no one save me

When I woke up, I was already in the hospital. According to them, I passed out in front of my grandma’s tombstone, and was found by the driver and sent to the hospital.

But I know it should not be the case. The driver was arranged for Ms. Lin and Mr. Zuo. I drove to the small town by myself, until Dr. Xu came out with the medical records, and he sighed: "If you use your IQ to take good care of For my own sake, how could I have fallen to this point?"

I laughed, and the drip was still on the back of my hand. Speaking of which, the first time I was admitted to the hospital because of a fight with Jiang Yihang, it was Dr. Xu who operated on me, and it was him this time. I tilted my head slightly and asked him: "how did you find me?"

"I found it along the mountain road." He stood by my bed, adjusted the speed of the infusion, and said, "When I went, your driver was still waiting for you. I asked him to go back first, and then I Look for you."

"He usually doesn't go back by himself, is it because my parents want to go back?" I looked at the ceiling, knowing what the result would be, but I still had to ask, "Have they looked for me?"

Dr. Xu didn't speak, and continued to adjust the infusion set that had been fixed.

I sighed deeply.

"Your condition is not very good. When you were sent to the hospital, you had a fever. Do you know what day it is today?" Dr. Xu asked me.

"Um...what do you mean?" I turned my head and glanced at him.

"You've been in a coma for two days. You've always had a high fever. The fever subsided once, but it quickly continued to have a fever and kept crying." Dr. Xu seemed to think that this should not be mentioned. He paused and looked at me carefully: "We have no choice but to give you a sedative."

"Crying? Me?" I was also stunned. In my impression, I wouldn't have reached this point, right?

"I also want to tell you that this is fake, but I'm sorry, it's true. Are you under too much pressure?" Dr. Xu turned on the phone, pointed at me, and said, "Look at what you are now What does it look like?"

In the front camera, my face is pale and bloodless. The wound on the forehead has been stitched with needles, and I look a bit hideous. My hair is much grayer, not half of what it was before.

"When people are in a coma, they often can't control their emotions, which is the most authentic expression of emotions." Dr. Xu pursed his lips slightly, and said in a low voice, "Maybe you should stay away from those who make you sad."

"Me too." I laughed.

"I'm not joking with you, Zuo Qi, your body and spirit have reached a critical point, do you understand, if you continue, I don't know what will happen to you later, I don't even know The next time I see you, will you be a living person or a cold corpse." Dr. Xu approached me and said word by word: "I have told you all these things that I shouldn't have said, because I I hope you can face up to your own problems and live a good life."

"I have said these words to another person before." Dr. Xu straightened up, and he looked at me: "Lu Qiao."

When the name came to my ears, I didn't even have a reaction.

Lu Qiao, yes, Lu Qiao, why did I forget about this person... I was hit by a car because of Wang Bo, I was hit by a car, my spine was broken in three places, and I was almost paralyzed. This person... well, I love Wang Bo very much.

I was still thinking about why Dr. Xu suddenly mentioned Lu Qiao, and then I saw him walking out. It was just in the afternoon, and I could see the light coming in from the corridor in my ward. I saw the shadows of two people, one One belongs to Dr. Xu, and the other belongs to Lu Qiao.

I was thinking again that Dr. Xu said he searched along the mountain road and found me.

I was thinking again, I took Lu Qiao to meet grandma's...

My head started to hurt again, like a needle prick, and it was like a hallucination I imagined myself. I stared at the two shadows on the ground. I knew they were talking, but I couldn't hear what they were talking about, and I couldn't understand what they were talking about. I don't really want to know.

Dr. Xu didn't ask me about my hands or anything else.

When I received a call from Mr. Zuo and Ms. Lin again, I glanced at the caller ID on it, but I didn't answer it, and let it ring over and over again, all of which were annoying to me.

"Boss." It was a coincidence that Xiao Zhu came back, and she brought me a bouquet of flowers. When she looked at me, I saw her expression changed from joy to shock, and then to sadness. She looked at me, stretched out hesitantly. He shot, as if he wanted to touch me, but quickly retracted.

"Are you scared?" I asked her with a smile.

"No...not afraid." She looked at me, and then said cautiously: "Boss, what's wrong with your hair...and your face and hands? What's going on? How long have I been away, why is it like this gone?"

"It's okay, didn't I let you take a longer vacation, why did you come back?" I asked her.

"I played around all the places I wanted to play, and I felt it was worth it, so I came back to work." Xiao Zhu looked at me with some distress, and she said: "Boss, I won't talk about your hair, anyway, you are handsome. Anything is fine, but your face...why is it disfigured, this is the brow bone, it's almost the eyes, it's too dangerous."

I laughed and responded in a low voice.

Xiao Zhu's arrival is something that makes me very happy, at least for so many days, it's like a person lost in the forest for a long time, and then saw a path to go out.

