Can I like you?

No sleep for one night.

Bai Qi didn't come to school the next day, and Song Yao came very late, even half a class late.

And the mood was not very good, Xia Tiantian and the others were a little worried, and gathered around Song Yao's seat after class.

"Song Yao, why didn't Xiaobai come to class?" For some reason, Xia Tiantian always felt flustered.

Although Bai Qi was a bad girl before, she often got into fights and smoked, but she never skipped class or asked for leave, because for her, the outside world was not as quiet as school.

"It's nothing." Song Yao rubbed his frowning brows, his voice low and hoarse.

Yesterday, Bai Qi specifically asked her not to tell Xia Tiantian and the others about this matter, saying that he didn't want them to worry.

Zhang Qi noticed that her complexion was a little pale, and there were dark circles around her eyes. Her skin was already fair, but the dark circles were even more obvious. As if she had guessed something, "You haven't slept all night?"

"Ah..." Song Yao really didn't sleep all night, and now his whole body is groggy, and his eyelids can hardly be opened.

I really couldn't sleep last night, my heart was flustered, and my head was in a mess, because of the sentence "I don't plan to study anymore."

At that moment, Song Yao's heart skipped a beat, and his mind went blank.

Even if she had already guessed it would be this way, and even empathized, understood why she had decided to do it this way.

After all, a family like Bai Qi can really destroy a person alive, so it is reasonable for her to do this, because it is the only way.

But Song Yao still didn't want Bai Qi to give up so easily. She worked so hard, staying up late every day to do the test papers, just to get even one rank, try to get better, try to get out of the muddle-headed days before, and try to become Getting better and better.

And now I have to give up.

Song Yao felt uncomfortable, because she knew that Bai Qi must be more uncomfortable.

She couldn't even imagine how Bai Qi felt in making this decision.

Song Yao wanted to hug her and help her.

After much deliberation, she thought of a person.

There are three to 10 minutes between big classes. There are not many people in the classroom. After class, they rush to the playground. For a while, the whole playground is full of people. Even if it is cold, it is too lively.

After playing the ball, Wen Hao wiped the sweat from his forehead, threw the ball to someone else, walked up to Zhang Qi and sat down, "Oh, what's the matter, Brother Qi, you look so sad."

Zhang

"There's nothing to worry about. Maybe they had a fight."

"You're the only one with a big heart!" Zhang Qi became annoyed when she heard his nonchalant tone, and left after saying "I don't want to talk to you", leaving Wen Hao with a bewildered expression.

Are you angry?

It's hard to guess what a girl's mind is.

The straight man Wen Hao sighed.

The classroom is empty, only one or two girls in the front row are reading their homework, and there is a comfortable "rustling" sound of writing in their ears.

Song Yao stood by the window and made a phone call.

It took a while for the other side to answer, and the tone seemed a little surprised, "Yo, Song Yao?"

"it's me……"

"You called me?"

"……Um."

"No way, did I press the wrong button? Or am I drunk? I..."

"Zhou Li..." Song Yao interrupted him coldly.

Hearing that she was not in a good mood, Zhou Li closed his mouth, but he still had that foolish tone, and chuckled, "I'm sorry, I'm so excited, after all, this is the first time you've offered to give brother me a favor over the years. Calling, a little... a little surprised."

Indeed, if it wasn't for the abandonment, Song Yao would never have called him, even in this life.

They were silent for a while, Song Yao pursed his lips, deliberately making his tone more sincere, "I called you because I have something to ask for your help."

"Ok?"

Song Yao could imagine the surprise and amusement on Zhou Li's face just by listening to his tone, he sighed and said, "I know what you want to say, this is the first time I've asked you for help in so many years, so I hope you can ...Look at us brothers and sisters, please help."

Suppressing the nausea and saying this, there was a long silence before speaking, "You let me down, Song Yao."

The tone was very serious, without disappointment, nor any emotions in it, but it was even more heart-wrenching.

Song Yao lowered his head, his hair fell down smoothly along his shoulders, covering half of his face. He couldn't see the expression clearly, but just gave a faint "hmm".

"I remember you saying before, 'No matter what happens, you won't ask me for help', now what's going on?Um?Beaten by reality? "There was a laugh over there, but it was so mocking in Song Yao's ears.

Looking out of the window, on the lively playground, I seem to see the girl in the white sportswear running, with a pure smile on her face.

Take back

"..." The other side didn't expect her to say such a sentence, and fell silent in shock, as if it was a bit unacceptable, it was hard to accept that someone like Song Yao who had always been so proud would apologize to him.

"You are for your Xiaobai." It's not a question, it seems to have been guessed long ago.

Song Yao frowned, and his voice became cold, "Are you investigating her?"

Zhou Li didn't answer, he should have got up and got serious, "I'll help you..." After a pause, he added, "This is the first time and the last time."

Song Yao heaved a sigh of relief, nodded and said "OK", and even his tone changed a lot.

It doesn't matter whether it's the first time or the last time, as long as it can help in vain.

She will not look for Zhou Li again in the future, she will become stronger with her own efforts, strong enough to protect Bai Qi.

