no one save me

When I woke up, it was like a long dream. I was supposed to be discharged from the hospital the next day, but now I was wearing an oxygen mask. Large machines and various catheters inserted into the body.

"Are you awake?" Dr. Xu checked the value after coming in, and then said, "How does it feel to walk around the gate of hell?"

"Also... okay." I tried my best to pronounce the words clearly, and he turned cold, pointed at me and said, "I almost died, do you know, didn't I tell you not to exercise strenuously, and not to have big emotional ups and downs, you put me Ignore your words? Forget it...for the sake of your weakness, I won’t say anything about you, you still have to observe for 24 hours, and if you have no problems, you can be transferred to the general ward.”

After he went out, I was alone in the intensive care unit, a little drowsy, and I actually fell asleep.

The second time I woke up, I was in the general ward, the one I lived in before.

"We met again. I thought I could send you out today, but now it looks like I have to wait a few more days." The nurse walked in with a smile, adjusted the speed of the infusion, and said, "Doctor Xu is so angry. "

"He should be angry." Thinking of his appearance, I couldn't help laughing: "When will I be discharged from the hospital this time?"

"I don't know, it depends on how Dr. Xu arranges." The little nurse covered the quilt, and before going out, she also instructed: "Don't move around, be careful that the blood returns, and ring the bell if you feel uncomfortable."

I was the only one left in the whole ward. I didn't ask about Wang Bo. I didn't know whether he was dead or alive. It was just that the news about Zuo Lin was like an invisible stone pressing on my chest. Leaves me breathless.

This time, until I was discharged from the hospital, I never saw Lu Qiao again.

When I was discharged from the hospital, Dr. Xu took me back. In his words, I was afraid that something would happen to me on the way.

He doesn't expect me to get better, why is he thinking about how I will be hospitalized all day long?

On the way, Dr. Xu told me that he said that Lu Qiao and Wang Bo had a deep relationship before. Because of Wang Bo, Lu Qiao and his family almost broke up, but later the two separated, and Lu Qiao also had a very serious car accident. He lost his life, and after being decadent for a long time, he couldn't forget Wang Bo until he was with me.

I just smiled and didn't say anything.

"I don't know why you and Lu Qiao separated, but no matter what the reason is, you should take care of yourself." Dr. Xu sighed, he turned the steering wheel, followed the navigation to where I live, and shook his head: " Damn rich."

I didn't invite him to sit at home because I was tired and not feeling well.

Dr. Xu didn't tell me whether Wang Bo was dead or alive, and he didn't say what Lu Qiao was doing. He didn't give me any advice, but just told me to take care of my body. He said that I might not die, but how long can I live if I don't cherish my body so much? Not necessarily.

In the next few days, when I came back, I processed the company's backlog of documents. I didn't dare to work too hard, and I didn't seem to be too attached to making money. Compared with before, I should have passed It's time to go all out.

As for Zuo Lin...I try not to think about his affairs, and I don't know what to think about.

But it all ended with the phone call from my parents. The meeting was over that day. I was going to have some porridge and go back to rest. I received a call from them while driving on the road. Said they were coming back.

Counting it, we haven't been in touch for many, many years, and I don't know where she got the call from. At first, I didn't know it was their number. I hung up several times before answering, but I didn't expect it to be them.

"When will you be back?" I asked them.

"The plane arrives tomorrow afternoon." It's very quiet over there. I don't know where they are now, maybe they are already in the country, maybe they are still abroad, who knows?

There was another long silence, no one spoke, and then I heard my mother say, "Are you... can you pick us up when you're free?"

"Okay." I didn't look at tomorrow's work schedule, and agreed directly: "You will send me the specific time later."

"Okay." My mother was silent for a while, and said before hanging up, "Thank you, you have worked hard."

They should be the two people closest to me, but even strangers are more natural than this.

After returning home, he took medicine, ordered takeaway casually, and then lay on the bed and began to sleep. He heard the phone ringing in the middle of the night, and guessed it was Jiang Yihang, but he didn't want to pay attention.

Wake up again, it's morning.

I rummaged through the closet for a long time, and finally threw away the clothes and chose what I usually wear. I was a little absent-minded when I was in the company and waited until the afternoon. I picked them up two hours in advance, and they hadn’t come when I arrived at the airport. , I just waited for a while.

When Dr. Xu called, I happened to be responding to a text message. He asked me if I felt unwell recently and if I had taken my medicine on time. I answered everything seriously before hanging up the phone.

It was a long wait again, and the time passed by every minute and every second. I can't tell if it was anticipation or fear, maybe both. When grandma passed away, I thought they would come back, but they didn't.

Later, I went to the city to look for them, and they moved away. The address they left was still a long time ago. I don’t know how many hands this house has passed through.

