Chief Oda won't complain

he he he he he……

Ah, what is "crazy"?

Who can answer this question?

Kusaku said to himself that "crazy" is the true core of human beings, and it is the most fundamental, primitive, and ancient thing that originated from human beings.

Creatures like human beings must have been twisting and going crazy from the beginning of their birth!

Then the bloodline was passed down from generation to generation, slowly hidden in the depths of the spirit, and became no longer superficial.

In other words, everyone is actually trying their best to cover up and pack themselves with rationality.It may be deliberate, or it may be unconscious behavior.In short, no one wants to admit their madness.

But, everyone has a more or less crazy side in their hearts, and it's useless to cover up this, just like the truth.

Otherwise, why, as long as Jiu Zuo wanted to see it, he could see it easily?

From a very young age, Hisaku discovered that when he was with kids his age, they didn't like him very much.

Moreover, concealing madness and malice seems to be a skill that everyone is born with.

Children of the same age can pretend to be innocent to adults while pouring malice on themselves behind their backs.

During the day, everyone softly begged for candy, playing the role of a pure angel, and at night, they brought blades and nails to play with themselves, happily torturing themselves.

Everyone is so divided.

But Kusaku doesn't dislike everyone like this, hehe.

Isn't it very interesting to draw out everyone's madness just by using the wounds on your own body?

Compared with those fake boring appearances, the appearance of everyone exposing the essence of madness is more attractive.

Hisaku thought this way, but basically he was consoling himself.

He actually doesn't like being hurt, especially not being hurt by others.

If we look into the reason, of course it is because the injury hurts.

It hurts, it really hurts...

Everyone, why am I in pain?Why do you want me to be in such pain?I hate it so much.

Curse you, I will curse you!

Fingerprints appear.The doll is broken.

Then, let me see more, hee hee hee, everyone's twisted and crazy looks, it's simply never tired of watching, it's the best fun, hahaha...

In the dialect of the Hakata area, Yumeno Hisaku refers to a person who is in a trance and daydreams all day long.

So it's a good name.

……

Yumeno Kusaku's happiest day is the day when his supernatural powers show their talents.

That day, the entire Mafia port seemed to be infected by his madness. Everyone was killing each other, releasing chaos and evil to their heart's content, like a grand carnival.

And he, as the source and ruler, stood in the ruins with the broken puppet and laughed heartily.

Kusaku likes crazy people, that is the appearance of the world that he feels familiar and makes him feel safe.

The world that hides the madness is boring, not fun at all, and hard to get used to.

Those superficial kindness, friendship, and peace...what is the need for existence?Obviously it is something he can easily break through?

We all need to be honest to have fun, right?

However, everyone is really easy to play bad, hehehe...

Kusaku's "Happy Day" ended quickly when he was caught and locked up by Mr. Dazai.

Confinement is a very lonely thing. There is no fun to find, nothing to do, and the spirit can only wander between dreams and reality.

What a nasty punishment.

Kusaku curled up into a ball, hugging himself tightly.His world is only his own.

Until one day, a ray of light seemed to appear in the dream.The red-haired man pushed open the closed door, squatted down and looked at him at the same level, and said to him seriously: ""Brain Hell" is actually a gentle ability. "

what?Did you hear me right?gentle?

Something wrong?

How dare you say such crazy things?

No, no, no, it should be said, that's right!

Hisaku became excited, he thought: The true face of human beings is madness, this Mr. Oda is obviously very crazy.Compared to the bumbling Mr. Mori, the new boss of the port mafia is much more interesting!

Hisaku asked enthusiastically how Mr. Oda killed Mr. Mori, but Mr. Oda actually replied that he didn't kill him.

Kusaku is not a stupid kid, so I don't believe it.He understands, this is the "non-recognition link" that everyone likes very much, right?

Hee hee, he won't expose Mr. Oda, what a caring boy he is.

Mr. Oda is so crazy that he is willing to let Kusaku make it, and he also returns the doll to Kusaku, so he must be on the side of Kusaku!

But, Oda-san is also a very vile adult.

Alas, he clearly promised to show Kusaku a completely crazy look, but he avoided it at the critical moment.

If words don't count, you won't forgive!

That's right, even if Mr. Oda hugged Kusaku to the infirmary, even if the hug was incredibly warm, even if Mr. Oda stood at Kusaku's side to criticize Mr. Dazai after Mr. Dazai came, and to vent his anger on Kusaku... Anyway, it won't Forgive me!snort!

Even... Even if you give Kusaku a sweet lollipop, Kusaku will not forgive you...

Woooooo, it feels so good to see the light of day again!

Everyone on the road is so happy, it would be even better if they all went crazy.

It was nice to have a good lunch, the food in detention was terrible.

After eating, you can also visit the corpse, Mr. Oda is so kind!

……

But why did "Brain Hell" suddenly fail?

