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This was the first time Liu Yushan saw his father.

He felt... strange.

Although they have the closest blood relationship in the world, they are still so strange.

Liu Yushan took over the photo frame from Jiang Nan. It is a highly saturated retro feeling unique to the 80s photography technology. Many details have faded in the 30 years of time, and it is hazy.

The wedding dress worn by Liu Ruxue in the photo is the one placed in the room. It has a satin texture and a tube top style. It has no extra decorations and is very classic. Even now, it doesn't look outdated at all.

She's beautiful, they're both smiling, and no matter what the reason for their divorce, the photoshoot must have been a happy moment.

"Xiaoyu, look."

Liu Yushan recovered from Jiang Nan's voice, and turned to look at him.

Jiang Nan held another photo frame in his hand, on which was a fat and white child, "This is you, it also says the day you took the picture."

Liu Yushan looked at it, and it should be a photo taken in Baitian. There are several photos at home, and the clothes and background are exactly the same.

After comparing and comparing the photo frames in each hand for a while, he unconsciously erased the figure of his father in his mind, leaving only himself and Liu Ruxue.

There are still many Liu Ruxue and her old things in the room, clothes, fairy tale books, toys, Liu Ruxue said that she took him away from her hometown when she was less than one year old.

Children's bodies grow fast, so when they leave, they don't take many things with them.

There are traces of Liu Ruxue's growth here, magazines and novels in the bookcase, picture books that primary school students love to read, romance novels and martial arts novels that middle school likes, and then there are many books related to teachers and a few books related to parenting.

Liu Yushan took out a novel from the bookcase, it was the type of domineering president and Cinderella that people often complain about now, it was very old, it hadn't been opened for so many years and even some papers were stuck together.

Turning over a few pages casually, you can still see the classic passages that Liu Ruxue marked with a pen.

It's funny, cute, and full of girly heart.

Another magazine was picked out at random, it was an English version of National Geographic.

National Geographic is a magazine that Liu Yushan's mother has been subscribing to for as long as she can remember. There are almost all Chinese magazines at home.Liu Ruxue never restricted what books he read, as long as he didn't break the law, from science and technology to comic books and novels, as long as he said there was a book he wanted to read, Liu Ruxue never refused.

So at that age when he only liked technology magazines and comic books, Liu Yushan even asked Liu Ruxue why she bought that magazine every month, it was not good-looking.Liu Ruxue knocked him on the head and said, "You can't buy it if you don't read it? I love to watch it."

Thinking about it carefully, Liu Ruxue seemed to be telling him one thing since she was a child, that is, besides being her own mother, she was also herself.

Thinking about it, Liu Yushan couldn't help laughing.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Nan leaned over.

"Nothing, just read a book."

Jiang Nantie stood next to him and read the books in the bookcase together. When he saw National Geographic, he pulled it out and looked through it: "I also have several books at home."

Liu Yushan asked him: "Do you like watching it too?"

Jiang Nan: "I'm average. It's Jiang Yuan who likes to read it. Sometimes I go to your house to watch it, and I bring it back before finishing it, but I forgot to take it back. I keep it at my house."

"I said, my mother often said that her magazine was missing, so please return it to me quickly." Liu Yushan lightly punched Jiang Nan's arm.

"I'll go back and look for it." Jiang Nan casually flipped through the magazine, and suddenly a postcard slipped out of the pages.

Liu Yushan bent down to pick it up, and suddenly smiled, "Jiang Nan, look."

Jiang Nan leaned over to look: "Snow Mountain?"

"Kilimanjaro." Liu Yushan turned over the postcard and looked at the back. It said: Liu Ruxue, happy spring, it's raining today. I saw this postcard of snow mountains in the bookstore. I know you like snow mountains and squeeze over .Looking forward to seeing you again. ——Li Jun.

Jiang Nan: "Is Li Jun your father's name?"

Liu Yushan: "I don't know."

"Don't know that?"

Liu Yushan was speechless: "I don't know where I'm going."

I wanted to find something more about my father, but there was nothing but the photo and the postcard.

Liu Yushan looked at the room and said, "I threw away everything else, why do I still have my wedding photo?"

Jiang Nan was cleaning the glass on the window sill, and said casually: "That photo is so beautiful, I will keep it if I want."

That's right, Liu Yushan also understood that Liu Ruxue kept that photo not because it was a wedding photo with her father, but because she was indeed beautiful in the photo, and she kept the postcard because she liked it.

This is something Liu Ruxue can do.

It took a whole morning to tidy up Liu Ruxue's room, took the wedding dress to the balcony to dry, and went to have lunch at the invitation of the aunt next door.

I just came here last night, and it was too late, and I haven't had time to deal with Liu Ruxue.

During the meal, my uncle took the initiative to say to them: "If you have time in the afternoon, you can go to see your grandparents' tombs. Just walk in from the road in front of your house, and when you encounter a fork in the road, go up the mountain on the left. Next to the big chestnut tree."

