The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

His eyes were blurred with tears, he was not the real child of Li's family, the couple originally wanted to adopt a child after checking whether they could have children, but after adopting him for a year, they became pregnant with Li Feng.

Fortunately, both husband and wife are very grateful to him, saying that he is a lucky star from heaven, and they did not send him back to the orphanage, but treated him like a child who committed suicide every day.

pity......

Li Zhong still felt sorry for them, and fell in love with his younger brother who was five years younger.

He loves Li Feng so much, until he was 25, eight years, no, maybe longer.

That boy is like a little sun, he can warm people wherever he goes, he loves him.

This love grew from a seedling, and suddenly grew into a towering tree without knowing when. He relied on this big tree and lived by it.

Li Zhong knew that he could not be with Li Feng if he couldn't be himself, watching him get married and have children, and live a happy life, this is Li Zhong's greatest wish.

But maybe God thought that he was living too happily, and ended this wish and happiness prematurely.

Li Feng fell on the bed and looked at the door. He wanted to find Li Feng, but he felt that the door was too far away.

He couldn't seem to get up to get there, and he was in pain.

Everywhere hurts, he just wants to see his boy one last time, why is it so difficult?

When Li Feng came back with a bowl of porridge, he saw Li Mo lying on the bed, the pillow and bedding were soaked with blood.

His face changed drastically, and the hot porridge fell down and stained all his pants.

Li Feng rushed over and carefully picked up Li Mo, desperately wanting to find a doctor.

Li Mo grabbed his clothes, shook his head, and smiled:

"Xiao Feng, I'll go again later."

Li Feng just nodded, hugged Li Mo tightly, and kissed his hair several times: "It's okay, it's okay..."

"Xiao Feng, you are twenty this year. In a few years, you can find a girl or boy with a clean family background. You don't have to be famous, but you have to be kind enough to love you. Our Li family doesn't need to sacrifice your love to marry someone who is good for the Li family. Wife," Li Zhong said with a faint smile on his lips, "Don't rush to have children after marriage, live more in the world of two, and then have enough..."

Li Mo couldn't stop crying as he talked, he couldn't bear it.

Li Feng hugged Li Zhong tightly, his face was already wet, his brother smiled.

These years, his brother has been so strict to him that he doesn't even have good words to say, let alone laugh. He looks good when he smiles, he has dimples, and is very cute.

Li Feng choked with sobs, unable to cry:

"Li Mo, I won't marry, I'll live with you when you get better..."

Li Zhong smiled, his eyes were soft, if it weren't for the shocking blood on his body, the two of them would look like Jin Se and Ming's lovers.

"What stupid things are you talking about?" Li Zhong said, he stretched out his hand and touched Li Feng's cheek, "Silly boy, I haven't left yet. Don't cry."

The strength in his body is getting weaker and weaker, and his consciousness is gradually blurring. He knows that he has probably reached his limit.

He wanted to send Li Feng away, and he couldn't die in front of his eyes, he would be afraid, and he didn't want him to have nightmares in the future.

"Okay, I'm tired, go find a doctor and prescribe some painkillers for me..."

Li Feng nodded, put Li Zhong gently on the pillow, then turned around and ran out to find a doctor.

Li Mo looked at his back, not knowing his strength, he supported his body with his arms and shouted loudly:

"Li Feng!"

Li Feng turned to look at him.

"Hurry up, hurry back..." Li Zhong's eyes were blurred, Li Feng, I love you, don't forget me.

After Li Feng left, Li Zhong felt a fishy sweetness in his chest, he couldn't help but vomited out another mouthful of blood, and then fell softly on the pillow.

He looked at the door, Li Feng... just forget about me and live a good life from now on.

It took only 2 minutes for Li Feng to find the doctor and return to the ward. When he returned to the ward, he saw Li Zhong lying limply on the bed with his eyes closed and his arms resting on the side of the bed.

His heart skipped a beat, his footsteps softened in an instant, and he no longer had the courage to lean against the door.

The doctor walked over to open Li Zhong's eyelids and checked various vital signs, but in the end he could only shake his head and sigh. The doctor reached out and wiped Li Zhong's struggling eyes, then returned to Li Feng's side, and patted his face. Shoulder:

"Condolences."

Li Feng suddenly went crazy and grabbed the doctor's collar, his eyes were red and he shouted:

"What are you mourning for! What am I mourning for!"

The doctor didn't speak, but felt sorry for him.

Li Feng finally let go of the doctor's clothes, and walked in staggeringly, he hugged the lifeless Li Zhong, grabbed his hand and pressed it to his face:

"elder brother......"

But the person in his arms still didn't respond at all, Li Feng finally couldn't help holding Li Zhong and crying loudly.

The bitter voice was so helpless and hopeless that people who didn't know him felt sad when they heard it, and felt sorry for him.

I don't know how long it took before Li Feng's hoarse crying stopped slowly, but the hand holding Li Feng never let go.

The reason for dismissing him was not to let him go to a doctor. Li Feng hated Li Zhong to death when he came back, and refused to let him stay by his side for the last 2 minutes.

