that bastard i love

"Hello, Wen Gulin."

"Nice to meet you, I'm Xu Yu."

Wen Gulin smiled slightly, hiding his admiration for Xu Yu and the slightest bit of unwillingness to be jealous in his heart, but he still maintained a smile that could not be faulted at all.

"Hey, Xu Yu, Gulin is also from Yunnan. Haven't you been to Yunnan for a long time? You two have something in common." Zhang Min patted Xu Yu's shoulder with a smile, pointed at Wen Gulin and smiled.

"Really? Yunnan is indeed a good place. The water and soil support people, and only that kind of place can raise such an exquisite person as Mr. Wen." Xu Yu looked Wen Gulin up and down, and joked with a smile.

Look, approachable, sweet mouth, who doesn't like such a person?

But he couldn't deny that Xu Yu said that he was exquisite.

He is a person who still pays great attention to his own appearance, from appearance to clothing matching.

Although I don’t use a lot of skin care products every day like many zeros, and I have to put on makeup before I dare to go out, but I also use facial cleanser to clean every corner of my face before going to bed and getting up every day After cleansing, apply a little moisturizing water. Before going out, I usually use face powder to make the contours of my face smooth and gentle.

Although he has long, smooth hair, he is a man after all, and the contours of his face are still somewhat angular, so he can only do so in order not to look weird.

Although Zhang Min said many times that he didn't care about these things, he didn't want someone to look at them strangely when they were walking on the street because of his own reasons.

Speaking of which, when he was alone before, he would never do these delicate tasks, because he felt that he didn't care about other people's eyes, and went out every day with water on his face.

But he didn't want Zhang Min to accept other people's strange eyes.

When you really love someone, there will be changes, but you don't notice it, because in the subconscious, these will become a matter of course.

Maybe it's because I'm old, and I never have confidence in myself in my heart, and I'm afraid that one day, I will lose my lover's eyes because of these details that I usually don't pay attention to.

To put it bluntly, I was afraid that I would fall out of favor.

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This lunch was very harmonious, if the two accidents where Zhang Min lost control of his emotions and dragged Su Chengbei away were excluded.

Wen Gulin felt that after this meal, his face was going to freeze from laughing.

Zhang Min and Xu Yu were all chatting about the past, from the good time in college to the accident between Xu Yu and Su Chengbei.

These were all memories that Wen Gulin had never participated in. He couldn't get in the conversation and couldn't say anything. He could only put on an awkward but polite smile the whole time, and quietly listened to him.

But he suddenly understood a lot.

For example, only in front of Xu Yu, Zhang Min would show such a happy smile, bring back the Northeast dialect that he had suppressed for a long time, and the devilish accent made everyone laugh.

Release your original self completely, no longer suppress, no longer restrain your own nature.

He could not help being a little envious when he heard their memories of their youthful profligacy and profligacy.

Maybe it's really been a long time since we've been apart for a long time. The joy of reuniting after a long absence has dazzled their minds, and there are always endless days and words to talk about.

I ate this meal for more than two hours. In fact, I didn't waste much time eating, so I chatted the whole time.

He also found that the distance between him and Zhang Min was blurry, suddenly far away and then close.

He thought he knew Zhang Min very well in the past three years, from his personality to his habits.

But it was through the meal that he found out.

The Zhang Min he knew was just a superficial disguise, a mask.

Zhang Min's happiness was never because of him Wen Gulin.

Zhang Min Fangfo forgot that Wen Gulin was still sitting next to him, and looked at Xu Yu with a deep affection that he could never touch in his life.

He wasn't jealous, just a little sad.

Zhang Min never gave him this kind of affection.

Even if only for a moment.