Because of this high fever, I had to stay in the hospital for a few more days. Fortunately, I usually arranged housekeeping to go to the house, otherwise my stupid dog would not know how to survive.

These few days are really relaxing. I don’t have to see Jiang Yihang and Lu Qiao, and I don’t have to face Ms. Lin and Mr. Zuo. Occasionally, Shen Jiajia will call me. I didn’t tell her that I was hospitalized, but I promised her, After she finishes her exams and it's summer vacation, I'll take her to Universal Studios.

She said she was going to Shenzhen Happy Valley, to Shanghai Disneyland, to Beijing Universal Studios, and to Jinniu Lake Zoo in Nanjing.

Little girl, the test results haven't come out yet, but I have discussed a lot of conditions with me. I am a man in his 20s, and I feel that Shen Jiajia will give his father's love for the rest of his life.

"Brother, when I go to high school, should I live on campus or at home?" Shen Jiajia asked me on the phone.

"Where do you want to live?" I asked her.

"Stay at home, you send me off every day." She laughed: "My father never sent me off, but other people's fathers sent them off, and you will also send me off in the future. They don't have brothers to send them off. It's not a loss."

She really knows how to talk. After these words, all the words I wanted to refuse were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't get up or down.

"Hahaha, brother, why don't you talk anymore?" She asked me.

"Check your homework next week." I sighed: "Have you improved your English? I think I should ask your teacher."

She hung up the phone quickly.

I'm glad she didn't have a video with me, otherwise this little ancestor would have to come here again.

When I saw Lu Qiao again, Dr. Xu and I were halfway through the conversation. Suddenly, the nurse rushed in and said that bed 338 was not good. changed, and immediately said: "I'll deal with it first."

As soon as he left, I saw a familiar figure from outside the door, it was Lu Qiao.

I suddenly realized that this 338 bed should refer to Wang Bo.

Wang Bo's health is very bad, much worse than mine, at least mine is only aplastic anemia, but he is really terminally ill, if he is lucky, there will be half a year left, if he is not lucky...it will always be him of death.

I calmly watched them running around, and watched Lu Qiao disappear from my sight. I don't know if Wang Bo can come out of the operating room smoothly this time, but it seems that all of this is gone with me Too big a relationship.

A person who at least once talked to me and chatted with him, maybe he is going to die, I am strangely indifferent, just like I saw a black and white photo of Zuo Lin a few days ago, there is no disturbance at all, maybe it is like As Mr. Zuo said, I am a lunatic.

The psychiatrist appointment happened to be today. I have never seen a psychiatrist before. I was a little nervous when I went there for the first time. I also changed my hospital gown and changed into a casual shirt brought by Xiao Zhu. My hair has already grown a lot. No, I agreed to take some time to shave my hair, but it didn't work until today.

The psychiatrist is a girl, and she looks very gentle. After stepping into this consulting room, my slight fear gradually dissipated. I looked at her, and she smiled and said, "Is it... Zuo Qi?"

I answered.

The birds outside landed on the window sill of the consulting room. There was a little food and water on it, and the birds would eat a little and then continue to fly away.

"Do you think they'll come back?" the doctor asked me.

"Yes." I glanced at Asuka, paused, and explained, "Because it knows that there is food and water here."

"Yes, because it knows, but if the food and water here are taken away." The doctor took a deep breath, she looked at me and said, "Your condition is very bad, like a bird that has been flying for a long time. , very tired bird, after arriving at the destination, you find that there is no water, no food, nothing, but you have no strength to fly back.”

I laughed.

"Dr. Xu told me about your general situation. I think we have to do a long-term treatment. First..." The doctor looked at me and then at my hands, and she said: "First, don't hurt yourself , At least don’t hurt yourself for anyone, when you have any sad and painful things, or don’t feel sad and painful, you can tell me.”

I stayed in the consulting room for a whole afternoon and talked a lot. It can be said that it was the most relaxing time for me.

I didn't know what the diagnosis would be, but I did love the feeling of confiding in strangers, talking to strangers, having someone looking at me, and being able to say my name exactly.

My appeal is that much, nothing more.

When I received a strange call again, I saw that the place of belonging was Beijing, and it rang a few times before I answered the call. I was in a slightly reserved mood and leaned on the hospital bed, listening to the female voice on the phone, She told me, "Hello, is this Mr. Zuo Qi?"

"It's me, who are you?" I asked.

The other party laughed and said, "My name is Shen Lin, and I'm Shen Jiajia's aunt. I think we should talk about some things."

Shen Jiajia's aunt.

In my impression, it seems that Shen Jiajia has only one aunt, the one who lives in Australia. I remembered that Shen Jiajia once asked me, and she said: "Brother, do you think they want to take me back, or do they want to take others back?" , for me, or for something else..."

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感谢在2022-03-2320:26:45~2022-03-2323:43:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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