Rebirth of the Canary in Captivity

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No one can empathize with other people's experiences, Shen An can only try his best to narrow the distance between himself and the Fu family.

Fu Yuzhou took a deep look at Shen An, his long and narrow eyes behind the lens were still full of doubts, but Fu Yunqi's hostile and forceful attitude forced back what he wanted to say.

"Xiao An, are you tired? Shall I carry you upstairs?"

Shen An pursed her lips and smiled, "No need, I'll just go up by myself."

The atmosphere in the living room gradually eased with Fu Yuzhou's silence, and the others continued to talk. Fu Yunqi's cell phone was always on, and messages kept coming in. Shen An pushed Fu Yunqi to signal him to let go of himself. The hand is getting tighter and tighter.

Shen An turned sideways to meet Fu Yunqi's gaze, seeing the playfulness in his eyes, Shen An looked away stiffly.

Fu Yunqi must have known something, Shen An nervously picked the dead skin on his fingers with his nails, his heart was in a mess like a mess.

Shen An is actually very resistant to sitting in other people's arms.

Before rebirth, Qin Zheng liked to let the petite figure of him wear a loose skirt, and have all kinds of ambiguous intimacy under the gaze of everyone. The most frequent thing he did was nestle in Qin Zheng's arms and be fed fruit and wine by him.

The fragrance of fruit and the mellow fragrance of famous wine, mixed together, became Shen An's nightmare. He used to not understand why all kinds of beautiful things became so disgusting. When they were thrown heavily and fell to the ground, Shen An suddenly understood something.

Beautiful things become beautiful under the premise of freedom.

Without freedom, even the best things are just bait thrown into a cage.

The creatures that are fed in captivity are no longer simple creatures, but playthings—whatever the master wants you to do, you have to do.

Shen An raised his head and looked around at everyone in the living room. He clearly knew that everyone in this living room was something he couldn't afford to offend. He was just an ant in front of these people.

He didn't want to die at the age of 25 like before he was reborn.

"Mr. Fu, shall we go upstairs?"

Fu Yunqi, who was looking at his phone, frowned slightly, "Xiao An, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Shen An lowered his eyes, looked at the tiny folds on Fu Yunqi's shirt, stretched out his hand to help him pull it out, "I have something to tell you."

Shen An made a request, but Fu Yunqi had no intention of rejecting it. He finally let go of the arm that had been imprisoning Shen An. After saying goodnight to their family members, the two walked into the elevator one after the other.

In the process of walking towards the elevator, there was a cold look on Shen An's back, which made him shudder, but when he turned around, that look disappeared.

Probably someone in this family really doesn't want to be with Fu Yunqi.

Shen An shrugged inwardly - no one would be reconciled to being robbed of the young master whom he had a crush on by someone of unknown origin.

The Fu family's big house has five floors, and the elevator stops on the third floor. Fu Yunqi held the door of the elevator with his hand in a gentlemanly manner, letting Shen An go first.

When the two were alone, Shen An was still a little scared. The scene of "being honest with each other" that night kept appearing in his mind, but Fu Yunqi had a calm expression and took Shen An directly to his bedroom.

There was no light turned on in the bedroom, and as soon as Shen An stepped in, Fu Yunqi turned back and pressed against the door, and the gentle closing sound made Shen An suddenly pale.

In the darkness, the two were so close that they could feel each other's breath.

"Fu, is Mr. Fu usually so economical?" Shen An raised his head and smiled dryly, "Why don't you even turn on the lights?"

Before the words fell, the strength on Shen An's arms increased a little, and Fu Yunqi's breathing became heavier.

Shen An blinked his eyes. He thought that Qin Zheng must have gone mad because the plaything he had been submissively betrayed him. He might have made all kinds of nude photos of himself public, and he might have spread some secretly shot videos on the Internet.

But it doesn't matter.

Shen An did not break free from Fu Yunqi's shackles, but kindly reminded, "Mr. Fu, if this continues, neither you nor I will be able to turn back."

Fu Yunqi's eyes are very bright, and there is more fierceness in the soft eyes.

"I know," he leaned over and kissed Shen An's forehead, but his words were unambiguous, "Qin Zheng must be my stepping stone."

Shen An didn't know what "stepping stone" meant, he only saw Fu Yunqi's turbulent hostility suppressed under his calm appearance, but he didn't understand where this strong hostility came from.

"What do you want to know from me?"

"Everything about Qin Zheng's company."

Hearing this, Shen An smiled brightly, and put his finger on Fu Yunqi's arm, "I don't know about commercial secrets, Qin Zheng never let me touch them."

Fu Yunqi snorted, grasped Shen An's restless fingers, interlaced his ten fingers, and pressed Shen An firmly against the door.

"Qin Zheng's side is not full of wine bags and rice bags. If you can stay with him for so long, you must have unique abilities."

Shen An originally thought that Fu Yunqi could really find Qin Zheng's weakness, but he didn't expect him to praise himself in disguise.

Shen An shook his head mockingly, "I'm afraid that Mr. Fu will be disappointed. I really don't have the ability to be different, and I took me to meet those clients just to make fun of me."

The scars were uncovered again and again, and Shen An accepted this unchangeable fact frankly.

