cousin

Yining stretched out her hand and unbuttoned my clothes. I felt the coolness of the air and the heat of desire. Yining and I fell on the bed. Yining sighed. She sucked the bud on my chest. As if being electrocuted, a burst of strange pleasure passed by, and I couldn't help groaning.My voice seemed to wake Yining from her confusion, she stopped suddenly, helped me button up my clothes, and turned to leave.

"Yining, where are you going?" I grabbed her and asked.

She didn't turn her head back: "Cousin, I'm sorry, I just..."

I didn't know what to say for a while, but I held her hand tightly, and there was silence in the room.

"Yining..." I broke the silence first.

"Cousin, I'm sorry..." Yining lowered her head, still not looking at me.

"Don't say sorry..." I covered Yining's mouth and leaned into her arms.She struggled a bit, but didn't push me away.

I didn't know what to do, my hand involuntarily climbed onto her slender shoulders, gently stroking Yining's neck and earlobe...

Yining grabbed my hand: "Cousin, don't continue, I won't be able to bear it... Cousin, I may, fall in love with you... But we are cousins, we can't do this, do you understand? "

"Yining," I raised my head and looked at her, "I like you too...Maybe, I have liked you since a long time ago, but I didn't realize..."

"Cousin, I can feel the feelings between us, but we can't do this... I hope you can be with the opposite sex and have a happy family, because homosexuality is already regarded as heterogeneous, and we We are still cousins, we have no future, do you know?" Yining hugged me and said desperately.

"Yining, I don't know what to do, I really want to be with you, but I'm so scared..." My tears flowed down, because of this "ridiculous" love.

Yining also shed tears: "Cousin, we can't go on like this...for the sake of aunt and uncle, let's be the same as before, okay?"

"Yining, I can't bear you..." I choked up and said.

"Fool, so am I! But we can't feel sorry for our elders for our own sake, can we?" Yining said with a wry smile, "We care about each other as before and take good care of each other, but we don't talk about feelings, okay?"

I nod.This night, we hugged each other tightly and fell asleep...