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"We need to talk, be open and honest."

Toru Amuro said, looking straight into his eyes, with the meaning of not being able to refuse.

Mr. A was silent for a while, and motioned to his wrist: "Are you sure you want to talk like this?"

The atmosphere is a little weird, right?

Toru Amuro didn't take it seriously, he couldn't see the blushing appearance not long ago, and said with a final word: "Let's talk about it like this."

It may be that he has seen his intention to escape.

Mr. A's temples hurt one after another, and his heart feels like he has overturned the seasoning, with mixed flavors.

Is it a blessing or not a disaster, it is a disaster that cannot be avoided, it seems that he is doomed to be doomed today.

Anyway, enough of his old background has been turned over, and this one is not bad, or he can tell the truth directly and tell the other party that the first step to fulfill his wish is to die first.

But Toru Amuro obviously didn't trust the existence of the system, and he didn't know what the latter used to persuade the other party to help.

So if he really said that, Toru Amuro would probably only think that he was limped by the system.

In a sense it is true.

"I didn't know you at all before. There were only a handful of cooperations on missions. After careful calculation, the total number of things I said was less than a day now."

Mr. A knew that what he was talking about before was referring to a week that he had never experienced before. "The previous events just gave me an opportunity to get to know you. You are all I know and like. So I am not cheating on my feelings, nor am I An idiot who would confuse you with someone else."

Toru Amuro carefully chose his words. He never thought that there would be a day when he would not know how to express his heart, "I don't know why you have such thoughts. All along, you seem to have a strange... blindness towards me Feeling?" He finally used the word.

"I'm just a person. I can't do things, I make mistakes, and of course I like someone. Why can't this person be you?"

Why subconsciously deny the possibility that the other party will simply like you?

Mr. A has never thought about this question. He likes Toru Amuro. Of course, he has liked Toru Amuro since he was a flat character. He knows how good the other party is. Why does such an excellent person like himself?

He killed countless people, even though he saved the opponent and his friends, it was only for himself.

His nature is indifferent, human life means little to him, and he has no way to become the person he wants to be.

Even though Qiu Zeyao is righteous, selfless, dedicated, and sacrificed in the eyes of others, in fact, everything he does is just because he should do so. He knows that he can become a real villain at any time and commit countless crimes. Have any psychological burden.

Such a person who is the opposite of Jiang Gu Ling, the other party will like him, but he is only confused by the sweet skin he puts on.

He felt a dull tear as he was about to say: "Listen."

For the first time, he uttered a commanding sentence to Amuro Toru, and used it as the beginning of his subsequent confession.

"The person you like is not me, it's just, a created image, the real me doesn't care about justice at all, and I have never been a kind person, I don't care about those...

Anybody, how or when they die, I don't have any -- positive or negative -- mood swings, if someone is in danger in front of me, I will save him, not because I am such a person , but, I need to be such a person. "

Amuro was noncommittal, and asked along the way: "Then why do you need to be such a person?"

"Because..." He cut off his voice abruptly, and then said, "I forgot. But it doesn't matter. The point is, the only thing you know about me is what I show you deliberately. I killed a lot of people for the mission of... I will kill more in the future, I have always been Montes, I am a ghost, but you are not Bourbon, and you are not Amuro."

Natural disregard for life, or anti-social personality, this kind of person can play with and ignore other people's life at will, ordinary people are like ants in his eyes, like lambs waiting to be slaughtered, he can do this, but he doesn't It's just like a ticking time bomb, which may be triggered at any time.

If it was Toru Amuro, maybe they could really get along happily.But if it was only Toru Amuro, Mr. A would not be able to feel like it.

Mr. A has a natural affection for noble, righteous and righteous people with a spirit of sacrifice.

And he himself has a little inferiority complex, which is caused by his native environment. When he was young, he must have had a leader of the same sex with this characteristic. The most likely one was his father, who was his role model. He admired, Admire and imitate the person constantly.

So when he realized that he couldn't have the same qualities, he began to hate himself and feel inferior.

Even if he has no memory of the past, everything in the past is still affecting him.

He hid this inferiority complex very well, and Amuro Toru felt a sudden feeling at the moment.

The problem is found, the next thing to do is to solve the problem.But the problems that have been formed over the years cannot be solved with a few words.What's more, Toru Amuro is not a psychologist.

He thought for a moment and asked the first question: "Do you think you can fool me?"

Then he spread his hands to Mr. A who said nothing: "Look, you don't think I will be cheated."

"There are certain deviations in people's self-cognition, and the difference is only the size of the deviation. You find that you are essentially indifferent and lack awe of life. But this does not conflict with you being a good person in every sense. You can't see what he said when you look at a person. What, but what he did. What did you do?"

"Murder, smuggling, violent crime."

"This is what the organization asked you to do. What else? You saved a lot of people, helped a lot of people, worked hard, took care of your colleagues, and always stood on the front line of the most dangerous. Seriously, your moral bottom line He's much higher than the average person, and he does more noble things than most."