"The cooperation between the Qin family and the Jin family was negotiated by you, and you were also involved in the marketing of foreign branches," Fu Yunqi raised his chin, stared at Shen An's eyes that he was trying to avoid, and said expressionlessly, " If it's just for fun, Qin Zheng still has a lot of choices, his lover is not just you."

Fu Yunqi should have done a lot of investigation, Shen An's body was leaning against the door, his tense spirit completely relaxed, and he let out a soft laugh.

"What can Mr. Fu give me?"

"In the future," the fingers of the two intertwined were dry and warm. Shen An could feel the strength given to him by those hands. When he heard Fu Yunqi pause, he continued, "And freedom."

Future and Freedom...

In the darkest moment, Shen An even thought that these things did not exist in this world, so now Fu Yunqi's words sounded a bit naive.

"Mr. Fu, can you be more specific?"

"it is good."

Fu Yunqi let go of Shen An, his expression became serious, he raised his volume, but his voice was very low, "Marry me, and help me shut up everyone's mouths, the Qin family is my betrothal gift to you."

Shen An actually didn't trust the Qin family as a betrothal gift. He felt that Mr. Fu was still too young—the Qin family's family background was not much weaker than that of the Fu family. It would take a lot of hard work to bring the Qin family down.

He didn't ask Fu Yunqi why he had to choose himself. There were many people who could help him in business, so he took Fu Yunqi's behavior as sympathy and pity.

"Since Mr. Fu has made a decision, I have no objection."

Fu Yunqi was very satisfied with Shen An's quick acceptance. He looked down at Shen An's expression, and the complicated emotions in his eyes made Shen An a little puzzled.

"Tomorrow, I will ask my assistant to bring the contract. We will live here together during the contract period. You don't have to worry about Qin Zheng at all."

"Ah."

"Qin Zheng and his fiancée will come to visit tomorrow."

"Do you need me to do anything?"

Fu Yunqi shook his head, "It's good that you stand by my side."

It was the first time that someone said to Shen An, "It's good to stand by your side", and Shen An was very flattered by the common and equal treatment for other people.

I got so many surprises today, Shen An even felt that this was the warmest day after being reborn, except of course, except for the message sent to him by that bastard Qin Zheng.

The phone buzzed again, Shen An was taken aback, his body that had just warmed up instantly turned cold.

In Shen An's cell phone address book, only Qin Zheng's ringtone is special.

"Answer the phone."

Fu Yunqi's words interrupted Shen An's messy thoughts. Shen An didn't understand Fu Yunqi's meaning, and watched him take his mobile phone away, swipe the screen, and the call was connected.

"...An'an?" The familiar voice was amplified through the hands-free voice, and it was creepy in the cold and empty air.

"An'an, are you talking?! Hello? Shen An, are you courting death? Talk to me!"

Qin Zheng roared into the phone like a rabid lion, Fu Yunqi held the phone in front of Shen An, looked at Shen An's pale face, and frowned deeply.

"... Shen An, are you bold?! Believe it or not, I will go back and fuck you?! Dare to show face to me, and don't weigh yourself..."

Qin Zheng must have been drinking, he couldn't articulate his crazy words at the end, he was still yelling and cursing something, Shen An held his breath, and pressed his body firmly against the door.

He was afraid that Qin Zheng would get out of the phone. If Qin Zheng got out, he would open the door and turn around and run.

But in the next second, before Shen An could react, a perfect arc crossed his eyes, and the mobile phone he had used for many years flew out of the window from mid-air.

With Qin Zheng yelling and cursing, the phone disappeared into the night.

Suddenly Qin Zheng's noise could not be heard, and the silence of the night was even worse.

His body was frozen for a long few minutes, and Shen An suddenly woke up from the nightmare named "Qin Zheng". He rubbed the cold sweat on his forehead carelessly, thinking that he had died again.

——Qin Zheng is the demon who strangled himself to death with his own hands.

Shen An gasped for the chilly air, raised his head in panic, and felt a chill down his spine from Fu Yunqi's examining and pondering gaze.

"...I haven't slept with him, he actually hates me, and my body, I'm not important to him at all," Shen An paused, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye, and disappeared into the darkness, " Rather than insulting me, he prefers to hit me with his hands."

"Hitting me at least made me realize that I'm still a man," Shen Anqiang held back his sadness, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and recalled in his mind the clip of desperately resisting Qin Zheng's contact, his voice trembling slightly, "If you really have sex with him When I go to bed, I don't even count as a man."

Anyone can insult me, only myself can't - this is Shen An's last stubbornness.

But Shen An's hatred and fear for Qin Zheng were indeed deeply rooted in his heart. He was glad that he could do it again and have a different choice.

After rebirth, Shen An recalled her previous self more than once.

The young man who was coaxed by Qin Zheng's sugar-coated cannonballs to put on a red dress, put on heavy makeup, and took nude photos was crying in the corner all the time.

In the nightmare, Qin Zheng called "An'an" affectionately over and over again, with a kind and ferocious smile on his face, and every "An'an" was like a sharp knife, gouging out Shen An's dignity piece by piece.

All the time, his life was wrong, and he couldn't afford to die.

[The author has something to say: Shen Xiaoan is so pitiful... The next chapter abuses the scum

The phrase "It's not right to live, I can't afford to die" comes from Canoe's "Stars in the Deep Sea".

Well, I still haven't squatted down to comment orz]