no one save me

I picked up Lu Qiao from Grandma Lu's house. He leaned on the car as if he was about to die, and seeing that something was wrong, I reached out and touched his forehead and found it was a little hot.

"I have a fever, you are responsible." His tone was different from usual, and he seemed a lot weaker. Although I knew that a low-grade fever was not a big problem, I knew better that the low-grade fever was caused by me. He felt a little helpless for a while, but he laughed , coughed a few times and said: "Go to the pharmacy and buy some antipyretics. I'll go to the hotel and sleep for a while."

I parked the car next to the pharmacy and bought two boxes of antipyretics. The clerk asked me a lot of questions, and I could only answer them truthfully. When I finally got into the car, I was carrying two bags of medicines in my hand.

Seeing that he almost didn't collapse, he finally laughed out loud: "I have a low fever, because I made it for you, and it will be fine if you take a fever-reducing medicine. What are you doing?"

"Okay, hurry up." I felt guilty.

"Is this the first time for you?" Lu Qiao sat in the passenger seat, tilted his head and asked me: "When you are with your little boyfriend, are you more gentle than me?"

"No." I said.

"Have you ever had anyone else besides your little boyfriend?" he asked.

I thought about it carefully. Before I met Jiang Yihang, I had never played with others, but he was obviously better at playing than me. It was ridiculous to say that when I was with him, many people tried to persuade him. Be on guard against me, prevent me from taking him down, prevent me from cheating, prevent me...

In the end, how can I spoil him, he is self-taught.

"My grandma said that you'd better go to the hospital for an examination." When the car drove to the parking lot of the hotel, just as the engine was turned off, he suddenly said, "Your health is not very good."

"I'll go when I'm free." I said.

"When will you be free?" Every time he puts on his glasses, I always have the feeling that I'm going to be counted. To him...or maybe the faint smell of tobacco from me.

"In a few days." I have to go back in a few days. I can't stay in Suzhou forever. I still have to go back and face the things that I have to face. I told Lu Qiao: "When I was with Jiang Yihang, I It's the one below."

I saw a trace of surprise on his face, he seemed a little incomprehensible, his eyes scanned my face for a few rounds, and then he shook his head: "How could you be the one below...you...like him too much gone."

"I really liked it then." I said.

"Me and my predecessor, no, it should be said that I was with each one." Lu Qiao looked at me with rare seriousness, and said word by word: "I have always been the one above."

I understand what he means, he has always been the top one, but for me, he is the bottom one.

From the hotel parking lot to the room, Lu Qiao lay on the sofa after returning to the room, he rubbed his back, I poured him a cup of hot water and leaned next to him, rubbed his waist to make him comfortable a little.

"If I met you earlier than Jiang Yihang, would you be willing to be the next one?" He asked me.

This question is unsolvable, because there has never been a what if, and maybe if there was no Jiang Yihang, I would not have met Lu Qiao, nor would I be interested in him, let alone sleep together.

"When I get back, can I directly enter your company? Follow me in and out." Lu Qiao asked me.

This is the privilege I gave to Jiang Yihang in the past, and now Lu Qiao is by my side, so it doesn't matter if I give him this right. I agreed, and then I could feel that he was very happy.

"Have you ever been to Suzhou with Jiang Yihang?" He lay on the sofa, rubbing his waist with me, crying out for pain from time to time, and then asked me, "Where did you go?"

"I've been here, I've been to a lot of places." I said.

"Then my home is in Suzhou, and we will go to more places in the future." His desire to win and lose, the once shrewd Mr. Lu Qiao, seems to have begun to fade from him, and he is replaced by me. A land bridge never seen before.

At least he is quite different from the one I know.

I touched the injured part of his back, I could feel the protruding bones and the hideous scars, it was not difficult to guess how tragic it was.

"Jiang Yihang came to look for me." Lu Qiao lay on his stomach, his arms hanging casually by his side, and said lazily, "But he was just making fun of himself."

"En." I responded to him, my eyes fell on the wound on his body, and I asked, "How long did you lie in bed at that time?"

"I don't know. I was in a coma for a long time. During that time, I was groggy and uncomfortable. Later, I had intubation and surgery. Anyway, it took a long time. I don't know how many times my internal organs have been coiled." Mention this At that time, he didn't have the slightest fear, and even smiled, he said: "I told me later that I might be paralyzed."

The word "paralysis" is actually more terrifying than death sometimes.

