no one save me

I was standing in the living room, and Shen Jiajia was sitting down at my feet. She hugged my leg and kept crying. I tried to leave, but I didn’t even have the strength to lift my feet. I only heard myself asking weakly: " Why?"

"Brother, listen to my explanation..." She looked at me with her tear-stained face up.

"You talk, I listen." I said.

She seemed to be stunned for a moment, trembling slightly: "I...for the first time, those words for the first time, I really didn't let them out."

"Because you didn't release it for the first time, but you saw my attitude." I squatted down halfway and looked directly into her eyes. I could no longer treat her like a 15-year-old girl.

"I chose cold treatment, you are not reconciled, you want me to follow the vine, find Shen Lin, and then fight her, so you did the same thing on the basis of the first time, and planned the second time, you know what my bottom line is, It forced me to stand up and look for it." I asked her, "What good will this do for you?"

Her voice trembled and her breath trembled.

"Shen Jiajia, you keep calling me brother, what are you thinking when you call me? You don't look like a 15-year-old girl, you are obviously older than me and your aunt." I couldn't help laughing With a sigh, he said softly, "You don't need my protection."

"No, bro, I need you... I know I'm wrong, I really know I'm wrong." She reached out and grabbed my arm, her eyes full of fear: "I'm just too scared, I'm afraid my aunt will be scared I, I'm afraid that the rest of the Shen family won't tolerate me..."

"..." I didn't speak.

"Brother, I really know I was wrong, I... I didn't know that this matter hurt you so much, I really don't know, I just want you to catch her, she has done a lot of illegal and criminal things, I I just want you to seize this breakthrough." Shen Jiajia cried.

"Tomorrow, you can leave." I sighed lowly: "I... can't live in your big Buddha here, and I can't support you."

"Brother!" The hand she was holding on to my clothes was pushed away bit by bit by me. When she was about to get up and leave, she hugged my lower back suddenly. The place where I was hit was not healed. I staggered, and I broke out in cold sweat from the pain in my lumbar spine.

"Brother, the two of us will depend on each other from now on. I will never do anything that makes you unhappy again. Please forgive me this time. For my father's sake, please forgive me." Snot all over my clothes.

I was thinking in a daze, before, I thought my experience was somewhat similar to hers, but with a different background, but now that I think about it... it's actually different from the beginning to the end, not at all.

I pushed her away almost indifferently and went upstairs, and then I heard Shen Jiajia yelling from downstairs: "Zuo Qi! You promised my dad that you would take care of me, you would take care of me!"

I didn't say anything.

"I knew I was wrong. I didn't know that you would choose to protect me in that way. I didn't know that this matter would cause you so much harm. I didn't know that Jiang Yihang would appear suddenly. Actually... Actually, I had already planned Okay, you won't get hurt, you'll just bump into it at most, you'll be fine, I've already planned it out, bro, I'm just scared... As long as my aunt is here, she won't let me go. "Shen Jiajia looked up at me. On that face, I saw that she grew up and looked very similar to Shen Lin.

"So... huh?" I laughed lowly and took a deep breath: "Actually, I just know that you participated in the second time, but I don't know more, Shen Jiajia, when your aunt was arrested, there was no Tell me... Behind this car accident, there is your participation, she didn't say anything... Hahaha, no wonder she knew she would be arrested, no wonder she didn't run away, waiting for her arrest, it turned out to be like this ... She didn't say anything, but you said it all."

I don't know if I should say that the child is too young, or that she panicked. She poured out all the secrets that Shen Lin didn't tell anymore.

I suddenly realized why Shen Lin didn't run away, why she wanted an inheritance so stubbornly before, but now she chose to be arrested and took all the responsibility for the crime, because she is Shen Jiajia's aunt, and Shen Jiajia is the only blood of the Shen family up.

"Do the same thing..." I murmured softly, "Shen Jiajia, you really surprised me."

Shen Jiajia's face turned into astonishment. She looked at me almost in shock and opened her mouth. She probably didn't expect that Shen Lin just talked about the second Internet instigation, but did not say the real reason for the car accident.

"I..." Her face turned pale, and she looked at me slowly: "It was my aunt who wanted to threaten you first, so I thought, since she has already intervened in this matter, why don't I take advantage of this opportunity to directly kill you?" She sent it in, but I promise, I really promise, that driver really won't hit you, he really won't... I paid him a lot of money, he will slam on the brakes when he is about to hit us , you are bruised at most, there will be nothing else, I really didn't know that Jiang Yihang would appear, I didn't know that it would become like this later..."

"What if he doesn't brake in time? What if I die?" I asked her.

