Rebirth: Forced to Attack

After the banquet, Xiao Shirang and I left together, chatted a few words on the way, and asked me to sum up my feelings tonight in one sentence.

One sentence is not enough, and I am inexplicably uncomfortable now.

When Xiao Shirang was with me, he almost never quarreled with me. He had an unbelievably good temper. The only time he showed me his face was when we broke up. It must be treated like a gift, cherished and solemn.

"I'm a little out of breath."

Xiao Shirang put his coat on me and said, "Your little dress is not too tight."

"so……"

"Actually, do you want to get angry?" He asked suddenly.

Before I could answer, he said again: "It's that kind of anger, but the other party's words can make your liver hurt."

In fact, we are all talking to ourselves. Thinking of the days before the breakup, I was in a state where I felt powerless even to get angry. Of course, I didn't give him any good looks. I was too much.it is known.

I suddenly remembered the way the couple delivered speeches at the banquet. Gu You in Xiao Shirang's mouth had a very bad temper, and Yan Lin's temper in my eyes was simply heinous, but when they were together, they were so right.It has always been difficult to find words to describe them. At this time, I suddenly had an inspiration, which is Deng Dui.

"I have never understood Gu You's feelings for Yan Lin, but now I suddenly understand."

I laughed, "Deep love is endless crime."

"I thought I'd be tired."

"The more frustrated you become, the more courageous you become."

He stretched out his hand to twist a strand of my hair, and then put the weight of one arm on my shoulder. This way of touching, and the look he gave me, clearly can make people judge that he and I cannot be friends .

"Li Li, I love you."

It's not the first time he's said it, but it's only now that I can't just say "oh" or "I know" in a nonchalant way.

"I really want to have a child like Yan Xiaoxi with you."

When Yan Xiaoxi was mentioned, he couldn't help laughing, the little guy has grown up to this point, basically only Yan Lin can control it.

Before Gu You and Yan Lin went abroad without bringing their children, she made a fuss here, and thinking about it now is a bit frightening.From Song Fan's death to their marriage, very few people knew about their affairs in the interim period, and occasionally made indirect remarks, and only a few words were obtained, which was far from enough for me to guess the general idea, but it was not important anymore.

A hundred years of cultivation can cross the same boat, and a thousand years of cultivation can make it possible to sleep together.

It is sad and regrettable to say this.

I used to feel sorry for Song Fan, but a mistake is a mistake, and death can't change the fact, at most it can be downplayed.

And about the days when Yan Lin didn't speak, as his friend?I can barely count it, but it's not pure.For me, I just think it is unexpected and reasonable.There are those who say that his feelings for Song Fan are not ordinary, and those who say that his life is tough and easy to break. Only Xiao Shirang feels that the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. He said that his body is very smart, he refuses heartache, and chooses to embrace numbness, so let everyone around It hurts.

"You said we separated some time ago. I learned from Yan Lin to treat PTSD. It's just that my little sweetheart didn't accompany me, but I still came out of the dead end, so try again with me. OK?"

This kind of rogue behavior also involves Yan Lin, I don't know what to say about him.

"If you haven't experienced the feeling of your loved one's eyes gradually losing their luster in your arms, don't compare the pain with him."

Xiao Shirang was silent for a while, "Is what he gave to Song Fan the same as what he gave to Gu You?"

I said, "Of course not." Then I asked him, "Do you love Gu You? If he did something to hurt you in the name of love, would you immediately turn against him? You can't accept the feelings you have given him." I'm back, I'm willing to lose it, can I press stop immediately?"

In fact, it seems unnecessary to discuss these things. After all, it has nothing to do with us. However, this kind of problem is eternally unsolvable, and people like to think about it and talk about it.

Love and hate is really a melancholy description.

Xiao Shirang rubbed his chin and smiled, he can always do wretched actions, how should I put it, anyway, it is not reminiscent of wretchedness, when he saw me looking at him, he smiled with his chin propped up, "It turns out that Mr. Yan is really a loved one Those who love their friends and wives..."

I said seriously: "I still love life."

Then the two laughed, and I poked him, "Didn't you already know this?"

"I knew it before, but now I accept it. Do you think there is a big difference?" He said, "Just like before, I also knew that you would be very different when you talked about Yan Lin, but I was not willing to accept this fact. Accepted now."

It's really interesting to play word games back and forth, and it's different ways to accuse me of not forgetting someone Yan.The typical saying is that you are with me, but your heart is with others.

"Occasionally, I think it's too cruel to fall in love with someone who loved Yan Lin before." His tone was exaggerated, and he pretended to be relaxed.

"Are you saying that I can't bring you here completely in my whole life?"

"Forget it, I'm not greedy, okay?"

I leaned forward and kissed him, "Trust me." This is what I have been trying to say all along.