"I don't understand why he is willing to look back at me. Later, after seeing a lot of things, he sees it through." Lu Qiao put his hand on my knee, and I saw the white scar on his arm. He said: " When I just woke up, I really hated him, not hating anything else, but hating why he lied to me. Afterwards, I stopped hating, just felt sad and wronged, why didn’t he come to see me, why... now , I don’t feel anything anymore, maybe one day when he stands in front of me, I can pat him on the shoulder indifferently, and then I will feel nothing when I walk by him like a stranger.”

"There will be such a day." I used to think that time can't destroy a person's emotions, but then I thought about it, maybe, time will dilute a person's love, so hate, it should not be far behind.

Before I came to Suzhou, although I had no plans, the general direction was to eat, drink, have fun and relax. I had no idea that the next few days would basically be spent in a hotel.

It wasn't until Xiaozhu called me that there was some problem with the company, so I left the hotel and headed home. I was alone when I came, and there were two people when I went back.

Xiao Zhu was very surprised that Lu Qiao would appear by my side, but after I told her that Lu Qiao could come to me directly when she came to the company, she seemed to understand something, her eyes moved back and forth from me and Lu Qiao, and finally said meaningfully He said "oh~".

I don't know what she is thinking, but the general direction should be correct.

The company's system is perfect, and it's not a serious problem, but I really can't continue to travel in Suzhou. Regardless of the company's affairs, after the meeting in the afternoon, Xiao Zhu followed me and said: "Mr. When you come to the company, you say you must see the boss."

"Did he say what?" I asked, and suddenly remembered that Lu Qiao should take back both the car and the house. After all, I sold both of them to him at a [-]% discount on the market price. Now Jiang Yihang should Can only live in the school dormitory.

"No, he just said he would wait for you." Xiao Zhu thought for a while and asked, "Do you want to call the police?"

"No need." Jiang Yihang is shameless, and I have to save face. Standing in the corridor, I saw Jiang Yihang's figure get off a taxi through the glass, walked to the flower bed next to him and started squatting.

I know he has something to tell me, but it's bullshit and I don't want to hear a word.

In the evening, after the meeting at Luqiao, he arrived home before me. I also gave him a key and entered his fingerprints, so when he came back today, he heard the sound in the bathroom.

It may be some conditioned reflex. When I hear this now, my back subconsciously tenses up, and then I realize that this is Luqiao, not Jiang Yihang.

The bathroom door opened, and Lu Qiao came out wrapped in a white towel. His upper body was still undressed, his hair was a little damp, and he was wiping it casually. When he saw me, he smiled and said, "There is no meeting today?"

Because I have been in meetings for the past two days, he came back much later, and he basically fell asleep every time he came back, so this time he finally caught me.

"You like the new and dislike the old too fast." He complained at me, threw the towel to wipe his hair aside, and hit my face. I knew he was a little angry, and he took off the head covering helplessly. Towel, smiled and apologized: "I don't have it, I will come back early tomorrow."

"..." He fixed his eyes on me, his wet hair was still dripping water, and the water drops fell on his shoulder blades along the ends of his hair, and then he suddenly threw himself on me, and I could feel his hands on me. He covered the wound on his abdomen a little bit, only to see him say viciously: "Don't you want to touch me anymore? Are you tired of playing with me?"

"..." The hat button was a bit too big, I could only peck his lips lightly and tell him: "No."

The soup in the kitchen was simmering, kept warm until morning, abruptly changed from dinner to breakfast, I checked the wound when I woke up, fortunately there was no crack this time, but the back was a bit horrible, almost bruised bloodstains , covering my back one after another.

Lu Qiao played a little hard last night. I couldn't wake him up this morning. I could only help him clean up and put him back on the bed. Before I left, I pulled the curtains and the room was dark. He slept soundly Visibly stabilized.

Before going to the company, I saw a handmade pillow by an old man on the side of the road. I parked the car aside and went up to buy two. I was planning to go home and use it as a cushion for Luqiao.

But I didn't expect to meet someone I didn't want to see here. Jiang Yihang's face was pale and thin, and he was completely different from the one I saw before. His eyes were staring at me sullenly, and his lips were trembling slightly.

I wanted to avoid him, but he blocked me and asked me word by word: "Are you with Lu Qiao? You don't agree with me entering the company to look for you, but you gave him permission? Why?"

"Because this is my company, I can give authority to whoever I want, what's your business?" My patience was finally exhausted under his pressure.

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感谢在2022-03-0222:12:06~2022-03-0223:04:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Cijing;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!