"Impossible, I gave him a lot of money, and he didn't dare." Shen Jiajia said firmly: "What I thought at the time was that as long as this matter becomes a criminal case, as long as you intervene in this matter, Shen Lin He must not be able to run away, because she was the one who found the driver, and it was all her."

"Yeah, the driver just needs to give her a confession. After a few years of sentence, if Shen Lin is brought in, he can get a lot of money to seal it up. Shen Jiajia, this calculation is very good, but this calculation is based on the fact that Shen Lin is still alive. Treating you as a niece, I didn’t bite you to death in the end, this calculation is based on the fact that I’m still alive.” I couldn’t help laughing, my heart seemed to be tightly held by something invisible, and I heard a faint humming , this is not the feeling of drowning, this is the closest I feel to death.

Standing on the stairs, I was almost surrounded by the feeling of near-death. I was covered in cold sweat, clutching the handrail, and gritted my teeth and looked at Shen Jiajia.

Once a person's anger reaches the extreme, his rationality will suddenly return. I just feel cold, like standing on a piece of nothingness, surrounded by emptiness. I am clearly in the room, but I feel the cold wind almost piercing through my chest, with bloody The smelly minced internal organs are almost twisted into a bloody mess that I can't see on my chest.

A bloody smell rushed straight to his forehead and kept rising.

"That's right, Shen Lin and the others don't want to kill you. If you die, according to the will, these properties will be donated, so what can they get?" I smelled the blood in my nose, and I didn't know what ugly I was now. Looking at the car, he tried his best to say: "You expected it, when the car is coming, I will definitely push you out, right?"

She cried and wiped away her tears, not daring to say anything, but I knew that was what she thought.

She figured it out, I will definitely push her out, and then I will be hit by a car, which will not be very heavy, because the driver will step on the brakes, and I will have a broken bone at most, and then... I will be like the second cyberbullying Being stepped on the bottom line like that, being irritated, and then following the route she planned, she regarded Shen Lin as a thorn in her side, a thorn in her flesh, and eliminated the threat for her.

Because she has already understood that the current her is my bottom line.

The feeling of being calculated, I can no longer bring up any strength to be angry.

At this point, besides failure, I still fail. I want to sigh, but I don't know how to do it.

I didn't turn around and say anything to her, I went straight to the room and closed the door, as usual, took the hemostatic medicine and recuperation medicine prescribed by Dr. Xu, sat at the table and looked at the file sent by Xiaozhu in the computer Information, everything is calm, as if nothing happened.

When I woke up from a dream in the middle of the night, I touched the pillow and found it was wet. I turned on the bedside lamp and found that I didn’t know when the nosebleed started. The pillow was soaked and stained red. A little dizzy, when he sat up, he took a few tissues to cover his mouth and nose, then lifted the quilt with one hand, and staggered towards the bathroom.

The face of the person in the mirror was pale, so thin that it was almost out of shape. I gasped lowly, and I couldn’t breathe. The blood dripped into the sink, and I became dizzy for a while. The toiletries on the sink fell to the ground together.

I didn't wear slippers, and I stepped on the cold floor with bare feet. It was indeed a little cold. Blood was stained on my pants and clothes, and I looked a little dirty and embarrassed. I could only raise my hand awkwardly and wipe the gushing out of my nose. of blood.

Obviously I took two pills, but I still couldn’t stop it. I had to dip some cold water on a towel and cover my mouth and nose, trying to stop the bleeding. If it didn’t work, I had to ask Dr. Xu for help again. I just don't know if he is free in the middle of the night or if he is resting.

My mind gradually emptied, and I lowered my head in silence, watching the blood spill out between my fingers, and fell drop by drop on the floor tiles. This pajamas and pajama pants are probably useless, and there are a lot of blood stains, which should not be washed clean. .

Housekeeping also came here once today to feed the stupid dog, and the stupid dog will find snacks by itself, so I don't have to worry about it.

The car 4S shop called and said that the car I ordered would not be available until a year later. I had increased the price, and it is estimated that the car should arrive in about two months.

Mr. Xu of the Senmu Group made an appointment tomorrow and said that he would meet to discuss cooperation projects. Judging by the situation, I should not be able to go. Let the company send the newest boss over there. I am very optimistic about her.

……

I half-closed my eyes slightly, not knowing when the bleeding had stopped. I supported the sink twice before I managed to stand up. When I looked up, I could see a ray of sunlight outside, and the sky was slightly bright.

"It's dawn." I tried my best to raise my head and murmured in a low voice, as if I was talking to myself. The blood on my hands had dried up, and the sticky and wet feeling was uncomfortable. It was as if someone had slapped him hard, the pain was so painful that he couldn't speak.

I belatedly realized that my blood pressure might have been a little high yesterday, and the things I had suppressed for too long were quietly extinguished before they erupted, leaving only a void.

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