"Brother...you are too cruel, you can't do this, you can't let me know that you like me, you can't let me find out that I love you so you don't want me, you can't be irresponsible... you can not do that......"

Li Feng's tears fell again, but this time there was no sound.

He hugged Li Zhong and chattered a lot, talking about things from childhood to adulthood, crying and laughing, the whole thing looked like he was insane.

Li Feng felt it was too unfair, there was no room for even a start between them, so there was nothing left.

Li Zhong's funeral was held on the third day. When he saw the news on TV, Shu Yuan was making dumplings in the living room. He heard that he dropped the dumpling skin and watched the news.

Li Mo is gone?

Thinking of that gentle man, Shu Yuan took a deep breath, even though he wasn't an acquaintance, he was acquainted with him, so he just disappeared, and Shu Yuan felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

A few days later, Li Feng dropped another big news, quitting the entertainment circle and taking over the Li family.

In just a few days, Li Feng's entire appearance changed drastically. He was extremely cold, with a big dark circle under his eyes, and his mental state was particularly poor.

Lu Yingchuan came out of the room and turned off the TV, saying:

"What's for dinner tonight?"

Seeing him so helpless, Shu Yuan looked at Lu Yingchuan and raised his eyebrows:

"eat you."

Lu Yingchuan's eyes darkened, he walked over and hugged Shu Yuan without saying a word.

Shu Yuan didn't expect him to come for real, and hurriedly struggled to get down:

"You're almost done, Yu Wen is leaving school."

Lu Yingchuan smiled:

"Let him eat outside by himself."

......

At the end Shu Yuan begged him not to let it in, but Lu Yingchuan refused and let it in anyway.

Shu Yuan was out of breath, raised his sore foot and kicked Lu Yingchuan, gritted his teeth and said:

"You deliberately!"

"Well," Lu Yingchuan wiped his sweat for him, and said softly, "I want to be with your child."

Shu Yuan rolled his eyes and didn't speak, but put his hand on his abdomen and stroked it.

During this period of time, Lu Yingchuan lived in the house rented by Shu Yuan, and let Butler Li bring anything he wanted.

For the first time, I found that the house is quite small, and Shu Yuan can be seen everywhere, very close, and the air is full of Shu Yuan's breath.

Lu Yingchuan likes this feeling, and he won't have so many nightmares if he sleeps next to Shu Yuan.

It will be the Spring Festival in one month, and Lu Yingchuan has become busy recently, with various entertainments.

Every day, he came back almost early in the morning, and Shu Yuan didn't sleep, just waiting for him.

He waited for Lu Yingchuan as usual that day, but he didn't come back after a while.

Shu Yuan screwed it up, picked up the phone and checked it over and over again, but couldn't hear from Lu Yingchuan no matter what.

Even when I made a call, the other party was also turned off, and the call to the assistant was still disconnected.

Shu Yuan's heart skipped a beat, and he felt uneasy.

He glanced at the time, it was already four o'clock in the night, and he had come back earlier at this time in the past.

When Lu Yingchuan came back when he was uneasy, Shu Yuan stood up, thinking that Lu Yingchuan would be drunk.

Unexpectedly, Lu Yingchuan was sober, his face was abnormally cold, and his expression eased slightly when he saw Shu Yuan.

Chong opened his arms.

Shu Yuan pursed his lips and walked over to embrace Lu Yingchuan's chilly body, and said:

"Why so late today?"

Lu Yingchuan's face was a little stiff, a flash of pain flashed in his eyes, and he said in a low voice:

"There is a very important dinner party tonight, and I can't get away from it."

"The body is more important." Shu Yuan was not happy, his body was not well, so how could he survive like this.

When helping Lu Yingchuan take off his coat, he smelled a vaguely sweet fragrance, and Shu Yuan took a deep breath:

"Have you changed your perfume?"

Lu Yingchuan froze:

"No, it may be someone else's when we were entertaining."

Shu Yuan nodded, without thinking too much, he went into the kitchen and warmed up hangover soup for him.

Lu Yingchuan followed him to the kitchen, hugged Shu Yuan from behind, and said:

"Shu Yuan, no matter what happens, you are not allowed to leave me."

Shu Yuan was stunned for a moment, feeling that Lu Yingchuan was too insecure during this time, and said with a smile:

"If you don't leave, you don't leave."

Lu Yingchuan didn't speak, but tightened his arms holding Shu Yuan.

......

"He didn't touch you?" Reli sat on the sofa and raised his eyebrows, looking at the graceful woman opposite, "Is it because you have lost your charm?"

The woman wears heavy makeup, even though the makeup is exquisite and charming, she still feels a bit vulgar, her voice is soft, and it makes people scratch their hearts:

"I didn't touch it. I dragged him into the hotel to start, but he pushed me away. He refused to touch me no matter what, and fell asleep instead."

By him they were referring to Lu Yingchuan.

"Then you just put him to sleep?"

The woman shook her head:

"I took off his clothes and pinched him a few times to create marks. When he woke up, he seemed to believe it."

Reli was relieved after hearing the words, he looked at Lin Yanbei who was sleeping on the bed without any reaction, his eyes darkened:

"You find a way to get pregnant in these few days."