Amuro said, "I don't know how you came to the conclusion that I'm not a good person, because of something that hasn't happened yet? Because you have the possibility of committing a crime, are born with criminal genes, and have antisocial tendencies?"

Mr. A opened his mouth, he felt that what the other party said was wrong.But for a while, I couldn't find a point to refute, and even followed the other party's logic to reason, which was inexplicably reasonable.

Finally he said: "Even if it is because of the organization, a crime is a crime."

If a person is a blank piece of paper, doing good is to decorate the paper with colorful brushes, then doing evil is to burn a hole in the paper with fire, no matter how much paint is used, there is no way to fill the gap.

That is a stain that will never be erased.

Toru Amuro nodded, agreeing with his thinking very much, and then said: "I am the same. If you say that, then I am not a good person."

Mr. A: ...

"It's not the same..." He pursed his lower lip, "I don't know what they told you, but I completed the task to fulfill my wish, and it's okay not to join the organization. But I joined for convenience, It’s all about self-interest.”

Toru Amuro felt a slight headache. To put it mildly, this situation was called stubbornness, but it was actually just digging into a dead end.

Not everyone is a saint, and everyone has their own selfishness. There is no such thing as a good person in the true sense, otherwise people would not be human.

He sighed: "You are too strict with yourself. It seems that you must devote yourself to him and completely abandon yourself to be considered a good person. But when you measure other people, you are very broad."

Mr. A stopped talking.

Toru Amuro didn't expect a few words to make the other party suddenly realize that he has lost his way, and this topic will stop here, too much is too late.

He finally concluded: "Whether I like you or not is my business. I think you are very good. I don't accept any rebuttals, and neither can you."

Mr. A: ...

He stammered, "Are you an idiot!"

This confession not only failed to convince the other party.On the contrary, he himself was almost trapped by Toru Amuro, so he couldn't be allowed to die with peace of mind, he had to leave regrets, right?

And finally say that...

He lowered his head, his black hair blocked his eyes, and the corners of his tight lips trembled slightly. He blinked his sore eye sockets vigorously, and held back his tears.

It's horrible...

Toru Amuro pretended not to hear his sniffing, and replied seriously: "People in love are idiots."

"Uh..." Mr. A took a deep breath, "It's over, can you let me go, today's daily routine is still waiting for me to go back and clear up."

"No..." Toru Amuro said with a smile, "Since you mentioned the task, let's talk about it just now."

"The mission of the organization?"

"No, their mission." Toru Amuro ruthlessly broke his luck.

"According to my experience, the time limit for this mission will end in only three months. Have you made any plans for the future?"

Mr. A: "..."

The intention is, to leave this world (in every sense of the word).

"Since there is no one, would you like to hear my thoughts?" Toru Amuro waited for a while and didn't get a reply, so he assumed that he had acquiesced, and continued, "Although you are on both sides of Rum and Boss, in the end you are alone You are weak. Because you have no intention of forming a party at all, and they will not allow you to do so. It is very troublesome to do anything alone. So compared to you, I can do much more. These four months have also proved That's the point, right?"

Damn it, you were the one who caused all the anomalies, but in the end you cleaned up the mess you made, and you still despise him for not doing a good job?

Mr. A glared at him, gritted his teeth and said, "Yes."

Toru Amuro was a little puzzled, but he didn't delve into it. He smiled and said, "In this case, you can leave the organization."

"I'll, I'll ask Zhu Fu Jingguang...forget it..." He shook his head helplessly, "I told them before that I had an informant in the organization who helped me a lot and saved Jing .”

Mr. A opened his eyes wide, and he rubbed his hair stiffly. His warm and dry fingers passed through the hair, and his fingertips rubbed against the sensitive auricle, which made him shrink his neck subconsciously, and the other party's soft and clear voice sounded close: "So you don't have to do the things you hate, I will design a flawless suspended animation, you get out from here, disguise yourself as something else, An Yankui is fine, and then you can do what you like as much as you want, the latest The manga published, the games released by Mantiantian, as long as it does not affect the body."

The blond-haired young man had curved eyebrows, and his sea-like eyes seemed to be warm and bright with the sunrise.

"For the next three months, leave everything to me."

"After the end, you need to sign an application form for a helper, but it's up to you to fulfill your obligations. It's a bit hard to take care of Haro and Xiaokui alone.

So hope you can help out, [-] bedroom house sale I have my eyes on.

That might feel a bit odd though, so there are plenty of options for two bedrooms too.Of course, you may not want to see me. I think this can be solved by sincere pursuit.Well, at that time, An Yankui's name could no longer be used. "

Amuro Toru was getting closer and closer, and finally almost touched the tip of his nose. He held the sides of his head with both hands and fixed it. His gray-purple eyes looked deeply into the gray, and his voice carried a warm smile, " For a new name, let me think about it... What do you think of the surname Jianggu?"