymore and wanted to go home. I know she was serious, but I am not used to her, forgive me for not being satisfied, I can't guarantee the consequences of leaving here, I can't guarantee her body, I let her Dispel the idea.

"The hospitalization fee is very expensive. We take the medicine and use it at home. It's the same."

"You don't have to worry about expenses, I can't afford to support you, so I'll sell your blood." When the water boiled, I put it in a kettle and said, "If you can sell your blood for my schooling, I can sell your blood to support you. What's more, we haven't reached that point yet, it's enough to support you and me, and the company has released bonuses for the past two days, which is enough for you to live here with peace of mind for more than half a year."

I didn't want her to dwell on this topic, but at this time the nurse came in, my mother's attention was diverted, the nurse asked her how she was feeling today, and I listened, feeling a little relieved.

After my mother fell asleep, I went to pay the fee with the nurse. She asked me to look at the computer for her. She said it was unresponsive. She didn’t dare to touch it. There are a lot of files in it. I asked her if she had any backups. , she said no, the maintenance master will not come until tomorrow.

I was looking for the reason, she asked me to sit down, the computer didn't know why, it completely crashed, and it was useless to restart, I thought about it a little bit, and someone came beside me.

"Drink water?" She had already handed it over, and before I could refuse, several female nurses surrounded me one after another.

"It's been a day, and it's useless to press any buttons. I don't know why." They looked at me and said.

"What's the matter with you, we didn't respond to anything." The interface that was brought up was a string of English. I don't know if they understand it, but I just solved the use of a few unrelated programs, and then unplugged the power.

"Just reboot." I stood up and left my seat.

They were dubious, restarted the computer, and said curiously: "It's weird, it works. I just tried it for a long time, and the screen was stuck on one interface, and restarting didn't help. How did you do it?"

"The program is messed up, the computer crashes, what is the configuration of this computer?"

They looked at each other, "I don't quite understand this either."

I went back again, took a look at the interface, and then said: "The configuration is too old, you can apply for a replacement."

"I'll mention it to Brother Chen tomorrow, thank you."

"It's okay, let's go." I left.

It was raining outside, and I didn't bring an umbrella. It was 09:30 in the evening, and I was about to take a taxi. The nurse who took care of my mother ran out after me.

"I knew you didn't bring it." She said from afar, "Take it."

"Need not……"

"Don't say those polite words to me, we have been friends for many years." She didn't allow me to refuse, and forcefully stuffed the umbrella into my hand.

"what would you do?"

"Easy to handle, take Brother Chen's ride."

I said deeply: "There is a play."

She said coquettishly, "What, it's just on the way."

I laughed, she didn't let me laugh, slapped me, I stopped teasing her.

After saying goodbye to her, I held an umbrella and stood outside waiting for the bus.

It shouldn't be, what's the matter tonight, no car?

Ten minutes passed, and still no master took the order.

It's not a holiday, and it doesn't rain too much. It's strange that there isn't a car when the night is really quiet. It's not like everyone is off work.

Come on, let me go ahead.

Gu Ming called me at this time and asked if I had arrived home. I told him the route. They were still there when I left. Gu Ming just asked me where I was going. I could have asked him to pick me up. But I don't want to spoil the fun.

Listen, they should be having a good time.

In the brightly lit city, I held an umbrella and walked along the street. Passers-by on one side were running. The weather forecast didn’t say it was raining. Everyone was drenched. The umbrella in my hand saved me from the rain. It's not a big deal, but it's better than nothing.

When I was walking on the road, the people next to me whispered and talked, and ran past me, and then more people stepped on the stagnant water and passed by one after another. Listening to their voices, they connected together, as if something happened in front of me.

I am not a person who likes to join in the fun, but I am a little curious, and my steps are a little tighter, and the scene in front of me gradually appears. I see the black crowd gathered together, and I see the traffic police in uniform whistling in the rain, directing the crowd, control the masses.

I frowned and squeezed into the crowd.

"Don't shoot! Give way! The people over there disperse!" The anxious voice of the traffic police exploded in the middle of the road, a car fell to the ground, the glass shattered all over the place, the body was horrible, and the more terrifying one was still behind. The woman was lying on the ground, her legs and the blood spreading on the ground told something.

The umbrella hit the ground.

The moment I threw away the umbrella, I rushed towards the pregnant woman lying on the ground. At the same time, a figure faster than me stopped in front of me. He picked up the pregnant woman, leaving behind a ridiculous silhouette. Roaring in the crowd, that is the most vicious appearance I have ever seen him.

"Get the fuck out of here!" he roared, which was even more breathtaking than the traffic policeman. The crowd became agitated and gave way one after another. A fierce tiger, no matter what is in front of him, it seems that it can't stop him from doing what he wants to do.

The group dispersed, and someone shouted that the ambulance hadn't arrived yet. He didn't listen to the persuasion at all, and yelled at the crowd. That was a person's name, and I had never heard of it.

He is very fierce, and the crowd is restless wherever he looks, and then a car drives over, and the sound of its horn becomes gloomy and frightening under such a noisy and crowded rainy night. With his tearing voice, everything is fine weird.

He carried the pregnant woman into the car, and slammed the door shut. The car stepped on the gas pedal and kept away from everyone's sight. The traffic police were still controlling the crowd, and there were bursts of sighs in my ears.

Accidents are hard to prevent. The pregnant woman didn't expect it, the traffic police didn't expect it, the crowd didn't expect it, and neither did I.

The tragedy will not be announced to you in advance, maybe a peaceful night is only broken by a roar.

Picking up the black umbrella on the ground, when the crowd gradually dissipated, I walked towards the man with bloody hands.

He was still watching the disappearing vehicles, and it took a long time to lower his head to pay attention to himself. He was looking at his hands, which were wet by the rain, and the blood was flowing down, dripping into the puddles at his feet.

The black umbrella was propped on top of his head, and it could no longer cover anything. Both he and I were drenched. Before he turned his head to look at me, he blurted out two words: "Thank you."

I didn't respond to him, he turned his head slowly, the moment he saw me, his expression suddenly changed, there is still a difference between surprise and fright, you see, his current mood is obviously much better than fright.

The tiger stopped roaring and calmed down, but the turbulent rainy night did not stop, and the rain intensified. He stood under my umbrella, his eyes followed my hand holding the umbrella handle, and the place where he fixed his eyes was my middle finger. Eye-catching silver ring.

And I stood in front of him, looking at this handsome and outstanding face, I didn't say much, looking at it today after many years, it is still so familiar, the curvature of the corners of the eyes is sharp, yes, I have never Smoothed out his arrogant nature, now what stays on the surface is superficial politeness.

"You're welcome." My voice was exceptionally calm.

This umbrella is above our heads, it has already lost its function, and it is superfluous for us who are soaked.

And the meaning of my umbrella is not to block the heavy rain, I just remind the person in front of me, I guess he thinks the same as me.

——Coincidentally, you are here too.