Rebirth: Forced to Attack

He was awakened by the sound of helicopter propellers circling in the screen, and Gu You didn't even know how he went out and how he drove to that hospital.

He saw his mother crying heartbrokenly, his father almost couldn't stand still, Su Xiaochu stared blankly at him who was covered by white cloth.

Turn around.

He felt as if he had never seen such sad faces of so many people, and he seemed to be unable to see clearly.

Only one thing, he died.

……

Su Xiaochu couldn't shed a single tear, and Yan's mother didn't have any extra words except for grabbing her collar and crying and yelling at her to return my son.Yes, the most important people are gone, so what kind of emotion can there be.

Flowers and trees, the sky and the earth, everything in sight is gray and white, she ate and drank water step by step, but did not sleep, during the funeral, no one came to say a word to her, most of them had a strong face , straight back, elegant and solemn attire, and some people need someone to support them when they walk, as if they want to go with him.

It's just that it didn't start all that well because the remains were missing.

Who did such a thing?She thought of the quietest one among the many faces, not Song Fan's near-death collapse, Qiao Mingming's tears streaming down his face, Fan Dongli's gloomy and turbulent, the kind she was familiar with, the kind of love so helpless, desperate and desperate .

"Why can't you just let him go? Why?" Su Xiaowu suddenly yelled, tearing his hair like he was crazy.

Yan's mother sat on the chair and looked at the ground blankly, while Yan's father's eyes were moist.

No one let anyone go, no one thought about anyone, and no one just wanted to satisfy their selfish desires.

The madman was found the next day.

The island that sank suddenly, the boundless dark sea, her husband, her lover, brought along by a man who loved him so deeply that he was hiding his secrets, and died here forever.

The two mothers were too painful to make a sound, especially Gu's mother, who couldn't even ask why you were so cruel.

Her child, whom he loved had never seen him, but he still abandoned the whole world for him.

There are no more endless quarrels and fights, everyone seems to have been pressed the pause button, and as far as the eye can see, everything is still and gray.No one came to accuse her, even her parents, they just looked at her with pitiful eyes and sighed, "Let's stop here, everyone is gone." It's all evil.

Gu's mother took care of everything about Gu You here, and returned to France exhausted.

All the negligence and carelessness added up to this inevitable accident, and she lost her child forever.

I don't know since when, he seldom stays in one place for a long time, and the things in his eyes are so deep that even her age can't see through. He lives very tired and rarely enjoys it.If it was a relief to die with the one he loved, then as her mother, she forgave him.

But as someone who loves him, he can't complain more.

She spends a lot of time remembering him, from the careful upbringing of his childhood, from eating and drinking tea to dressing up, from how to behave to behave in the world.

Many, many, bit by bit, suddenly became clearer day by day after losing him.

"So stupid." Gu Lai choked up holding a photo album, seeing the smile on the corner of their mother's mouth and the wrinkles on the corner of her eyes, she almost cried bitterly.

……

"It's a subtle envy to be able to make someone love silently for so long, and use death as a confession." Just after flying over that sea area, Fan Dongli came over again. There is nothing in the cemetery, which has been taken care of all the time, and there are still several bouquets of flowers that are still beautiful, including his favorite tulips and passionate red roses.

He brought a bouquet of narcissus.

"Just take it as a joke." He squatted down with a smile, stared at the smiling young face on the tombstone, and stretched out his hand to caress, "To you who will always be 29 years old."

The sound of footsteps came from behind, and he didn't turn his head. Immediately after, someone bent down beside her. The sun covered her black hair with excellent texture, and a soft light bloomed, making this woman who was always cold and sharp when he saw her usually very warm. This moment is not an illusion.

He sat on the steps casually, and Li Li carefully wiped the tombstone with a handkerchief, and finally sat down not far from him, and handed him a can of beer.

He opened it and took a sip, his eyes fell on the smoky tulip she brought, and he suddenly sighed softly.