Failed once, tried again unbelievingly, tried six times in a row, plus the failure in the infirmary before... How could this be so!

It hurts, the knee hurts, the heart hurts more than the knee, it hurts so much but there is no one to curse.

You can't curse yourself or the floor, can you?Dazai-san is laughing at me unabashedly over there!

What went wrong?Isn't everyone's madness something that can be easily triggered?

Why did the world suddenly become so strange after leaving the confinement room?

So uncomfortable, so annoying, not at all uncomfortable.

Hisaku couldn't describe that feeling, he instinctively felt that something had changed.So everything was no longer familiar, and he was at a loss.

No, not at all, not anywhere.

Children who have been daydreaming for as long as they can remember have never considered that one day the dream will wake up.Because the world doesn't revolve around the spirit of some madman, that's the truth.

Hisakusa is afraid of waking up, afraid of losing the ability to dream freely, afraid of a voice lying in his ear saying to him: "Wrong, you made a mistake from the beginning, it is not the world that is crazy, but yourself."

Although he can't clearly realize that he is afraid.

He is too young to understand his feelings correctly, he only knows that he is uncomfortable, wants to escape, wants to break through something, wants to get everything back on track, wants to eliminate anxiety, and find a sufficiently "reasonable" explanation .

It would be great if someone could give an explanation, anyone.

First, all human beings are crazy, human beings are born crazy.

Second, all the experiences of Jiuzuo since he can remember are proof.

Third, Kusaku is not an unlucky child, everyone will come to hurt Kusaku.Because this is a fun game, Kusaku also has to play the game happily, which in turn hurts everyone.Hence the ability called "Brain Hell".

Fourth, there is nothing wrong with Kusaku's cognition, and what he understands is the normal state of the world.

An explanation that satisfies all the above conditions - there must be such a "reasonable" explanation!

Otherwise the dream will wake up.

Once awakened, the spirit will also be fragmented.Because all of Kusaku is based on a daydream, if the dream is lost, Kusaku will be nothing.

Everyone has their own set of theories to explain the world.From birth, people discover the world with their own eyes, explore the world with their own hands and feet, understand the world with their own spirit, and finally shape themselves with their own cognition.

There is a theory that killing a person outright does not take the person's life, but wears out the person's spirit.

Kusaku is a crazy kid, his spirit is far less stable than ordinary people, he can't justify himself, he can't explain why he can't dig out everyone's madness easily.

And so the collapse began.

I hate it so much, I want to curse the whole world.

"Kusaku, because you are growing up." In a trance, Kusaku heard Mr. Oda's voice.

Growing up... I see, is this what growing up is?

Hisakusa heard an explanation from someone he thought was terribly insane, one that was "reasonable" enough, the one he desperately needed.

The world didn't go beyond his cognition, nor did he abandon him when he was in confinement, and he didn't suddenly fail.The reason why he fails again and again is because he is going through a new stage of life called growth.

Like a drowning man catching driftwood, Hisakusa immediately accepted the explanation.

The hatred accumulated high in my heart collapsed like a castle made of building blocks.

You can't be wrong, Mr. Oda is on his side, and he is the craziest person he knows.So what you say must be correct.

Mr. Oda's incomparably calm voice almost sounded in Hisakusa's heart, booming: "This is how a child becomes an adult."

In an instant, Jiu Zuo's nose was sour, his tears could no longer be controlled, and his throbbing heart instantly relaxed.

Children are such creatures, with strong emotional ups and downs, and it is easy to be overjoyed and sad.

Hisaku buried himself in Mr. Oda's arms: "Kusaku doesn't want to grow up, wow!"

A pair of warm hands landed on Kusaku's back and patted him gently.

The voice that brought redemption said: "It can't be done. Acting like a baby and being self-willed can't delay the growing pains."

So Jiu Zuo cried even harder: "I'm going back to the confinement room, I don't want to come out to play again, woo woo woo!"

"Don't you hate confinement?"

"I don't want to grow up!"

"No way."

"Then I'm going back to the confinement room!"

Dialogue that can loop infinitely appears again.

Looking at the touching scene, Luanbu murmured softly: "Sure enough, I was saved." The snacks in his hand were no longer fragrant.

He could tell that Yumeno Kusaku was an annoying crazy kid. He had tried to do bad things in the previous few wrestlings but failed.But Oda Saku was too kind and didn't intend to give up this crazy kid.

Dazai and Ranpo also muttered in a low voice: "That is to say, why is it necessary?"

Anyway, if he guessed right, Odasaku just needs to ensure that Q is alive.If q can be defeated by this blow, losing his sanity and consciousness, he can control it very well later, and can be transformed into a humanoid weapon... Tsk, it's all Mr. Mori's fault anyway.

The two muttering and complaining children looked at each other, and they got closer invisibly.

The author has something to say: My stream q has appeared... In order to celebrate Christmas, this chapter has a different perspective (strange excuses have been added).