"Understood, thank you uncle." Liu Yushan ate a piece of food, and then asked him, "Have you met my dad?"

Uncle: "I've seen it, everyone has seen it."

"Why did they get divorced?"

Uncle frowned and thought for a while, "Ru Xue said at the time that she just couldn't get along and had too many conflicts, but at that time he had just given birth to you and we all advised you not to be so impulsive, but your grandparents are gone and no one cares about you. Divorce soon."

Liu Yushan: "Did my dad do something wrong?"

"I haven't heard of this, but your father is very easy-going and has a good temper, that's right..." The uncle didn't know whether he should say this, and looked at his aunt hesitantly.

My aunt didn't seem to like him very much and said directly: "I have no opinion, alas, everything is good, but I am timid and afraid of taking things."

Liu Yushan: "Then can you still contact him now?"

My aunt said, "I haven't contacted you for a long time. I haven't seen you since the divorce. Why haven't you seen your child?"

Liu Yushan shook his head, making his aunt even more indignant, "I just said that this man is irresponsible, and he hasn't looked at his children for so many years."

Liu Yushan smiled bitterly, and talked about Liu Ruxue's childhood.

Liu Ruxue has been a person with a lot of ideas since she was a child, very lively and obedient, in short, she is a child who does not let her parents worry about her. I will live a stable life in my hometown.

But ever since she was in college, Liu Ruxue never went home, she either went to work or to support teaching during the holidays, and started to do some things that everyone felt were thankless.

She and her husband met when they were supporting teachers. They were from the same province. They got married as soon as they graduated. Their grandparents passed away within a year of their marriage, and Liu Ruxue became pregnant a year later. Liu Ruxue came back to her hometown to have a look, and she didn't know why she got divorced so suddenly.

Later, Liu Ruxue left her hometown, and gradually lost contact with everyone in her hometown.

Daliu Yushan lived in Changbei City as long as he could remember. At first they lived in the dormitory of their mother's work unit, then rented a house, and then bought the place where they live now.

When Liu Yushan was about to leave after dinner, he asked his father's name, and the uncle said it was Li Jun, and gave him the address of his father's hometown.The uncle asked if he was going to look for him, but Liu Yushan just smiled and said he didn't know.

Jiang Nan followed Liu Yushan, seeing his lonely back, and asked him, "Why don't you go and find your father? Ask about the reason for the divorce?"

It took Liu Yushan a long time to reply: "No, he doesn't even want to look for me, why should I look for him."

"Don't you want to know why the divorce has not contacted you for so many years?"

"He doesn't care about a breastfeeding wife or a newborn child, knowing what those are for."

Jiang Nan walked up and said with a smile, "Go and beat him up to relieve your anger."

It made sense, Liu Yushan said: "It's not impossible."

After cleaning the first floor and the yard in the afternoon, Liu Yushan was sitting on the steps of the door pouring water, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "I found that after I came back, all I did was physical work, and I couldn't avoid housekeeping."

"This is probably destined, don't struggle."

Just as Jiang Nan finished speaking, he noticed that the little grandmother next door had come. He heard that they were going to visit the grave, so he brought them a small basket with incense, paper, and some food.

Originally, the little grandma wanted to take them there, but in the afternoon when the temperature was high, Liuyu Mountain had to climb uphill, so she said no, put on a hat and follow Jiang Nan's instructions to walk to the mountain behind.

I was afraid that I couldn't find the place, but when I reached the fork, I could see the huge chestnut tree from a distance.

Liu Yushan hadn't walked the mountain road for a long time, and it was a bit strenuous to walk up the mountain, carrying a small basket crookedly, Jiang Nan couldn't stand it and asked him to give the basket to himself.

"No, I can't even hold this?"

"I'm afraid that if you fall, you'll lose your food." Jiang Nan stepped forward to take the basket, and took the initiative to walk in front.

The farther you go up and away from the farmland, the worse the road will be. There should be few people walking, and when you reach the cemetery, it will be overgrown with weeds. Fortunately, remember to bring a sickle before you come.

It was two connected tombstones. Liu Yushan remembered that he had read the letter sent to Liu Yushan by his uncle in his hometown, and mentioned that it was repaired later.

Jiang Nan was mowing the grass, and Liu Yushan stepped on the grass and squeezed to the tombstone. He saw the names of his grandmother and grandfather, and there were Liu Ruxue and his own names on it. My nephew had never met them in this life, but his name It will still appear on their tombstones.

This is stipulated by blood relationship and cannot be changed, but Liu Yushan still sees them as strangers, this is a relationship that changes rapidly.

Liu Yushan was feeling overwhelmed when he heard Jiang Nan answer the phone.

"Hello? Um, are you in a hurry? What? Got it."

Jiang Nan hung up the phone and turned to look for Liu Yushan.

"What's wrong?" Liu Yushan asked.

"There is a list."

"Are you in a hurry? Can you delay it for two days?"

Jiang Nan: "That Xiao Yue committed suicide last time."