Before hanging up the phone, Zhou Li said, "Chinese New Year is coming soon, remember to come back and take a look, even if you don't want to see me, just look at your father."

Song Yao hesitated for a while, but still didn't answer him.

She didn't want to go back, at least not now.

The sky seems to be snowing.

Bai Yehui didn't know how long he had been lying here, his whole body was numb from the cold, and when he tried to get up, he was dizzy, and almost stepped on the empty wine bottle next to him and fell over.

This is a park, a very remote place, which has been abandoned for a long time, so there is no one there. For Bai Yehui, it is safe enough.

He forced himself to get up, because he had been here for too long, and his legs were numb. He looked around and saw that it was gray.

He has been living in a dilapidated toilet here for the past few days, except for drinking and sleeping, the whole person seems to be useless.

After all, apart from doing these things, he could do nothing, and he didn't dare to go out. Once he went out, he was afraid of being caught by those people who were abandoned and debt collectors.

The debt collector is not afraid, what he is afraid of is his daughter, the ruthless person.

If Bai Qi knew what he had done, he might do something crazy, and he might even kill his father.

Thinking of this, Bai Yehui couldn't help shivering, but he soon felt relieved. After all, this place is so far away, and it's still outside the suburbs. No matter how hard it is, Bai Qi can't find it here. His frozen fingers moved, and he fumbled around. , but there were empty wine bottles all around him, "Damn it!" Bai Yehui walked out of the toilet cursingly leaning on the wall.

After a few days, he immediately divorced Lin Xiaoying, patted his ass and left.

The sky is big and the earth is big, where can't we survive without dragging these two oil bottles?

Thinking of this, Bai Yehui's mood improved a lot, he even hummed a song, and then sneezed unexpectedly.

He escaped overnight, so he only wore a thin pajamas. In the cold winter, he couldn't withstand the cold wind at all, so he was shivering from the cold.

There seems to be a canteen nearby, which should have cigarettes and alcohol.

Bai Yehui touched his pocket and took out a thick stack of banknotes, all of which were red suns.

Before he came out, he also stole the family's money, at least 5000, which was saved by Lin Xiaoying working for several months.

Grinning, he staggered towards the commissary.

The eastern suburbs are already considered a city, the streets and alleys are very lively, and the shops are hung with colored lights and red lanterns, which has a Chinese New Year atmosphere. Although the sky is not yet bright, there are already many people.

Looking from the direction of the commissary, you can see the feasting lights, the gray-haired old man sitting on the rocking chair, squinting his eyes and looking cheerfully at the lively scene not far away.

"Is there any cigarettes and alcohol?" Suddenly a man appeared in front of him and asked hoarsely.

Because his back was facing the light, he couldn't tell what he looked like, but judging from his tattered clothes, he should be a homeless man, and he smelled of cigarettes and alcohol all over his body.

The old man turned on the light tremblingly, and only then did he see the man's face clearly. His hair was gray and messy, and the greasy hair should have not been taken care of for a long time. There was still ice scum on it, and his beard was knotted everywhere because it was too long, like a spider. Like a net, his face is pale and vicissitudes, with obvious bloodshot eyes, and he looks about 50 to [-] years old.

Sure enough, a tramp.

"Yes..." The old man shook his head pityingly and sighed softly, leaning on his crutches and turning his back to get the wine and cigarettes.

After getting the cigarettes and wine, Bai Yehui was about to give money, but was stopped by his grandfather, "No need to give money."

He was stunned, and the old man continued to say with a smile, "It's almost the Chinese New Year, and it's not easy for people like you, so let's save the money and go home for a reunion."

Hearing his words, Bai Yehui's heart suddenly warmed up, his eyes were a little red, and he said "thank you" tremblingly.

It reminded him of his

He thought of Lin Xiaoying again, and how they overcame all kinds of difficulties to be together. At that time, he couldn't give Lin Xiaoying a complete wedding, and he didn't have a ring or a wedding dress.

But she didn't care, saying that as long as the two of them were together, life would be better and better in the future.

As for Bai Qi’s birth, although he was not a boy, he was very disappointed, but at that time he really loved Bai Qi, and he would give him whatever he wanted, and when he was drunk, Xiao Baiqi would bring him hangover soup, completely imaginable It's not like this indifference now.

What a warm home once, but now it has become like this.

After all, Bai Yehui is still a human being, not a real bastard, not as good as a beast, and sometimes he feels guilty, regretting why he has become what he is now, ruining such a good home, and thinking about finding a job. Seriously.

It's a pity that because of my low culture, I was always rejected, so I fell in love with drinking, thinking that drinking can relieve my worries.

It's all over now.

Bai Yehui laughed at himself, while the grandfather turned around and put 100 yuan on the cabinet, carrying the bag and walking towards the park, someone blindfolded his eyes and mouth from behind.

"Woooooooooooooooooooo" He tried to struggle, but was kicked until his eyes turned black, and he completely lost consciousness.

The author has something to say: Please comment and collect the nutrient solution landmine!It’s been a long time since I saw the little cutie from before, and it’s been a long time since I’ve seen mines, I’m sorry

Update question: Because of double opening, you know——

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