"I haven't seen you in years."

"I rarely stay in China," Li Li said.

Fan Dongli hooked the corners of his mouth, "I remember, I think I saw you on the day he got married." At that time, he didn't pay attention to it, a person passed by in a flash, and it was outside the hotel, the night was already dark.

"Are you going to leave this time when you come back?"

"Probably not."

The days in winter are short, even if it is sunny, I feel cool after sitting for a while, and the sun's rays wrap my body, but there is still no temperature.

"Sometimes it feels like time is too slow."

Fan Dongli didn't respond, it was Li Li's loneliness. In fact, after Yan Lin's death, what he realized made him feel that life was like a dream.Just like Qiao Mingming would sometimes suddenly hyperventilate when passing a certain intersection, he would often be inexplicably sad.He couldn't get rid of the dark emotion, he thought maybe it was because he still misunderstood them when he left, or maybe, maybe what?

There was a sudden turmoil in the chest.

Li Li noticed his abnormality, and waited quietly for the short few minutes to pass, and soon his closed eyes opened, "I didn't know that losing a friend is such a painful thing."

In fact, it is a very steep love. Li Li looked at the extended road and thought of many people for a moment, and suddenly felt this way.

……

It was already a little late when he came out of that manor. Aunt Gu asked him to stay there for one night, but it was so uncomfortable that he always wanted to cry.

Gu You bastard...

Apart from calling him an asshole, he seemed to be crying.

Xiao Shirang never thought that he, who had not cried for more than ten years, would shed tears after such a long time because of the death of his friend.He thought it was because he had no hope of chasing the person he liked for many years, and finally shed sad tears.The person he likes likes a person who died in an accident, and his best friend died for a person who died in an accident. The person who died in an accident was named Yan Lin.

Where did he come from?

The reason why Gu You married Su Xiaowu, he had countless conjectures, but he always felt that something was wrong, until now he realized that it was a lack of a bold idea, otherwise he would have confirmed Yan Lin a long time ago, otherwise he would have confessed for him It won't make Gu You need to talk to him again when he goes underground.

How can there be love in this world?

……

There seems to be a shadow hanging over the city where they live. Some media named it Yanhai Wound, and took a homophonic word from Yan Lin's name and a word from their city name.

Fan Dongli shook his slightly wet eyelashes, trying to hold back his tears. There were only two of them, and he always thought they were closer than brothers, but it was his own opinion that brothers could turn against each other. Those who come out of a mother's womb can face each other with swords, not to mention, they have not managed well at all.

"It was a deliberate suicide."

"Living in this world without him is too painful, but this pain is the punishment he is willing to accept."

"In the end he chose to end his life."

After saying this, his doctor politely got up and left.

Fan Dongli doesn't know how to comfort Song Fan's parents, all tragedies are not accidental.

"Why don't you talk about it? Don't talk about love, don't talk about pain, even a little bit is fine." His mother broke down in tears.

Later, he accidentally discovered that Qiao Mingming was taking an antidepressant drug. After he knew it, he thought over his memory during this period, and found that he could clearly describe every detail of the successive funerals.

"You are a survivor." I don't know who said this to him.

"The successive suicides of important figures have aroused heated discussions among the people. Recently, the president of Liuguang Entertainment is also suspected of suffering from depression. Depression is a kind of..." He turned off the TV, looked at the listless Qiao Mingming, and tried to persuade him to cheer up Can't tell.

"It's only reported that you are crazy, and your company doesn't care?"

"Fan Dongli," Qiao Mingming raised his eyes and looked straight at him, "Although I am not normal, I am not insane. On the contrary, it is you who have always put on a calm and composed look for anyone to see. Song Fan is dead, right? Why didn't I hear you cry twice?"

Hearing the sound of him slamming the door away, Qiao Mingming heaved a sigh of relief.

So be it, it won't be better than it is now, but it won't be worse than it is now.

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