I shouldn't recognize them, of course, I don't expect them to recognize me at a glance.

When the two of them appeared in front of me, I was a little shocked when I saw their pale hair. They were only 50 years old, and their hair was all white. They were thin and old.

"Zuo... Zuo Qi." The one who called me was the person I should call my mother.

"It's me." This was much more embarrassing than meeting clients for the first time, and I went over to help them pick up their suitcases, took them to the parking lot, and then took them to the hotel.

I have no intention of taking them back to where I live, I'm not ready to live with them.

"Excuse me, but we really don't know anyone here, so..." My mother and my father sat in the back seat of the car, and she explained carefully all the way: "When we find a place to live, we will move out. .”

"It's okay, it's a hotel anyway, you can stay as long as you want." I said without turning my head.

I booked them a hotel suite and like I said, they can stay as long as they want.

They sat in the car and looked at each other without speaking.

After arriving at the hotel, I took them to the room, and my mother began to pack things. I didn't ask about Zuo Lin. If they didn't tell me, I wouldn't ask.

"Xiao Lin..." My mother was sitting on the sofa, and I was sitting on the other side. After a while, she said, "He has passed away."

I knew about this from Wang Bo before, and after sitting up straight, I didn't know how to react.

"It's a pity that he died because of saving people." My mother lowered her eyes and said in a low voice: "You look very similar. After he passed away, I dare not contact you. I am afraid that I will think of you when I see you he."

"And before that? Before he died." I asked the question I'd never asked before, but I did want the answer: "Why don't you want to see me, why don't you want me?"

My mother, no, Ms. Lin looked a little embarrassed, she rubbed her hand and said: "At that time, your father and I were working outside to earn money, so we really didn't have time to go back."

"And then?" I asked her.

"Later, I raised Xiao Lin. The cost of the two children... is very high in the city, so... plus your grandma can't bear you, and the old man needs someone to take care of you in a small town..." Ms. Lin Looking at me, she subconsciously avoided her gaze: "It's not that I never thought about taking you back, but the conditions are really bad."

"The conditions are not good, but you can borrow money everywhere so that Zuo Lin can study abroad." I thought for a while, and found it a little funny: "When grandma passed away, what were you doing?"

"Because Xiaolin's grades are very good, his future should not be wasted. As parents, we hope to do our best to give him a chance. Zuo Qi, you are not a material for studying since you were a child. What we want is to wait for Xiaolin to be here You have become famous outside, and I will help you again." Ms. Lin glanced at Mr. Zuo, and Mr. Zuo also said, "Yes, Xiao Lin worked very hard."

How should I put it, I probably expected this answer, or I knew from the very beginning that I was the one who was given up, so I didn't expect much from it.

"By the way, you haven't seen your younger brother's appearance in junior high school, right? You haven't seen his appearance in college. I have photos here. Let me show you." Ms. Lin stood up and walked quickly to the luggage Next to the box, I found a large box of photos from inside. The photos belonged to their family of three, and many of them were single photos of Zuo Lin.

I have photos of Zuo Lin from childhood to university, and I finally understand why Wang Bo said that Zuo Lin looks a little like me, but not in some respects.

He is much softer than me.

My eyes fell on the photo of his high school, and my eyes suddenly stopped, staring at the person above.

There are two people in the photo, one is Zuo Lin, and the other is very familiar to me——

It's Jiang Yihang.

"This is with the child." Ms. Lin frowned slightly, and after a while she said displeasedly: "If it wasn't for him, Xiao Lin wouldn't be at the point of transferring schools."

"What do you mean?" I heard my own voice, trembling slightly, a truth that seemed to be close at hand came towards me, only a layer of membrane that could be broken with a poke.

Ms. Lin said: "It's all about things between children. There are rumors that they have other relationships. Xiao Lin's personality is sensitive and he almost got depression. I just thought... give him a change of environment, a change of life." The best, the best environment we can afford."

I guess now Ms. Lin regrets taking Zuo Lin abroad, maybe if she doesn't go abroad, Zuo Lin is still alive and well.

"Rumours...Jiang Yihang, Zuo Lin?" I rubbed the photo with my fingertips, and suddenly remembered that Jiang Yihang and I were pursuing another girl. At that time, I was not bent, and I liked girls. Jiang Yihang is here...

I thought we were rivals in love, but then we came and went and became lovers.

Now it seems that they are all wrong, all of them are wrong... all of them are wrong.

I twitched the corners of my lips, thinking I could laugh, but it was in vain. The hand holding the photo trembled imperceptibly, and finally put the photo back to its original place in a panic, and left here without looking back.

I thought that Jiang Yihang and I really liked each other at least once, but I just found out today that these things were a scam from the beginning, and they were fake.

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感谢在2022-03-2001:20:16~2022-03-2016:18:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: know like__—1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!